THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES!
I was supposed to be back by tml but..oh well,i shall keep emo paragraphs for later. I wanted to start ranting immediately but as i read through my birthday wishes i was immediately filled with warmth. I've got more than 6 times of wishes i received in my past birthdays! Thank you all! and michelle, i'm not getting a bf soon, and no i'm not interested in UN guys! hahahas! no offence guys =P
For those who sent me wishes through sms, i'm so sorry, if i didn't reply u, it means u wished me after i lost my handphone.. but THANK YOU ALL anw! And because i lost my phone, somebody else is using my facebook cause facebook sent me an email, idk how they know it wasn't me but yea,
my facebook account is currently disabled...but
luckily i can see all your wishes through my hotmail =]
Don't scold me a blur kia yet, i swear i checked the bus seats and everything before i left,the only chance i would've lost it was when i dropped my bag in my uncle's car but it wasn't there. So..i've no idea where it went either.
Well, from the above evidence...apparently my birthday curse didn't go away even though i was positive it was gna disappear since it's my 18th birthday. My first prediction was more accurate, the curse has accumulated and exploded -.-' This year...is the fourth time,this unlucky trend started during sec 3, but compared to this year...the addition of the curse of those 3 years was nothing at all.
i'm too lazy to write in paragraphs le so..
-my feelings got cheated by my mum -.-'
-from wad she said i was gna ride a plane but it's a bus instead
-from wad she said its a hotel stay but it's my aunt's house instead
-from wad she said the wedding dinner was the kind of grand hotel kind but apparently she mixed it up, the hotel dinner was on the 18th which my brother went, not me
-she made the stay worser by acting crazy
-It was a tea ceremony filled with relatives i do not know.
-My sister and me dressed up really nice but since we thought it was a hotel kind of wedding, mine and my sister's outfits stuck out like black thorns in the sea of red. Got quite alot of stares.
-Apparently, i got cheated by my dad too
-from wad he said i can go genting and will have time to shop
-instead i didn't go genting because he alr bought the tix to come back today and forgot about it (due to many misunderstandings of who was going, long story)
-and i did no shopping at all,i spent my time waiting, travelling in cars feeling nauseated and feverish, dining with the flies and daydreaming
-There is no shopping mall in sight. My aunt's house is in the village. Well, that's one of her many houses anw.
-I dined with the flies because it was a village chinese wedding.
-My table was the dead-est of all because they put us with relatives who came from the other party side and we've never talked before neither do my parents know them
-I usually played with my phone during boring weddings but yea..it's lost
-i hardly get the chance to talk to the cousins i know, one of them was the bride. This one of the good point in the journey, at least i get to wish her congratulations in person.
-While travelling, my body temperature shot up for some reason and i vomited but there wasn't food in my stomach so...i just remained sick till i had something to eat later in the day.
-My sister was upset for a big part of the day because of a really small matter. Even though it wasn't me, i couldn't chat with her cause she just sulks when she's upset. Didn't bother to console her since i was really sad already (well,cause obviously my 18th birthday was pathetic)
And i could have stay in sg and do attend the charity workshop which i really wanted to go. big regret.
-Closing me and my family in is the same as putting me in a cage of sad and angry feelings. I was nice to my mum but her response was horrible that day because of the relatives (most of my relatives aren't nice to crazy ppl). My sis is usually the one who is chattable and playable with but yea, she's upset for the big part of the day.
-My tears went off frequently when i thought of my phone and the damned day that day and that just sucks.
-My mood got better in the night because i was the only one who bothered to entertain everybody with the muder stories games (thanks yingthang) although nobody there wished me happy birthday there, including my mum and dad and sis. Well,for my bro,it's expected since we're alr used to not talking.
-I made myself go to sleep smiling because i finally got a go on my sis's iphone games. Greatest event throughout the day. (now i'm thinking of getting an iphone)
-hmmm,the dressing up was fun too. but the theme was not what we had in mind, losta ppl dressed in red since it's a traditional tea ceremony.
hahas,even though it's in point form,i sure did rant! Oh yea, me and my sis did take some photos before we took our dress and makeup off. And i took some full length photos to show the dress when i came back. will upload later...or maybe next time if i'm too tired =P And no worries ppl, i bought bubblegum and chewing gum today, before we got on the bus we found a few small shops =]
So....anybody wna go pub with me? xD clubbing is too tiring man
some thoughts on the bus today...
in sec 3,i thot it was my worse birthday ever
in sec 4, i thot omg this is a curse
in DET yr 1, i thot 'since this day is damned, i shall go library to hide', but the string of unlucky events happened anw
This year, I thought 'must have been too pessimistic past few years that's why i see everything as unlucky, shall not do that this year' and held alot of hopes and looked foward to my 18th bday but too many stuff happened.
SO for my next birthday.. i'm gna fight it head on no matter what happens! I'm gna celebrate it happily in my own style, just watch me ^_<
Many thanks for the birthday wishes <33333333333
