Paranoid.

This are photos when I was at Thailand with cousins, uncle & my lovely mom.

Damn I miss my long hair.

Do I look like a tourist there or citizens living there?

Clubbings later on, hope I'll enjoy.

More updates on my livejournal.

K, bye luvs ♥

Happy birthday HappyWHM..

Firstly,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY HappyWHM!

Meet up soon & I must get you a present too!

Luv ya.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHEAL JACKSON.

Do you guys even know it's his birthday?

I didn't know till I saw channel 5.

Secondly, I'm on facebook playing restaurant city.

That game's so attractive, my restaurant name's, SEX IN THE CITY.

Then I played pet society too. That's CHOCOSHAKE, I love him lot.

That's him sleeping, awwww, cute totally!

Sorry though it's kinda lame, I know, but I've got nothing to do?

Woke up & I didn't recieve any msg from JTCW.

Guess his gonna meet his ex to get his belated birthday present later on?

Well, I've got family dinner later on.

Won't be meeting any friends today.

Will'b spending my day with my family members.

Tomorrow I think I'll be meeting PeggyLim?

Monday, clubbing with Steph, SistaWk, KevinSON & JTCW.

Won't be home again, oh nooooooooooo.

Guess that's all to update, won't be updating so soon.

K, bye luvs ♥

Dead and gone.

Stayed out the whole night, home later on.
Waiting for JTCW to end that dota of his now.

I've lost my job & now back to my old-self.
Mom asked me where's the determination for working almost everyday gone too?
I really don't know how to answer her, mind's so blank.
Don't even know what's gotten into my god damn brain?
Don't talk about how I'm gonna answer mom's question, I can't even answer myself.

Damn it.

K, bye luvs ♥

Screamo emo like some freako.

Am gonna go out with this nooby JTCW to era for lan after blogging.
His smoking, me blogging here.
Ask this noob of mine not to peek at what I'm blogging, guess he's real pissed, HAHAHA.
I don't give a damn!

This nooby wanna dota that's why.
Gonna go now after getting my new playlist for my beloved blog done.

K, bye luvs ♥

Scream in pain ..

Nose piercing bleed, red nose ring went directly down the throat of the sink.

All gone.

Pain is all I get right now.

Upset, bye.

HAPPY BELATED 4TH MONTH JAMES TEO WEIWEI!

Was out with B for straight 2 days. Having him by my side for straight 2 days, how cool can that be? Met up with Steph & Fong 2 days ago at Simei ITE. My ex-ite school. Saw Familiar faces. Eg, Yunqing that bird face dude. He got his hair screwed, hahaha! Saw HappyWHM too! Me miss her a million!

Then we sat bus 2 to bedok singpan? Wanted to go for lan, but the K singing thingy caught our attention. Thought it was free but in the end it turned out to be 30 plus. Damn scam thing. After that we ate & headed over to Fong's house. Thought we could follow steph to her court thingy but in the end B was too tired. His a pig, serve him right for staying up late.

Then we ate breakfast & went seperate ways with Fong & steph. Bused home & slept all the way with B by my side.

Imma happy girl, hehe!

Was supposing to wake up around 3 plus but instead we woke up around 5 plus. Was shock, time passes so fast. Got ready, we both accompanied Sista Jo over to cp to get her G-string for her friend's birthday. She's a joke I swear. She said we have to dress properly to get her G-strings. WTF?

She's afraid peepo working there might say us. Lame her.

After that me & B went over to Bedok's night market & shop for FOOOOOOOOOOD. Then we bused to era for lannnnnnnn.

Audi, msn & L4D.

Back to B's place aftermath. His dad was funny I swear, hahahaha. Guess I'll be going home first thing in the morning. FIRST BUS! That's all for today.

Steph: Don't stress over the court thing, everythings gonna be fine. NO STRESS NO STRESS NO STRESS. Me luv you!

Peggy: Ignore that mfking bitch. Her boyf kena snatch, serve her right. Ask her try hong your boyf, make sure she don't regret only. She don't know how fierce you are only. Try you man. MAKE SURE WE DON'T SEE HER IN CLUB, if we're going. I make sure I'll ask her who she bought her tickets from. & I make sure I go to the person who sold her the ticket, I'll say to him/her. HAZEL says you're lame, v lame! Meet up soon bitch!

Pocket full of sunshine..

Now I'm at Fong's house with steph zharbor & JTCW. Will'b staying over at their place.

Tomorrow's steph's court case, hope she'll be fine. Me will pray hard hard, tomorrow will'b the last time she'll have to visit that place again. Hope she won't get probation or what, just pay that damn it guy. Hope he'll accept her offer, mfker.

I'm not MIA-ing from anywhere, just that my god damn com's so down. Mom's so not gonna repair it. Me wanna use com. Me wanna game, but damn the audi GMs, I got banned for no reason? Just because I mia-ed from audi for a long time, I'll be banned? Damn it, audi so waste of my time & money. Spent so much money, which I can use the god damn money for better purpose. Bloody mfker money sucker game. Cyber games are money suckers infact.

Anyways I wanna get my pay real soon. Me wanna shop, treat my family for dinner or something & lastly bring my CUTE GRANDMA out, "gaigai".

Me luv her, she's damn cute cause she's my grandma!

K guess that's all for now, bye.

Happy 18th birthday noob JAMESTEOCHINWEI!

Com down now at noob's house blogging. Won't be blogging soon, again. Gonna go out to celebrate his birthday with him.

Replying tags late.

Byebye.

Warning, this will be a long post..

Mom brought me to the saloon yesterday night with a last min decision. Was deciding on what style should I get, so yea, got it shaved & cut. It's obvious shorter then before, but better!

Was suppose to meet peggy today, but she gotta attend schools. It's ok, schools are way much more important then going out with me! Must study hard ok mafankia, bare with it, 'O' lvls are gonna be over soon. Get good grades for me to see k?! (:

This goes to the rest taking 'O' lvls too!

& I've read peggy's wordpress, was so touched with what she said about me, damn I didn't know I was so good, HAHAHAHA. Nah, I only help my real close friends when they're in need & those hi & bye I just don't give a damn, HAHAHAHA, just joking! As she said, within my limits, I'll help no matter what k!

k time to dedicate things to people, cause it's been so long since I've did it. Shall dedicate to people, not in order or what, so don't jealous of who comes first.

Cheechee: Hope you'll do real good for your 'O' lvls, remember our inside secret? (: I've promised you, I'll do it k? & whoever doing harm to you, just ignore them k cause you won't see them after 'O's. We've been friends for 6 years, since primary 6, can you believe it? It's been so long.. You're indeed a real good friend & I can always rely on you when I'm having probs! You never failed to be there for me! I luv you!

Steph: You uh, I miss you too! Everyday miss me, no wonder I keep sneezing! HAHAHAHA. Don't so stubborn k, when free go back home visit your mom, ahma & my 'Boyf' CASTIN. Meet up soon again ok? Can't believe I'll actually make such a good friend in ite, you brightened my days during my ite life, even after I've left due to some reasons, you still meet up with me & stuffs. I luv you!

Peggy: Mafan kia, Study hard k, & I wanna see you cry when you get your 'O' lvl results. It won't be like last year, instead of crying because you've failed, but crying because it's tears of joy. We've actually don't like each other when we first met @ ps, cathy? Hahaha. But we got closer & closer, hanging out every single day, doing crazy stuffs. I remember we had this heart to heart talk @ white tangerine one night, sitting at the stairs talking about all the things. That's when I got to know you more & more, all thanks to the talk! I luv you!

Happy Wong: We know each other true audi, & unknowningly we've got closer & closer. I remembered we first met was on the 19th dec 07'. We've got closer around 19 march 08'? meeting almost everyday, going different places, lan, "shopping spree" too! I really can't believe we could actually be so close, meet up soon! Me luv you!

Sista wk: Sista uh, I know you through audi too, it's only this year, we've got real close, hanging out almost everyday, but now, we've hardly meet up. You uh don't give girlgirl make your head spin around k?! Brothers & sistas first! The girls you love, just won't be there forever. Bro & Sis will always be there no matter what & it's forever, friends won't be that close to you too. So remember this, me luv you many many my prettiest sista!

KevinCKT: My beloved son! What's happening to you. Don't always have that, "don't care, do only" attitude, it will bring you no where. Mom will always be there for you, no matter what, I'll help you no matter what. Hope you don't dissapoint me, be it your studies, behaviour & actions. I remembered all thanks to the ite holidays we've got close & I got to know new friends, those who never fail to be there for each other, etc. Kianhao, Junsheng, yewfatt, melissa, doreen, zhenhao, sean & some more.. I got more friends it's also thanks to you. HAHAHA. Well my son, hope you'll be a good boy & think before you act. Mom luv you son!

Jevis: Yakult head, I knew you through GG SAMA, sista wk! You're a real funny friend indeed, we've met a few times & you're really funny! All the funny names created by you & sista wk. HAHAHA. Nice having a friend like you! Meet up soon YAKULT HEAD! You're gonna be 18 in 7 days! Happy bday in advance YAKULT HEAD \m/!

Lastly, My beloved noob boyf: JTCW, you nooby, you made me smile, cry, laugh like some mad woman. You're already my longest, though I'm not your longest still, I'll be, one day! You're gonna get into army maybe next year yea? I'll miss you every single day, guess I can only see you on the weekends by then. ): As for now, all I wanna see from you, is you getting a proper job, saving money & not spending money like nobody's business. Don't be lazy, cause I don't like my boyf being lazy. Don't laze around anymore, time to get your ass moving & start finding a job. I'm waiting for our 4th month, can't believe time actually passes so fast. 4 months being with you, I love it! I want a 6th month & more! Remember we've promised not to leave each other no matter what k?! You leave I'll go after you with a chopper, HAHAHA. Just joking. K, me luv you nooby Jamesteochinwei!

Bye, with love.

Day 1 with my hair real short..

I can't wait for my beloved hair to grow longer. I just hate the sight of me in real short hair, even my fringe. I'll be praying real hard to make my hair grow back fast. I look like a butch totally, though B don't mind me in this hair, but I mind. The sight of it erks me.

TITITATITU PIPIPAPIPU ..

I wanna get my hair shaved at the back, put some style to it, because it's really damn toot behind. Since it's already short, why not just get it shorter but nicer?! I wanna get it extended too, once it's long? Well, shall think about it.

& I wanna slim down, damn it, I'm growing fatter each day. I'm fat & still I'm gainging weight. I need to slim down fast! Gonna eat salad, excerise to slim down & grow taller!

Friday, me gonna help B cut hair, dye our hair together, trim his brows, make him look neater & smarter! Me gonna help him hunt for job. Me want him to work & not laze around anymore!

Me want find job too, me need money urgently too. Spent alot this few days. B's birthday coming soon, needa save. Gonna plan what to do on his birthday too.

Guess that's for now, me gonna edit blog.

Bye.

Snip Snap, there there goes my hair..

Hair short, like a butch. Damn it, boyf so gonna get shock, so is everyone. I hate my hair. Don't ask me out. I won't go out. The boy-ness in me, it's back. I HATE IT. My hair's way shorter then boyf's, kevin son's too. Damn it.

Bye.

What hurts the most, was being so close..

Alright I shall start from 2 days ago, which was Friday. Went out in the evening with B to meet my beloved zharbor & ahfong, for pool session. B followed with a last min decision. He wanted to go home, but I said it was only for awhile, so he said yes! (:

Played 4 rounds & we went to eat. After that, we went for lan session! Tagged hearts! HAHAHA, but the ring lvl 2 only. Zzz. Then we played till 9 plus & another last min decision to stay over @ fong's house. But before that we went to shop & save to get some stuffs to eat. Went back to fong's house, cooked prawns, fries, cambell soup, nuggets! Watched funny videos & played games till 5 plus then at last we settled down to sleep. Slept till 3 plus, we watched xiaxue's video till 5 plus. Me & B went off. Walked over to the coffee shop to have our dinner. Ate tomyam ban mian? B was lousy at eating hot stuffs! HAHAHAHAHHA, he himself admitted it.

Then he accompanied me home & he went home. Went homeI fell asleep straight. & woke up this afternoon, 1 plus. Nothing to post anymore.

I miss B.

Bye.