Dear diary,


I'm super bored right now.
& I'm not done with art yet, done with only 3 pictures, like WTF?!

Okays, airport ain't a good place to study.
So many people coming in & out, in & out.
Shall head home & really concentrate on my art already.
Too many distractions here.

Some BYTCHES I can say in mac is pissing me off man!
& yea if you're an ahlian, come straight to me & tell me off & not tell your that group of friends that I blinked at you.

CB!

GONNA GO NOW!
BYE :D

Dear diary,




Okay, I've started off my day with schools.
It rain real heavy this morning.
It's my so called "LAST" day in secondary school.

NO MORE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!

Okay, if I say I'm gonna miss secondary school life, do you guys believe me?
& I shall not talk more about today, just went to lucky plaza to do my extensions with Xinyu, Happy & Cookie.

Then went home & headed down to the airport to meet Joshua & Sam at around 10pm?
& I'm currently at the airport with them doing art.
Hopefully I can finish most of it by the time I go home.
Gonna stay here till 6 am & head home after that?

Well, life will be great after N lvls! So gonna enjoy my holidays! Earn lotsa money. & I need money to do more extensions! :D Next Monday is the start of N LVLs! Good luck peepo!

I'm gonna have my last paper like next friday?
Ain't it fast?
I'm so so loving it! :D

Seeya readers.
Off to finish my N lvl art! :D

Dear diary,








I'm sick sick sick.
Had a bad flu last night.
& today I had a bad stomach ache & fever this morning.
Went to the toilet to relief myself at around 3.45am in the morning?
Stayed in the toilet for around 15 min?
The pain was still there after that.
It was dam pain & I can't explain how pain it was.

Gave school a miss, mom stayed home & everything was fine until this morning/afternoon, I had fever.
Ate my medicine at around 5am in the morning, went back to sleep & slept all the way till 3 plus in the afternoon.

Woke up a few times due to that pain effect.
Had to rub my stomach like tons of times.
That didn't help though, but no harm trying.
Didn't have enough sleep, though I woke up like 3 plus in the afternoon?
I'm still very tired at this point of time.

My stomach still hurts alot, body ache & weak.
I don't wanna fall sick during my N lvls again.
First few papers for N lvls, I was down with a bad flu cough & slight fever.
That feeling sucks.
I feel so sick to do my art now, but I've gotta finish it like by this week?
I needed this art lesson so much, but I'm down with this kinda sickness.
Am I being fooled?

When I'm in a mood to go to school, I fall sick.

What a joke.

Feverish me man.
No mood for anything & my stomach still hurts alot.

All I want to do now is to, sleep & get well soon. :D

Might be tonning at airport with Joshua & Sam this coming friday to finish our art.
Hope they can help me in some ways.

& people don't stalk my blog, I know who is stalking!
Sam, etc.
Tag me when you are here! :D

Dear diary,





I'm down with a BAD FLU.
This is so bad.
It made my day even worse.
Nose being blocked & stuffs.

& yea, I've decided to do "LAYERS" for my N lvl art.
& I do feel the stress after so long.
Left with less then a week to prepare for my art.

20 sketches, 3 layouts, 3 colour schemes & a write up on a artist.

Will I finish it on time?

Okay I shall make a timetable.

Tomorrow there's art, so after school straight home, done with at least 10 black & white sketches .
Thursday, the other 10 sketches with colours.
Friday, 3 layouts, touch up on artist write up.
Saturday, 3 colour schemes.
Sunday, touch up on all & do some revision for Monday's paper.

After next friday, I'm free! :D

Don't think I can meet up with Happy this whole week. D: Sorry Happy! ):

& yea people, I'm not interested to go sec 5 & I can't make it, like so obvious? :D

& my feel ain't back!

6 more days & the feel ain't back.

Totally gone case.

Dear diary,






As days past, my art is still undone.
The feel ain't coming yet.
I really don't know what to do for art.
If only there's a topic which is kinda related to fashion designs.
I'll be like so into it?

Can't be bothered with other stuffs now.
I just wanna get back my feel & passion for art!

BIG BIG THANKS to all who had been encouraging me & showing me concern!
LOVEYA! ♥

Dear diary,


Like WOW, I'm like blogging everyday.
LOL.

Anyways,
Went to church with Joash, Junjie, Sam, Barney, Ben & Gerald just now.
& Gerald brought a friend name Ram or something.
Took bus 27 to tamp & trained down to expo.

Went to CHC, City Harvest Church.
It's BIG & nice.
At least I don't fall asleep during the service like the past! (:

Made new friends & they were super friendly I tell you.
Feel like going back next week for service Barney ain't going.
& plus I've gotta see whether I'm free.

I just missed those days when I'm attending services.
Okays, CRAPS! :D

Attending church services once in awhile is way much better then attending it every week.
I'll get bored if I attend church every week.

& yea, I'm moody these few days.
No mood for outings & etc.
I don't know why.
Don't ask me why?

So people if I don't wanna go out, don't force me, THANKS ! :D

I just need to find the feel for my N lvl art.
I've got no feel for it!
It's been ages since I've last touched my pencils.

FEEL FEEL, WHERE ARE YOU?

& people I'm really fine, just moody only.
Thanks Huimin HAPPY; Boyf/twinny, DESIRE lao ma & so called "ERIC" for your concern. :D

Maybe I won't be moody after N lvls? (:

& yea mom is still asking me for a answer for those days I've skipped school.
So MANY MANY problems.

Art undone, answers to answer mom & phone bills.

My life is a joke man!
When there's no problems, there won't be any problems, but once problems comes, it doesn't stop, it comes one after another.

WHAT A JOKE!

Oh well, what can I say, that's life man.
Just hoped that things won't get any worser. (:

& I've made plans after my N lvls.
My last paper is on the 3rd, so after that I'll be hunting for jobs maybe on the 4th-6th of oct with HAPPY.

If we still can't get any, we shall hunt after HAPPY's last paper, on the 8th.
But I think I'll be going out with Jielin LESBIAN on the 8th oct cause it's her bday! :D
Then maybe after that meet up with HAPPY, cause her paper ends around 3.30pm.

& I'm so gonna dye my hair brown!
Feel like dying my fringe brown & back, red.
Still considering, hope it turns out fine!

Ok, it's pretty late already, guess I'm either gonna audi awhile or head straight to bed. (:
Nights readers!

Dear diary,


Back home blogging instead of going to schools.
School called mom & told her I've been calling school to inform them I won't be attending schools.
I'm so dead tonight.

She's so gonna tell my dad & they'll both question me.
What am I gonna say?

& mom asked me why am I always in a possession of a lighter?
WTH?
Can't I have a lighter by my side.
As if you guys know what I'm doing behind your backs.
Come on, having a lighter doesn't mean I'm smoking yea?
So what if I did?
That was the past, not now yea.
Make things clear before saying all those words.

All this are driving me crazy.
Simply crazy.

I don't even feel like coming home after all this things.
So many things happening in my life.

What a joke.

Say good luck to me for tonight.

Dear diary,


It's 12.11am on my clock right now & I'm still awake.
I'm trying to get back the FEEL for art.
I just can't find it back.

My drawings ain't what I've expected it to be.
The outcome sucks.
Mood-less currently.

All I can do now is to sit right there counting down for N lvls to come again.

AWWWW, I hate this feeling!

What happened to me?
What is wrong with me?
What happened to my passion for art?
What if I can't finish my art on time?
What am I gonna do next?

What, what, what & more WHAT(s) !

The WHAT(s) are distracting me!

Oh well, here I am crapping again.

Well there's schools later on & Happy gonna meet me after my school! :D
Super happy can ?! :D
We will be going down to Plaza Sing to find my beads. (:

Oh well, same old sentence, I just need motivation to go to schools.

Shall head to bed now, hopefully my mood will be back for schools later on.

MOOD MOOD WHERE ARE YOU?

Nights readers.

Dear diary,


Skipped school YESTERDAY, went back to school TODAY.
Ms Leow kept pestering me for my MCs.
Too bad, I've got NONE!
Mom will only be writing an excuse letter for YESTERDAY.

Oh well, hope that I'll attend schools more often.

Ok, & History lessons SUCKS totally!
BORING!

English lessons = sleeping sessions
Chinese lessons = Movie time

Ain't school boring?

Anyways, I think Yun Qing, Sam & me will be punished for skipping chem lessons that day.
Oh well, do I look like I care?
You guys should be happy that I'm at least attending schools 2-3 times a week.

Studied yesterday for around 3 hours or so, on maths.
It's tiring I can say.

Well, it's been long since I've last studied like this.

I'M PROUD OF MYSELF! (:

11more days & N lvls will be resuming.
OH F!

Gotta rush my art!
Haven't even started doing a single thing.

Hope I can do finish all the observation drawings, write up on a artist, layouts & colour schemes on time.

Sis says she's gonna get some ideas for me.
Thanks man!

Ok I'm off to do my art for now.

& Angel, I'll try to attend school more often. :D

Dear diary,


I'm back blogging again with no particular reasons.
Maybe I'm just bored ? :/
Schools are boring eh?
& I'm so gonna get it from my parents for not heading to schools for the past few days.
Skipped 4 days of school already.
My form teacher said she's gonna call my mom & inform her.

Oh w/e!
Nothing motivates me to go to school!
It's just a waste of my precious time to go to school.
If only I love studies, oh w/e shyt.
No way am I gonna love studies.
Oh well, it really seems that I've not attended school for a long time.
Angel & cliques says so too, even my English teacher.

Oh well, it doesn't seems like it, to me.
I just need motivation from someone special & I don't even know who ?
LOLS!
Craps, maybe I will regret it one day for not studying well in the past.
But what's done is done, we can never turn back time, NEVER!

If only I can turn back time, I would turn back my time when I was still primary six.
From there I will mug real hard & not be myself today.
Well, I no it's impossible.
Let time prove everything then?
Hopefully I'll be mugging real soon for N. (:

Nothing gonna stop me from anything! (:

Dear diary,


I just can't wait to get my payyyyyyy!
Though it's just 80 bucks, still, it's MONEY! (:

Firstly, I'm gonna do my extensions ! :D
1.50 per strand & i'm gonna make like 60 bucks of extensions ! :D
After doing it, I'm so gonna dye my hair maybe red at the back& brown on my fringe? :D

Hope the colours does match. :/

& dad might be giving me extra money! :D

So maybe after doing my extensions, I can buy my stuffs. :D
Shopping ?
Nah, don't think I will have enough cash to shop. :/

But I will be getting my acash too! :D

Anyways, I need some motivation to go to school! D:
Going to schools are boring! D:

Nobody to entertain me this few days in school ! D:
Had been either sleeping during lessons or giving school a miss. D:

Anyways, my N lvls ends on the 3rd of Oct !
I'm so gonna get a job with a stable pay & earn lots of money! :D

& I have planned.
Next time my husband will be, Money.
Son, Bucks.
Daughter, Cents.

What a happy family I've got.
Okays, I'm just being lame.

CIAO! :D

Dear diary,


I came to blog because I'm BORED ! D:
Everything around me just pissed me off EASILY.

Went to work yesterday & it SUCKS TOTALLY!
Especially that camera man!
Idiot !

Shall not talk much . :D

ANYWAYS,

Grats ----Creamx3 aka Happy; twinny/boyf & ----COOKIEx3 aka Didi in their marriage! ;D


Okays shall stop here, CIAO PEEPS! :D

Dear diary,


It's been long since I last post?

& I'm like HELL HAPPY that my N lvl papers for this week are over!
3 PAPERS DOWN DOWN DOWN! :D

Though I'm happy that it's over, but I'm still worried! :/
I have NO FAITH in passing those 3 papers, not even the easiest, ENGLISH & CHINESE! D:

Social Studies it's a total gone case. :/
No hope in passing it !

English was dam hard!
INFORMAL LETTER or was it FORMAL LETTER?
Most of the sec 4 NA don't even know what was that.
Some say informal, some say formal. :/
The setter or this paper is way to smart for us.
The standard of English was un-understandable, for me! D:

Up next, I've got 2 maths papers, History paper, 2 Science paper & ART.
I'm so excited about it, not because I've studied for it, but I just wanna get a JOB straight after those papers!

Then I shall earn lotsa money to shop & extend my hair AGAIN! :D
This time I think I shall go for at least 50 strands?

50 x $1.50 = $75

But currently I'm still worrying whether I can make it even into ite?
With my current results, nah!

What shall I do ? :/

& I'm still in my gaming mode eh?
GAME GAME GAME, GAMER ME! D:

Can't meet up with happy today! D:
Must kinda takecare of my grandma who's staying at my place currently.
Everybody ain't home except me!
So it's me who looks after her.
Good grand-daughter she have man! :x