You think I'm mentally strong? NO, I'm not.

You think it looks so easy? NO, I can tell you it's hard.

You think I have no worries? NO, there are lots of worries.

This is me. I'm not an iron girl with no feelings and thoughts. Please do not overestimate me!

Warm . Heart

She was awaken by the coldness, in a raining midnight.

How nice if he is just right beside her at that moment.

She misses his warm body, a place where she could definitely nestled herself in like a baby.

Listening to his strong pulse, she felt no fear.

Lying in his embrace, the arms where she could rely on, gives an assurance of future.

She misses him.

A lot.

Thoughtful moment

Suddenly I feel like raising up something. Here it is:

For quite a period I felt as if my heart was dying,
As if it wasn't beating but I was physically alive,
Walking in a long dark drain with hollowness,
Till a point where I was ready to give up,
Then I met you,
We started to talk and that all changed,
And the feeling of emptiness soon faded away,
Soon after I felt a sense of happiness,
And I noticed I'm smiling without having to force it,
The first time ever I felt being appreciated when I'm with you,
When I'm feeling like no one cares you know exactly what to say,
When you touch me it sends shiver to my spine,
When you kiss me it feels like I'm melting down,
You are a gift that I would never want to let go,
Because since I've been with you my heart start beating again.

From Jan.