bUsY bUsY bUsY....

guess wad....i ate four curry puffs at one go yesterday! FOUR!!! arghz! gota watch those calories...

anyway next week will be teachers' day.we'll b having ahalf day in sch on teacher's day eve and then followed by a teachers' day holiday.gota use the time to studyyyyyy!!! can't slack anymore! 28 days to prelims! 68 to O! arghz...and i have to finihs ym art prep work by this weekend.so i guess i'll be lacking in alot of slp for this weekend...sobz!

i'm so so so tight on money recently.it really is bad.haiz.hope my financial crisi will be over soon...pray that God will bless me with His riches..cuz i have to fulfill my missions fund!

ok...i finally got a B for maths.FINALLY! im rising to the top! i'm aiming for an A.yes i can do it! with faith and hard work! my humanities? probably a b3..scince gota be A.well...gota study study study...i belive that the higher u aim,the better u are,the more determination u have.yeh.so dun be afraid to AIM HIGH!

i gota EMERGE!

heaven...the best place to be...

i just wana go to heaven RIGHT NOW.i always wonder when will be the 2nd coming of Jesus Christ.i wan Him to come asap.i can't stand living in dis world anymore.i wana go to heaven and be happy forever after...

tired....

back from cell group awhile ago...cell grp today was fun.the refreshment was GREAT!!! macaroni in chicken broth! yummy!! haha...oh well,i have to attend service tmr at 9am cuz i didn't go on friday due to having to study for maths mock exam which is today.the exam was...well...i have no comments.and i dun dare to think of the results.haha.well anyway HILLSONGS LEADING PRAISE AND WORSHIP IN CHURCH TMR!!! great great...must be nice.looking forward to it! and also..i gota gambatte for my art prep work!!! AARGHZZ!!!!

study study study....

had my o level englosh oral today..it went rather well..and i'm confident abt it..
i'm having my maths mock exam tmr..i guess i should ba able to make it cuz i've been practicing maths quite fervently.. just pray hat everything will be alright. my hair is getting easier to manage.i bought hair treatment wax and have been applying it for several days already.so my hair is now more manageable than before,although it's still kinda dry...ok then.i guess i better study already.it is said that secondary students should study at least 20 hours a week.yup..i'm left with 12 hours more.must push myself harder~!

mIsS mY lOnG hAiR

hi everyone...i'm back after..wad..one week? haha...anyway i went to have a haircut last saturday..miss my long hair alot..i dono wad made me do it...to cut my hair so short..maybe it is to look different so i can feel different..so maybe i can feel better after all that happened...so that i can start my days anew with a new feeling...haiz..wadever...dun think anyone will understand wad i'm talking abt...hehe....ok..miss lai just reminded us today that o levels is just 78 days away...my God...days are runnign shorter and shorter...and wad am i doing..still slacking? ok not as bad as before...u can say that im starting to wake up...and by the way i'm gona retake my chinese cuz i got 5(m).haha..well actually i didn't want to retake but alot of ppl persuaded me to..so i guess it's no harm trying again...well i guess that's all for now...i'm looking for better days ahead and i know it will happen..even though it may take a long long time...i will wait...

sad...as usual...haiz...

nothing's ever gona be the same anymore...i will not lie to myself that everything is alright anymore..wads the use of convincing myself that everything is fine when deep down inside i m still hurting lyk mad? haiz..nvm..there's nothing much i can do anymore i guess...cope with the saddening changes then...life is nvr fair anyway,so y m i complainin? haiz...

ToRmEnTeD...dEePlY hUrT...

if i have wings i wana fly..far far away where there is no one..far far away where nothing can torment me..i wana run away...i dono where to...but i wana run and nvr look back..i wana run...to nowhere...

we are standing in front of the art display at esplanade..u noe,the first thing u c when u enter the main entrance.hehe..the art work was some street graffiti culture.quite nice.though can;t c very clearly in dis pic.nvm..can c us can le.hahaha! 

after failing to catch the fireworks,we went into esplanade to take some pics..dis is one of them. 

at esplanade! hehe...didn't manage to catch the fireworks..haha...well we're going there again dis sunday!  

nice? hehe... 

us on the mrt..nice? hehe...nothing better to do so we took the pic.we just had ban mian at the airport so the mart was quite empty after it left the airpport. =) 

me on the mrt..on the way to esplanade..hehe..was feeling cold so i wore my jacket..hair very messy huh..hehe.. 

hOlidAy~!!!!

woohooo~~~~!!! five days of holiday!! haha...dis is thanks to the national day..wohoho!! well i came back from ach at 4pm..and the 1st thing i did was to eat and eat and eat..God knows y i'm so hingry! and i dono wad happenede to me in sch today.i was very stone for the whole morning.all i can only do was stare into space.izit becuz i didn't get my dose of milo today? i dono...well,for ur info,i simply CAN'T live without my daily dose of iced milo in the morning.well,i guess it's really due to the milo..that's y i'm so "stoned" and so lack of spirits..ok..anyway english lesson today was BORING! three whole periods of practising oral! arghz..dun even have the mood to talk anymore after that.haha! well anyway i'm in a hyper active spirit now.i'm SERIOUSLY looking forward to the holidays! five days!! woohoo!!! oh yeh,of cuz,i look forward to sunday nite,where me and him will go catch the fireworks at esplanade! pray hard that we'll be able to catch it in time cuz tuition starts at 5pm dis sunday! arghz..hope that we'll not be late for the fireworks..

sIcK sIcK sIcK!!!!

didn't go sch today...and so was kinda rotting at home the whole day.cuz i'm not feeling well..it hurts it hurts it hurts!!!! argh...well anyway...it's kinda great to stay home.i get to run away from all the hustle bustle...not to mention some lame ppl who get on my nerves daily..tlaking abt things i'm not interested to listen to yet have to listen cuz it's not really nice to show my dislike right? haha...well..me and darling went to catch the fireworks last nite.was kinda "adventurous" should i say.we tot it was a marina bay..so we went there,only to face a deserted cold and rainy nite...how dumb..an then darling's friend msged him said it was at esplanade..so we took a train back to city hall..then to esplanade..and when we were there his friend msged and said it starts at eight..and we looked at the time..it was already lyk nine plus..so we missed it.haha.well but we took quite alot of pics anyway..the nite scene at esplanade is beautiful even without the fireworks.haha.well we are planninsto go there again next sunday.cuz it ends at the eighth i think.haha.well all in all it was a fun nite yesterday.oh and becuz me and darling didn't finish our tuition hw,we had to stay back for another 30 min.haha.well well...so darling if u are reading dis,we better finish our tuition hw by dis saturday!!!!!