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[EDIT!] 26th Feb.
Yea i'm just lazy to start another entry, hahaa.
Fatty fel accompanied me to ac today, to pay my overdued school fees. Nice joke! How about the whole school was frikkin deserted !? the VoidDeck was soul-less! the carpark had less than 5 cars! Yes, so Fel concluded that today was Cross Country day and that everyone had left, lol.

Crystal Jade for La Mians after that! Gosh the meal had us both bloated like crazy. I felt like i swallowed a balloon. Headed to my house after realizing there isn't anything to do in HollandV. So... we Guitar-Heroed for about 2 hours! TEEHEE. thanks for the day, fattyfeliciousfel (:

I checked my email just now. i was hoping she'd tell me something good. What is it like to be rejected by a school of your choice? I've never had that feeling, i should count myself lucky. I wanted MGS, i got it. I wanted AC, i got it. i couldn't help but cry infront of the computer like a silly girl. Apparently my Critical Reading in SAT sucked too badly. I asked L what he got back in 2006 and it was close to full marks. did i not pay attention to the details? I spent frikkin sleepless nights on my essays and completing the damn applications?! WTH? IS THIS FAIR? Yes i guess it is, cos God is always fair. But why on this? It was supposed to be my back up for A levels. Looks like it's the other way round now. I'm really so scared now. What if my grades don't get me anywhere, not even to Melb U? Will you let my cry now.

I hate feeling this way. A levels, your life. I've got nothing to count on anymore. Give me a chance to repeat 2008 and i wouldn't let hockey and academics down. I'm staring at the GYLC letter i received two days ago, i really don't deserve it. I'm not being humble, but it's a fact. Seriously, i dont know why things are turning out this way. I'm just about to make a sad day happen, i could have prevented it. I'm really tired of facing every day's worries and troubles.
I'm very grateful to Emmsmery for calling just now. Emmsy when i saw your number on my mobile phone i picked it up immediately, i miss our everyday talks. Thanks for always looking out for me babe (:

KennethKohMingSheng, what do you want for your birthday? It's so hard to shop for you. Can i get you StingRay and Samosa from the malay stall at school? it's your fav breaktime meal. Haha.

[EDIT IS DONE at 2.49AM, GOODNIGHT.]

I'm considering skipping uploading the Zirca and Rebel photos cos we were all in uniform with the vodkas i think if someone sends the photos to ac, i'm gna be shot in my head and i can forget about collecting results next week.

But without the photos, i've got nothing much to update other than... i got blasted on Saturday for coming home past 4am. Sian, but Rebel's music was like da bomb and the club didn't close!!! grrr. So our groupie for the night was FattyFel, Emmsy, Bing, Cheryl, Clara, Shirlene, Emily, Weishun, Artons, Engwei, Tsang & Johnny. So, it was uniform party for the few of us :D:D Cheryl brought her vodka bottle and we grabbed 5 big gulps from 7-11 to finish it. Super good. but Zirca had like trance again, i wanted to scream omg. We ended up in Rebel, HAHAHA! nice no one around us were in uniform, damn embarrassing. Lol.

Fel and i cooked Taiwan maggie noodles when we got home. Good to kill the alcohol. Haha. I miss taiwan! Anw, so we only slept at 630am -.- woke up at 12 and rushed for dental at town. I was super scared in the afternoon cos my mum didn't call at all, i thought she was still pissed at me, sigh. but i worried for nothing cos when i got home, she was alright. But it made me feel even more guilty.

Well i still feel very very guilty cos i think i've lost control over what i'm doing and i'm in no position to advice anyone on anything. I'm quite unscrupulous don't you think so? I thought i'm quite sensible but it seems otherwise.

My dad bought Char Siew noodles. haha okay random but the box is infront of me right now. I had LongJohnSilver's fish wrap for dinner, with Weishun and Artons. Bumped into Xin, Yanxun and gang. Checked the movie timings and headed to Tea Party to find Bing. Val Emmsy Briya Tsang Shawn Weiarng Mandeep all came.
I like it with crowd, but sometimes....

I miss Ac- hockey, whos, aa2, Dt (omg), Yong Tau Fu, Teh Bing, the track, oldham wing toilets (haha), the hub, studying, 2.10, bleachers....

So hear this now, Come home, Come home.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 1.42am

Every time we say goodbye

the 2nd half of last week was spent with Fel & Val on thurs, we had meepok at Goodgood, before they both came over for GH :D i left for UTB with Shuubs, Jill, Spas, Baey, Lilin at Chinatown point. Supper with Shuubs at Newton (: we had Satay and Kenneth's fav duck rice! ha.

Friday was early rise and shine for the first time in 2 months -.- Breakfast at kap, and then BBDC with ws. there was this lady at bbdc who was super kan chiong about her btt and she kept asking for help, haha. My place for Step Up 2, i fell asleep, and was ultra late in meeting Grass, Cake & Oli at Holland v! i had one long of XLB to myself, shared Guo Ties with Cake. Super full man ! Grass has yet to tell me about Cake's life! :D:D love you girls.

off to town to meet the taiwan gang and justin, hahahaha. Okay yea so it's Emms Fel Sarah Kenneth Kao & Justin. Kao looks REALLY different with no hair, seriously! Spagaddies for dinner and Gloria Jeans for coffee, yum yum.

i think i woke up damn late on Sat. that was an effing jam from my house to town. i think i spent 1hr on the bus-.- lunch and Valkyrie with Ws. i like that movie actually, just a lil' confusing at the beginning. we took forever to get home also, sigh. Fatty Fel came at 10pm to drop off her stuff, and we bused with ws and artons to zouk only to find out that phuture's queue was closed alr WTF ! Cheryl Shirlene Fattyfel WS Matt Shawn Yuhao Artons and i had to resort to horrible trance music at zouk. We died, really.

OH, we met the Butter Fact bartenders! HAHAH they got a huge shock when Cheryl suddenly screamed at them LOL they're damn funny okay. They seriously wanted to hide.
FINALLY, at a pathetic time of 340am, Phuture's doors opened, omg like savior of the night. It was all going good until some misunderstanding took place, we lost our mood. Grr sorry everyone! Hung out at the playground till 5am, cabbed home feeling super drained and sleepy. This Fattyfel and Ws still had energy to play guitarhero after that -.- Applaud them please.

FattyFel and i headed out for lunch at Alameen the next day (: MeeGoreng & Murtabak! Haha. She left for her granny's whilst i went to church! Dinner with brother and sisinlaw at Sun & Moon omg please try the foie gras there it's like so heavenly until can faint. Monday driving at 12pm, lunch with fattyfel at kap, came home for tv all die to slack. Tuesday was wasted cos i thought my mum needed me to accompany her so i skipped lunch with Fel&Shuubs!!! arghh. but i met them for icecream, haha. Fel came for GH again ! :D

Driving just now! Bt Batok was jammed like crazy cos of the forest fires that the scdf was desperately trying to prevent :S so i drove to cck this time! haha the roads there are so much better!

at UTB!

Spas Jill and Shuubs!

Shuubs!

Fattyfel's very aunty unfit that made Val & I burst out into laughter, HAHA.

FattyFel & Emmsy!

Char & Sherz!

all of us!

Cheryl Shirlene Fattyfel!

FATTYFEL!

Cheryl & Shirlene!

Shirlene & Fel!

we found fun ourselves(:

and we still had fun after that, haha.

love love.

Okay my entry hasn't been posted since weds cos the photos took forever to load.
Went for UTB again just now! :D
Dinner with Cheryl Clara Shirlene Weishun at Essential Brews yesterday, i had the dory crisp pasta, yummy(:
Today was the ultimate slack day, teehee.

Alright. Nowadays, i seriously dont know what's gotten into me. i can't do this on my own and everytime i think about it (which is like at every minute), i feel like i'm the most evil person on Earth. Sigh. it's going to hurt someone, somehow. And i think it already is. Rahhhh. Found guilty.
Okay goodnight.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 3.30am

If Our Love was a Fairytale

OMG you know since CNY, i haven't bloody recovered. I though my sorethroat was subsiding, but it totally resurfaced yesterday when i woke up, and today i've a frikkin cold! Nice joke!

ANYWAY, Last Friday was Al Ameen Prata & Mee Goreng with Fatty Fel ! Hahah we were so full we couldn't finish the meegoreng ): Headed to my place for more Guitar Hero HAHAHA fel's getting better at the drums i'm serious (: Keep it up babe!
She left for her brother's birthday dinner at Hanabi so we gave AC campfire a miss!

Sat dinner was at Yin's place with the Hans and Cat! She has all the photos on her Mac, so i'll upload another time. She's back at Perth now, i miss you babe! We had a HUUUGGEEE feast of Jap food that her Mum whipped out, it was damn good, seriously. Rushed to Zouk by 11, thanks Pops for rushing there.
Nice our groupie was super huge that night!
Emmsy, Jill, Joyce, Cheryl, Spas, Jas, May, Weishun, Yanxun, Eng wei, Shawn, and one million other people. Cheryl kept disappearing and it was damn funny when we started to panic and look for her,lol. Cabbed home with Joyce and Emmsy after that and whoot i was dead tired man.

Sunday, i had my first driving lesson! HAHA it was damn scary i stalled twice and i nearly slammed into this lorry but thank gdness Mr Chua emergency braked, lol. Bus-ed to guthrie and bumped into Justin and Yanhan so i had coffee with them whilst waiting for Pops. Church and then dinner at home!

YESTERDAY, pops dropped me at Old Airport Road food court to have lunch with Emmsy, Cheryl and Clara! then i followed them back to SOTA and i stayed in Cheryl's scary room with her. Haha she's a total slacker but its okay cheryl i still love you. we facebooked all the way till she had to go down for Lou Hei and Weishun brought up some YuShang for me, thanks you three! Emms was working at sports council!

After they finished with work, we headed to Screme Cafe at SMU to visit ahlins! haha we played the GH which was in a crap condition. Emmsy and i then went to Holland V's Brekos for dinner with ellenchangbingko(: yes yes a lot of HTHT, a lot from me actually =/ sigh i'm a real bitch but i don't know what to do still. Thanks you both for being there, love y'all very much!

Okay so today, i woke up at 1030am when my driving lesson was at 11am omg i rushed like mad, whoa. i went on the roads today! and on PIE! and even to MI! i stalled five times HAHAHAHAH so loser, the clutch is damn confusing man, but quite fun la :D
Came home to snooze after that cos my headache was like Sai and my nose like some tap leakage.

L called around 5. Apparently i'm very aunty -.- and my sister just told me that too, OKAY whatever!
Dinner at sisinlaw's place, her birthday! wooohooo.
okay now for the photos and i'm off to snooze in case fatty fel needs me at mgs.
XOXO.

Jill Emmsy Joyce Joshua!

Jill Emmsy Cheryl Joyce oooh i love them.



Scandal act Qiuhui & Cheryl!

Haha.

Haha Emmsy and Cheryl wasted! i love their faces.

CHERYL HAN.

an angry joshua!

weishun jill and joyce!

Jill Joyce Rebecca Jov and their friends.

i was telling emms this photo looks like we're queuing up for Hello Kitty at Mcdonalds or smth, HAHA!

I'm out!

``jamiepok chased till the end at 1.34am

eyes like yours

last night was fab, except for the stupid drink which Cheryl and i had no idea what it was. i hate you, stupid bartender!

EMERY AND I PASSED OUR BTT :D:D !

okay so it was an entire day of studying for btt at btp with fatty fel. she made me eat KFC AGAIN. note the AGAIN. haha. and she fell asleep for two hours on the table omg. but i like the stories she tells about teaching in mg. her students in mg are so cute! anw, cabbed home after studying very hard, and to bbdc for the test. omg nice 28 bucks cabfare cos of the frikkin jam and the one million traffic lights at bt batok. grrrr.

Emms and i hurried off to clarke quay for a quick bite, attica to chill while waiting for cheryl, clara, shirlene, rebecca, weishun, engwei, gabriel and ivan. missed ant & ryan by abit. butter fact at 12am omg nice youve to queue for drinks, what the. and the bartenders officially hate us! SERIOUSLY! the four of us. Sigh. AND, my poor shoes are so gross and sticky now ):

I really really loved the company okay, and all the funny things we did, and Tsang came after that too, emms you should've seen his face when he felt other people's sweat HAHAHAHA. Jill tan you've missed out this time, you better come next week! Cheryl thinks i'm a horrible matchmaker! oh no.

okay. by 215, my head felt like it was going to explode. Sian. And the last thing i'd want to happen is to be grounded for reaching home even later so Tsang, Emms and i cabbed home. Too sick to sleep omg. konked out at 4 but i was awoken by a horrible stomachache! the gassy and bloated kind arggghhhhhh. called L for a while and i tried to sleep after that but i kept wanting to puke and burp -.- Finally snoozed at 10am and i almost missed my job interview at JTC summit, THIS AHMARI forgot to wake me up but thank gdness L remembered !

HOPEFULLY i'll get a decent admin job soon and top up my bank account, my dad will explode if he sees the account now man. dropped by Popular Bookstore to get materials, BBDC to get my PDL (: i'm starting lessons this Sunday! YEAH MAN i can finally start driving! Holland V nydc with Ferlica for late lunch! That's my first meal since yesterday's Fries at 10pm. Totally couldnt eat! Fel was saying that her students queued up to hug her today cos it was her last day, they're really damn adorable!

for some reason, my mum thinks i'm rude. like okay seriously, wth man. yesterday was bad enough, today again. reason? cos i declined an offer to be fetched home. WHAT?! that totally doesn't make ANY SENSE, does it ?! And she's been nagging about golf. SIGH OKAY I WILL GO TO THE RANGE SOON AND HIT SOME BALLS OKAY? omg its the hols man give me a break.

i've been meeting fatty fel the past few days after her school at mg. Oh i went for redbowl with her on tues, and bought ice cream from ms ho, HAHA! we headed to bbdc to register fel's driving too (: westmall to chill and talk, i love fatty fel!

and i love my girls last night too <3

EMMSYBABY <3

Clara & Cheryl! (:

plus Shirlene!

hahaha.

<3 you lots babe.



with Weishun!

this person hates us.

OKAY THATS IT FOR NOW. i still have a frikkin headache ):
no more alcohol until next weds, confirm.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 12.41am

No Promises

I'm FINALLY done with all the US uni apps. Now i'll just wait for A levels results to be released before i start applying for local and aust!
So what have i been doing these few days? Nothing much, really. Not that i've got a job or smth :S waking up at 2pm almost everyday, this kinda life is turning me into a slob! SO, tmr i'm gna attempt to have an earlier rise and shine, go for a swim, and lunch with FattyFel at MG! REDBOWL PRAWN NOODLES yo!

CNY day 2 was hilarious. All the relatives came and everyone had a go at Guitar Hero omg my dad was damn funny! HAHA, GH's the bomb!
headed to Yin's house at night too (:

Spent Weds Thurs and Fri recuperating at home. Met my classmates on Friday night for a quick dinner and catch up! Everyone's working already oh no.
Sat night dinner was with Kenneth & Sarah at Liquid Kitchen (: the food's not bad for the price! Yesterday was the ultimate slob day, i woke up at 3PM, church, and then dinner at En Dining @ Crown Centre!

TODAY, met Grace, Sher, Sheril and Munch at Clarke Quay to bid Grace farewell again ): Gina came for dinner with me and Sheril at Manhattan Fish Market! Dropped by Tea Party to pay Bing a visit and have tea with Emms & Tsang!

GUESS WHAT I'M GNA DO NEXT?
Study for BTT! HAHAHAHAH.

Chloe and Ceph!



HAHAHAHAH!



<3!

YIN!

that's fatty fel for you, on the drums with a little bit of plastic sounds here and there, HAHA.

I haven't ran in two weeks, SHIT. screw the sorethroat luh! and yes, Hockey & Tennis with the WHOS, very soon (: can't wait!

Hey baby when we are together
Doing things
That we love
Everytime you’re near
I feel like I’m in heaven
Feeling high
I don’t want to let go
I just need you to know

I don’t wanna run away baby
You’re the one I need tonight
No promises
Baby
Now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

``jamiepok chased till the end at 1.27am