headlights.

yoooooo. just got back from church and lunch with dad.

okay quick update before i continue on geog and econs.

so promos started on friday. TERRIBLE START. woke up feeling real drowsy and everything. tried really hard to stay awake during GP. I DIDNT FINISH THE DAMN AQ ! ARGHHHHHH. this sucks. and so i thought that the chinese paper in the afternoon would save the day. NOOOOOO. IT WAS SO FRIKKIN HARD? and i had a splitting headache, everytime i read a question, i felt damn scared? ceph was sitting next to me and i figured we spent most of the duration STONING. after the zuowen, i just sat there and let time slip by me. i don't know, it's a 10000000 times worse than a 2.4km run. I WAS SO TIRED ! by the time i got to the last page of paper 2, i had like 20 MINUTES TO ANSWER ALL THOSE LONG QUESTIONS. omg. i wrote some shit.

and, i'm depending on chinese, geog and econs to pass promos. math and physics are gone cases.

why must this happen to me?

Anyways, ive been catching the recent 9pm show on ch 8 ! something to look forward to everynight eh? (: but looks like i'll have to give it a miss tmr cos i'll be busy cramming geog again? haha.

toodles.

EMMS YOURE SO MEAN!

"singapore's pro-natal policies... priority housing to those with 3 or more children..." GOODNESS, GEOG IS SO NAGGY.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 1.09pm

NEARING!

ARGH. NOT PREPARED!!

photos updates after promos okay! haha.
anyways, i just read felicia's blog and it's so touching !! awww. hahaha FELICIA CHAN I LOVE YOU ! (: heh.
okay, so the past few days have been spent studying with felicia, emmsy, and shushu. stayed back for night study ystd in sch too, also with gina & ahlin.

and i talked to pamtan about things, CHEER UP PAM !

fel and i spent sunday at gut but FEL KEPT WHINING !

TODAY was.. :S tuesdays are exceptionally long days. GRRR. OH BUT TAY QIU HUI bought me and jill some mcdonalds breakfast ! YAY :D
went straight home after school to SLEEEEP before tuition :D tuition was quite funny today, REALLY LOL.

no hockey tmr ! okay buhbye.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 11.21pm

Hands Held High

mans! two more weeks to PROMOS !!!! OMGGGG.
i really really really hope they'll moderate all the grades like what they did for physics terms. LOL.

gp mock test ystd. WAHHHHHLAO. how tough la !
went to kap with shushu, gina, changs, ahlin. for dinner and to do some homework. it's been ages since we studied there !!
hurhur!

and i seriously don't think i can finish studying geog. SERIOUSLY. and econs! and physics is like... BUHBYE!
this is like everything. Shit.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

i just wasted my day, AGAIN.

this was during the hols! VAL LOOKS THE MOST NORMAL.

shushu and i with val in the middle :D

HMMM!

SHUSHU THE CHEE KOH PEK!

VAL AND RACH DOING SOME SOMERSAULT THING.

rach and shushu AND VAL WITH HER LEGS ! haha!

then gina came and dinner at nydc :D

open house photos are still in my cam :S the above photos are with compliments of rach lok and vally!

BYEBYE. i shall attempt to stay up tonight, AND SHUT DOWN THIS COMPUTER.

i dont wanna go to school tmr ):

``jamiepok chased till the end at 9.53pm

just when i thought.

life hasn't got any better. i'm not praying enough. that's for sure.
sigh.
sometimes i just wish i have my friends by my side 24/7.
or maybe i would wish that i was stuck in hongkong, like there was some problem with the immigration thing that makes it compulsory for visitors to stay there for a few months consecutive.
i miss hongkong.

left on thurs, back on sunday. with mummy and sis. stayed at marriot-pacific place, shopped a lot, ate A LOT, walked a lot, yup.

breakfast with zhixiu before hk. he left for uni at Seattle, on sat. oh wells.

all this revision schedule thing is shit.
it'll never work for me, NEVER.

what's wrong?? i don't know. i'm so tired and everything. i just feel like crying all the time. wtf?
STOP HAUNTING ME.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

i really really miss MGS, or rather, the life at the period of time, where i'll talk about julian hee or what's on the new ch 8 show to my friends. okay maybe it's a little childish, but at least the happiness was long-lasting. why can't i go back ? why did i put myself into this shit ?

why can't i just lead my life with the usual mg girls, my ac classmates, my pri sch besties, and be a happy girl once and for all?

it'd be great if mum can just send me away to newyork or something.
really. i long to be a newyorker student, like NOW.

it's crazy. it's driving me crazy. it's affecting me like f***king badly i can't even study when i get home. i can't. at least outside, i get very minimal work done, which is better than staying at home and cry like a bitch.

Benny's really good at analyzing matters.

sis (:

and mummy.

thats the view of conrad and shangrila from our hotel room. THEY LOOK THE SAME!

look at the flower pot! toufu/crabroe dish at a restaurant in lang kwai fong.

timesquare!

timesquare again. can you spot zara? haha.

MICKEY & MINNIE!

i feel like a kid. haha.

he's called pluto right?

donald duck is SOOOO adorable i tell you!

buzz lightyear!

(:

hmmmmm.

okay photos before hongkong...
melQAD!

with monster.

moster inc.

we bought, or rather, moster lamzhixiu bought, icecream to cheer qad up from her stress at ECONS!

see.

thanks qad!

failed attempt no.1

failed attempt no.2

failed attempt no. 1000. haha, you both brighten up my life dearly.

you're greatly missed by us!

after hockey last weds. gina and fel!

rach emms shushu!

coldrock for dessert!

i borrowed ryan's giganormous professional camera to take this. haha. NICE RIGHT!

then he took this for us.

:D

banner halfway done!

AC HOCKS!

ilove the hockey girls.

i shall go to bed. damn tired.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 3.21am