this just can't be summer love

Qad hasn't sent me the photos!
Anyways, i'm off to hongkong tmr, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT, to get away from all the nonsense i'm facing everday, all the shit, all the crap, all the stress.

i feel like i'm forcing myself. i hate it. has anyone experienced it? i don't believe it's happening to me. WHY ME? WHY? WHY ME? WHAT WRONG DID I BLOODY HELL DO?

i keep telling my friends, but it's unfair to them cos for the past 2 weeks, they've just been listening and listening so patiently each time i speak and i really don't want them to worry or burden them or whatsoever. but i can't help, and to just splurge out everything.

i'm really crying inside. URGHHH!

last sunday, whilst walking to the hall in church, it felt really great. i just feel like staying in church, it's so peaceful, and away from worries. if only i was closer to God from the start. if only...

then i'm back here again, at home, infront of my computer. huurrrr.

MONDAY- geog soc meeting, hockey, dinner with the girls at prata care (:

TUESDAY- i almost died in school i tell you. i was SOOOOO tired and sleepy i could sleep while standing !! SERIOUSLY MANS ! went straight home after school, slept for abt 2 hrs before meeting EMMS & LAUR for tuition at ms tan's place.

WEDNESDAY- which is today, HOCKAYEEEE. did the run outside sch, game work, conditioning, and painting of hockey banner for OPEN HOUSE !! dinner at crystal jade with emms, shushu, gina, felicia the balahchan, & rach lok :D I LOVE YOU GIRLS TO THE COREE!!!! we had supper at COLD ROCK !!

some pictures from the past weeks !
felicia ! at MadJacks.

me, emms, rach, felicia, shushu, gina. subway last weds!





one of the after hockey days. absolut thoburn ! haha.

emms the bamms !

EMMS & SHUSHU!

EMMS & VALLY !

He will be my God, holding me closely to his side, with love and strength, with each new day, He will make a way. - Don Moen.

I Pray that all worries and fear from all of us will just be taken away, because with God, nothing is impossible. Amen.

yay i can't wait for tmr !

oh wait, ACJC OPEN HOUSE, 8TH SEPTEMBER 2007, 9am-3pm. PLEASE COME!!!

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love stoned - Justin.

yea timberlake's my friend. HAHA. justin.
this week has been... one with a million tears shed.

ANYWAYS,
Monday-hockey, we all rushed back home after that AGAIN, to catch the last episode of the 9pm show so we missed dinner tgt.
Tuesday-longggg school day, AC open house tour briefing, dinner with lamzx, supper/icecream at MelQAD's house carpark. came home, bad night.
Wednesday-hockey, dinner at subway with the mg hockey girls (: had another bad night.
Thursday-usual day at school. same kinda night i hate.
Friday- school, met MelQAD and her friend Shanyenne at DingTaiFung for lunch. was about to go home and sleep but decided to walk ard instead. called emmsy out, chatted for bout 2hrs or so, she got a NIKE shoebag (:
Saturday- did bloody 3 math questions the whole day. guthrie with emmsy, shushu.

i don't wanna face reality. but i've to. everyone has to.

what can you ask more when you've bestest friends there for you when you need them? thanks emmsy, shushu & gina. and to the rest, classmates, MelQad, vally, sq, lzx.

i'll upload photos another time. they're all on emmsy's blog (:

gg hongkong this thurs with sis and mom. can' wait. i can't wait to leave home for a while. i can't wait. but just for a while.

MR FLOATING NG JIAN HAO !! I'M SO SORRY I REALLY LIKE THE NEW ADIDAS BAG YOU HAVE, SO I'M GNA GO BUY TOO. HAHAHA.

back to gp essay.
i wanna go to newyork now ): LOH TANNTING, will you will you will you ?? haha.

THE PING PONG SONG - ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.
i just love it. thanks shushu!

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my internet line has been trying to connect and disconnet itself for the past week or so -.- let's hope it won't disconnect tonight so i can i actually PARTICIPATE in my PW group's online discussion =X
haha.

Promos are in FIVE WEEKS. and i'm SO not prepared cos ive already forgotten Jan-July's work, PLUS, adding on the new term's syllabus... it's like.... stuffing yourself with papaya juice mixed with toufu, eggs, and durians !! ARGHHHHH!

i don't wanna retain ):
prolly won't update anytime soon cos trying to connect this damn thing is making me impatient.
hockey tmr, again.

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queenstown.

Today's national day celebrations was held at Queenstown Stadium.
One-ACS. wah i tell you it's the first time i woke up at 5.45am this year mans. CRAZY!
helped out as comp. stewards with joyce, claire, ann, crystal, jasmine, lilin, grace, barney & rachel.
my eyes nearly died from the sun rays -.-
met up with quek for a while, really long time no see!
AND, i saw ELLEN CHANG BINGKO too !! :D

anws,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOYCE TAYQIUHUI !
annmerylchoo, JOYCE, claire, me, jill & winnieleeyingying!

TAY QIU HUI !

:D





we shopped around for a while, and then we got really lethargic and tired so we all went home while claire went to meet her friends.
shushu was with her class so i didnt meet her in the end, and emmsy was with marker!
josh caught the jaychou movie with his class. haha. i wanna watch it badly !!

LAST WEDNESDAY 1ST AUGUST
EMMSY'S 17TH BIRTHDAY !!!

shushu and i had sucha hard time trying to come up with a pack of lies for emmsy.
like..
"Ahyoh this marker ah ! how can he pangseh you like that on your birhtday"
"Emmsy do you wanna go guthrie to eat?"
"Maybe val & laur would join us after their trng!"
"I needa go Tea Party to collect Tea Leaves for my mum!"

yes. so vally, rach, elys, laur, auds, bingko, aleciaa planned to surprise emmsy but i found out that emmsy was gg out with MARKER on that day so i panicked and called val. managed to contact marker in the end, through my tuition teacher and emmsy's sister. HAHA!

EMMSY LOVES HER 17TH BIRTHDAY !!

before training!

with some of the other hockey girls (:

EMMS WAS SHOCKED WHEN SHE SAW THE CAKE !

awww emmsy you're just so adorable. HAHA.



after trng, emmsy's 2nd cake ! and the surprise at TEA PARTY ! (:

marker was part of it too(:

val being her normal self !!

LAUREN !

math test - differentiation & integration
econs test - market structure
geog test - earthquake hazards chapter, rock chapter
chiense test - chapters 1 to 8, chengyus 1 to 150.

ALL NEXT WEEK.
so much for celebrating the nation's 42nd tmr.
Happy Birthday Singapore (:

went for the preview in july, and here's some i took :D
hooray.

parade. it really brings back memories from 2005 ! ):

benjamin sheares brigde. i rmbr the land under that bridge was the holding area for Guides back then !

oh yay.

TWO YEARS HAVE PASSED EVER SINCE.
i miss those fun times ):
now all i ever think about is..."what should i study today?"
how pathetic, cos i end up not studying anything anyway, which is bad cos there're FOUR TESTS NEXT WEEK. URGHAGDSAJID!

oh yes, SOON YUQING reminded me this morning that today's the 3rd year after rway ! HAHAH i'm very surprised she actually remembers the date ! waaaah. those were really the days man. dont need to study, just go and uh, well, um, entertain ourselves, with, hmmm. HAHAH. NVM :D
well the good : really great friendships with yuqing, jolli, gracechanredbean, ferli, & TAN LIMIN WHOM I NEVER KNEW WAS IN MGS UNTIL WE MET EACH OTHER ON THE BUS IN TAIWAN. damn ghey. HAHAHAHA, oh yes, and juu yeow too :D

and it was also then i knew CAKE GRASS ORHLEE & MORE OF ASHH who has now disappeared.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH CHEONG!!!!

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