(((out with the truth, baby)))

27.7.06

FOUNDERS DAY DINNER 2006-Swissotel

Okay, this whole entry is on Founder's. All the Sec Fours were awaiting this night, and now, it's over ): 25th July 2006. Fun and thrilling night i must say.

Swissotel, The Stamford. No Shangri-la this year


We stayed over for the night, at room 5566!

I'm not kidding.


Made a trip to the hairdresser's, had to go to my mum's stylist's assistant or smthg like that :S cos Mr SAMMO wasn't in town (according to juu), and my sister's stylist was uh, busy?

Make up from Shab's mum. Her mum is like, proded mans !


Shab & i were 20 MINS LATE ! =X

So everyone was like walking around taking photos, chatting, blah blah blah.


Time for some pictures.


9 of us, always ! :D


And again.


Now the 5 of us have one shot (:
Gina, Felicia, Laur, Me, Goon.


With Elyssa, Auds, Goon :D


Valpoks <3 !


Ellen & Emms !


Rach!


GINNY !


LYDIA ! I'll miss you truckloads, babe !


Shuwen !


Ms Ng. She was like,"WILL THIS APPEAR ON YOUR BLOG?" Haha.


Ms Tay.


Sher and Ms Ho.


That's the room we stayed in okay ! Like, seriously !


Faith and i, at our balcony in the hotelroom (:


UHH, i think Blogger's like exploding with my so many photos. Haha. And i'm too tired to upload somemore anyway ): Had a great time that night. Now everyone's like,"SHIT, THE PRELIMS !"


YEAH, SHIT, JAMIE'S SO SCREWED !


WAH, that 9pm show is nice, but Michelle Saram is annoying me like shitloads ! She's so frikkin irritating in Liuxinghuayuan, and here, she's not any better ! How can Guobin like her mans, so gross. Haha. (Not like Ruien's good la but, yea, she's still nicer in the show :D)


Studied at Kap with gin, valpoks, piong today. School for SS at 1130. MUSICAL tmr ! Haha. Quite excited. Here's what Celestine says..


"hahaha can you imagine if he comes! then later people acting halfway then they realise its julian! HAHA then the forget their lines. Heh. okay its impossible BUT STILL. its true right!! then they act some climax scene then they see julian then they will be like omg julian!! HAHAHAHA in the middle of some line."


UH, CEL, you gotta relax, abit. Omg you and your imagination..


"but julian swaggers. HE DOES !! Like orang utan okay!! you should ask him to stop swaggering."


CELESTINE ONG, WHAT ORANG UTAN !? YOU BABOON !


Gracechanredbean passed me her geog notes at kap. Thanks bean !


All right, shall bury myself in books again ): SHIATS I'M SO NOT PREPARED FOR PRELIMS.


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24.7.06

:D

FOUNDERS AT WESTIN ; SWISSOTEL TMR ! Can't wait !


Today was damn slack la ! Perfomaces after performances, exhibition, sleep, lunch, SBL lecture, home.


I was so tired, all i wanted to do was sleep :S

Anw, some pictures of today. The opening day one's are still in ting's camera.



Justine, Meryl, Sher trying out some line dancing, eh? HAHA.


That was how bored we were.


SHERR ! <3 !


Ms Ho wrote this on Friday. SHE ACTUALLY wrote with THAT kinda handwriting. omt! Haha.


Grace !


We're fans of MARIGOLD ! Hurhur.


JUU, you should get some rest mans ! love lots darlin !


GIN. Haha LEE MEIGIN lost her right eye contact lenses -.- So she was kinda, half blind today =X !


DENISE EATING IN CLASS ! GINA, BOOK HER ! kidding ! :D


MEL ; QAD didn't come today ! Shucks, should have ponned la, didn't do ANY studying at all. Crap.


Julian's in thailand ! Haha. Grass has been preparing hard for her mock prelims, prelims and A's. Shiats i feel so shit slack ! Study hard, Sec Fours/J2s !


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22.7.06

Celebrate Mgs.

Today marks the opening of Celebrate Mgs week. And, it is also an opening for the Tan Chin Tuan Building in school. Guest of Honour was Mr Tharman Shanmugaratnam, minister of education and second minister of finance :D


Photos another day !


I'm really happy for ourselves, laoshi, and the China exhibit. It was seriously a success mans ! Haha. The minister stayed at our booth for a relatively long period of time that Mrs Yap had to signal the over-run ! Haha he was like so interested in all the details and everything :D I'm really very very very satisfied with our perfomance. All the staying up for cutting and printing and painting of the Great Wall and the Terracotta Warriors really did pay off. Laoshi did the poster and video, which attracted many curious viewers. Haha (:


Got some photos, in ting's camera. I left my cam in the bus ! SHITS !


Anw, i wasn't very pleased with someone today. I had expected more from her, since she has some sort of authority which not everyone has. I don't know, maybe it's her character. But i'm not the only one who was insulted, even my friends were. You should really watch what you say. You spoke like we were some people from some low class society that probably doesn't even exist.


Went to Paragon to collect contacts and on the ground level, there was som nu you exhibition going on. Scanned through the place and spotted Julian's signature ! Haha. And his poster too ! I wanted to take a photo of it but my dad was like "WHAT'S SO NICE ABOUT THE EXHIBITS?"


Like, okay.


Ah wells, shall go back to my work. Overall, today was great, really :D


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You Are Holy

Kap after school yesterday. Studied abit with val and mel ; qad. Guess who i bumped into. CASANDRA CHONG! Haha my Primary Sch bestie x) Chatted with her, she's still the same ! the lively bubbly girl. HAHA OKAY SORRAYE CAS ! And she wants to go AC too :D


Then Ms Tay and Mr Seow came to buy food for muscial too. Yada yada, went home.

After i got home, talked to gin for awhile on the phone and fell asleep ! till now ! Haha.


MGS OPENING CEREMONY TODAY ! with Mr Tharman Shamugaratnum as GOH ! I hope our CHINA exhibition works out. Haha. IT HAS TO. OKAY BYE BYE i wanna bathe !


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20.7.06

trainwreck.

Before school this morning, i saw a WHITE ENVELOP placed neatly on the kitchen table. The blue words on the envelop caught my attention and i screamed. It read "MEDIACORP STUDIOS, SINGAPORE." WAH. It's a request to film a drama serial at our garden and living area as Jeanette Aw's house =X


Yesterday was the last day of Guides for the Sec Fours. I feel happy yet sad leaving guides. Haha. Happy cos sometimes, i do dread it (oops!), sad cos, i miss the company with goon and all, plus the funny juniors :D. So yea, when i saw a few of them in their guides u, i was telling Grace that i miss guides all of a sudden =X HAHA.

Gina, Felicia, Lauren, Me


Four years have gone like that. We joined guides tgt in 2003. Haha. (Oh with goon too, but she left early yesterday)


Thats the Sec Fours (:


Okay. I'm SO tired. There're SO many things going on in school now. Revision, rehersals, and more rehersals :S Like today, it was math for first two periods and that's all we did for the WHOLE DAY.


Chem was a waste of time. All the teachers are busily revising with us but some just stand infront and scold and speak ill of us and leave 10 mins to go through our work. Like, okay.


Chinese was spent watching some movie. And so was the same for English. Physics was group revision which, didn't really work out cos Denise, Nic Ng, and i spent our time talking and writing :S


Then it was END OF SCHOOL. BUT, a whole lot of us stayed back till 845pm for a rehersal for the Opening Ceremony. Sigh. It was like almost all the teachers and all of us. And Shiyou, Grace, Jan and I feel really bad cos laoshi did our poster herself =X. i wanted to pon tmr but i realised there's rehersal AGAIN and OIUDASOIDJ why must eveything happen NOW, like TWO WEEKS BEFORE OUR PRELIMS. What's more, laoshi's sick -.-


QING AI DE MEL ! You never fail to brighten up my day, QAD!

A funny conversation during physics.

(Ms Or was going through the U-tube part)


Ms Or: So now we'll move on to the U-tube (YouTube)in the Pressure chapter.

MEL had the YouTube registered in her mind and..

MEL: HARDDDOO GAYOOOOooOOOO!


WALAO I BURST OUT LAUGHING PLS.


Ms Or: Melissa what's wrong with you?

Mel: He's very funny ! Hardo Gay !

Ms Or: If you use this kind of energy in your physics..

Me: YOU GET POWER AND TIME !


HAHAHAH ! cos ENERGY = POWER X TIME !


Huh abit stupid la but Ahyah, i need to destress mans !

I've got so much work to do. Lots of OVERDUED ones too :S


WTF i think i can break down any moment with all these shiats.


CSFies ! We need a break tgt, balls ! :D


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16.7.06

As we drop you a song

HELLO ! I really can't stop laughing about yesterday's incident at tuition.


Our class is already like FULL, eight people =X.

And this new boy joined us. so it's 8 girls, 1 boy.


Boy: -opens the door- Hello !

Me: Omg gin wtf?

Ms Chiew: OH, you're new right? What's your name?

Boy: -mumbles something-

Ms Chiew: Huh?

Boy: JULIAN.

Me: WHAT ?! -laughs like i've never laughed before-

Ahma: Jamieee ! Stop laughing la!

Me: Oh dear, what a big contrast from the original.


HAHAHAH OMG DAMN FUNNY PLEASE.

And guess whot's his surname ?! LEE. So it's JULIAN LEE.


OMT.

Okay i should go back to my work. HAHAHA.


Csfies! 26th July yea? :D


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14.7.06

KJK !

Ting just bombarded me with like more than ten YouTube videos of KimJongKook and YunEunHye. HAHA. Oh mans ! And we both have agreed that he's really darn gorgeous -.-


SEEEEE !


Okay but maybe he doesn't look THAT nice here. Haha. Oh wth.

Anw, the 9pm show has been frikkin hilarious. Esp yesterday's epi. Haha. Like, when door which had Julian's face slammed into RuiEn. Omg.
But Elvin Ng's abit weird :S I don't know. It's like there's something wrong with the way he talks and the way he frowns and ahyah everything la, haha.


And today, school was uh, SLACK. Ahyah, all Fridays are like this please. Haha. Started off with the Blessing of the Science Block (: then an Amath test which was so unexpected. PE which was quite fun. I think B3 had such joy making fun of Mr Khoo. HAHA. Cos it was like, RAINING, and no one wanted to do PE.


"IT'S A BAD BAD DAY, MR KHOO ! THE WEATHER'S NOT FOR PE !"

"THEN I SHALL HAVE TO INVITE THE REST UP."


AND God knows what he did. (Luckily Gina wasn't there, or she would have been a victim !) He actually stretched his right arm out to Charis and Jacinth (who were sitting down), and "INVITED" them for PE. Okay i don't know how to explain the thing but if you were there with us, you'd probably laugh till your stomach had 6000 pacs.


SS/Hist, amath for a while. OMT. Ms Ho spent like 10 mins laughing and walking up and down the class, and soon, it was time for the talk at the Hall. HAHAHAH.


And gosh, the rumours that we've been coming up with are despicable yet appropriate for the her. HAHAH.


Okay, i better cont watching AiQingLingDuC.


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12.7.06

Tired

Okay. Chapter 24 of physics is a terrible one. I spent the whole afternoon trying grasp the stupid concepts of it, and at Seetoh's tuition too.


My mum just signed the report book. She's much calmer than before but she still went on with her lecture and blah blah blah. So i just sat there and shut myself up cos you know, i love to argue back -.-


She keeps saying i don't go in depth into things. Really? Maybe then. Sigh. I'm so tired and drained and i really want to sleep but there's the geog researh on CHINA'S ENVIRONMENT to be completed and the stupid Chem paper which i strongly do not even want to attempt doing it. Omg i'm starting to hate chem all over again !


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10.7.06

Italy

At 1.44am, GRASS called to wake me up.

"HELLO JAYMEE ARE YOU AWAKE?"

(She sounded like she breathed in some helium though =X HAHA.)


So, the match began. Italy vs France.


Zidane did a stupid act as captain for his country. Like what wilder said, what a way to retire ! ): And Henry got substituted, leaving France with little hope.


and France did lose.


Citizens of the winning country proclaimed their glorious victory (:


way to go, ITALY !


HAHAHA okay i'm neither a supporter of France nor Italy. Germany shouldn't have lost. But 3-1 to 3rd place.


And yes, my schoolmates were rather in a daze today. Chapel's pushed down to Friday, so the day started off with Amath. And we told Ms ho that we're having THREE PERIODS of AMATH and she got a total shock. like the WHAT ! HOW TO TAHAN ?! kinda look. Haha. SHE WATCHED THE WORLD CUP FINALS TOO OKAY !


Ms Ho: I only slept for a few hours okay!

Denise: Who do you support ah, Ms Ho.

Ms Ho: I told you already ! I don't side anyone !

-longpause-

Ms Ho: Eh, but you must watch their football. Their leg skills really very good. I LIKE GERMANY !!

Denise: YEA ! PODOLSKI DAMN HOT !

Ms Ho: WHAT !? o.O

Denise: HAHA yah what !

Ms Ho: No ! You see ah, so you must apply your mathematical skills also !


RIGHT. SO MUCH FOR THE WORLD CUP.


"I DROVE TO CHURCH INSTEAD OF SCHOOL !"


GUESS WHO SAID THAT LINE? HAHAH OMG.


Yeah so, though everyone was tired and drowsy, our very own tipsy Amath teacher did a good job in keeping us awake (:


And when Mrs Sim walked into class, everyone run outside and went to the toilet. HAHA. And Ms Ho could only react with a laughter.


Geog was quite funny too. World Cup blues. Heh.

Mrs Lim: IS THAT A TEACHER'S CAR ALARM?

Me: NO, IT'S THE FROGS.

Wilder: THEY'RE MATING, MRS LIM !!


OMG.


hur hur. Went to IKEA with Jaishree, Gin, Faith, Vanny, Gina. Got the farewell stuff for Guides. Yea. And now, i shall go back to studying. Shiats.


GRASSY! HELIUM GIRL ! HAHA. So how when ! Ash and i cmi this weds too. Maybe next week yea? I'll ask Cake to arrange. HAHA. Damn ghey we both sounded like her on the phone. OMT.


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8.7.06

something like that.

Okay, the sms-es were something like that.


"No i'm on the way to Cat High, then dropping by Sg Pools later. Lol."


"Having dinner now, making a trip down to Sg Pools tonight."


GRASSYPOOT ! STOP BETTING MANS ! Haha. Go study !


lovelove. Haha.


Anyway, it really annoys me how people think they know so much about friendshit (as what Cake would say, HAHA) friendship, when obviously, we've gone through so much more than they have. And, it's a fact that you can't change. Like hello, whatever mans. Stop trying to sound like you're some gifted child who knows about anything under the sun. And i emphasize, Sound.


Ghey shit. Csf, i love you gheyballs to the coreshit mans ! :D


SHAB!! Don't worry la, we'll see how it goes on Monday okay? Study hard for now babe ! PE DUTY ! haha.


GERMANY vs PORTUGAL later ! (eew portugal)


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7.7.06

Since today was quite a delighting day for me, let's start this post with Joe Cole. Haha.

:D


coolshit.


Meryl just sent me this photo she took last month at Sentosa (: Thanks Meryl ! Yea, so that's us :D OMG SHER you look like your're posing for some advert mans !


The 9pm show just ended. Stupid ending la walao =X


Today was quite relaxing day. Amath passed by really fast, and it was PE next. Mr Khoo went for some sailing competition so Mrs Kuan took over. Our 2 rounds warm up was like, usual, a stroll round the track. But what some of our classmates forgot was that, Mrs Kuan aint like Mr Khoo who'll just wait in the complex when you're done. Mrs Kuan stares at you when you're running. HAHAHA.


Mrs Kuan: JAMIE, SHABANA, why are your classmates WALKING?!

Shab: Really ah, we cannot see.

me: Yeah they're behind us !!

Mrs Kuan: they are WALKING. What country are you all from?

me: (what country thing is she talking about mans, aren't we all in Singapore?!)

Shab: OH. ER. FRANCE LA.

Mrs Kuan: What country !

me: (i suddenly remembered we're from KOREA -.-) OH I DON'T KNOW LA !
Mrs Kuan: DONT LIE, TELL ME!

us: AHYAH WE DON'T KNOW LA.


Omg i was laughing like shit la i was like, SHAB, AREN'T WE IN SINGAPORE NOW? Haha. then i realised she was referring to our Asian games country, which is Korea. Omg.


And PE was so frikkin tiring :S the sun was like OIJDOASIDJ !


Had 1/2 hour of SS and SCHOOL OVER ! 12pm dismissal. Cos the teachers had some national meeting or smthg like that. So Gin and i decided to go to KAP to study. Little did we know that the whole frikkin kap was filled with Nanyang Girls and Chinese High Boys. Like, every corner you turn, you see one of them. Anyway, we met Limin, GekShan, their friends there too. Found our usual seating in the end :D


Piong joined us after a while and we also bumped into Dee, Judith, Cheryl. Yeah. Oh, and valpoks, emms, ellen, adele. Ahyah the whole world was there la.


Watched the Semis between France and Portugal yesterday morning. Omg i'm so frikkin glad France won ! :D:D:D i hate Portugal to the core mans ! Especially that Ronaldo. Omg, got the looks, don't have the sportsmanship. Which arrogant stuck up player tells the opponent,"I'm gonna get you off the pitch." in the dressing room, and thus winks at the coach after he has caused his opponent a Red Card. Like, OKAY WOW, HOW HUMBLE can you get mans ! Gheyshit !


Haha okay whatever. Msged Grass just now and she was at SINGAPORE POOLS. OMT can you like stop betting !? Haha. CCSF oughts to meet up soon balls ! :D (and cake can sing her y3ish united as one song. OMT !)


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6.7.06

Fruitful

Okay it's like past midnight and i'm still attempting to get some chinese completed. Hope tmr's Oral turn out well (:


Sher and Gina didn't come. Hope all's well for you both yea.

Anw, the day started off pretty positively. THERE WASN'T CHEM TOO ! :D so we had 1.5hrs free. Like, FINALLY mans. Seems eons since i last had a free period =X Haha.


So our recess was like, omg damn frikkin long. 55 mins :S Then we had a group talk in class. Grace, Shab, Mel, Munch, Faith, Sheril, Me. I guess everything's okay now ! (: It may be temporal or whatever it's called, but at least, nobody bears grudges against anyone now. Ha. That's what i seriously like.


Then we left for geog. I spent most of my time laughing with sheril la omg. Mrs Lim is one real funny teacher. She started practicing her Chinese Skills and the whole class was either o.O or laughing their heads off. Heh.


And then the class had a conversation about the World Cup. Everyone was so noisy, arguing over Germany and Italy. Actually, you could see everyone had like Panda eyes cos of the WC. HAHA. i woke up at 430am to watch the last few bits of the WC. BAD la shucks.


Had guides. HQ came ! Omg we felt so :S Yoyoo paid us a visit too. So after the session, we ate the yogurt icecream thing that was selling at the canteen. i had two cups. I had THREE CUPS TODAY ! The Chior girls were having their Sec Four Farewell. And i wanted to steal Juu's chicken. Haha.


Grass: Yeah balls, cool shit. Thanks for the encouragement there. Things in class are getting better. How are things on your side? Study hard for your Prelims too yea. Love you lots (:


Cake: Haha okay 10 buckeroos. Cool shit too, balls ! :D I still thought that we would be FINED la omg :S


Gin: Hey sorry i woke you up. Haha. i thought you were staying up till 3am la ! :D But anw, thanks for hearing me out mans, i am seriously so annoyed ! =X


The 8 of you girls: Love lots :D


Goon: Haha were you like STUCK IN THE TOILET THE WHOLE TIME ?! omg u're damn funny ! Sorry i missed your calls ! Was running ard la =X


Long time since i did these kinda shoutout-replies. Haha. Shall do more chinese stuff before match. Ta ! (:


Please, get your frikkin facts right, girl.


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4.7.06

results.

HAPPY SIXTEENTH SERENA ; GOON!!


Okay, another So-SO day at school. (Oh i woke up late the missed the bus, HAHA.) I'm quite worried for Chinese Oral this thurs :S


And we got back our Geog paper today. I'm totally clueless why this whole MYE is a flop. I kinda screwed every single thing except English? I'm very sure i worked like shit times harder than last year, but, Huh.


I dropped. A lot. And getting constant splitting headaches just drives me nuts. At least our conflict in class is on it's way to the finish line :D HAHAH.


a Joe Cole a day, keeps Jamiepok awake (:


As for Prelims, i really don't know. It's so near, and i'm very frightened. Okay, like today, goon, val, emms, ellen and i were walking down the hill. And goon and i were planning how to tell our parents our grades. Ellen was upset too. And i'm sure, many of my classmates were and are still feeling this way. What is this world coming to mans ? Getting good grades and pleasing our parents?


It just scares me how people can do so bloody well. Not that i don't want them to, but you get what i mean la. Well i'm happy everyone in class passed geog this time (: Haha, one step further ! (:


I was planning how i should do my daily study for Prelims and O's. And since the current ch8 9pm show's coming to an end, i thought i could give TV a break for a while. BUT, I REALISED THE NEXT SHOW IS JULIAN'S DRAMA !


O M G.


and it's the first time he's starring as a main ! OISDJAOIDJ.

What's more, the frikkin Semis is at 3am tmr !


i better go take my shower before xingjing.


GOON !

Please do cheer up okay ! Don't shed those painful tears anymore. We'll always be here for you no matter what. Today's your day, it's all yours, so SMILE MORE ALL RIGHT ! :D love you lots.


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2.7.06

step down

BECKHAM'S STEPPING DOWN !!


WAH.


I cried when i watched him at the press conference during the news just now =X HAHAHA.


awww! =X


wahh ghey shit why he step down !


AND NOW, I REALLY REALLY LIKE JOE COLE OKAY :D


oooh. :D


he looks like a drug addict :S Okay SORRY.


SAY NO TO DRUGS !


And, i never knew Owen had a son !

Haha okay i should put a stop to this.


Anw, QAD just clarified some stuff with me. I think every single disgusting thing that has been happening in school is like so like total SAI mans. I just hope, things would be okay again after Youth Day, when everyone meets. Sigh.


I really don't know how to handle these kinda shit la. Oh Gosh. I don't know how to tell my mum i failed both my sciences. We just had a major arguement this afternoon and God knows what's gna happen on Tuesday when i break this bad news to her. And, i made a huge flop in SS, she's disappointed but i'm quite surprised she didn't blow like she would normally do.


I hate feeling guilty. I hate all these kinda things. Why must bad things all take place at the same time?

I want to turn back the clock.


And, my eye really hurts, probably shouted too much just now, whatever.


Nevertheless, had a fun time with my Csfies online just now. Haha they're really ghey balls mans. Oh, and juu too. All same type can. HAHA.


Prelims start on the 7th August. It's really scaring me, cos i'm not prepared, at all. Shit, i'm so screwed.


NDP's COMING AGAIN !!! :D Oh mans i can imagine all those Parade-ers training hard every Saturday and having yummy Pizza Hut/KFC for lunch+tea. WAHH I MISS LAST YEAR'S SESSIONS MANS ! <33 !


Chinks remedial tmr. 3 hours ! o.O


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WAHH England lost ! HAHAH okay not funny, i still like them ! =X


And, my whole morning was destroyed. Totally. I woke up to a

"Jamie, are you still in touch with that guy Julian?"


OMG. I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT.

"ER, NO."


I searched high and low for my mobile and i found it on the table -.- I took it, ran to the toilet to read my msges, and i realised that my VERY NICE MUM read my smses. ASOIJFASDIUHI.


She read the sms from gin which had his name inside. and i felt myself shaking :S


Okay i stopped blogging for about an hour. My mum just screamed at me for defending my sister. DUH i would speak up for her because you kept and keep saying,"SHE'S STUPID." Fuck it la. The last thing a child would want to hear from a parent's mouth is,"I REGRET GIVING BIRTH TO YOU." and "IF SHE DOES xxxxxxx, I'LL DISOWN HER."


When i answered,"FINE, FROM TONIGHT, YOU WON'T SEE US", she thought i was blackmailing her and that i had watched too much drama serials. Okay, if that's what she thinks.


Right. and that just took place in my very own room, over my sister. And she pushed my computer down the table. WTH.


I'm one kind who really over-reacts over minor things. For example, some stupid stuff that happened yesterday in school, and now, at home. But i realise, it is your friends who actually stand by you through thick and thin. My mum is a nice person, but she doesn't watch what she says to my sis and i and i hate her for that.


My dad heard everything she said. And i seriously am very upset.


Let bygones be bygones, but no, this is one day i will never forget.


Hatred kills the hater. Realise i don't hate a person more than a week? ;) Of course, i rather not dislike a person forever and ever but that will never happen.


After what just happened, i think i shouldn't get anrgy with my classmates/schoolmates over really minor things, i mean, afterall, it's them whom you approach to at the end of the day. Works for me this way, maybe cos of the generation gap in my family. My siblings are over a decade older than me, and my parents, they prolly don't understand us nowadays. Sigh, but i am happy to have a sister like mine (:


At least i know she's one whom i can talk to at home, like, the only one.


So, comparing the incident that happened yesterday with the one that took place like 10 mins ago, i think today's one made a greater impact on me. I read faith's blog just now and i totally agree with her. It's our last year in mg, why let everyone lead a sorrowful last few months?


And about yesterday, i doubt my friends lied but counting on what you've done for me and all those memories of fun times we spent together, teasing other people, blah blah blah, i should learn to take it more lightly. I blow at the slightest things and this is where my weakness lies. I hope those who had to hear me rattling out nonsense and grumbles do understand :D Haha. Okay i sound totally wrong but i'm like totally messed up now.

Sigh.


Off to take a shower now, i really need to chill.


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