CNY CNY CNY !

happy b'day GINO !!!


hurhur. gino's 26 :D

rightt.


after a day of visiting + oranges + angpaos, i am absolutely exhausted physically and mentally and i've no idea why. i attempted to do the amaths online test but i gave up cos my eyes started shutting on me when i saw more DY/DX functions.


just now at my sisinlaw's place, my sister was looking through the photos in my cam.

sis: wahh how come julian's so gd looking.

me: what do you men HOW COME.

sis: i thought all mediacorp actors all :S one.


not true ok ! at least julian and thomas ong aren't like that :D


very well, gd night then (:

HAPPY CNY, HAPPY COLLECTING MORE ANGPAOS !


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chinese new year !

AI DE ZHANG MEN REN HAS ENDED ! ): but it's a lovely ending (: Jacelyn Tay and Thomas Ong ! :D

hello it's chinese new year eve (:

yesterday was a busy yet great day. mel and i helped out with the sound system. and seriously, it was greek to us :S


:S :S we had problems figuring what is what.


the school from the sound room :D


me cel denise


shabana and i ! :D


after cny celebrations, left to meet CSFies-GRASSYPOOT + ORHLEEBIAH for lunch at crystal jade :D LA MIANs/XIAOLONGBAOS/GUOTIEs. yeah baybeh :D CAKE+LIMIN joined us 1/2 hr later cos they were held up in school by some ghey teacher. HAHA. and we were very BLOATED after that :S


following which, we went to watch I NOT STUPID TOO ! :D:D i love this movie ! very funny and sad. almost everyone in the theatre cried la, except for heartless cake. i like the theme song ! YI SHENG JUE WANG. but all 5 of us agreed that is a very copy jay chou song. very YE QU. heh.

me: EH that's the song i like!

cake: orhh. not bad. very jaychou.

me: oh yea hor. sounds like YE QU!

cake: they copy jay la ! the rap and all ! BUT THE VOICE AH, CMI LA.

HAHA of course la, cake, no one can beat jay's rap prs.






grass limin me cake oli x)


we had lotsa ghey convs :D can't wait for our next JIAN MIAN HUI at crystal jade. omt. HAHA.


omg, last sunday at holland v, i bumped into jopeh. yesterday, i ALMOST bumped into jopeh, lucky lido was fully booked. HAHAHA.


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in the cold gloomy night.

the title's quite contridicting, it's not cold la ok. I'm just feeling oh so wrong. I think my emotions change too quickly. Somehow i just wish my mum would just let me study for o's on my own, no i don't mean that she studies with me, but she's interfering too much, and i mean, alot. I dno whether i should be saying this but HELLO, i'm sixteen, and besides she didn't really care that much drng my sec one/two years, and, i did relatively well then.


And this week has been a total HORRID week. Late nights and early mornings don't make happy days. Trying to keep myself awake in class gives me huge headaches by the end of school, and i'm not the only one. You know, it's only January, i wonder what will happen to us like in March or smthng.


There's just so much to do, actually not really but i dno why, everything's just so different from last year. at the same time, i didn't really er, work hard last year. HAHA. ok not funny.
Okay take geog for example, i love geog, i do well in geog, but the thought of THERE'S STILL THE GEOG PROJECT TO DO AND THE 3000 WORD ESSAY, IN BY FRIDAY makes me dislike it :S, and i take my time to do it, cos i just am VERY VERY TIRED. as i'm typing this entry, my eyelids are shutting on me but i've yet the geog essay to complete. wilder + cel have done their part dilligently so i shouldn't let their effort go to waste but HAIYAH SAODIJASOIDJOASIJ.


I WANT TO EMIGRATE OUR OF THIS STRESSFUL ENVIRONMENT OF EDUCATION.


i miss my CSFies.

i miss val. and goon.


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what a week !

whooooots ! 3rd week of term 1 has passed ! WAHHH. i think time is really passing VERRRYYY fast :S Before you know it, it'll be Midyears, Prelims, AND THE 'O's !


Had auditions with muriel+charmaine and some other Sec 4/3s yesterday. Muriel was the first :S, while Char and i had to wait for like 2.5 hrs for out turn. And in the process of waiting, we just became more and more nervous each minute.


Ok i'm glad 3 of us passed the first stage :D, i'm not bragging ah, cos the final list is not out yet. SIGH. But anw, while auditioning, i could feel myself shaking SO much that the judges made me sit down -.- omt. Quite a funny experience la, cos the LT was FRIGGIN COLLDDDD.


TODAY. What an exhausting day, seriously. PE was VERY energy-draining. we played floorball/hockey for like ONE HOUR, IN THE BLAZING SUN !!! Plus, our water break was like 1 min ! ): Ahyah and you know, this is only PE, why do some people take the game as a real competition ? And they want to win every single match and they'll be a sore loser if they were lose to your team. Well, i AM confused why they behave this way. And it definitely resulted to some displeasures, which Faith and i had to put up with, Oh and i'm sorry if you have to put up with us. And it's happening in every PE lesson.


SS test was HORRIBLE.

It was so difficult ! Conflict between China and Taiwan. OK, i should have some background knowledge already since my brother specialised in this topic during his UNI days, BUT STILL. I didn't even complete the last question and OMG I DONT WANNA FAIL !! ): MY GOAL THIS YEAR IS NOT TO FAIL ANY TESTs. (yea right) =X But it started well with the acceptable marks from the Amaths test ! :D :D


Heritage tour after school. OMG, we toured IN THE SUN. :S:S everyone was perspiring like a mad bull ! ): horrible. ok not that the places we went were horrid, but the weather !!


And it's Parent-Teacher Meeting in school now. I'm seriously freaking out. I hope my mum doesn't talk to any of our subject teachers. Ahyah whatever.
Only God and help, at this point of time :D, i don't want history to repeat itself. SIGH. Sec 2 PTM was a HORRER.


BYE FOR NOW ! :D


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>:(

hurrrs. bryan's out of star idol. ):


these few days have not exactly been very perfect, plus i screwed yesterday's geog test, and compiled with today's StarIdol Results Show, i don't know how i'm gna go for auditions tmr. Just now, i was happily rehersing until the stupid staridol results came out.


Believe it anot, when the results were annouced, my jaw immediately dropped, eyes glued to the TV screen, and i felt tears welling up in my eyes :S


Like, more than half of the contestants can't act as well as Bryan. For example, Leanne, Leo and Jacqueline. Ok maybe not so much of jacq, but Leo was like a total hypocrite (on staege), and his acting role was just to act as a wise man. LIKE, WHO DOESNT KNOW HOW TO ACT LIKE THAT.


Leo+Leanne+Jacq fans, pls don't leave unsightly comments here, this is solely my opinion and i need not have your views.


Haha and in case if you're wondering, no i'm not a lunatic over Bryan, i just think he's darn gd-looking and yea la, he's BETTER THAN THE REST LA, WALAU.

ahyah ok enough said of this StarIdol crap, i don't like any of the rest except maybe Chengxi who happens to be Bryan's great friend :D:D (and i'm not being biased)


and if he had not gotten out, and win Top in the future, he COULD be a 2nd julian. OK I SHOULD STOP IT, IT'S MAKING ME EVEN ANGRIER WITH THE REST ):


auditions tmr !!! ): OH MANNN. i hope i dont get comments like,"WHY NO EXPRESSIONS ?!" or "YOU'RE OUT OF TUNE." or "YOU CAN'T ACT." or whatever la. wish muriel and i some luck ! (:


ciao!


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Unbreak My Heart.

ok i think i'm feeling much better. off to church in a while, so this has to be quick.


Unbreak my heart

Say you'll love me again

When you walked out the door

And walked outta my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many times

Un-break my heart,

my heart.


What a lovely song x) how i wish my voice can be as powerful as Toni Braxtons :S wahh if it ever happens, elephants and giraffes can fly to the moon.


bye for now ! :D


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turn it up turn it down

turn me up turn me down, turn my world around

-typhoon :)


this entry my sound a little crude, if you think it's not suitable for that pure eyes of yours, then don't read on and don't sue me for slander cos everything stated down here is a bloody fact and i fucking mean it.


do i have to say this again? i totally freaking hell hate my mum. ok maybe hate is too satanic-related a word. I'M ANNOYED WIH MY MOTHER.


Is she doing this intentionally or what ? She never has time to speak good of me or hold a fair conversation with me, BUT, she has time to tell her friends about how pityful i am, or comment on how lousy+stupid my friends are, or as usual, curse that i'll fail my o levels.

Mum, for your info, i don't need pity from your friends.


Walaos, she thinks her friends are the smartest or what?! MY FRIENDS are the best treasures i can ever find on earth and here she is trying to brainwash me. WHAT THE FUCK ? DO YOU EXPECT ME TO MIX WITH SCHOLARS ? i'm not implying anything on scholars BUT DO YOU WANT ME TO HAVE A WHOLE LIFE DEDICATED TO BOOKS ? well if you do, disown me.


Why can't you be like Dad ? You know, i'm gg for the MG MUSICAL EXTRAVAGANZA auditions with shabana but i'm not telling you cos you'll probably scream at me or probably even kill me. At least Dad cares about my interest and lets me do whatever i want but YOU, YOU WILL PUT A BAR TO EVERYTHING SINGLE THING I DO. YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT ME GETTING A1s FOR EXAMS.


and IF i get into the musical cast, i don't even know whether i want to share the joy with you cos you'll FOREVER SEE ME AS UN-TALENTED. and you'll prolly say,"oh they selected you cos they have not enough people issit?"

yea i'm sure, that's what you said to me before i went for LTC camp anyway.

IF i dont get into the cast, then FINE, i'd be happy that at least i tried.


I FREAKING HELL HATE IT WHEN YOU INSULT MY FRIENDS COS IT MEANS INSULTING ME TOO. NAME A FRIEND OF YOURS WHO TOPS HER CLASS IN HER SCHOOL DAYS AND I'LL MAKE SURE MY FRIENDS DO THE SAME. oh, i'm sorry, you don't have one friend who is THAT smart? THEN DON'T EXPECT ME TO MEET YOUR FREAKING UNREASONABLE REQUIREMENTS.


I think i would have done even better in 2005's eoys if you had given more freedom, too bad Dad was out of town so often.


If you expect me to sit down and pretend i didn't hear anything you said..oh fuck it.


I usually appear happy and stress-free in school that's cos i'm trying to make use of my happiness in school. Once i get home, and hold a conversation with Her, there will never be peace. This partly explains the roudy-ness and rebellious character i have, which used to be much worse in Sec One :D.


I really apologise if you think this entry is too vulgar or whatsoever but i'm just using this to vent my anger. I don't wanna to complain to gin, grass, juu again cos I don't wish to tire them once more. i stress the word "again". Another thing, i don't think FUCK is a bad word cos afterall, it's just FOUR LETTERS put together, however people just seem to classify it as swearing. FINE, i've sworn so many times here then. I have sinned. Punish me, O Lord. I'm a disgraceful Catholic.


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drained.

ah shucks school is so tedious now ):


Fortunately, all the lessons on fridays are super slack x) 1.5 hrs Chinese, 1.5 hrs PE, recess, 1.5 hrs SS/History, 1.5 hrs Values Ed.

wahhh i love fridays ! (:


but pe was tiring :S esp under our new teacher, Mr Kevin Khoo :S omt.


there was cca orientation for the Sec Ones yesterday. yoyoo dropped by, chatted with her for awhile, about the politics gg on and guides and so on. haha i felt so much better after that x) thanks yoyoo ! :D


WAH i can beng kui trying to sing Because of You by msClarkson. omt.
GRASSYPOOT, thanks for the help ! (:


till now, adios.


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it's raining, again !

first up, many JAN 9TH BABIES ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAWA, ETHEL, ELIZA, ELLEN, JUNLI ! :D


AND, CSFies outing again, on 27th JAN ! :D


omg the weather is so AOIKWRENHCIOU. my aircon is already off-ed and i'm still freezing pls :S. and yesterday, i forgot to bring my jacket to sch, thus the frozen hands in class, PLUS, WE HAD PHYSICS IN THE LIBRARY. OMG, it's like we were put in the fridge or smthg :S


school's okay. but it's so strange to be a sec four. All the teachers seem so nice :S VERY different from last year. haha. seriously, even MRS SIM. the horrifying form-teacher of 1H 2003 used to scold us everyday and she was usually in a badmood. but three years later, in 4b3 2006, it's a total 180 deg change pls. mans. and of course, mrs natlim is as funneh as ever.


stayed back with van, shuwen, gin, val, mich, justine yesterday to study. omg shuwen is darn hilarious. she kept making fun of the westen stall in the canteen and i was so engrossed in laughing at her ghey-ness that we didn't know the aunty was staring at us -.-


i better get going. hurrs. there's SO SO SO SO much work to do. >:(

-chem oxidation task

-chem unit two tys

-chem oxidation tys

-chem oxifation theory assignment

-chinese o levels compre

-read chinese books for test

-geog population assignmt

-discuss guides board with goon


WALAU I CAN LIKE, BENG KUI NOW. shiat. BYE.


i hate having 2.5hour-tuitions.

and i hate being in guides now.


geog + SS tests next week ! ):


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fourth day.

OKAY, haven't blogged since 1st Jan. sigh. today's the fourth day of school and i feel as if i've lost all my energy to do anything esle :S
i'm so not used to waking up at 6am again. PLUS, sch ends at 230pm now! HURRRS.


Since the first day of school this year, MANY MANY MANY things have happened. both good and bad. And i'm starting to dread coming home after sch cos the first thing my mum does is shout at me. Yea, an exclusive life i have.

i just wish she can like SHUT UP for once and hear me talk rather than putting me down and not believing whatever i say. AND, DON'T TOUCH MY THINGS, STOP THROWING AWAY MY THINGS. like who's mum does that? my mum does.


AND FOR ONCE WILL YOU PLEASE STOP SAYING I'LL FAIL ENGLISH !? OH WHAT THE !? hello if you're in a bad mood, then just show your black face, BUT DONT DEMORALISE ME and when i'm hurt inside and i start crying, YOU WOULDN'T CARE COS YOU WOULDN'T BOTHER. you only care about saying that i'll fail my o's. like, SHUT UP.

has she gone mad or what? and if u're gna tag my board and say,"But your mum is doing this out of love, jamie", then i suggest you dont tag. cos you won't say that if you're in my shoes.


and another thing, this time, in school. I really really wonder why some people are trying to gain control of EVERYTHING when obviously, the majority is gna object to it. I'm not talking about my mum here, like i said, it's in sch. ANW, back to the point, look, what the hell are you trying to do? You want to run both guides companies issit? Why are you trying to rip the ranks from my friends? or rather, my clique? Come on la, you probably realised that you couldn't get me off the position right.


If you just want both companies to be under the control of your clique, THEN JUST SAY SO LA, STOP TRYING TO BE FAKE AND SAY OH IT'S FOR THE BETTER AND THAT THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING, THEY HANG AROUND THEIR OWN FRIENDS, DOING NOTHING. Well, if you've got so much to say, and u're so hardworking, why dont you tell them to try to be more responsible for their own duties ? Have you tried it ? Plus, NO ONE'S PERFECT.


Well i can tell you this, if she's irresponsible, i don't see why she's a prefect. Now can you say that Ms Bong and Ms Ho couldn't see her weaknesses ? AND, you had to talk about her demotion INFRONT OF ME, thinking that i wouldn't be hurt. HELLO, IT'S MY FRIEND YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.


In case you didn't know, they were the first few friends i knew when i first came into MGS, they were the ones who introduced me around the sch and other schmates, and you're there saying that i'm not close to her? GOOD INTERPRETION SKILLS YOU HAVE.


you've already done it to one of my friends, i'm not gna let the next one be affected. You really are scheming, i must say.


OKAY ! :D to the happier part now.

Not exactly happier part la, but not as taxing. Alright, 3B3 4B3 pretty much the same, just that our classroom shrank -.-, many teachers swopped :D, we have Ms Ho for both E and Amaths. She's good ok. Mrs Sim for chem. wahh she was so much fiercer when i was in Sec one pls. Ms Or for phys. actually, i prefer Ms Cheong. ok sorry. =X Mr Khoo for PE :S:S omta. Mrs Raj for SS, she's pretty much the same during Sec two days :D. yea so much for the changes.


oh, RECESS IS EXTENDED !!! had campfire for the sec ones yesterday night, it was more like a trauma to us, the rain kept coming and stopping, coming and stopping. I've so much more to say but i'm really dead beat. gna take some rest before ai de zhang men ren at 9pm ! (:


grassypoot is online! FINALLY. one CSFie :D oh, saw gracered+stella today at the canteen (:

CSFies! i miss you girls loads !


what a good time to sleep, it's RAINING !

WAN AN :D


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happy new year ! x)

just had supper with mum and dad. heh x) they picked me up after the countdown at heartofgod church :D it was really a prayful countdown. thanks yoyoo! but we counted down 10 mins early :S, then me and yoyoo were like screaming,"IT'S ONLY 11.50pm!!!" but nvm, i'm sure God didn't mind too anyway xD


i was reading my 2004 31st dec entry, and i listed a few things which i thought are quite memorable, so now i shall do a summary for 2005 :)


1. Knowing my CSFies better

2. CSF outings/chasings/shoppings/chattings are EXTREMLY unforgettable cos they are just too exclusive.

3. Csf + Beans + Sigheys family tree has brought great joy to me :D
4. OBS !!! (wahh this one really rocked)

5. I went so crazy over julian that even now my OBS instructor, Ms Bong, laoshi, Mrs Liu and almost the whole MG know about him -.-

6. Bonds made in 3B3 2005.

7. Hanging out with the 3B4 girls though i don't belong to their class, so 3B4 GIRLS, thank you so much (: i really love you people, anw most of you girls are from our beloved 2h`04 :D

8. After i got back my MidYear results, i started crying in class and thought that it would be the end of me, but then when God shuts one door, he opens another, so though i went through a horrendous time at home, it was pretty much back to normal after one month :D

9. I survived with a Hi-Card for three mths cos my mum confiscated my chip.

10. Girl Guides NDP marching. (this is like the best GG thing that has ever happened)

11. I worked really hard for EOYs, i hope o's won't be too much of a problem.

12. Juu has been a really great junior cos she'll tag along with me to places i wanna go but yet she didn't want. (like to see julian, etc.)

13. In January 05, i hated Physics so much that i almost wanted to drop it immediately.

14. I initially hated my class cos all of my friends were in another class.

15. My brother's wedding brought an abundance of joy to my family.

16. The juniors in school know me as the girl who loves julian.

17. 3B3's teachers get so annoyed with B3 that sometimes they either breakdown or they storm out of the class. (Yes, we're that difficult to handle)

18. My friends get very amused when they call me JOANNE PEH.

19. China trip was great except when 11 of us had food poisoning.

20. 17th Dec 2005 evening was a fantastic night. 5566 concert. ( I seriously dont give a bloody damn whether they lip synch or not. Even if they did, you can't expect me to feel cheated and hate them cos i won't and i never will )

21. Helping dasao with Christmas @ Orchard concert was a great way to serve God.

22. It was pleasing to know Junli, Leeteng, Bryan and a few other locals.

23. I often told my mum i was going out with vaL and friends but then i actually went with BEANS to go find julian. sigh, i hope i'll stop doing this lying shit and just say, I'M GOING OUT.

24. I think this is about it, i'll edit the list if i think of anymore major events.


I'm very tired, and i'm sure laoshi is fuming that i havent posted her the si han :S omt. I bet she's gna blow her top on tuesday. Good night, children of God, Jesus loves us all (:


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