brother's wedding (:

hello. just got back from ritz carlton. stayed over for the night.
i'm pretty tired, but the last few days have definitely been wonderful to me (: brother's wedding dinner was last night. so much for the one year planning, the wedding has ended. ok you can put it that the speed of time is the same is the speed of light. how bout that?


i'll really miss all those last minute planning, last minute decision making and all those imprompt to meetings and stuff. all of us, the groomsmen and bride's maids, worked excpetionally hard, esp the ever so loyal bestman (: HAHA. we had fun walking down the aisle of the church and walking down the ballroom of ritz.
and of course, the many mistakes and N.G.S that we made during rehersals were extremly hilarious, unstoppable laughter. like when alvin and i were walking in with hands too high up in the air, we looked like were gg for a gang fight :S.


i'm really too lazy to upload those photos and most of them are in the photographer's camera anw.
though the rest of the groomsmen and bride's maids were like twice my age, i still love them to bits (:

jessie + brian, yenny + jacky, jamie + alvin, phebe + leo, san + dave, shirley + danny. x)


i wish we could turn back time, just once.

so all good things really have to come to an end eh?


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the joy that REALLY can't be expressed.

i know it's 238am and i need some sleep for later, but i'm so afraid i'll be banned from using the computer after showing parents the report book.
OK ANW, today was G R E A T.
but first, lemme start with yesterday. alright, we went to the executives club at OCBC building. dinning etiqutte thingy by SHATEC. quite fun la (:





3B3`05. I LOVE (: before leaving for ocbc.





goon me val auds ! (:


ok as for today, JUU ACCOMPANIED me to see my heartthrobe ! julian had press conference at amara la. ok yes smthg like that. HAHA ! called jolli after we hoped into a cab. she PASSED THE FONE TO JULIAN ! hurrrs ! it went smthg like this.

julian: hey jamie !

me: hi ! errr HI!

julian: how are ya?

me: erm fine. good, great ! when will you finish? cos grace has smthg to pass to you but i left it at home ! so i'm rushing to get it.

julian: oh i'll be done ard 3, see you later ok.


and he said one whole lot of other things which i didn't really hear properly cos i was gna tell the taxi driver where to turn. but he said smthg bout JEANETTE ! as in OUXUAN (:





JOYIN JULIAN JAYMEE. he was talking to GRACE !

HAHA did you see the pun? J J J ! right tht was damn ghey.






ok that's us (: outside amara.


he left ard 345pm. omg those few minutes were just the best la. i asked juu smthg and she confirmed it with me. x) it was smthg errrr, pleasing to me (:
ALRIGHT, enough of this shiat balls. HAHA. went with juu for lunch and collect her new specs after that. her specs are FUNKY.





there you go. cute little juu (:





ME in BLACK, JUU in WHITE.


bumped into ferli so many times just now. at amara, in the train, at bugis. HAHA ! havent seen her for SOOOOO long la. and just now at amara, she was like,"JOPEH MEETS JULIAN." i'll take that as an insult ok, FERLI !
i hope i won't die later. like when i tell my mum "OH I GOT C5 FOR ENGLISH AND I FAILED AMATHS." i seriously wonder what will happen mans. DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF. haha GRASSYPOOT ! HOR KAI, you can't make it for csf outing either right. you SI GHEY.


bye. wish us luck for watermelon eating competition ! :S


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God knows we've tried.

HELLO. so much for the exams results. i'm okay with everything. as for english, i don't know. what will Mum say for writing out of point for my compo? or what will Mum say for failing compre?
what the fuck la.
have i not put in enough effort? just not my luck for chosing wrong compo question?


brother's wedding this saturday. everyone has been playing their parts. Mum's really happy and excited. but what will Mum say when she finds out i did so badly for English? "WHAT? YOU DID SO BADLY ?! what the HELL is wrong with you? everyone is so happy for your brother's wedding and you spoilt it. are you possessed?" and then the confiscating of handphone comes in, the banning of coming online comes in, the throwing of all 5566 things comes in.


do you want to lead my life? Why can't God take something esle away from me, instead of good English results? i seriously don't give a bloody damn if xiezhi or JR don't remember me, or even, julian not knowing i exist. i wouldn't mind, in exchange for an A1/A2 for english.


oh WTF.


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what a week.

yesterday was a day full of anxiety, tears, happiness, fear, lost, and many other mixed feelings.
it was the day we found out whether we got retained, advanced, or promoted to sec 4.


i would say,HENG AH for myself. but to see some of my classmates lost and traumatized by the news, it not only hurts them, it hurts all of us, including me.
i know i've been saying i don't really like my class and all, but i seriously don't want ANY of us to leave. i want the whole 3B3 to be promoted to 4B3`06.
SIGH. nvm, while the excited-ness is here for sec 4, i'm still quite scared next year would be a horror. like "HARH WE'RE SEC 4 LEH." :S how bout the, "OMG I'M SEC ONE" feeling 2 years ago.


went out with shuwen, grassypoot and ash on tuesday (:





ash me grassypoot





grass and i. future CMI posers x) HAHA.





ASH IS MAD.





the ART of sleeping. SORRAYE GRASS ! x)


i love my csfies very much (: next outing after cake's+limin's+grassclone's o's yea? (:


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is it true ?!

OMG IS THIS TRUE OR IS THIS TRUE?

SUN XIEZHI YOU BETTER NOT BE......

oh man i can faint prs. my heart stopped beating a few times alr la !

"NI MEN XI HUAN F4 MA ?"

"ZHE SHI SUN XIEZHI DE XIE LA."


omg. anw for the SA2 results, failed only amaths so far. my physics is like ON THE DOT PASS. damn SHI BAI prs.


I LOVE GE DOU TIAN WANG !


went out with grass, ash, shuwen today. upload pictures and details another day. tired. juu, gd luck with that speech yea? i don't like elephant's guessing game ! XIEZHI I WANNA FIND YOU.


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bad.

really bad. got back a few results. oh man shucks i failed amaths ): SIGH. and i'm damn upset over emaths and geog. i was expecting A1s for these two, they're my only hope. and now, hope vanished into the still lonely and cold air. SIGH.


anw, i think i've become really competitive in terms of academic results. i don't know. last year in 2H, nobody was really challenging each other in a bad way, we just pushed each other to work hard, God was with us all the time, He made sure none of us were fake or envious of each other. 2H was a really nice and cosy environment.


in 3B3 this year, no, i still love my great friends. sher, faith, grace, lydia, muriel, shabana, mansheel, celestine, denise, and my study friends mel ong, justine and so on. but you know, besides them, there's really a sense of strangeness in everyone. like everyone seems to be really fake. it's a totally different environment frm 2H and 1H, where everyone was so open with our exam results, comforting each other if one did badly, saying some prayers togther. if we did better than any of our good friends, it didn't make us feel happy, we wanted everyone to do well, together.


but this year, it's different. although those people go round comforting others who did badly, it's really obvious that they're overjoyed they've won, in terms of grades. it's not a matter of needing MORE CLASS BONDING, it's whether that person can really change her cunning attitude. Even now, joining those 3B4 girls for recess, it really makes me feel at home, like i'm in a place where freedom is assigned to.


now, i've got that SHIT YOU GOT HIGHER THAN ME kinda feeling whenever i do badly. WHAT IS THIS MAN !? i don't like that feeling. and it's the damn kinda angry feeling. it's different from the "HA MEIJIN GOT HIGHER THAN ME !" feeling. cos i know gin, or anyone esle from 2H`04 or 3B4`05, is not proud. at all.


i don't care if you spread rumours that i'm proud or stuck up or whatsoever. it doesn't bother me. NOT at all, so don't think u've won me, internally. and STOP going around like u're sucha great friend. STOP going around showing everybody your marks. If you really cared, you wouldn't have gone round asking everyone how much they got, and whether we passed.


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out out out !

hello (: exams over (:


tuesday

5566 chase.





juu and i waitng for 56. marina mandarin carpark.


wednesday

END OF EXAMS DAY. off to town with shuwen. we were WAY TOO EARLY.





CINE WAS VERY EMPTY. HOW SAD.


watched Red Shoes with gin and helmet. omg tht show is so shitty ghey la ! pay 7 buckeroos to scream for 2hrs. SJB PRS. shuwen called ard 4 smthg? yea. SHE SAW SLY. and sly took a pic with emms+audds. and when i saw him, HELMET SAID it's a GIRL, so i didn't bother. OMTA WASTED PRS ! but anw, took neos with val + goon. met GRASSYPOOT+ORHLEEBIAH outside cine. they placed a bet with me, but i rejected. haha. the bet was : JULIAN HAS an album. true or not? yes it's true, but not exactly an album. he can't sing.


thursday

CUT HAIR DAY. met juu+ash at fareast to go cross. we were late. OOPS. sam walked past us without his knowing :S and i was gna go EH WE'RE GNA ENTER YOUR SHOP NOW :S HAHA. juu's hair took the longest time. HEH. ash and i kept laughing at her. omta. BARBIE GIRL JUU ! i think i spent like 3/4 of my time in cross LAUGHING. and sam sprayed water into ashley's eyes. EVERYONE laughed.


for my hair,

sam: ahyah i just do new hairstyle la ok.

me: ok.

cutting in progress

juu+ash: jamie's hair is..HAHAHAHAH!

they kept laughing at me

me: err can don't have the round fringe?

juu+ash: HAHAHAHAHA ! jamie ! HAHAHA !

sam: but it's nice ! it's the FASHION NOW.

me: SHUT UP JUU. hurr ok the fringe. anything la.

sam: wahh you hair alot leh. my hand tired.

ash: HAHAH OMG JUU he said that last year ok. about jamie's hair being very thick.

and they started laughing again. now THREE of them.


ok i think cross has laughing gas in there.





THE AFTERMATH. no jopeh right? (:


STEWPIG GRASSCLONE said i look like jopeh AGAIN. eh you don't come and make me feel horrid ah ! cheat my hweelings !


FRIDAY

valbelle came over ! (: went out tgt with mum, to get WEDDING shoes for bro's wedding :S my shoe heels are THREE INCHES ! HURHHHH ! bought BIRKENSTOCKS too ! (: with the help of val of course. she helped persuade my mum to buy. HAHA thanks val !





<333 ! NEW STOCK ! (:


left with val to take more neos (: love tht 999 secs machine. unlimited time ! HAHA. of course, julian neoprint never to be missed ! right val? (:





VALBELLE and JAMBELLE (:


met yuqing+jollibean after that. we got bored, so we strayed to radio gate. i tell you mediacorp can be our second home. and we got there to find SUPERSTAR FANS. walau we seriously didn't wanna be classified as THOSE SUPERSTAR FANS.

some guy: NI MEN SHI SUPERSTAR DE AH?

us: wo men shi julian and ou xuan de.

guy: superstar de bi jiao hao la !


i don't give a heck about SUPERSTAR, so you shut up and don't tell me who's better. anw, tht guy was like trying to SHUA DA PAI pls. he hired TWENTY FOUR MERCENDES TAXIS to escott some superstar girl.


wth. i think the superstar pple don't really care you know.





it was amazing. all WHITE CARS.






more of those white things coming in.


HAIYAH. and we saw uncle chia on the way. HAHA he thought yuqing was GRASSYPOOT ! (: and we COMPRAINED that there were alot of ants. and guess whot ?! he came out with a can of OFF SPRAY and started spraying all over us ! YUCKS. dgt la ! we all ran away. and he suddenly went,"ZHE SHI JULIAN DE SPRAY LEH !" omg and we all ran back to him. HAHAHAHA. so ghey prs.


and we found out, julian was in PHUKET. walau wasted our lives prs ! he was at the airpork, on the way back. oh and we 3 shouted into the fone, OOPS, hope julian doesn't know it's us. HAHA ! oh and we saw felicia chin! hurrs and she came out of the room when we started screaming. we were that loud.


i'm very tired. good night. julian arrived back in s'pore alr ! yuqing and joyin, chasing tmr? :S see first alrighteys ! (:


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what a chase.

walau today was sucha mad day. juu, van and i waited for 5 bloody hours at marina madanrin. we ate lunch at sakae sushi cos uncle chia HAD TO GO BUY CHILI for xiezhi. omg this is damn ghey pls. who in the world eats RAW CHILI SOAKED IN VINEGAR?! 5566 does.


finished lunch at 3pm, and we decided to write letters to them, for fun, and anw we know our letters would never get to them, but today, it was different ;)

different in a bad way. i wrote ZHU XIEZHI in the letter. as in PIG XIEZHI and also SI ZHU, which means DEAD PIG. 445pm, we waited at the lobby, 56 was punctual.


we kinda panicked when we didn't see unclechia coming down with them, or at least, i was. so i decided to throw my letter into van since the van was leaving alr. it was those mini school buses kind. i was screaming XIEZHI XIEZHI XIEZHI ! NI DE XIN! and he smiled and waved at me pls ! (: i got damn high la cos there were only like 6 fans there. xiezhi was in sucha good mood today ! lil' did i know renfu was BESIDE ME LEH. omta WASTED PRS! i could have waved at him or smthg. then as i was gna throw, uncle chia FINALLY CAME DOWN. and he grabbed the letter AND my hand. walau i nearly fell into the van pls.


okay and sorraye juu ! >:( i blocked juu, so uncle didn't get her letter to shaowei. we got a cab, rushed to mediacorp. 5 mins later, in the van, juu got a call from uncle. ohmans i nearly died. xiezhi read my letter out loud in the van ! and renfu read vanessa's letter out too. THIS IS DAMN GHEY. i wrote like 1001 rubbish in there, including the STUPID PIG thingy. and when he read it, THE STUPID GONG ZUO REN YUAN SNATCHED MY LETTER AWAY AND HE GOT ANGRY. WTH!? he got angry cos 1. i scolded xiezhi. 2. he thought i ponned sch since i wore uniform there. 3. i wrote unciechia's name in the letter.


WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING BLOODY PROBLEM MANS ?! FIRSTLY, it's not your letter. SECONDLY, what has it gotta do with you if i "PONNED" school. THIRDLY, THE LETTER IS NOT YOURS, HOW CAN YOU JUST SNATCH IT AWAY AND READ IT?! walau you know after the call, i seriously wanted to throw eggs and tomatoes at that stupid JUNGIERY STAR CREW.


NO MANNERS. and thank God xiezhi was sensible enough to shut tht guy up and tell him it was all a joke. and uncle chia went on saying my exams are over so i end school early. HENG AH. i'm seriously tired of chasing. i needa rest tmr. was planning to go find 56 and julian tmr, i think better not, i'll go with grace and gang. or gin. i'll feel happier. juu, van, thanks for chasing today (:


SHIT HEARTLANDERS STARTED. walau shaun chen's english SERIOUSLY CANNOT MAKE IT.


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OH MY TIAN AH.

julian's back from m'sia ! and OH MY TIAN.
is this real or is this real ?! 5566 is in singapore !
actually it's supposed to be kept discreet but i can't help it. OMTA. no they're not here for promotion. they're here to rehearse for their concert, IN DECEMBER. and apparently, nobody knows they're here, except a few K-POHS. with me as an exception (: HAHA.


OMTA OMTA OMTA I WANNA CHASE PRS. stupid chinese paper ends only at 1050am tmr. i bet i won't be able to concentrate la ! my whole mind would be in a terrible state of, TIME HURRY PAST FASTER, I WANNA GO SEE XIEZHI !


hurrrs. i'm so glad exams are ALMOST OVER ! only chinese and geog mcq left. and i watched disc 1+2 of gedou ! (: my sister watched until disc 30 alr la ! GHEY PRS. the more i watch the more i love xiezhi (: DUAN YU QIAO ! and of course, i love myself from wangzi, JUNHAO, and my angel side of me, DANG OU- nette. nette is spreading the love. the love for wangzibianqingwa. oh, and meigin got banged down by a car, in the show, of course. HAHA ! (:


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a few more!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TORO!

this was taken last year drng renwoaoyou. it has been more than a year. wow. ): cake and i didn't make/send anything over to toro this time :S ok i forgot, and cake's preparing for o's. HAIYAH. wasted prs. NVM, CAKE ! we can give BELATED ! HAHAHAH ! (: you know last year i thought you didn't send in the end leh ! HEH ! see la you COMPRAIN so much, till i had to type happy BELATED.


i watched THREE episodes of Heartlanders yesterday. which meant THREE episodes of julian nonstop. lovely (:


OH YEA BAYBEH ! there's only amaths II, physics I+II, chinese and geog I left ! YAY ! by next weds, we'll be free ! (:

OH YES, LAST EPISODE OF FA YI X DANG AN TONIGHT ! must watch !


guess whot. my sister finished discs 1-15 of my ge dou tian wang vcds when i HAVENT EVEN TOUCHED THEM YET. >:( she's supposed to wait until my exams are over and we'll watch tgt but she went ahead of me. SI GHEY.


and NETTE IS SO CUTE! dang ou's just the right name for her pls. HAHAHA ! esp since she loves mingdao so much. i feel so outdated not watching wang zi bian qing wa :S i don't know whats gg on until i hear some bits and pieces from nette and van. or should i say,DANG OU and ZI QIAN! and yesterday for hist exam, i sat nxt to nette, and she was so blur, mrs lim was like,"CHECK THE PAGES." and nette just stared into space. omta. she makes me laugh. ALOT.


and i'm feeling so terrible :S my sorethroat went away yesterday, FINALLY. but now i lost my voice :S just now after amaths pp, B1's laoshi talked to me and i was trying to tell her i couldnt talk and she thought i was mad. SJB.


grassypoot's tagboard aint working.

okay i shall go tag people now. study hard for those remaining papers, sec 3s !


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sore throat.

it's the worst time to fall sick. right smack in the middle of your exams. walau i can't even swallow properly. or even when i ATTEMPT to talk, my throat is damn freaking pain.


geog II + chinese I today. not bad. except then i didn't finish the last question for geog. other than that, hopes for an A1/A2 for geog still relatively high (:
chem tmr. OH DEAR. i seriously suck at chem. i had this weird dream 2 nights ago, a letter from julian :S saying i better study hard for chem. SO FREAKY.


and some shitty idiot stole my chem textbook. lucky there's dear gracechanredbean, who is taking a break from studying chem. THANKS FOR LENDING ME YOUR TXTBK, BEAN ! (:


i'm gna fry tht idiot who stole my textbook. OMG, TIME FOR WANQUANYULE. BYE.


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