Good Things To Remember

People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel!
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. You have to agree that you are 'less' and that someone else is 'more' to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you cannot possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable.... Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison."

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brillant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

Sunday, June 10, 2012

June 3rd- June 9th 2012

We have been struggling lately and have been frustrated with a few things. Life just gets frustrating and overwhelming sometimes. Anyhow, on our way out the door for church on Sunday, I quickly checked my cell phone. I noticed I had a text message. It was from Tawnie. She was just letting me know that her and John were going to fast for us and would ask their children to do so if they chose to. She said she didn't know anything that was going on, other than she felt we could use a little extra help.

Wow! I am constantly amazed with Tawnie. She is always so inspired, so in tune with the spirit and what others may need. She amazes me and I am grateful for her. I am grateful she takes the time to think about others and act on the promptings that she receives.

Now for other weekly highlights...

Our girls love ice cream cones. Probably cause their mama loves ice cream cones! We stopped and got one on Thursday evening. The end result... is a big mess. But, a very yummy big mess.


Our cute girl. She loves to play with her daddy's Iphone. She especially loves to take pictures.

Happy 5 Years to us!
Saturday we celebrated our 5 year anniversary. It also happened to be the Questar Gas Rodeo. We decided we had to go to the rodeo since that is where 'we' began. Ryan tried the expert event, the girls decorated sugar cookies, we watched a few of the events, ate a yummy lunch and then headed home. While relaxing on the couch when we got home, we decided to watch out wedding video. I am so glad we have it. It's so fun to watch every year. Our wedding day still seems like it was yesterday. I am sure there are a few details I don't remember about that day, but I feel like I remember it like it just happened yesterday. It was also fun seeing our old baby pictures on the video and seeing how much our girls look like us. I see so much of myself in Ellie and so much of Ryan in Kailee. The girls also had fun watching it with us and seeing mom and dad getting 'weddinged'. Later in the evening, we went to dinner at the Roof Restaurant at the Joseph Smith Memorial Building. Yuuuummmmyyy! It was for sure the nicest restaurant we have ever been to. And, the food was really good. It was such a neat environment. Happy 5 years to us!! What a fun day.









Sunday, June 3, 2012

May 27th- June 2nd 2012

For Memorial Day, Ryan and I ran the Striders Memorial Day 5k in Syracuse city. Ryan was originally registered to run the half marathon, but wasn't able to do it because of his leg injury. I hadn't taken the time to run consistently before the race, so it seemed kinda hard. Around mile 2.5 my knee started to hurt and I was certain I was going to have to walk. I kept going and finished with a time of 31:26 with a 10:08/m pace. My personal best so far. (Other than the Pink 5k, but that was all downhill, so I can't count that time!!)
Ryan, the dedicated one, consistently trained before the race so he didn't struggle like I did. He started the race and totally took off. He said when he started he kept passing people and was worried he had started too quick. He kept up with the speed, beat his personal record with a 08:04/m pace and finished with a time of 25:01. My mom and Steph even got up waaaay early so they could go with us to watch the girls in the freezing cold weather. What a great family to support us! 





The weather has been really nice this week, so I have tried to make lots of time to play outside (or at least be outside.) We made a trip to the library for some new books and made several trips to DownEast for the tent sale. Most of our time was spent swimming. We set up the whale pool from Grandma Colleen and the pink ring pool and spent most of each morning outside playing. Until Friday. Ellie woke up sick and throwing up. I was hoping to have some neighbor girls over for a swim party, but we spent the day in the house cleaning and sanitizing everything instead. At one point I went upstairs to quickly change and fold some laundry and when I came back downstairs I found Ellie asleep on the couch. She stayed there sound asleep for a few hours. Poor girl. Yes, I did get her dressed for the day. But, after she soiled two outfits, I decided to leave her in her diaper till she felt a little better. I did cover her with a blanket after I got the picture!
 Luckily, the rest of us haven't ended up with the bug. Yet.

Friday, right after work, Ryan headed out to Grandma Kate's house to meet John so they could help her with some of her yard/house projects. It was a loooong day. Right at the end of my day, when we were winding down and I had almost had enough, Tawnie text me to see how we were doing. Then she ended up calling. It was certainly a nice break from the monotony of our day. I am grateful for my sisters and for their phone calls! Ryan made it home around 9pm. Sometimes it is so hard to have him gone, doing stuff for other people when we are already stretched for time. But then I remember that service is what we are supposed to be doing. Including service for our family. So, that is what we will do. Even with a good attitude!

Early afternoon on Saturday, Ryan was gone again to help my mom and sister. They both had some garbage that needed to be taken to the dump. He made it back home around 2pm just to stay outside to cover our gardens with mulch/compost.  Even though the gardens are lacking in the plant area, they look so much better with the mulch there. Both girls spent the rest of the day outside with him. They would go between their pools, swing set, trampoline and everything else in the yard and garage. They are good at keeping each other company and they are getting to the point they are 'mostly' kind to each other.

And, just because I think they are cute...
Ellie likes to ride Kailee's 'Happy Birthday Bike' but Kailee doesn't like her to. They finally found a solution! Cute, cute girls!