Saturday, January 03, 2009
5:21 PM
Have found something interesting and very true.
http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp
There are 14 letters in your name.
Those 14 letters total to 58
There are 6 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 4
The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.
The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.
The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.
If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.
Your Soul Urge number is: 8
A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.
Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.
The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.
Your Inner Dream number is: 5
An Inner Dream number of 5 means:
You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
12:34 AM
My mood is really very very foul.
I don't sense any Happy New Year at all.
I felt I am just all alone in this world with my bear. No one but my tiny bear which I love the most.
Maybe I am pushing myself too hard to be happy and achieving my goals. I really don't know.
For one thing I am sure of what I really wants... it will never come true.
Christmas eve & day I am at home alone. So does New Year eve & day. No celebration, no nothing. Just me & my bear in my room where I feels the safest in this world.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
Sunday, December 28, 2008
8:12 PM
Yesterday I went for my dearest secondary school classmate birthday. Glad to see her & her bf doing so well after so many years. I really felt very happy for them.
Was feeling very low... Too much sorrow inside my heart till I don't know how to vent it out on my blog.
Sometimes I just felt day by day I am fading away... the power within me is getting dimmer and dimmer...
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
Thursday, December 25, 2008
7:13 PM
Merry Xmas!
Soon a few more days & it will be a brand new year for me. It was my first time in my whole life working during Xmas Day. Have decided to bought a xmas present for myself beside having a good reason why should I buy....
Last day promotion for t3... Spend $100 and will have a rebate of $20 back. No Gst. And buy 2 get 1 free!
Wanted to find my favourite scent - Narciso Rodriguez : for her. But the shop doesnt have it. It took me quite a while to find a new scent for me as I do not like fruity or floral smell... In the end i bought Burburry Brit Sheer. It's a lighty fruity floral smell and different from those normal kinds like ralph lauren, dkny, etc. And the box is pink in color....
Hmm something which I dont normal go for and I bought this for my own Xmas present. I also got myself 3 mascaras.... since it's free because of the promotion.
I kinda like the smell and the perfume alot especially the box. I like brit style and the checker box design.... the pink is nice too... And it reminds me of my bear pink color... Not a lover of pink but this pink is good!
Snap a picture of it.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
Friday, December 12, 2008
7:08 PM
I've been thinking about if should I open my own online shop anot.... Been shopping online for so many years and realized that the prices are getting steeper and steeper for those online shopping spree.
After much hesitation, I decided to do it! Been working 10 hrs straight and back home to do my online shop till 5am. I think I am quite fast enough...Been uploading the pictures and stuff...
Now all I need is to upload different colors of the particular pieces of clothes and that's it.. my online shop will be done...
Cant wait to see it all done asap.
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
What a relief...
Thursday, December 04, 2008
10:34 PM
Endless of fear, panic and worried for weeks and finally the day had come. The first thing I did was to on my computer when I reached home from work. I was so panic till I held my breathe and I don't even dare to breathe as I click to the next page...
For a moment, I don't know what or how am I going to react... I wanna cry ... wanna laugh... I don't know... All I know was weet! I PASSED MY EXAMS! The biggest load was of my mine finally...
I really swear this coming semester I am going to study real hard and not going to lost track this time round. Last semester I was practically glued to my school.. and suddenly I lost track and started to slack too much. I guessed God gave me another chance. But for sure, attending school lectures daily do help.
Some of my friends said I wont failed even though I already marked myself fail for the exams. They really think so highly of me to pass... I felt really appreciated that in this world there still have a small amount of mankind who took notice and believe in me.
For a moment.. or tonight... There's a reason for me to smile :)
Béseme... Toqúeme... Siéntame ®
Dreams...
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
7:40 PM
Been watching Shugo Chara recently... And it's true.. dreams are hard to achieve, easy to die off and confusion on oneself.
Been lying on bed for the whole day while listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's songs. I used to be a mad fan of her during secondary school days, bought a leopard skirt because of her Duty album and a Tarzan skirt of her I Am ablum. Feeling so depressed and gloomy... wondering why is it so hard for me to achieve on my dreams while others just come so easily. Never really living in a happy and peaceful live for so many years.
Went to chat with Daniel.. and he enlightened me and gave me hope once again... Tonight overall I am a pleaseant and cheerful girl but tomorrow I doubt so. Gonna be real trouble tomorrow.
Do dreams really come true with alot of hard effort on it ?
