new mothers! Well as some of you know I don't like being on the computer very much.. I hardly ever comment on anything (mostly cuz I don't know how, or it takes to long) but I do love to look at every ones blogs, facebook, and other things to see what everyone is up to!!
Well I am a new mom and am home all the time! This is very different for me, I have had a job since my first paper route when I was 12 (I think)! That is usually what I have spent my time doing, in my spare time I would read many books a month. Now if I were to read all the time I would feel lazy for some reason. I have not been crafty in the past, I never had the time to be. So now that I have all this time I feel like I need to be crafty, blog (so I can keep a record of our lives) and do other mom things :) so here goes my first blog post since 2009!!
Sam and I got married in 2008, and we always knew we wanted kids but didn't want them right away. I for one love traveling and vacations, and I love my husband and wanted to spend as much time together as possible before we had kids.. I am a little selfish when it comes to time. Sam knows when ever he asks what I want for Birthday, Anniversary, Valentines, pretty much any occasion my answer will be "a fun date", "vacation" or something practical.
Well anyway those are some reasons why we did not have kids right away. So when we decided to we were pretty nervous and excited!! So the week before Christmas of 2010 I was feeling weird so I took a test and it was positive, so I took more and they were all positive!! ~PERFECT~ I was so excited so I went out and bought a what to expect when expecting book wrapped it up and hid it under the Christmas tree! So this was the hardest thing to keep the secret from Sam for a full week! Christmas morning I was so excited I had the camera all ready... we opened all the presents and then Sam saw the last one (we usually don't have that many
surprises since we go shopping together) he thought it was gonna be a video game and then I would bring out the gaming system haha ya right!! So he ripped it open, starred at it for a
second then got really excited!! it was so fun to have this surprise for Christmas that we had to tell the rest of our families. So we hurried and put together 2 more cards and wrapped them up.. Both of our families were so happy and excited. In fact 2 of my sister in laws were pregnant so we took pictures of the different stages.
So the next week I called to make an appointment with the doctor and I happen to start spotting at the same time. I asked the nurse if this was normal, she told me it can be and but if these certain things start happening to come in or go to the emergency room cuz they would be closed that weekend. So later in the week I was getting ready for work and started cramping really bad. I didn't want to think what could be happening, I just thought that's how pregnancy was. But
when they didn't go away and I couldn't move I called work and had them move all my
appointments. Since I wasn't far enough along the doctor could not do an ultrasound so I had to get my blood drawn and then in 2 days do it again so they could test the levels of hormones to
see if they were going up or down. I HATE getting my blood drawn!! So on top of all the pregnancy hormones and that it was horrible. So Friday (new years eve) we would get the results back. Well in between that my beautiful niece Elsie was born. Which was hard to know how to feel. I didn't want to go and see her because I knew that I would be emotional and we hadn't told Sam's family yet because we didn't want to take away from Elsie. It was just a very hard and bad timing.
Also my lovely little sister was getting married the next week, so she was going through the temple Friday morning which I really wanted to go to. So I prayed really hard that night that I would feel good enough to go. We got up and I felt great. So we headed to the temple, got there early and went up to the chapel. Well when we walked in they asked if we were there for someone, "yes, Emily Anderson at such and such time", "Oh I'm sorry our sessions don't start at that time, and I don't see an Anderson on here". I instantly started bawling. We had gone to the wrong temple! She was at the Bountiful Temple not Ogden.. So we left and went to the Bountiful Temple and waited for them to come out. We went to breakfast after and I felt much better but could not believe that had happened.
So that night we called the hospital and the results were not good, the hormone levels had dropped drastically. Therefore I had had a miscarriage. We called and let our families know and everyone was so supportive. Lichelle and Trent, and Emily and Brady came over with bottled soda so we could drink our sorrows away :)! Even though this was a horrible thing to go through it brought Sam and I closer together since we had to lean on each other for comfort!! I never want to experience that again or wish anyone to go through that, I would never wish it to happen any other way.
So what to do now? Plan a trip!!! That's exactly what we did. I love the Harry Potter series, books and movies. I have probably read them all at least 5 times and seen the movies much more then that. So where to go? The Wizarding World of Harry Potter at Universal Studios of course!! We planned to go there for 2 days and then go on a 7 day Caribbean cruise with my brother and his wife, Sean and Makenna. Sean was graduating medical school and this would be his present. Pictures of this will be on my next blog post! This is alot for one post but its got me started and enjoying it! Thanks for reading and hopefully I will keep doing this!