2 weeks of school has passed.. i've got my engine started on studying.. but its barely running..
i've got 4 modules this semester plus FYP... i'm supposed to be dead busy but at the moment i'm not.. yet i have lots of homework to do.. yaknow being the perfectionistic me... i like to have a revision of every lecture of every module during the weekends.. but somehow. the weekends are TOO SHORT.
went to botanical gardens yesterday.. it was so nice!! and i didnt think about work at all.. its good in a way.. but bad in that i'm no longer that concerned about being a perfectionist.. crap.. hanging out with the exchange buddies always have this effect of making me really relaxed tho.. its like i'm in hk again.. dont have to care about piling work.. yay yay yay.. but i'm in SG!! roar..
i wanna get out with my family.. its sunday.. but i cant because i have work to do. its crap. i hate it.
global banks networking session coming up on tuesday.. NOT PREPARED YET!
will do some research tonight. i need to get more motivated to mug..
i had alot of thoughts going thru my mind.. but i kinda lost them as soon as i logged in..-.-
i was thinking.. we should never place too much hopes on other people because u must know that anything could happen in the future no matter how things may be right now.. so vicki was right when she said that we should always leave a way out for ourselves and not devote ur life completely to something or someone else..
so that got me re-considering my thoughts about working in hong kong.. so i should probably prepare more adequately for the upcoming Global Banks Networking session..that means getting a new suit..:)
well yue does have a point in saying she doesnt believe in love..
because sometimes i doubt it too.
vicki, yue and i were discussing on the topic of True Love today after FYP..
what vicki said makes sense..she said that in this world that can never be true love.. or love that lasts forever.. its just up to the two parties to work on it and keep it going.. sometimes vicki can make alot of sense.. i mean these things are hard to see and to picture unless you've been thru it.. but not for her.. she can see things with much fore-sight.. right icki san? hahaha
well i was thinking about it.. and although i think it makes sense.. but i also believe that there can be true love.. i've seen it happen with hy's parents.. his daddy is very loving towards his mummy.. even after a long marriage.. i dont see just effort to keep it going.. i still see passion in them.. so i believe in love lasting for a life time..
but then again.. on the other end.. i believe there could be love between two people.. but no.. how should i put it.. love without fate? without that connection.. its like two people can be so deeply inlove but.. they just lack something in common.. and its just kinda difficult to be together.. and if you've different frequencies.. different thoughts, different goals, with so much difference between them, how do you build a future together.. with however much effort put in, would it work out..no matter how much they love each other, these differences can never be changed..
what do you do when this happens?
totally does not feel like school has started.. i dont have any drive to start studying.. my notes.. printed.. but not read.. one word says it all: SIAN
listening to F.I.R's latest album.. feels like being in dear's car.. except nothing's moving.. i cant feel him.. i dont see the sun.. and the mountains.. or the crazy drivers around..
on my bed.. thinking of dear's bed.. on which i slept for 8 nights.. paul yip was right.. u always desire for what is not yours.. international trade! probably the only thing that i remembered from his lecture.. i like paul yip.. he's so cute.. the way he laughs.. and his lecture reminds me of when i was studying in hk.. his accent brings me back to HKU.. ah paul rules. ;D
year 4.. time to attend recruitment talks.. send in resumes.. time to think about my career.. should i apply for work here or hk.. think think think..this needs some serious consideration.
i need to get my engine going for some serious hardcore mugging soon.. someone help me..
