i hate school. not because of the workload. but because of the people there. i dislike the people there. i wanna get out of it. 3 and a half more years. i wont see them again. i hope i never meet them. dsgusting shit. *rolls eyes*
i really dont understand why they are like that man. morons. -_-''
if i need'nt leave maybe another couldnt have taken my place and that special friendship would still be ours alone.
i'm not an angel. there are some things i dont like sharing. and this is one of them.
but of course i dont have control over it. because i'm already out of the picture.. and i'm jus an aside. but i guess i dont have to brood over it cuz the end is bound to come anwayz..
i dont mind being the middleman la.but sometimes it feels weird. i can see both side of the story. i can feel both their sadness. and i can help. and i will. ;D
went to bilu darlz house on sunday to help with her report..
we were supposed to watch a movie with kwokz and huijie but in the end everythin jus didnt turn out well...but i still had fun..well after i got over the guilt of making huijie wait and wait..;P
so after the K session, we went to play pool with kwokz, wenyong and dehua. we were all so so players..although dehua stood out more..bilu was also quite pro at some point of time..it was impressive! but also quite funny the way she played..cuz she'd always hit really hard it kinda scares me..hahaa..
oh the funniest player was of course KWOKZ!! hahaha..he was so funny.. i had an awful stitch on my side for bloody long but i still couldnt stop laughing despite the pain..
it was funny cuz he was freakin 'sway' as in unlucky, throughout..and it was his facial expression that made us all laugh so hard..like for one game, he shot the white ball in 4 times..and in another, it went in three times.. i cant believe how unlucky one can get!!!
hahahaa..so after that..i went to bilu's house to do her stuff..and boy was it tough..
we started quite late and only stopped at 4 am! and we still werent even halfway through partly cuz of the bad internet connection.. i feel bad for her.. ah well we were practically stoned by 4am...and i couldnt think anymore..so i suggested gg to sleep..
the 2nd day went pretty much smoothly until it was time to hand up her report.. i shall not go into details but say that it was a very bad day for her.. she couldnt have been more unlucky and this time it aint funny.
ah well despite all the problems we've had..i still enjoyed staying over at her house..and i wouldnt mind doing another report just so i could stay at her house ok maybe a
little..haha it was good to sleep beside her.. like life couldnt have been better..haha ;D LoVe you deariez!! cant wait for thurs to go tanning.. ;D i pray it be SUNNY that day..until our skin almost burns..hahahaa..until ppl have to wear sun block even when they sit in the bus hahahahaa
then the whole nation can tan tgt!! hahahaa ;)
ah well..so after i left her house at around 6.50pm, i took a cab down to meet Jacky darlz..i felt so bad leaving her cuz she was feeling so grouchy and in a bad mood at all..but i really couldnt push back my appointment with jacky cuz we had to buy a prezzie for serene..
but anywayz.. i was supposed to meet him at 6..and then i pushed it back to 6.30..and then to 7..hahaa..and in the end i reached at 7.20..hahaa.. so the first thing he said when he saw me was ' ZHU TOU..'
but ah well..he wasnt pissed or anything.. he cant possibly be, with me..muahaha!
we walked around aimlessly for a while cuz we had absolutely no idea what to get for her..and in the end he suggested a fourleaf clover handphone accessory..so alright then..we got that for her lo.. so we went to have dinner at around 9 plus at the foodcourt at Wisma..it was quite a nice place..and then we talked there for pretty long.. ok i wasnt talking much but i was listening la..it takes 2 to converse ok! hahaa..so i found out more stuff about him when he was younger.. and he was talking about how so many girls liked him when he was in china..'pAH!!' hahahaa.but he does have a good character la..
so we talked alot on the way..and he also made fun of me
alot along the way..which wasnt surprising.. like there was a moment when i wanted my book back so i stretched out my hand..and he went like ' ni3 gan4 ma2? ren2 jia1 you4 mei2 you3 yao4 qian1 ni3 de shou3. zhen1 shi4 bu2 yao4 lian3'
see this type of thing he also can say out..he then bu yao lian lo..hahaha
haiz..but all in all..it was a great night..great day with two of my fav peepz..what more could i ask for ;)
the fishies died...
i wasnt particularly attached to them nor am i feeling very sad.. they've only been with us for 2-3 days..but ah..now our mini aquarium looks quite empty..
weve had 6 fish. now there're only 3!!
there were the two small pearl-scaled goldfish..Xi Xi and Kiwi.. and one super big fat ugly one named Fei Zai by my sis's bf..and there were two supposedly clown fish.. Dan Dan and Xiao Xiao..and there was a suckerfish...but it was just stoned all day long so we didnt bother naming it..
and Xi Xi, Fei Zai and the suckerfish are gone..
we're suspecting it might be the water thats dirty..we're also thinking that it might be Dan Dan and Xiao Xiao who were seen snapping and biting off the goldfish..
and when we came back there were like small chunks of scales that were missing from the pearl-scaleds..
the ironic thing is..we named them(ok i named them) Dan Dan and Xiao Xiao cuz we thought they were dan xiao..(meaning timid) and now they're actually the terrorizing ones..
i hate fish. no just the unsightly ones.. but ah well God made all things. who am i to judge whether they're beautiful or not.
quiz today!!!! arrghz..i mean all of us suspected it but i was half hoping it wouldnt be today...
oh well one of my courses had a random quiz today..although almost everyone knew it was today cuz it was stated in the very first course outline..it was kinda stupid yaknow..they took it out and gave us a new outline but everyone had already known then that the quiz would be this week.. maybe they did it deliberately to help us..sheesh..ok to help those who were hardworking,..and i'm obviously not one of them so i didnt benefit from it..
i'm like so sure i'm gonna flunk it cuz i was just picking out answers that looked ok to me..and none of them were calling out to me! bleughz..
ah well..i have decided not to mope about it any longer..i shall do better in my project and the other industrial reports for this course..yes and i shall no longer be a bum for the other courses!!
buck up buck up!!
ok so here are the list of things i'd have to complete within my one week break.
- Assignment 2 for Craft of writing
- a few free writings for portfolio
- complete tutorials 5, 6, 7 for maths.
- Do holiday Assignment for math.
- read textbk for all math tutorials and redo everyone
- do all supplementary questions for math
- read textbk for all micro tutorials and redo everyone
- do holiday Assignment for micro
- read through all money and banking tutorials
- Do money and banking holiday assignment
- do report for plant visit for CH802
man..NOT much la..grrr
and my planned outings...??
- suntanning at sentosa with bilu & gang
- swimming with bilu
- SMC with yunz
- m'sia with carene
- shopping with sis
- dating with jacky?!
PoOH!! PAH!! suffocating..bleughz..
dear brother with jacky and jack's wifey..
watching Endless Love.
i wish i could talk to my brother like that..play with him..laugh with him..
but all that we do is through the phone.
and he's leaving soon..so..sigh..i wonder if he'd really come back to celeb my birthday with me. ;(
hmmz i've been pretty busy lately..trying to complete my ever-piling amount of work..(a mount of work..geddit? wahahaha)
went to huijie's birthday bbq last night..we bought a soccer ball and a cake for him..i personally like the ball very much..cuz its texture was so nice! and it was like shiny silky met white..if u get wad i mean..but ah qing and i saw a shiny pink one as well..and i seriously wanted to get that for him cuz i thought it was ultra cool..hahaa..but then she didnt think it was very guy-ish..hahA..
we wanted to get like facial foam and body scrub..stuff like that for him..since he's such a hygiene freak..wahaha..but then we saw the balls when we were looking for a jersey for him.. those jerseys..whoa..way out of our budget..
after ah qing and i were done with buying his gift, we headed down to clementi to meet yz on the way there.. the trip to east coast was quite fast cuz we were just talking and talking.. haha
and then when we were there..yz and i were kinda out of place..cuz there were large groups of ppl..like SA guys team which were 1 yr older than us.. and there were his NS buds, and then there was S82...so we talked a bit at the sea.. it was damn funny cuz Yz didnt wanna wet her shoes but in the end she did anywayz..the waves were too quick for her! haha ;D we didnt stay for too long..i didnt talk to huijie much cuz he was quite busy..but i guess there'll be other times for that.. ;)
oh and i met Jacky a few days back..again it was a fun-filled day cuz he always makes me laugh alot..even though he does horrible mean things to me..like tricking me into going another way and then leaving me stranded looking stupid while he walks away laughing..&()^)^*86
we wanted to catch a movie but because he came quite late like at 7 plus there werent any movies at that time..and i was afraid that the 9 plus ones wld end too late for moi..
so we went to have dinner at mac's..i think he had a craving for it hahaa..but i was quite sick of mac's. i eat it quite a lot in sch..but we went there anway (is there any logic in me saying this? like i was sick of it but i ate there anyway.. -_-'' dont understand myself stimes)
and then we didnt have anything to do and he wanted to get sthing from his cousin..so i accompanied him all the way down to hougang to meet her..we talked alot along the way..like how work has been for him.. how people have changed there and how disappointed he was with some peepz..and along the way he kept saying that i dont sit like a girl..and that my sitting posture was so unsocial and ugly..yada yada yada nag nag nag.. ah well i was wearing baggy pants that day so i didnt see a point in me trying to sit all lady-like all the way..
taking the NEL and passing clark quay brought back alotta memories..jus felt i dont know.. felt sigh-y..hahahaaaa..wadeva that is la..
oh well i hope i'll go out with him soon again becuz he takes my mind off sch..just like i can take his mind of work..hahaa
BHB right..so!? its true k! hahhaa..LOLZ
happy birthday to ah net, hui jie, hui yi, yen fang. ;D
no more human fenome project or stem cell research!! noooo..nooo..!!
sorry having a nightmare.. this industrial report is driving me nuts. how do i not plagiarise when almost everything is in technical terms..i dun even know what they are..how do i write them in my own words!! argghz..
man this is more of a nightmare than attending V Lee's A math class. or Paul Yip's money and banking tutorial...
sheeesh..
wanted to spend the day on my industrial report and my craft of writing assignment today..
but guess what! i ended up gavallanting in town with bilu deariez.. ha!
i do love shopping but thats when i have money..wahaha..cuz it saddens me when i really like sthing and then find that i cant buy it yet cuz i have to save for sthing more important..like presents for birthdays..i guess i dont mind juz sacrificing a little la ;D
but i do like watching ppl shop..esp bilu..becuz its amusing. it amuses me to see how she can think for like 30 mins on juz a simple skirt..ok la its not simple..its nice cuz i like it too..ahaha.. but she can be in a dilemna with herself for soooo long over 2 colours..ha! and in the end when we left the shop for like 10 mins, we still had to go back cuz she finally decided (while walking on the road!!) that she liked the other one better.(that explains why she wasnt talking haaa!) ah well it was partly my fault cuz i told her on our way out that i liked the other one better..
haiz women!! fickle!! hahaa..but i feel happy when she's happy..haha..(muackiez to u deariez!!)
then i went home..wanted to do a little work..but then i saw my lovers in paris vcd and decided against it. so here i am..after i completed my show..not doing work but blogging -_-''' i dont understand myself sometimes. ok la go do research already.
From Lovers in Paris:
You taught me two things. One, how to love somebody. Two, how to break up with somebody u love. but i guess i'm a little slow. Cuz i've only learnt the first one.
i love that show! ;D
