Believe Me by Mike Shinoda
i quite like this one..well i've always like this guy..and he's cute..wahahaa..
seriously dun wanna go to school!! arrghz..
i wont be there when u go down...
sing along everyone hahahaai spent 90 bucks to make myself look like a century old demon...Merry christmas Sandra.
arrrghzz..i'm so ashamed of my hair..it looks totally awful..i can now conclude V-D can cut great hair but they cant colour it..my hair looks like arrghz!!
okok so i chose the colour myself but..man i thought they'd known better than me how the colour would turn out..
ok i wanted to get some highlights..so i said i wanted a trim and blonde highlights..but the highlights didnt turn out nice..so my hairdresser asked if i wanted to add on another colour to make it look more ya know..blended cuz blonde didnt suit my natural hair colour..so i chose this colour called almond brown..it looked really dark in the catalogue and it was supposed to make the highlights look blue-ish..and it turned out horrendous..i only noticed how bad and odd and awful it looked at home..its like my hair has a really golden brown base and grey highlights..(my hairdresser calls it Ash) sounds cool right..but seriously i look like a 90 year old woman..its 90 bucks well spent..u get a year's worth of maturity for every dollar spent..WeLL Done..
i feel like shaving it all off..
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul...hahaa..what a wonderful laughter-filled christmas eve i had!!
i was kinda sick in the morning with flu and sore throat..so i pretty much slept thru my day.. then i got ready to meet Jacky DarLz in town..it was freakin raining so hard at home here but it was pretty dry in town so that wasnt too bad..haha ;D
yeah well..thank goodness i bought him a shirt for christmas bcuz he was wearing his black-striped yellow-based shirt again..we headed to cine to get our tix first..there were soooo many ppl..but i like crowds on occasions like this..its more christmassy this way...haha..so after we bought them we went to CrystaL Jade at Taka for dinner..it was such a long wait n i was starving so bad..haha..the food was oook only la..but well at least we had our fill..it was a good thing i got him a present cuz he didnt allow me to pay for anything as usual (altho my mum was pretty pleased to hear that..yeah she's that cheapskate..at first she was persuading me not to go out with him cuz she thinks he might be a pervert but once she heard that he paid for dinner and stuff..everything suddenly - miraculously becomes fine.. -_-''')
after a short walk we had to go for our movie..so that was pretty much it..the show 'Perhaps Love' was ok..i didnt think it was all that good..and Jack kept commenting abt almost everything during the show so it was hard not to laugh.. it was a pity i forgot to bring my cam tho..i refused to take a neoprint with him haha cuz the shop was infiltrated with kids..super weird if the two of us walked in..esp with him..wahaha..ppl wld think wah - father and daughter man..hahahaa ;D
then it was off to church while he went home..
i loved today..haha ;D
Christmas is ard the corner..it has always been my fav season..bcuz it is juz very special..i love christmas..i used to have a lot of fun during christmas cuz i've always spent christmas at my aunty's house and our few families would party thru the night and then we'd stay over at their house..i always loved staying over bcuz they had air-con( we din have it then)
And their house is ginormous as compared to ours( or so it seemed then cuz i was little) .. and we'd have sparklers and lots of good food and a little wine and also the opening of presents..and then as i grew up..i spent christmas helping out at church..we were always busy doing sthing helping out with someone..practicing carolling..altho i muz admit i hardly sang because i dont wanna give the folks a heart attack with my "singing". (yeah think nails gg across a blackboard yeah!)
i always had a lotta fun during christmas..but christmas in the recent yrs seemed so dead.. there juz aint no point in celebrating when there's hardly anyone around..i'm no longer in my church yth grp..we no longer had parties at my aunt's since Cousin Joy went to England for her studies (she's working there now).. mum's always working on christmas eve, my sis's always with her bf (i dont blame them for that)..and i'm left with my dad..who's asleep 80% of the time..
i juz wish i had someone special to spend it with..i mean i dont mind spending it with my family but no one's around during Xmas at all..and they dont show Home Alone on tv anymore.. i loved Macaulay Culkin.. ' KeViN!!!!' i loved Home Alone1 and 2..i hated 3 cuz they changed the lead..
All i want for christmas is to spend it differently this year!!
i miss you so much i hate myself
