wah lao..two more days before my contract expires..help! i dont wanna leave! Why do Good things come to an end huh!! i'll miss Linen Room, Amisah,the RAs,sim-like Ricko,Phili Boy who always calls me China Girl, ever so funny Mazlan, Hassan,nice nice Winslow,my smelly locker,cages who give me bruises everyday,stupid lifts which close on me and goes up when i wanna go down,i shall continue nxt time...hahaait isnt a good feeling manz..haiz..headache headache..-_-!! its difficult to love as it is to be loved.true. so God shouldnt you let them have it their way..since itz difficult for the above to happen. maybe i shldnt be questioning. i mean ultimately he knows best right. but for once couldnt u let me have it my way.what do u want me to do huh.leave it all behind and move on izzit.sorry i refuse to do so. i will not let myself forget him. yes i'm defying you. i'm going against you. one may take a lifetime to forget someone. but thats because one doesnt want to. GeDDiT. is it possible to feel so elated one moment and then so let down the next..haiz..yes it is !! but i'm still full of hope ok ;) hahahaha!!! ;D God isn't blind, God isn't deaf. And he loves Me.. i'm so happy HaPPy HAPPY !!! ;)this is great..MmMMuAcKzZ...i feel like i'd never be sad again. ;P
was in town just now to sort of have a belated celebration for XiaoJie and a be-early one for Stace.ate at turkish restaurant. i felt so sleepy and tired i have no idea why..not like i had work today..not that i din sleep enough..weird!! and i had this puzzling sadness in me so much so i couldnt really laugh at the things they were talking about. no really..i usually know why i'm sad but today No..i'm freakin clueless and in awe of myself. gosh maybe this is how the ReAL PMS works..thanx i feel cheated..and i thought the previous kind of moodyness and super-sensitivity was bad enough. This is the ultimate sia!! There must have been a dementor around. Expecto Patronum. i wonder what form my patronus will take. Now where's my bloody wand.. i really shouldnt be staying at home..hoobastank's blasting..Eminem's cussing..but i still cant get him out of my mind..
weird. itz been 3 wks since he's left. it feels so long ago. shld i even bother writing.. itz been on my mind for quite a while. but i really do want to know how he's doing. and i cant possibly ask the others..it'd be like so weird.
i'm leaving in about a weeks time. i dont wanna leave. though i do have quite abit of sad memories there, itz got its fair share of good moments as well. and itz the place that holds the most memories of him. itz probably the only place that'll retain his presence..get what i mean? i dont really..but yeah.
india.russia.pakistan.laos. korea. somewhere over there.
Happy family!! this time we got a security guard to help us take this one..we wanted full length..and true enough he din miss out a single detail..including our feet..ur job certainly grows on u after some time
Smilez !! Feli thinks she's damn tall..either that or she's scratching her ass..hahahaa
This pic concludes what kinda camera man we have..an impatient one.
FeLi, Ries, Ting, Me, BiLu ` Anti CW dir n
Bilu's master piece..i think itz damn cool..look at the back ground man!! hahaaz..everyone's melting..know why?? Cuz We'Re HoT!!!
Me With Darlingz Bilu!!
How can you be Happy When Someone You Love Leaves you behind ?Catch chase every Thursday, 8.30pm on 5 ;)__________________________________________________________________
我听见你的声音
有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记得有一个人
永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天 爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远
一定会让它实现
我会亲亲在你耳边对你说(对你说)
我爱你爱着你
就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你
不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你
http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0411/502620.html_________________________________________________________________
Walking the path we used to walk
You're no longer here with me
Sitting on the couch without you by my side
i feel the solitude amidst the people
Laughing along with all the crazy nonsense
i feel i shouldnt be
Awaking from my thoughts i look around
It isnt you who's staring at me
Aint no more need to see who's back
It couldnt be you anyway
Sometimes i wish u could give a surprise
By coming back one day
Havent written a poem for donkey years feel so out of touch
but this one'll do.
hi ppl..i'm feeling much better ;D
i wish i could say i posted all those stuff jz to test and see if u guys still care for me..but ya it'd be a real lame attempt at assuring u guys right..
yup no kidding i was hit pretty hard by the love bug..haha..in a bad way but i can say that i'm really out to enjoy myself these days ;P i've been shopping tons with YuNz the past 2 days it was crazy...but i had a gr8t time..shopping and me seriously couldnt have been further apart until a couple of days ago. YES girls will be girls..i mean women seriously will always be women..and i'm a woman !!! hahaa..i love shopping now..retail therapy soooo works for me..it makes me real happy when i buy something ya probably even happier than when i eat chocolates from RoYcE..and it drains u out so much u actually wont rmbr a thing..
itz been a week since he left. no. itz been a week since he was sent back.
Ang's been talking abt him now and then..saying how much she liked him cuz he was a good person..he never argued with amisah, he always asked before he took things and he always shared whatever he could spare. itz ppl like him that actually cancel off all the negative feelings i have for certain disgusting PRCs. itz ppl like Jacky, Jimmy, Bill, Sam, Ronald..(oh man the list goes on..) actually itz everyone else but Tony that actually offsets the hatred i feel for ppl like Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony and Tony. Yup. Bullseye. its him. gasp. not surprising actually. gosh i'm actually doing myself wrong by letting his stupid name appear in my blog gosh. why oh why. i wonder..
Mummy's boiled corn soup today. YaY !!! Yummy..off to have home cooked dinner..itz never tasted better. And yes! there's Chocolates and DuRiAn for dessert. what more could i ask for. ;)
