Friday, August 27, 2004

My Happy Ending

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

WPP..Sarang Heyo



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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

ultra sad

devastated..Mark chay has changed his Friendster settings..and now i can't send him msges cuz i'm nt in his freaking personal network..what the hell is this man!! i wanna freaking sue friendster...why do they haave to have this type of stupid thingy!!! arrghz..stupid shitheads !!
i feel my heart dying..seriously..i haven felt this way for a reeeally long time...not since Beckham's affair..which i still dun believe..i dun think i ever will..ahhhh!!! why?!! i wanna talk to Mark Chay !!! i wanna let him noe how much i support him and stuff but this FREAKING system doesnt allow it..bloody hell! whoever thought of all these shit can all eat themselves.

absolutely heartbroken.

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Monday, August 16, 2004

Grrr...

Prelims starts next week. what more have i got to say. itz a shitty feeling when u see people around u having done so much and u so little. and when some of ur friends give u that attitude. i've been reeally trying hard to restrain myself from saying this here...but i cant stand it no longer..i have to say it or i'll go crazy... FUCK man!! who the hell does it think it is man...i certainly do not deserve this and what the hell..2 can play this game..watch out..totally F*ed up by some ppl's behaviour. dammit man..shall n0t get worked up further over this piece of shit..its turning my whole blog vulgar..***!!
**thinking of chocolates from Royce...sharing them with Susilo on my right and Mark Chay on my left..with Beckham on my..er...in my head..**

ok. feel better. ;P


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Wednesday, August 04, 2004

ItZ DonE...

i've done it! i feel a sense of doom coming..yes u muz be thinking what the hell i did right..what have i done this time round..heh..ookay..i juz forged my dad's signature on my progress report..fine..some of you might by 'cheying' away now..but what the hell..i spent a freaking 15 mins practicing on a piece of paper..and by the time i felt sure of myself..the paper was loaded..but when i shifted my pen from the paper to my report..i couldnt do it still!! my hand was trembling like i was on drugs...so i practiced a few hundred more times (i'm kiddin of course..) and when i finally signed on it..it totally didnt look like those on the rough piece..shit!! but what the heck..itz already done..i juz have to pray that my CT wldnt be taking a 2nd look at it.. *heart-thumping* hmmz..i wanted to donate some of my precious (right...) blood today in sch..i was thinking real hard all through econs whether i shld do it cuz i'm really scared of needles..and finally i made up my mind and decided to give it a try..and so i stepped into LCK hall and grabbed a form to fill in my details..there were quite a lotta ppl there already..and i had the jitters when i sat down for my turn to take my blood pressure..the docs there were really nice..the nurses there even gave out stickers that says ' Be Gentle On Me' or sthing for first timers..haha..cool..of course i stuck mine on my sleeve so that everyone cld see it..and i even checked on it every few mins to see if it was still there..haha..juz in case yaknow..they were rough with me..and finally it was my turn..i was quite ready for the pain and everything ya know..i really was!! and the doc had to tell me i had low blood pressure..sianz kena rejected .. i couldnt believe it man!! i was so pissed that i went 'SHIT!' in front of the doc..he was really nice and polite..=P i didnt even wait for him to finish talking and i juz stood up and walked away...but i did hear him mutter a thank you to me.. but he cld have 'broken' the news to me in a nice way...=P like maybe' sorry but ur blood pressure's too low' or sthing..but nooo..he had to go ' wah..cannot lar..sorry cannot..cannot..low blood pressure' thanx yeah? u make me feel like i'm a diseased, infected cat..=P juz when i had the courage to..=( ah well..fate has it.. back to mugger mode.. hardly..



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