Wednesday, July 28, 2004

CooL..

today was such a cool day. ok firstly the weather was cool..then 2ndly i signed an 'autograph' for Piggy..my absolute idol in SA other than Melvin..hahaa..shall call him SistA HuI from now on.. (Hui JIE..get it?) ah haa...thirdly i had GP to cheer me up..ok i have GP everyday and everyday i wonder... whatever did we do to deserve such a cool teacher like Mrs Goh..ok maybe my class is cool thats why..Ha!
Hmmz..one thing that wasnt cool was that YunZ was..i dont know..it juz felt strange..she had this look in her eyes that told me she wasnt very happy..and she didnt smile / laugh as much today..hmmz..muz be Bh..*sticks out tongue at him*
ooh and JE is definitely a cool place to do my work..firstly itz ClEaN..hahaa..2ndly..itz near my house..3rdly there's a straight bus there from school..and most imptly there's a security guard who'd wake me up..haha.. yes.. it was a security guard..i think..thats wad joyce said..cuz by the time i woke up he was gone already..haa...nice job..he woke me with one tap..cooL...
yay tmr gg to Suntec for Teochew porridge buffet to celebrate Lao Da's birthday..heh.. eat  eat eat eat eat eat!!! okok back to work first..*dribbles* <== double meaning hahaa!
 

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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

BrUdDeRHuD

finally!! i caught Brotherhood today..and oh man was it good..ok maybe some may not think so..and i definitely wld have preferred if they toned down a `LiL on the gruesome bloodshit..but i'm happy being able to look at Won Bin for two and a half hours..heh..and Shu hui said i might cry a little..crap..i started crying within the first what 3 mins of the movie??..and it got me sniffing my nose off all throughout the movie ... gave me such a headache at the end of it all..Won Bin juz looks so cute!!!! i Luurve him..absolutely..

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

Beauty And The Beast

Beauty and The Beast

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast


i wouldnt mind falling in love with a beast..but of course he musnt be a beast within..and the other thing is..i'm hardly beauty..Ha! oh well..i've always loved DisNey cartoons..
the other day someone said something reeeally nice to me but for all i know he/she might be saying it to everyone else..but i dont't care..it juz makes me happy..makes me glow..=)
i saw the both of them talking to each other the other day..and i felt a little uncomfortable..problem is..which one of them is making me feel this discomfort?? =?

***So This is how it ends***

DoNt Wanna Give up. But i know i have to. *frowns*

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

=/

i feel the emotions..no this is something i haven felt in yeeears now. hello now. the angel of my nightmare...=/ i hate this feeling. this feeling that i have to depend on someone. i want to be strong again. i want to feel like no one else can affect me. i AM strong. i will not give in. No. Nobody can affect me. Not anyone. Not you. No.


"Emotion"

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Dont cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight



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Sunday, July 11, 2004

ShE..

ShE..

She's got small toes and small hands...
She's got a smile akin to an angel...
She's hasnt got perfect teeth but it makes her HER..
She's got a kind soul..generous and warm..
She's got eyes that twinkle and hair that shines..
And when she smiles nothing can compare...
She's not perfect but she's perfect for me..


Wishing It Was

Beauty and grace is what touches me most
Good times can put me in fear
I always feel safe when things are bad
So I can not let you come near
It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things
I always feel alive when the death bell rings
Now you have come and bring out the tears in me

Pain never makes me cry
But happiness does
It's so strange to watch my life walk by
Wishing it was
Wishing it was more like a fantasy
Where everyday surprises me
Wishing it was

This feeling won't last
毛Cause I can not survive
I tell you I've been here before
When it's movin' this fast
It's a matter of time
One of us walks out that door
It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things
I always feel alive when the death bell rings
Now you come and you bring out the tears in me

But happiness does
It's so strange to watch my life walk by
Wishing it was
Wishing it was more like a fantasy
Where everyday surprises me
Wishing it was

Give this some thought
And I'm sure you will know
This is the way it must be
Emotions will rise
Emotions will flow
You bring out the tears in me
You bring out the tears in me




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Saturday, July 10, 2004

=P

He believes that the future is in the hands of the present..
He never gives up despite failing more than 80 auditions..
He is always confident, courageous and doing his best..
And when he smiles the world becomes brighter..
He is none other than Jang Hyuk..

Name: Jang Hyuk
Real name: Jung Yong-Joon
Management Company:SidusHQ
Birthdate: 1976.12.20
Birth place: Pusan(north of Korea)
Family: Parents and a younger brother
Height/Weight/FootSize: 177cm, 63kg, 275mm
Blood Type: O
Hobby: Watching films, writing scripts

Ideal Partner: He does not care how she looks like.
What matters most is there must be chemistry/feelings between them.

Personality: He is a person of few words, but can be very talkative when talking about
his works.
Shy towards strangers but very sincere and kind to the people he likes.

www.acejanghyuk.com


Juz thought y'all might wanna know..=p

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Ra rA RaH...

today was a reeeally special day for me..heh..not only cuz it was my birthday..but bcuz i celebrated it with the most important and special ppl in my life..haha..reeally happy to have spent it with them..i have a lot of things to say actually..i was so extremely excited and happy from morning till evening but i think cuz of that my energy got drained...itz like having met with the Dementors or sthing..for those who don't read Harry Potter..or haven watched the third movie (where the hell were u ?!!)..the dementors are the guards of Azkaban..the prison in the world of wizards..and they juz suck out all ur happy memories...really cool..haha..

i guess this birthday is really the best one ever..ppl i didnt think would rmbr..wished me early in the morning and all through the day..haha..juz feel so special..esp when ppl like Feli..one of my very best pals from sec sch..Ivan..my dear Numbermate..Qiwei..my beloved Kor Kor..Yusheng..my very own Wifey..Kwokz..my very old friend and ex-private tutor..haha..and all those friends whom i knew from first 3 mths too..they remembered!! and i feel so guilty for not remembering some of theirs..and of course i'll try harder nxt year..=P

i think juz a simple SmS from anyone at all will keep me smiling throughout the day...haha..i appreciate those who msged me once the clock struck 12..haha..really man..haha

And horrible Luke...called me only at 1.45pm right!! u shld be ashamed of urself!! my own hubby somemore right!?! but oh well..since i have a new Beckham poster to cheer me up..i shall be nice to u =P

Oh well...tho' today wasnt as fun as i thought it would be cuz everyone seemed so tired..i reeeeally enjoyed the company =D So glad that so many of u came down to sing song with me..hahahaha..Love you all to bits!! Thanx deear all!!

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Friday, July 09, 2004

LoVeLy...

today was absolutely fabwonderful..firstly school started at 2 in the afternoon...secondly..there was only 2 lectures!! 2 no brainer lectures..but i did learn something new today..during Maths Lect..wonderful experience..haha..and then we had our college day..the prize-giving ceremony and all..it was all pretty boring until the end..that was when the dancers came on...wholly cow...they were damn cool...like DAMN DAMN DAMN (to infinity)cool larz!! our dancers are really the best..well afteral..Nicolle is Pres. of dance society..if u knew her...u'd know exactly how cool the dance society can be..the main dancers are reeeally chio..actually all of 'em are..well almost..and most importantly they reeally can dance..as in not that kinda ballet type dance...like really hip hop, jazz and all...and i bet they can do ballet as well..haha..really man..really i cant get those girls off my mind...they are hot!! well the concert band were cool as well..esp Ah Net's class rep...she juz looks so cool playing the sax..i mean how many girls can play it..AND how many can play it like she does..she juz has this style..and this thing that sorta attracts me..this charm..hmmz..yunz agreed too..
Geok gave me a balloon today..the type they sculpt it into shapes and all..Geok gave me a poodle..it was so cute!!! UNTIL it deflated..and at the end of the day i was left with only itz head!! but it still looks cute..tho a little pathetic...oh yah my sis gave me a reeeeally big Pooh bear..so huggable..and cute!! i juz love Pooh..and itz holding a pot that says HUNNY..Haa..so cute!! and then Yunz gave me a chocolate bar..that was sooo nice of her..cuz she was actually hungry when she gave it to me..heh..i cant wait to see what she did for me..heez..and...this is it...BH gave me...*drumroll*...a BECKHAM keychain!!!! hahahaha..oh man..i was so shocked..man...shocked i was...was i shocked?!! haha..ok gg crazy..that was so sweet of him..ya know..thats why i love him more than Yunz's previous...haha..
oh yah 1 more.Hui Jie gave me a Me-To-You bear..thats one of my favourites..other than Pooh..juz has a lot of meaning to me..that was another shocker..cuz i thought he'd give me another Beckham merchandise..but no..he gave me this!! surprise surprise..life is full of surprises..reeally nice surprises..that...was really nice..*smilez*

Good Luck To me for tmr's Listening Compre..i really hope i can get 9/10..heh..everyone keep ur fingers crossed yeah!!

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Thursday, July 08, 2004

Ah Ma, Ah Net, Ah Qing, YunZ, Monaq, Geok, Yz, Liwei, Stacy, Eunice, Xiao Jie

Go to the below link and click on track 2...
"http://www.boxup.com/gb/music/album/1999/12/album844.htm"
...And ThAts aLL i HavE to Say about friends really..in the past i didnt used to be as close with my family...i used to think that friends were the most important people in my life..and now that i've grown even closer to my family..i realise that my friends are still as important to me..just as important as my family is to me right now..
i juz reeally love my friends..ok maybe not all of them..but there is this special group of 11 people..and they are the ones whom i've dedicated this blog to..Cuz i reeally love them a LoT.. and if someone were to ask me if i was attached..i would very much like to say i have 11 girlfriends..and i love them all the same..and even more as a whole..i juz love every moment i spend with them..anyone of them..and juz a smile from anyone of them can carry me through a crazy school day..no matter what happens..i Love you guys!! i'm sooo looking forward to spending my birthdy with you..this year's will be the best one ever..really..=)

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

6.5 more weeks

As you can see...only 6.5 more weeks to prelims..i think i reeally cant make it..haha..but i will try...=P Today was absolutely fine..started lessons late and sch ended early..and the fact that i didnt receive any of my Block Test results made it even finer..heh..i reeeally hope i can pass at least 1 subj...and yes..shut ur mouth..those of you gaping in awe or rather shock...it is that bad k..well at least i passed my Chinese Listening Compre..i've got 9/10 ok!! so much better than the 4/10 i got in secondary sch..that was absolutely atrocious...
As usual, my favourite lesson was GP..cuz itz always so relaxing and fun!! I LOVE MRS HELEN GOH!! she is juz so darn interesting..she juz makes learning easy without effort..and she's so funny in everyway...at least her sarcasm doesnt point towards us..soooo unlike the previous one..
oh yah and i attended my first tutorial with Mrs Choo...she's funny..but i feel she's a little fast..much faster than Mr Peh..itz like i dont even have much time to think when she talks..sigh...i guess i juz love Mr Peh's teaching style..he's the best ever..ok i know it doesnt show from my results..but ReaLLy..he's the best..
well i was there in the morning with the BaLLers..being with them is juz pure fun even at school..and Ah ma was sitting right beside me..*heh* hope she's not reading this...i think she's so cute...and i still feeling like hugging her everytime i see her..but i know she doesnt like it...so i try my best not to whenever i can..currently i'm doing quite well restraining myself..hahaha..and she's responding quite well too..haha..as in she talks to me more often than in the past..not that she talks alot..BUT still..heh..and now she hits me everytime she sees me..haha..YES it is really hard and painful cuz she's really strong..i dont know whether she goes Physio to strengthen her arms or legs..BUT..haha..i can bear the pain..at least she still shows me affection..albeit in the ..weirdest way..haha..
oh well..cant wait to see the ballers again tmr..hee..=)

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