Malacca with UOB BDG North!

Went Malacca last Sat ! Abt 3 hrs ride before we hit Malacca and we feasted on yummy seafood & Chinese cuisine !!!


Buddy !!!


BFFs !!!


BDG North !!!


Us again !!! :)

Asian Champs !

Going China in 15hrs time ! :) Can't wait man... Haha. Will be back on 14th ! Hope for the best :) :) :)

Frustrations...

Wasn't in too good mood today. Firstly its cause my stupid finger is still sore and swollen and it hurts everytime I write or type something *and that's actually like every other second though I pretend I'm ok*. Then I had slightly-less-than-nice people around me who thinks I have a high threshold for things when it's actually the other way round -_-'''

I used to have head on confrontations with my friends in the past and they would turn out real bad. We would start screaming at each other and the issue still remained unresolved. There was once I remembered such a confrontation left me and my best friend storming off on each other along the streets!

I feel that if ultimately, the only way to resolve things is to separate the 2 parties and give some time for both sides to cool down before any form of verbal confrontation, then the best take is to make your leave before something offensive comes out from your mouth. After awhile, when the anger is less overwhelming, that might be a better time to sort things out instead.

But sometimes I don't understand why people can be so insensitive when they obviously know that the other party is super pissed and they still don't hold their tongues. Oh well... I guess that all the more shows me the importance of 'taming the tongue' and what I should NOT do unto others.

Sigh... Zuo4 ren2 zhen1 nan2...

Trust

I was just thinking about the level of trust I have in my friends. Sometimes, I feel really sad that I can't communicate freely with certain friends anymore because there is no trust. But I guess it's part and parcel of life and it boils down AGAIN to the expectations I have of my friends.

Rarr... I need to manage my expectations of people around me man. I guess it's sometimes good not to have any expectation so I won't feel that disappointed even when my friend fails me.

Yifen !!! Where art thou... -_-'''

Reflections...

Sometimes I wonder if I have too high expectations of others, especially my close friends, to the extent that I make things very hard for everybody, including myself. Even towards people whom I work with, whether in school or in church, I often impose on others how I expect things to be done and make myself look like a total bitch. Maybe sometimes it's just good not to have expectations on others, especially to people who are close to me. Cos when they fail to live up to them, I will feel more disappointed than ever.

2009 Resolutions

1st on list
Train hard for the upcoming Asian Water Polo Champs

2nd
No more vulgarities

3rd
Improve on my lousy guitar skills

That's all for now! Hah...