I'm everything you're not...

Some idiot was quite mean to me today. HMPH! But nvm, I shall be nice and forgiving. Kekeke :)

Here I am, Send me

This was the theme of my youth church camp!!! Kekeke. It was quite fun la I must say. Though I sneaked off halfway on Tues evening for Carson's wedding and Wed evening for Glenn's party :p

Some pictures that I took!!! :)

Bridegroom Carson!!!


The Newly Wed Couple! :) Congrats Carson!!! Kekeke.

And now at Glenn's Party...

Dong & I (have not been in touch with her for quite awhile already. Miss miss!)


And this is Stupid Jipz. She's a damn annoying SMU biatch who always dua & bang seh her friends. Dong & I have tasted that already!!! ARGH...

(But we still love you la Jipz!!! Haha)


And here are our TJC 03/04 swimmers!!! Glenn put on weight lo!!! :0


TJC 20/03!!! Sports Class of the Year!


Our Birthday Boy!!! :) Aka Bestie!!! Haha.


Superman is Here!!!

Anyway, this camp made me re-think into many things in my life. Whether I'm going to compromise certain things for God or not etc. And of course, such things might have already been severely affected by other external factors, just that now, God stepped in to get me to make a firm decision. I am convicted and I guess it's really up to individuals to see for themselves where I'm coming from. *shrugs*

PS: Goodbye my dear friend. (2 mths 22 days)

Alvin & the Chipmunks!!!

It was really a nice nice show!!! Kekeke. I just watched it with Yifen at AMK hub after Carson's church wedding. Yifen was so retarded after the show. Kept humming the theme song. I won't mind if it sounded good, but our dear Ms. Tan here is tone deaf. Poor me... Sigh...

And then we went grocery shopping!!! Kekeke. And now I'm making herbal chicken soup. Must boil for 2.5 hrs... still got 1hr 15mins to go!!! Peng san... Tmr morning got church somemore, for sure late again. Haha.

Carson's Wedding!!!

Today, I went for Carson's church wedding at Serangoon Gardens. I was late as I had to pass by Caroline's house to pass her the Angel Tree stuff first before heading to Carson's wedding! So I missed the march in of the newly wed couple :( Sad sad...


I'm on my way there!!!

And I only managed to catch a glimpse of Mr. & Mrs. Goh as I was seated at the back. Sad sad again...


Can barely see their heads!!! :(

And I bumped into 2 old friends, Geri & T-Jian, at the wedding. It's been a long time since we've met!!!


Geri, T-Jian, me & Ade!!!

And lastly, presenting to everyone... the 2 most gorgeous sisters ever!!!


Jac & Ade!!! Wahaha... We've kicked poor Sulynn out. Kekeke :p

NTU Inter Hall Games 07/08

Next was Jian Long's inter hall games in NTU. I went to their SRC to support his waterpolo match against Hall 8. It was a thrashing match with score line 14-1. Hall 2 was obviously a much stronger team with star players like Jian Long (DUH), Keith & Joel. Jian Long alone scored 3 wonderful shots!!! It was all pretty cool until he bounced a shot from half line and MISSED... -_-''' Nonetheless, it was great game and the referee was none other than our Mr. Kenley Kwan!!! Haha. I think he was a little nervous as he kept blowing sacks (double whistles) when he meant only fouls (one whistle). Kekeke. Anyway, here are some of the fantastic action shots during the match.


Jian Long passing the ball to from the 2m line to the other end's 2m.


And blur me mistook this guy for my dear Jian Long!!! Peng... Haha!!! I was really far away when I took this shot though!!! So cannot blame me. Kekeke.


And this is Jian Long (Cap 14) breaking free from his defenders, dashing straight to the goal post from the other end and scoring a wonderful shot!!!

Haha. After that, we had lunch with Jame, Kenley and 2 of their friends at Jurong Point!!! Kekeke.

Wenfu & Irene's Wedding!!!

It has been a pretty wonderful week for me as it was lined up with a series of great events. First was Wenfu & Irene's weddding last Sat & Sun (8 & 9 Dec 2007).


Mr. & Mrs. Feng Wenfu & I (Church Wedding)

And then I was asked to be the Mandarin emcee for the banquet night. Kekeke :p


Adrian (English emcee) & I

And I had a da4 shou1 huo4 when I managed to take this unglam shot of the most glam lady in our church Elaine. Kekeke. So terrible hor???!!! Wahaha...


Gideon and Elaine. The next golden couple after Wenfu & Irene. Haha!

And of course, presenting to everyone... The 2 retards of Light Of Christ Church Woodlands (LOCCW)!!!


Marcus & Stanley!!! Wahaha...

And how can I forget our LOCCW beauty pageant contest???!!!


This is the first round of elimination...

Followed by...


The finalists!!! Haha...


Happy to the MAX!!! :) It was such a wonderful weekend last week.

Dear Lord...

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
1 Corinthians 13:4-7

It's sometimes really hard to be a Christian :( How can one not be easily angered when faced with the various situations in life? I feel very sad that I have to surpress my emotions.

But of course, bearing in mind

"And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it."
1 Corinthians 10:13

What should I do now???!!! :(

One Life Experience - Charity Run for people with HIV/AIDS

I signed up for the One Life Experience (OLE) run this morning with Dinah and Zhiyun. Totally dying now... Jingyi was part of the organising team and she asked for my support for such a meaningful event like this. Of course I didn't mind cause I was done with exams anyway, but it was tough to get people to run with me (team of 3) since it's the exam period now.

Anyway, kind Zhiyun and Dinah agreed to join me and we were supposed to run so that we can experience the struggles and hardship of those who contracted HIV. Dinah was supposed to run 3.3km, then Zhiyun will join in for 2.2km and finally myself (the most cui one) for the last 1.1km. Then that 2 crazy biathletes started off together, running the whole 3.3km. Feeling quite paiseh, I joined them after their first round (1.1km) and ran 2.2km with them. Already dying to the max, the organisers suddenly asked if we could run another round!!! PENG SAN TO THE MAX...

So altogether, I ran 3.3km and the other 2 ran 4.4km. Supposed to be 1.1km, suddenly increased 3 folds. Freak... Was running with my ah piakz running style and Dinah & Zhiyun were trying to help me correct it but in vain. Kekeke. Ru2 zi3 bu4 ke3 jiao1 ye3. CUI...

And from this short little run, my thighs ached a little immediately right after the run. Third CUI thing of the day. Totally throw face like mad. Think I should never run again. There were a few celebrities there with us also; like Jaymee Ong, Ping3 Guan4, May & Choy and EIC. After that, we went McDonald for breakfast before collecting the goodie bag which included an OLE T-shirt, an Asian Geographic magazine, post-it, a packet of vitasoy and a multigrain bread.

After that, we headed home and here I am now typing this post with dying CUI legs. Think I'm going to bathe first, then go take a little nap. Really wanna die. And I almost fainted when Zhiyun and Dinah told me that they were running for the Std Chart marathon (10km) this sunday -_-'''

The 2007 SEA Games Team

The list of the 13 players is finally confirmed!!!

1. Alvin Lee (DUH...)
2. Terence
3. Luo Nan
4. Ren Kai
5. Alvin Poh
6. Nigel Tay
7. Kenneth Wee
8. Eugene Teo aka ET
9. Kelvin Ong
10.Diyang
11.Diyan
12.Eugene Ng
13.Paul Tan

Hope Singapore can continue to defend her title!!! :)

ONE LAST DAY OF TORTURE...

I'll be free after tomorrow 2pm!!! Haha... After my most traumatising Phy paper, I'll be left with my Physics essay and Biz Policy paper. Haha!!!

BUT... For now, I still have to mug... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Counting Down...

Can't wait to finish all these rubbish!!! Argh...

1. MNO Presentation (Later at 12)
2. Global MKT Quiz on Sat
3. Consumer Behaviour Presentation next Mon
4. Global MKT Presentation next Tues
5. Phy Final Quiz next Wed
6. Phy Final Essay 19 Nov
7. Lastly!!! Biz Policy Exam 24 Nov!!!

But I've work on 10th & 11th and 24th & 25th :( Two super tiring weekends... Sigh...

Well, I was just thinking about this. Someone from my team wanted to use unscrupulous means to get his gf into the selection trials. I was very disgusted and turned off by his actions but nonetheless, I made a compromise because I feel that, only SORE LOSERS will resort to such stuff. And since he's thick-skin enough to ask me about it, I feel I will compromise because I don't think anyone else I know would have that kinda courage to do such things. Oh well, there are always such idiots around I guess. Ultimately, so long I stand by doing things the right way, WITH NO CHEATING OR HANDICAP METHODS INVOLVED, people will be able to see for themselves what's right and what's wrong.

NUS Sports Award Night Pictures!!!

NUS Poster :) I think there are like 6 posters around school now. Kekeke :p



Happy me!!! :)

DEAD...

I realised... that many things are due next week. I've got some of my datelines wrong. Peng!!!

1. MNO project due next week
2. MNO essay due next week
3. BSP project due next week
4. BSP quiz on 24 Nov
5. GEK essay due 19 Nov
6. GEK quiz in 14 Nov
7. MKT2412 project due mid Nov
8. MKT2412 quiz in 10 Nov
9. MKT2412 case due next week
10. MKT3402 project due next week
11. MKT3402 quiz next week

Confusing??? Let's arrange this list in chronological order.

1. MNO essay due next week (Tues)
2. MKT2412 case due next week (Tues)
3. BSP project due next week (Thurs)
4. MNO project due next week
5. MKT3402 project due next week (Sat)
6. MKT3402 quiz next week (Sat)
7. MKT2412 quiz on 10 Nov (Sat)
8. GEK quiz in 14 Nov (Wed)
9. MKT2412 project due mid Nov (Tues)
10. GEK essay due 19 Nov (Mon)
11. BSP quiz on 24 Nov (Sat)

By the way, though I don't have any final exams, the above-mentioned quizes are of equivalent weightage as final exams -_-'''

Someone please kill me now...

kekeke :p

I was quite happy yesterday cause dear went polo training with me. Haha :) N though I feel quite stressed over the tons n tons of projects & assignments, I still feel happy cause I know now I have a shoulder to lean on when I need. Kekeke.

Hmm... Let's see what I've got to do this week.

Mon: Sch till 6, Go tp watch match
Tues: Sch till 6, MNO proj mtg after that, then meeting dear for dinner :)
Wed: Look for qian to collect my racquet at parkway, Sch trg at 7pm, Tennis after that
Thurs & Fri: No plans yet!!! :)

N here comes my school work list

1. MNO project due mid Nov
2. MNO essay due next week
3. BSP project due mid Nov
4. BSP quiz on 24 Nov
5. GEK essay due mid Nov
6. GEK quiz in mid Nov
7. MKT2412 project due mid Nov
8. MKT2412 quiz in 3 weeks time
9. MKT2412 case due next Tues
10. MKT3402 project due in 2 weeks time
11. MKT3402 quiz in 2 weeks time

ok... so dead... terrible to the max... died :(

YEAH!!! :)

Dear friends!!! My most traumatising paper is over!!! Wahaha. So happy :) It's called Contemporary Ideas on Physics. And seriously, even after today's quiz, I have no idea what the first half of the sem's lectures' are all about!!! Peng right??? But nvm, it's over! :) And I'm rotting in Biz lib now. Most prob going to take a nap before going for some stupid singing practise in school at 615pm for the awards' ceremony. Oh, and hopefully, I will get to skip swim training!!!

Anyway, talking about the awards' ceremony, the awardees' list is out! http://www.nus.edu.sg/osa/sports/downloads/awardlist07.pdf
Haha. Quite happy cause I've got 3 awards, and of which I've got one which is considered quite prestigious. Praise the Lord!!! Though I didn't manage to get the NUS Sports Grant cause of my lousy grades, I guess it's God's plan to make me study really hard for my final year before I graduate! And I guess having good influence around me, I'm a step nearer to my goal!

Haha. And after the singing session (hopefully I don't have to swim) at around 8, the polo girls are all going Net's house to play tennis! So fun la! Hee. Though it's been really tiring for me lately, I still feel happy somehow and I really look forward to my weekends :) Oh well, going to slp now!

Can I don't study???

Hmm... I was supposed to be studying, (which I did! from around 130-245. Hah!) and after which, I fell asleep until now. So cmi lo -_-''' but I can't help it!!! :( Die... Yifen! Hurry nag at me now!!! I don't wanna study lo. Or should I just head to school now, and get Edison & Marcus to study with me? Hmm... maybe I should just do that. Those 2 always study one. And when they study, there's like pin-drop silence which compels me to shut up and read my notes too! I need a bit more influence from them man. Haha!

Anyway, yesterday I was at Lower Pierce Reservior when some idiot reminded me about Russel Lee's ghost stories. It was my first time to a reservior and the water was very still. Earlier on Friday night, net was telling me and qian that when female ghosts appear, they usually come with a frangipani scent. And while I was there, I couldn't help but think about when that scent will come, or when those people fishing by the bank would fish 'something' out. And the carpark there was filled with vehicles where many couples did their 'business'. Engines would still be on, yet nobody was on the driver's or passenger's seat. Haha. Reminded me of Chau King and my 'pleasant surprise' when we found a windows-totally-misty car at Eusoff carpark while on our way home. We saw a topless guy at the passenger's seat and when CK peeped into the window, he immediately went for his shirt. Haha! I think there was an article few months back that if NTU students spotted such behaviours and report it to their school, they will be awarded points for that! Haha. I'm sure that's quite an incentive for NTU students to 'bao tou' about their own schoolmates :)

Sigh. Totally dying now cause I just feel super sleepy everytime I study. DIE... I'll probably go school tonight la. N get Edison to scold me if I slack. I really need to study :( And tomorrow got Sai Yaya's class at 9am!!! Sigh... Haven read my case yet also. Die...

Mid Term Break!!!

Having my mid-term break now, Though it's quite packed with a lot of stuff, I still feel a little bored. I'm sick of studying (ok... actually I didn't really study much) and training!!! Swimming training sucks lo. Polo training is more fun! Haha. Hmm, let's see what I've done so far and for the rest of the week...

Monday - CPR course (whole day)
Tuesday - Running with Kevin (morning), Sleeping (afternoon)
Wednesday - School training (morning), Teaching (afternoon), Singing practise (evening)
Thursday - Preparation for LOCCW cell dinner (whole day)
Friday - School training (morning), Polo training (evening)

Really never study much lo. Shit. I think I better buck up. Argh!!! Physics sucks!!! :(

BUSY TO THE MAX!

Shit man. I've got so much things to do!!! Freak. Well, I have got 2 very urgent assignments due soon. One is mgmt, the other is the capitaland report. And after that, I've got 2 tests coming up. Kns... Haven study yet lo. So cui. And I'm in school now already, waiting for my mgmt meeting to start. Must piang the capitaland report tonight and the whole of tmr also man.

Poor CK. Eugene dua her and they can't go for their Batam trip afterall. So poor thing!!! Sigh. But nvm. I shall skip class and go with her. HAHA! It's Sunday & Monday la. So yeah. See how first. Provided I can finish my stuff. And Monday night gotta clean house also! Then Tues, Thurs & Sat got IFG. Edison & I are aiming for the individual champ awards. Haha. Hope we can really get lo. He's going to treat Marcus & myself Kbox if he gets it. Haha! So tan dio for us :)

And my stupid award's speech is so crap. Edison and Marcus better help me edit it lo. Totally piakz to the max! Freak. Met pastor Joseph yesterday and he told me that I'm stressed cause I'm not well planned. Think I need to start planning before I peng man. Haha. Ok. Shall go grab breakfast now! If not I'll die even before my meeting starts. Hur hur hur.

Hear me on the 17th of October!!!

Title: Celine Dion - The Power Of The Dream lyrics

Artist: Celine Dion

Deep within each heart
There lies a magic spark
That lights the fire of our imagination
And since the dawn of man
The strenght of just "I can"
Has brought together people of all nations

There’s nothing ordinary
In the living of each day
There’s a special part
Every one of us will play

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
As the world gives us its best
To stand apart from all the rest
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Your mind will take you far
The rest is just pure heart
You’ll find your fate is all your own creation
Every boy and girl
As they come into this world
They bring the gift of hope and inspiration

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

There’s so much strength in all of us
Every woman child and man
It’s the moment that you think you can’t
You’ll discover that you can

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

The power of the dream
The faith in things unseen
The courage to embrace your fear
No matter where you are
To reach for your own star
To realize the power of the dream.


Die already lo.... Sian...

Joke of the Day :)

My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks.

As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super."

On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed an extremely well-dressed and exotic young woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground."

She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one."

To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray up, Bitch."

Dom's Party!!! :)

THE FULL BITCHY GANG!!! :)


Dom's friends! :)



Blackie Edison!


Stunned by Blackie Edison. Haha.


Marcus & Ade


Edison & I


At Dom's House! :)


Saying 'Bye' to Dom!

Citi Photos!

The Old Veg Reunion!

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Old veg and I


I'll miss these happy times man! :)


Elaine & Sharon (one of our Citi managers)


Sharon & I


The trio!!!


Lao Niang & I


Elaine & I

SUNBURNT

After so many matches with the Aussies under the freaking hot sun over the weekend, I'm damn burnt now. With lobster face initially, now I have a charcoal one. Damn it...

PMS-ing

I think I'm a little pms-ing. Shit man. Flared up at Joseph today cause I feel that it's his fault that my MSN is so screwed. Everything's OK until he had to reformat his computer!!! It's like, everything had always been fine, until he does something to his computer, i.e. reformatting it, installing new stuff etc, my computer will kenna too! And the most annoying thing is that, everything he screws up my stuff, he doesn't bother to fix them back!!! WTF! I'm so freaking annoyed by him lo!

But I think it's a little too early for PMS cause it's not the time of the month yet. So I don't know what's wrong with me. Sigh. Today played like shit also. Cui to the max... Sigh.

BORED TO THE MAX!!!

I'm so bored at home!!! My internship's ended and I've not much things to do. Fortunately Qian and Ade saved me by asking me out for lunch today!!! We had chicken rice at bugis!!! Damn one kind of a good lo!!! And cause we ordered super a lot of food, the uncle told us not to order so much and refused to add more orders! Haha. But Qian was clever and she insisted, and when we CLEARED all the plates, the uncle came by and gave us a thumbs up! Wahaha!!! Super funny! Then we had dessert at this HK dessert place. Not bad la. After that I went home and sent my car for polishing. And cause I realised my face cui damn a lot ever since I started work, I went for this facial at Grassroot Club for $70. Freaking ex, but no choice, I've got cui face :(

Tmr, I think I'll sent my car for its regular servicing and then go Kallang for sports massage at 10am. And I'll rot at home after that till 6 cause we've got match at 630. Gotta pick Net up before that first though. Sian... For sure get scratched again lo!!! I had several scratch marks on my boobs can???!!! And poor Qian's was worse!!! Peng totally.

Hmm... I'm hungry now le. Shall go hunt for food! :)

Last Day of Internship is Finally Here!!!

Today's my last day at Citi!!! :) So happy!!! Haha.

SHITTY DAY TODAY :(

Bad day today. Don't know why. Just feel quite shitty. Last night was fun though. Went Zouk with Robin, Mark, Oscar, & Kenneth. Haha. Kenneth really can dance man. And Mark cui totally lo. CMI. Wahaha! Reached home at around 4 plus. And cause I told a cab home by myself, stupid taxi uncle asked me "why your boyfriends never send you home ah?" <-_-'''> I totally peng lo... Firstly, I don't have many boyfriendS... Next, it doesn't concern him why I'm going home alone!!! Argh...

Probably that's where the bad shitty day started. This morning I woke up at 845 cause I had to work. Stupid promoter job. (Ok la. Actually it's not stupid, it's quite high pay somemore. Haha.) Anyway, I woke up looking so freaking ugly and cui. Then I saw my ugly shoulders and big fat arms & thighs -_- Even more bad mood. And my luck hasn't been good. So that SUCKS even more. Like SUCKS BIG TIME... And it's not helping cause I keep blaming God for not helping me and all. I feel shitty and guilty, and I think I seriously need to get close to Him once again. I know I've been drifting away but I'm not making an effort to close up the gap!!! And I was soooooo freaking tired and cui the whole day and I'm super sore about today's sales results. Damn it... Too competitive le la. Sigh... How???!!! What should I do??? I need someone to cheer me up :(

And I need to find out exactly what the requirements are to get a direct placement in Citi asap cause bidding starts on Monday!!! I gotta consult the HR IC first before deciding if I'm going to proceed with my double major in Finance and Marketing. ARGH!!! I'm so confused :(

The Australian Women's Team is coming over on Tuesday, and we are sooooo going to get thrashed. Sigh. Cui to the max!!! My right shoulder is seriously coming off le lo. I need to go SSC real soon but I haven been able to find the time to go down :(

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH!

INTERNSHIP IS ENDING!!!

3 more days and I'll say 'bye bye' to Citi. It has been a fun 3 months and a great learning experience. Of course, I've got more things to bitch about too!!! Heh heh. Nothing surprising la. Anyway, I'll be working for London Weight Management's Ngee Ann Opening this weekend. Sianz. After this, I'm definitely going to take a super long break and go for all the sports massage that I've been missing out cause of this internship. My right shoulder is like coming off soon lo. And the Australian team is stopping by next week. Shit la. Going to get thrashed again. Kns.

Can't make it for this sat's U-14 knock-out. Gotta work man. Sigh. Vitamin M is really damn annoying. But well, no pain no gain la. And my MSN is so screwed!!! I just can't log onto MSN!!! How come ah? Can somebody please help me??? I'm like freaking pissed off with this stupid MSN. Freak it... ARGH...

Hmm... Come to think about it, it's been quite a fruitful internship. I've made a few new friends!!! First on the list of course it's Elaine, aka Lao3 Niang2, and then there is Robin, aka Ah Cui, followed by Lauren (Labbit), Chris, Mark & Khai. I missed all the fun we had when we were still in Centennial with labbit and gang :( Our tone deaf labbit will sing a mono Wei4 Dao4 and we have our 'jio jio' gang too!!! And so many times we thrashed things out with our manager Dann and all the trouble that we've got into. Haha.

And cause there's no one in the office today, I slept from 3-5pm straight at lao niang's table. Haha! But I'm still feeling sleepy. Think I'm going to bed soon though it's only 2121 now. Haha. Ultimate pig...

i'm feeling sad...

Sigh. We lost again today. Agst National Youth team. We drew during the actual game and had penalty shoot-out. Well, I missed both my penalty shots :( I don't know why I didn't felt that sad just now after the game. But now here I am, sobbing away alone in my room. I closed my door so that my bro will not see me in this state. Sigh. And I really wonder why am I so shitty. What's the point of training so hard when I can't perform in the actual game?! I really suck. Then some of those polo guys named me '50 cents' and I bet it meant nothing good. And they commented that I'm lousy too. Sigh. I'm always affected by what others say about me. When will I learn not to take things too personally?

I prayed about my penalty shots just now, and I admit that it was wrong of me to blame it on Him for not helping me. I was really sad and disappointed with myself. And I can't stop crying. I think probably cause I feel really useless in the team . I can't attack for nuts!!! Why am I even playing in the first team in the first place? It seems like the Lord wants me to learn something from this, but I don't know what that is. Learn to be stronger? Learn to be more confident? Train harder? I don't know. I keep playing this song over and over again. Somehow, it does help to comfort me a little

In Christ Alone - Brian Littrell

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I'll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

Chorus:
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

WE LOST :(

We lost today's match. So sad. Lost to acsb. And I missed like so many thousand and one shots!!! Damn it. I suck lo. Argh.

And there is this idiot who keeps saying me NON-STOP!!! Say I greedy, always eating at work instead of doing my work. Stupid pig... He himself also damn fat still dare to say me! How dare him!!! Will kill him someday man...

And my irritating manager always say I damn stupid go and tie1 xiao3 peng2 you3 (I always date younger guys). Kns. Shall scissors cut him again someday too for saying that. Haha!

Think I am going to sleep soon. Eye bags are popping out!!! :(

GOSSIPS!!!

Went to one of my manager's place last night for his farewell party. His house is like HUGE ^10. That was the first surprise I got. Then, I heard some stuff. That this intern was the mistress of his house. *GASP* Stun to the max. Like seriously, she didn't even tell me about it. Nvm. Though she tried to cover it up, I could sense smt fishy.

Anyway, after scanning around the party, we 3 girls (interns) found something new!!! There were these 2 managers behaving a little... ... ... HEH HEH... And after much observation and discussion, our conclusion is that: THEY ARE TOGETHER!!! haha.

And, one more gossip is that, one of my managers from MacDonald House likes another manager from CTT!!! MUAHAHAHAHA... *and I know he is reading my blog right now!!! stop reading and do your work bitch!* haha!

What a fruitful night. So much gossips. Haha! Such scandalous ones somemore!!! And I heard right after my internship ends, the 3 managers from MacDonald House are going to shift to CTT together with the rest. I wonder who's going to be in MacDonald House after that. Sigh. I love MacDonald House!!!

my friends are leaving me :(

labbit (aka lauren choy aka p caddy) has left citi. and that shows that my internship is coming to an end soon!!! :) i'm super excited yet sad at the same time cause i like working at macdonald house. it's less stressful and more lively here! and most imptly, i have lao niang & labbit (she calls us quite often! hee) with me. hee. the gossiping sessions are necessities man! anyway, here are some pictures that we took on labbit's last day.

me & labbit!!! :)

labbit & chris!!! he always has this funny look!

the intern babes of citi!!! hee... quite bhb... wahaha!!!

interns from centennial tower and macdonald house reunite!!! :)

and after work that day, on our way to bala to meet the rest, me and elaine decided to take some pictures along our way!!! :)

SEXY!!! :)

and that night, i went to weiren's farewell party at scarlet hotel, passion suite! haha... it was quite fun and i met up with a few tj cg 20/03 classmates!

weiren & me!!! :) he served us with lotsa yummy spizza pizza!!! the mushroom chicken one is damn damn damn good!!! haha...

kat, evelyn, me, wanhui & fatty glenn!!!

me & simon (weiren's friend)

boon meng & me!

AND everyone's leaving for aus!!! sigh... first was weiren, then ming and sandhya!!! :( we went mambo together on the last night ming was going to be in spore... sigh...

ming, sandhya, me & nat

sigh... COME BACK EVERYONE!!! :(