How Could I Live...

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now I come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
No one else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

By Hillsong

Q&A

Q: What is the worst feeling on earth?
A: When you have great joy but no one to share it with.

Lord, help me...

Lord, I have learnt many things between 25 Apr 2009 - 2 Mar 2010. But I have to say, I am not as strong as you think I am. Can you lighten my load please?

Sad...

HAI... It's been almost a year since I blogged! I almost forgot I had a blog. But well, this will serve as a great outlet for me since I've been feeling sad lately. Just came back from Hong Kong after CNY and I'm already feeling sad. What a bad way to start the year.

Things accumulate I guess... Dad isn't feeling well, Johnny's stressed at work, I'M ALSO a little moody when I go to work, trg's been bad, BGR issues, drifting away from God etc. I don't know what to do but cry on my own as I think of the above. I pray when I'm extremely down and I get better for awhile. But these things soon come back to haunt me.

I need some counseling... Sigh... But at least, I think I should thank God for my mom, Joseph and Yifen who are always there for me when I need them, definitely in times of need. Ah... A friend in need is a friend indeed :) Thank God !

Malacca with UOB BDG North!

Went Malacca last Sat ! Abt 3 hrs ride before we hit Malacca and we feasted on yummy seafood & Chinese cuisine !!!


Buddy !!!


BFFs !!!


BDG North !!!


Us again !!! :)

Asian Champs !

Going China in 15hrs time ! :) Can't wait man... Haha. Will be back on 14th ! Hope for the best :) :) :)

Frustrations...

Wasn't in too good mood today. Firstly its cause my stupid finger is still sore and swollen and it hurts everytime I write or type something *and that's actually like every other second though I pretend I'm ok*. Then I had slightly-less-than-nice people around me who thinks I have a high threshold for things when it's actually the other way round -_-'''

I used to have head on confrontations with my friends in the past and they would turn out real bad. We would start screaming at each other and the issue still remained unresolved. There was once I remembered such a confrontation left me and my best friend storming off on each other along the streets!

I feel that if ultimately, the only way to resolve things is to separate the 2 parties and give some time for both sides to cool down before any form of verbal confrontation, then the best take is to make your leave before something offensive comes out from your mouth. After awhile, when the anger is less overwhelming, that might be a better time to sort things out instead.

But sometimes I don't understand why people can be so insensitive when they obviously know that the other party is super pissed and they still don't hold their tongues. Oh well... I guess that all the more shows me the importance of 'taming the tongue' and what I should NOT do unto others.

Sigh... Zuo4 ren2 zhen1 nan2...