miracles

I heard, that miracles only come once in a lifetime?

Please tell me that that isn't true.

Cause here I stand,

greedily waiting for it to reappear.


Please come before my eyes,

I'm longing to witness another miracle.

Such wonderful things,

should not be hidden for too long.


Or to say,

that miracles are actually everywhere to be seen?

To think that,

smiling is actually a miracle?




~ jess ~

dad's day

wanna share some how-i-live-at-home life to u guys. hehehehe... dun get surprised ya?

well NORMALLY i come bak late from college, so during weekdays i just come home, bath, eat, relax for a bit then i'll sleep.

then IF its the day off or weekend.. i'll sleep till i wake up by MYSELF (not clock), n its usually around 10 or 11am, thn i'll goyang here n thr, eat breakfast, online... n the time passes very fast till 6pm. thn i start bathing eating n all the stuff.. movie or tv, online or wateva... then that's the day. =D

n wat i did just now was tht... i actually washed all the dishes(which normally i just wash mine).. and clean the dining table... n fold my clothes(which i haven done in a veli long time).

u noe wats the reason of this??? hehehehe... duh!!! becozzzzzzzzzzz, tml is FATHER'S DAY!!!! hohohoho... wanna make a GOOD impression for him, dunwanna make him angry(at least for these couple of days) =D

wat a good daughter i am. lol.

anyway, early wishes to all the dads in the world.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!
HAVE A WARM WARM DAY!! =D



~ jess ~

"drag me to hell"

veli super duper not enjoy this movie. ish... can say kena tipu go watch... nic said its a triller triller murdering movie, then ended up its about those spirits, then the corpse coming bak to life.. n blah blah blah.. n now i damn hate the sound system in cinema liao... kenapa loud sangat?? ishhhh..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... half of the movie i was closing my eyes. wasted.

then in the cinema, the 1st scream started by some stranger at the back row. then after tht, its followed by mine n my frens... lol... especially the part where the gal n old lady's fighting in the car.. lol.. damn disgusting.

1st time of my life, watching movie is such a stressful job. gonna hav heart attack soon enuff. haha.

ended up me laughing all the way from summit to segi, i dunno y oso lol. too much of 'surprises' i guess.. ish... never ever going for these kinda movies ever again!! lesson learnt!!

~ jess ~

rain

feel like walking into the rain,
it was a long time ago when i last did it.

kinda miss the feeling,
getting all soaked and wet.

raindrops hitting on my face,
winds blowing to make me feel more chilly.

stepping on my flooded shoes,
squeezing water outta it whenever i lay my pressure on it.

felt like the rain can brush off the sick things from me,
something that can make me feel fresh again.



~ jess ~

summer life

been drowning myself in college life these days... i cant believe that i have to go to college all 4 days while i only have 2 days of class!! sobbb... no fairrrrr!!!

working 5 hours for dear college, but becoz dearest miss chelsie felt lazy to work, n i actually did skipped it, made me have to do 7.5hours of work this week!! ish..

then burning my head for auditions participants.. >.< n prom performance, and piano n classes and assignments. wuwuwuwu... college life is getting tougher by time. >.<

n i juz had 2 hours of piano lesson today, was struggling in skills again.. really dun like it.. my fingers felt like tying up together. then played the pieces, teacher asked me to play together with the metronome.. which is an impossible mission for me.. since i always play fast slow fast slow.. T-T n she ask me to record my own playing n compare it with the CD..
anyway, i'll just hav to work hard on it.

my plan is, after the piano n final exam, i'll go work, then i can get salary n buy a laptop. gud idea rite?? =D hope tht i'll stick with it. =D

n.. i miss hanging out with frens. >.<

~ jess ~

confused

i had just listened to 2 songs.
forever and always by taylor swift, and much better by jonas brother(joe)



Versus




well... they are actually fighting through music... which is kinda sad actually. sweet became bitter.
to me, music is something nice and comforting, but why do people make it that way??

taylor blaming joe for breaking her heart, joe telling people that his current gf is better thn taylor. =( sad case.

maybe one day i'll make some music for myself, not to hurt people but send my feelings and mark down things in my life through music. =) wat a wonderful thing to do~~ =p

ps: im thinkin of mixing the 2 songs. =D juz like love story n viva la vida. who knows wat will turn out?? =D

~ jess ~

6th last day of summer holiday part 2

another session of yumcha at night.


after my veli sanfu de ngai-ing to my mom, she finally gave me the permission to go out. but still havta reach home b4 12am(which i failed to do) then went ss2 de ISLAND CAFE to meet up. there was abu me joan nic cally vic yancy lett robin. the thing is, abun me reached there by 9.15pm, n joan reach around 10pm+, while nic n his gang reached at 10.25pm!!! meaning we waited more thn 1 hour.. ish.. geram betul.

cally, 1hour = 60min = 60cups of drinks.
okay, i giv u discount 50%, left 30 cups of drink. =D

robin ordered carlsberg to drink, n taught us to 'down' ppl to drink? =p meaning, knock on the mouth of the bottle thn the gas will go up till its outside the bottle. so nic tried it, n broke the bottle. =D salute!! hahahaaha.

n we watched the wrestling tv show, n all came out with this conclusion. 'what happen with people nowadays?' coz the fighters all wore.. umm.. cosplays??(not really cosplay but sumthing veli eye-catching =p) they even put up some "drama" into the fights =D

n me as usual always hav to leave 1st. >.< really wanted to join longer de ok?? >.<
n tht is called a day. =D

~ jess ~