ending ceremony for 2009

last day of 2009
last day of my teen life
20 years old sounds old, real old
n i dont like being that old T-T
i should do something crazy today
we shall see what happens later


2009 was a great year,
i enjoyed life thus far,
i had my good friends beside me,
they listen to my complains,
and share their thoughts with me,
laugh n cry n scream along with me,
yes you, the one reading this,
thanks for giving me a good year.

i can manage to stand up for myself now,
a very good improvement.
but there's still alot to learn,
i wanna present the best me someday,
dont havta be the perfect me, just the best me,
that's all i wish for.

let's pray that we hav another happy year =)

~ jess ~

outings

20th dec - Sun
got my butt heated n went down to subang to cari kaki. lol. funny me.
found yancy n yion, and head to victor's place.
the place is so damn shiny tht u couldnt find a piece of dust =.=
so we chatted gossiped n exchanged info. NICE =p
spent the day jz chatting @@
the plan to snowflake n pyramid was cancelled due to lack of time.

rushed bak to kl to hav dinner with my long distance relatives~ with my favourite cousins =D


21th dec -Mon
got the day hanging in the k-box. singing our lungs out to the max. from 1-7pm. almost died from lost of voice. =p

ohya, had the stupid idea to wear dress n made everyone scolding me T-T
SAD! but fun though =D


22th - Tue
college gang came up to cheras to watch bodyguard assassin. hehehee
had some very good idea to go trip but canceled at the end of the day T-T

23th dec - Wed
supposed to stay home for the day. n lasted until when joanne came my house n pulling me out to the k-box again T-T
din want to ffk, jz went n sang. n met some old frens working thr. not technically my fren la, but some1 i once knew lor. =)
ended up being scold. again. @@


24th dec - Thur
XMAS EVE!!!
went sunway early early morning 10am, hang out beh tahan.
did movies, lunch, shopping, dinner n countdown.
n lotsa truth came out by the night. =D
very the interesting. =p
home at 3am T-T kena scold kao kao


25th - Fri
FINALLY i stayed home =D
mission accomplished~
ate sakae sushi for dinner with family. very the nice~ =D

19/12/09

this is the LAST PAPER DAY.
was cramming the essay tips into my brain for the whole morning.
here, a BIG THANKS to VICTOR SIEW!!!
without his notes, i think i'll die from info-overloading.
*clap clap clap*


n the day starts after the exam!!!

midvalley with nic the driver, vic yancy n ilex~!!
we were addicted to a certain hot topic around the globe!! been talking about tht for like..... 3 days? XD
hell lotsa CARS, n thx to my sharp eyes, i spotted sum car leaving, which successfully led us finding a place to park. =D

found jojo, helped her release some stress by eating noodles (not bad) n some i love u n i miss u drinks (which was abit too small) =p

next, up to bukit jalil for the SHI FEN HONG CONCERT!! big thx for VICKIE who supplied the tickets~~ clap clap clap~!!
was a big gang turned up, including: me yancy ilex vic nic vickie kelvin joan ky cally n lett! wooo~~
was full of chinese in there, 1st time thought tht we dun hav privacy coz everything we talked will be heard. lol. plus we met some IRRITATING AUNTY who kept HARASSING young people. lolz.
but the concert started off with a blast with ren xian qi coming out~!! wooo~~ he is soooooooooooooooooo cute!!! wahahahahhaa!!! but i dun like his red jacket >.<

after him were those 'stars' tht i nvr heard of, so... after 3 unknown singers, 4 of us left halfway. >.<
went to mamak instead. hehehe. talk talk n talk.
then went to meet up with the others in joan's house~
had some alcohol, how i hope i got drunk. but no. at least not real drunked. haha.
nic sent me home, kept talking in the car along with ilex n yion, talked till we reached my house still not finish talking(which is around 1am), n continued talking in my house till 3am. XD
youngsters. tsk tsk tsk..

the day ends.

sense the freedom,
~ jess ~

Motorbike

Was playing motorbike race in the arcade,
somehow it helped lifted my mood,
i could almost feel the wind blowing when i turned the gas handle,
the speed makes me feel good.
although it will be really awesome to really ride a real bike,
i could have died a million times due to crashes i made =p



n down to the real issues on road,
just witnessed a motorbike crashing into some big classy toyota car,
can really apply the slow motion to describe this,
the car's back bumper went right into the car, stayed, and came back to its position.
LOL
it was like its a string or something.
n guess wat? the biker did not hesitate to speed up n fled.
while my dad's car is right behind of the toyota + very near to it (we sudden break-ed)
the fella thought it was us who banged him =.=
even made us stop, and my dad explained to him tht it was the motor. dumbo.... can see it through the scar the bike left la... one straight tayar inked over its bumper.


conclusion : life without bike will be more secure n better.

ps: to my biker frens, PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN U RIDE OK??? >.<

pps: AVATAR IS SOOOO NICE!!!
~ jess ~

NO!! to exams

just cant wait for the holidays.
i need the holidays
i dun want the exams.
i dun want the textbooks either.

i have no mood to study.
im sick of studying.

argh...
back to studies later.


ANTI EXAMS,
~ jess ~

Flashbacks

my mind played the flashbacks,
actually had things i wanted so badly,
but it's gone just by a moment.

everything seemed so reckless,
wrong decisions pays,
it really does,
i witnessed it.

be more sensitive,
look around,
think deep.

hope i wont repeat the same mistake again.

some emo post,
~ jess ~

hectic week

i need a few moments of fresh air.
been facing the screen for a long long time.
why have i been so lazy before.
shudnt have procrastinate, n i know i said the exact words last semester.
arghh!!!

oki, tiz week's incoming 5 assignments n presentations,
2 down, 3 more to go. after tomorrow, 2 more to go.
be tough!!!
woooooooooo~
i think im enjoying the stress. lol.

n gud luck to everyone who's having the same life as mine. =)



@.@
~ jess ~

unawared news

got into some misunderstanding with a friend.
becoz i typed the message so blurly meant.
argh, and accidentally found out sumthing. about another fren, and this friend.

woooo~ so the world is small. now i know.

let the unspoken remain in silence.
it'll be exposed when the time is right.

god bless u.


still surprised,
~ jess ~

short term freedom

CHAPTER 1: OUG pasar mlm

its thrusday, supposed to watch new moon with college frens but the summit gsc changed their time slot due to HQ's wrong information. the new time slot couldnt fit my timetable.. no choice but to refund. n the others went on watching T-T

then didnt feel like staying home at night, suggested for OUG psr mlm. =D suggestion approved~

9pm got outta the house to OUG. teehee~ thx nicholas lett n cally for fetching me, n really sory for the JAM. >.< well, joan n ky reached there earlier, so we walked around first.

bought lotsa FOODS.
- 'xi mi lu', tako tako, some cake, flavored sausage, kuey teow, n i cant recall the others. =p

later, yion raymond vic arrived~ went for 2nd round n sat on the table to eat the things. then we came up with the plan of watching the midnight show at midvalley. =D



CHAPTER 2: midnight show

nic drove me vic cally n lett to midvalley. tis is wat happened on our way to midvalley.

someone from the car suggested to open the window. since its already 11.30pm and there's so few cars on the road. so tht person opened the window lorh. n cally at the other side followed too. nice air blowing in.

n since we were on the highway, we shouted something outta the window. heeheeee..
cant rmb wat we shouted. but it was fun. nobody can hear us n the shoutings disappeared along with the strong wind. n then we reached some traffic lgiht area, a kancil was beside our car with his window opened too. hehehe.. so we planned some frenly communication with Mr. Kancil.

i heard someone shouting 'Hi, Abang' n Mr Kancil looked at the car in front of us(which is joan n ky's car) with some suspicious look. then the traffic light turned green n the someone shouted 'Bye Abang again'. wahahahahahhahaa... good friendly people eh? too bad the abang din reply T-T

reach midvalley, spent 10min at the counter deciding which movie to watch since there's so limited seats for us 7 ppl. finally came up with a conclusion- MULAN.

comment for MULAN : its okay and the characters are nice to look at, BUT I HATE THE ENDING!!!!! ter-knocked my head on the seat in fronta me(lett's place) becoz of being too gek dong to the ending. ishh... stupid ending... =.=

headed bak with the same opened window. =]

reached home around 2.30am.
i think i broke my record.
teeheee~~

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
~ jess ~

ringtone

that unfamiliar ringtone rang, was stunned when i heard it,
needed a few moments to identify the ringtone.
and when i was able to recall it, i unbelievably looked at the hp screen.
wow. it's really it.

long time no talk, good fren. =)

~ yuhui ~

another gigantic wave

here's another climax in the semester.

after midterm, before finals = assignments period!!!

had quiz last week... which was much of a last min study (again)

having quiz tomorrow, a better last min study than last week's(at least i can sleep ^^)

then consumer behavior, get the survey form done n filled in, n type the 2 page report(single spacing T-T)

money and banking stock analysis, presentation, and report.

entrepreneurship n small business presentation (nx wed, n i haven touch it)

some recordings to do for the lovely choir of alma mater =D

accounting assignments (upcoming, and due on nx thurs)

did i miss out anything?? im dizzy counting... @.@

GIVE ME MORE TIME!!! i need my beauty sleep. >.<


typical college student,
~ jess ~

incoming foods

looking forward to the coming pasar malamssss.

i wanna buy all those superb yummy foods from there.

the rm1 ice cream, i wan 2.
the uncle bob fried chicken.
popiah, 1 spicy 1 original.
the tong yun, all 'zhi mah' wan, dunwan peanuts.
the 'mat dou yao' tong sui, iced.
the 'wo tie', added with chillies.
'xi mi lu', the one with ice and fruits, =D
sausage~~~ (la chang) spicy punya.
bubble tea, honeydew flavored.

ummm... tht's all i can think of for now.
omg, my saliva's dripping!!!
wahahahahahahahahhahaha..
i wan FOOD!!!


food food food food food,
~ jess ~

founded

haven been in touch with the net world for a while.
n im still alive.

proven that,
i CAN live without internet.
or not.

but it's always good to have a laptop for myself.
so when's the laptop coming to me?
sad case, no cash = no laptop.

wat a life.

pending assignmentssss blocking my view.
~ jess ~

sick

never had a real sick for a long time.
n this feeling aint good.

having the head so pain n heavy,
and eyes hardly wanna open,
and simply no energy to use.

and shivering in my blanket at night when i have 2 cloths on,
plus was not feeling cold yet still shivered.
weird.

last night's temperature was 38 celsius,
this morning's was 39 celsius.
waited a very LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time to see the doctor, then i was out within 3min. =.=
oh my temperature was 38cels in the clinic.
mom spent RM47 on my recovering-fever.
got 5 packets of medicine, n i oni ate 2 of it. =)
healthy, rite? =D

well, getting well now. more sleep n that'll do. =)

i don't like to be sick,
~ jess ~

15th Oct

many things happened today. lemme share them one by one k?

first thing >>
i got involved in an accident!!!!

ok relax, its jz a super minor accident.
was on my way to college in the morning. then was stuck in jam, so my car was in a stop condition. coz i was in the self-made-lane, the car in front of me cut into the other lane, so im the first car in tht self-made lane. so, the myvi which was abit in front of me(its body is beside my car), it had his head stuck in fronta me, so i hav no choice but to let it through, n i hav decided to let it through.

so when the front cars started to move, i did not move an inch, thn the myvi turned n scratched my car!!! sumo the sound is damn obvious, in a slow motion way, 'screeeechhhh~'.. thn it stopped whn the myvi is still attached to my car. thn the myvi tekan minyak again, and another 'screeech~' =.=

stupid fella rite.

so got down n bising blablabla.. he told me if wanna settle by cash, he could gimme RM10, see this properly, TEN RINGGIT MALAYSIA!!! wat can i do with tht money??? idiot!!!

so i jz ask him to leave his num, if anything will call him. n he gave it finally, in the N-th time i asked. =.=

dumbo!! rachel stopped by n helped me with it, thx rachel!!! =D




ok now, forget the unhappy things, lets move on~

2nd thing>>

just made frends with 2 koreans!! hahaha. very interesting process. after meeting i jz got out to meet yancy n yion, then there were 2 koreans sitting with them, apparently they are chatting + introducing. so yancy called me over, n they introduced themselves. very frenly people. =) i could hard make myself rmb their names, since its not tht catchy, but yancy said i good in pronouncing their names!! wahahaha.. coz she couldnt get them right!! XD dumbbb~~~ =p

well one of the guy's name is hyun-su, if not mistaken =p
and the other guy's name is jun, which is quite common. =]

then talked about their culture n language, n they told us they were teaching korean classes for free in my college! =) great rite? heehee~ maybe i'll attend them, learning is a good thing! =)


3rd thing >>

went for badminton~~ finally. =p
i had a single match with ilex and nicholas each, n guess what??
I WON!!!! wahahahahah~!!!!
should have bet on something first. =(
a 100plus would do also rite. >.<
n that sport made me sitting here with muscle aches =(
in pain!!!!! wuwuwuwuwu... can hear them creek and crack =(


okay thn, tht's for the day i guess.
jeez, this is such a long post!! >.<

oh and another thing, wanna learn to play an jing properly.
just thought of something when i played it. so it might be nice for me to play it smoothly~ =]

fin,
~ jess ~

music

a sudden urge to make music.

want to create something pleasant.

or simply,

i wanna play it!!

anyone wanna join?

as simple as, sit together in front of a piano,

and humm and sing and play!!


sings,
~ jess ~

choices

went to 6th floor(music department) to play piano again, really love the grand piano over there. just sounds so different from the one at my house.

so cally was beside me, n she said, you could be one from this department.

n so i wondered, what if i was really one of the students over there. hmm... guess i'll be stressed out from my hobby. think i'll get a different life there. filled with musics. cannot imagine. =p

one thing i liked about piano is, i love its sound. it can get fierce, and also gentle. interesting right? by just the few same keys u get to compose a whole new song. hmm. fascinating.

but there are times when, i get frustrated over piano. n that is when i cannot get it right. which happens lotsa times. so, to not build stress on my piano, n knowing i cannot get much further in that, just went for this course im taking.

i still believe i made the right choice.
right?

~ jess ~

critisizers

sometimes i just cant take it when long-tongued people started critisizing others too over, in means of "its not ur business yet u still wanna step on it like its so ur business".

is it so damn hard for u to hold ur tongue for once and just zip it?

ou yeah..i remember, u have too much free time and just wanna fill it in with some way eh?

y not spend it by doing other meaningful things?? im sure there's still tonnes of good things that u're capable to do.

and yeah, people will thank u when u stop ur hobby to critisize. im sure of it.


note: statements above aint to shoot any specific person. i just wanted to shout it, that's all.

everyone has their own reasons for things,
why dont try and learn them?
- jess -

PASSED!!!!

there's a GOOD NEWS to share!!

guys, remember wat i suffered from last few months??
streSSSSS from piano exam and final exam!!

and the news is......

I PASSED MY G8 EXAM!!!!

this is so so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
unbelievable!!!!!
a miracle!!!!!

well, my scales, the one that i played ALL wrongly, scored 13/21, when i thought i got 5-7 marks for it. HA HA HA!!! the examiner is so so so so KIND!!

pieces scored 19,19 and 25.
love the alligator crawl jazz, disappointing in the beethoven piece(which i spent 75% work on it) and not fair for the first piece.

and the total score is >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
104/150

lucky me eh??

im SO RELIEVED!!!!

n of coz, happy!!! =D


marked,
~ jess ~

foodSSS

my health condition have been much better from last week, in general, i can EAT!!!! =D

so to put back my weight on, i'll have to eat MORE than usual.

meaning, asked my mom to buy LOTSA things for me to eat.

and for today, she bought me these~~~



for further explainations, there's the famous amos cookie, dried seaweed, wongwong biscuit, and BIG APPLE donuts!! wohohohohoho~~~

ohya, i finished 2 chocolate bars and 1 box of ice cream this week. nicee~~~

but its a tough job to get the remainings outta the toothless area, coz there's a hole and the threads are still not melting, which caught more food inside.. =(

anyway, eat well peeps. =)
human are born to EAT.
~ jess ~

nephew!!

yo people~~

i just have my pangkat rised from 'SISTER' to 'AUNT'!!!

surprised?!?!?

hahahahahhaa..

well the story is, my big bro had his son born!!! =D
it was actually last week's news but due to to the busy schedule, now oni i hav time to update!! heeeheee..

n hor, jz now went to visit the baby, his name is 'hong2 rui4'!!
i carried the baby for the first time, veli the stress. =p
awww, aint he so ADORABLE?? =D



im old,
~ jess ~

new road

ohya, forgot to mention that,
i used 2 new diff road to college today!!

i used a small road while i was going to college to skip the 2.20 tol (which is so damn expensive), my dai sou de jie jie taught me ytd in hospital one. heehee... thx for helping me saving the 2.20!! can buy a waffle!! wahahhahaa.

n from college, i followed BKF's car in federal highway. got a while i was ahead of him instead of following him, n i drove like 30km/h to wait for BKF, the cars all honked at me T-T they jz dun hav patience!!! >.<

weee~~ used 2.70 instead of 8.80 today!! ho ho ho!!!

mua is starting the saving money plan!!

$$$$$$,
jess

studying mood

people lets stardieee~~~

mua is having quiz n 3 pending assignments on hold.
which must be done by this week.
i am so dead.

i hav no idea how i spent my last week's holiday.
y had the holiday finish... im so sad liao....

procrastinate is NOT GOOD.
but its rooted in me....
T-T

ok, will start chewing the book now.
ciao

happy studying,
jess

T.A.L.K.

i need to talk..
i haven been talking for quite some time.
one thing is that, my mouth still cannot function properly,
i cannot open my mouth freely, cannot bite cannot laugh cannot scream cannot chew

and

i

hardly talked.


wow, can u imagine yuhui not talking?? T-T
er well, maybe sometimes but not for one WHOLE day rite??
now i know how hard is it to be some very super duper quiet girl.
or i was never one. =p


i wanna talk laa.... let me talk laaaa....
n.. n.... i wanna laugh also T-T

ps: i cannot smile like my usual self, becoz my face is SWOLLEN!!

nightmares,
jess

paths

Everyone has different paths lying ahead them,
it's up to your own to choose what route to take.

Maybe there's been an intersection of us somewhere in the middle,
but it's only one tiny little spot,
move on and the spot will be left far behind.

choices are left to be made in life,
who moves on to where and to do what,
or who stays in the same spot and never willing to move,
take it or leave it,
for we never know what will happen in the end.

walked,
~ jess ~

tooth plucking

well as u guys know, i plucked my wisdom tooth yesterday. supposed to write this blog yesterday, but really dun have the concentration, since i was in major headache after the operation.

okay, here's the process of the long 2 hours of me on the dental chair.

first, the dentist hold a enormous syringe n injected the drug into my mouth. due to me removing 3 wisdom teeth, the dentist havta inject 6 times of that thing.. on 3 teeth, both inside n outside. n yeah, it hurts.

then he left me there waiting for the drug to affect my nerves. n slowly i cannot feel my tongue n my lips n even my chin!! that's creepy rite? i touched my chin with my fingers, n i din noe wat was i touching back then. i feel skin from my fingertips, but my chin jz feels nothing at all. its like im not touching myself.

then the dentist started to cut on of my tooth, the sounds is really disgusting. i can hear my own tooth breaking, n i was so relief that im not able to feel anything. n must've hurt. after cutting, he used the playar to cabut my tooth out, but there were still some pieces left inside n he used the huge screw to smash it smaller so that he can take it out. the nurse beside me was using some sucking liquid machine to suck my blood since i cant even swallow. after that, the dentist sew my wound, i can see the thread dipped with my buh-lud. so the scene werent' that calming. lol.

after doing the same thing to my 2 other teeth, got up n went outside. throat was damn dry, coz the blood dried inside my mouth. can taste my blood, n it doesnt taste nice.

think i still hav to experience that one more time, since i still have 1 wisdom tooth left. T-T

was nvr afraid of the dentist,
till now.
~ jess ~

just it

there was once this person,
who was able to see through my laughter.

and this person,
was kind enough to give me some rest.

never to laugh when you r not happy,
never to fake it even though u're trying to cover it.

yes im happy when im laughing,
its just that the happiness was self-made.

n its been ages since we last talked.
hate to say this, but i still xxxxx of u.

jess.

clown

hurray people i am now officially a CLOWN.
note: plz feel the sarcasm.

and i will NEVER go to that saloon EVER AGAIN.

ohya, another important thing,

plz DO NOT pick on my hair.

ur cooperation is much respected.


sincerely,
jess

confession

its the starting of the 4th week in college,
and i did not do any revisions yet!!!

i talk, laugh, eat, sleep, n day dream in class.
always thinking, it'll be okay, i'll just study at home later.
yet, the 'later' never comes.

then there'll be lotsa quiz going on later this week.. and assignments.
n i took all 5 subjects, in the good news is, i took 3 UIU subjects, which r alot tougher!!

i should jz start studying already, than sitting here n babbling bout my wrongs.
n yes i tried to study, but once i opened the lovely textbook, my mind kind of automatically shuts off. thn i'll be staring at the same old line for a long long time.

argh!!! wake up n study already!!!


having headache,
~ jess ~

Hide & Seek

Through the mist i sought,

yet no other colour but white i saw.

Where did it go?

Shall i hang in there and not give up in the mist,

or shall i turn away and seek else where?


random,
jess

09/09/09

Organized an special event today. every participants wore "i love Msia" t shirt, n sang "This is My Country" at 9am, along with other thousands of people who sang at the same time too, but different location. its the "GO FOR 9!!" project. we're trying to stand a name in Msia's book of record. gud luck to us. hehehehe.

reached college around 8.15am, met up with others n went up 6th floor. n we started practicing the song. my voice was going shaky after rehearsing for quite a long time. sniff. but shouting, oppz.. its SINGING, with others is a FUN thing to do. lets share these lovely pictures.

this is my country =)


these trying-to-act-cute-but-not-cute fellas =D



and lastly,

our very warm and neat,

GROUP PHOTO!!!



thx peeps for joining!! had a GREAT DAY!!
i'll never ever have another 09/09/09 in my life!!!!

999,
~ jess ~

house visitation

its from monday.

early in the morning, like.. 11am plus, we went to cally's place. for singk session!! lotsa human is there. hehehehe. there's nic vic yion raymond yancy vickie kahyan joan bok lett n ruth. =)

well, we played monopoly AGAIN (been addicted to it nowadays) and we started singing. hehehehe. cally's mom is a super duper terrific singer!! no wonder cally sings so damn well. hahahaa. n another guy, BOK, although we knew that he could sing, but we din know tht he could sing THAT WELL. my god. he'll sing out the singer's pattern for which ever song he picked, jay's leehom's tank's, argh... he's just too good!! >.<

ate the jelly, n cally, it was NICE!! HAHAHA. later, we drank red bean soup, it was DELICIOUS!!! nic was haunting for the 3rd bowl when i stopped him. kekekekek. ohya i brought my bubbles along, FYI, bubbles is my guitar's name. =) n the guitar pick fell into the hole twice. @.@

ate canadian's pizza as lunch, buy 1 free 1, not bad. later 5pm, we went bak to my house to put the car bak, and played at the park for awhile. nic n vickie are sooooo scared of spikey, i jz cant understand why. spikey is that cute, yet they're still afraid of him. sad case. =p

moved on to abu's GIGANTIC house!!! it's the nicest, most beautiful, most well designed house i'd ever been to!!! i cant wait to go to his house nx time! its jz so nice.. there's big big garden outside the house, well managed, and the floor, it was glimmering!! tv i think its 42 inches or more. argh, its juz too nice to live in it. abu, 55 organize some party la!! >.<

went bak home around 12am. coz we went the wrong way, sorry for being a bad GPS >.<

good day,
jess

DUFFY!!

hey peeps~~ its me again! 3rd post for today!! hahaha
u cant blame me for posting so much today, there's jz too much happening around!!

okay, this is gonna be a short short post.

FYI, my bro went bak from tokyo for the robotcom competition. and, he bought alot of things bak here!! he bought me a hello kitty watch (which i'll nvr wear it out), lots and lots of junkfoods (which mostly are already in our tummies) and..........
DUFFY!!!!!



he's imported from disneyland-tokyo. he's my new pet toy. hehehehe.
was so damn happy when i got it!! wahhahaha!! thanks gor!!! wahahahahahahaa!!
i will definately sayang it to the max!!!

lotsa loves,
~ jess ~

primary farewell party

went to primary skul gathering aka farewell party. it was really heart warming, seeing old friends again, seen their changes and all. well, gee cheau, tee jin and jun liang is going to fly abroad to further their studies. argh.. gonna miss them so much. hope they can come back for cny or anything. >.<

first met up them in sg wang, i was the 1st to wait at the main entrance, then i cannot stand the hot sun anymore n went bak in to cool myself. went up the escalator n met teejin~ haha. he was waiting for jensen-the lost lamb. =p

teejin purposely ask me to walk pass jensen to see if he can recognise me anot.. and he couldnt!!! n walk pass me like nothing!! grr!! n teejin ended up laffing behind me @.@ jensen looking innocent XD

went the the ship and ate. had a great time over there. with en le upgraded as the waitress LOL. i think the captain there is so stupid lor.. mana ada waiter ask customer to kira ourselves we got how many sets of this and that. of coz he ask de ma. sumo the attitude. ish. forget it.

we met some random western guy over there, which is so desperate for some photo. they even raised their beers and 'cheers' to us. hahaha.. some guys rite? here's the photo.



then we finished eating n all n moved to summer for 2nd round. kekeke.. there we played 007 and truth or dare. some secrets came out alright. =) everyone, seal it!! hahaha. its fun!! n yeah, many of us grown up. >.< missed the old days... awww.. here's the best of the best!!!



had fun,
~ yuhui ~

high skul gathering

been a fast week, almost went out everyday till my wallet really went empty. as in REAL EMPTY.

first i went for mabel's birthday celebration. met alot of old buddies. well, i din get to talk much since the sitting position is so damn weird. but still, its fun!! =D

with birthday gurl - mabel


with huiyi the sweet sweet girl


with yee hui(same name as mine!)


with amsyar


with seow(ur hair damn long. go cut la!!)


with kenneth (he's wearing my cap!!)


loves from,
~ yuhui ~

jess awaits..

waiting for the gang to come over to play BOARD GAMES.



hehehehe... shud be nic vic cally n yancy coming i think. wakakkaaka.
come come... fast fast come, lemme be the winner again!!

2nd time for midnight game session, the last one ended at 2am+.. lets see how long this one lasts. wakakakakaka

fast fast come!! cannot wait d!! hahahahaha..


waiting,
~ jess ~

poke-her face~

guys~~!!!!

*drumrolls*

presenting,
Jess Lim in youtube!!!!

credits to,
Nicholas Chow as the photographer,
Cally Choong as a lender of her hp,
Victor Siew for the inspiration.

enjoy!! wakakakaa~~~





~ jess ~

realization

just flipped over my sis's book, its about reality, how to manage n deal with all sorts of problem, finance, ur social network, colleagues, boss n so on.

well, been living as a student since forever. never got to know how dark will the society be whn im out there. i guess its time to start equipping myself with these knowledge. dont really wanna be some guinea pig by the time i go out n work. let senior bully, boss bully, walao... i dun think i can stand it.



lets see, given a situation, u just got into a company, u do great work, boss likes you, colleague hates you. boss sits in the room knowing nothing, colleague stays out there n sits beside you. every min living with sarcasms, unfriendliness, ignorance. so its just you n the computer, from.. lets say 9-5pm. woah.. 7hours in the office and 1 hour lunch break. and its.. 5 days outta 7. grreaaaaaatt~~ will you just quit and leave? or will you stay and fight? arghh...

just thinking too much. =(
but i guess fairy tale's gonna end soon eh?
too bad so sad.
just have to get real.

~ jess ~

nic's celebration

hey peeps~ today's nic's bday, i guess everyone already knows that. but lets say this once more ok?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS CHOW SZE WEI!!
hahahaha..

process of celebration:
1) went for McD, n gave him a lovely present, BISCUIT!! lol, he was so shy when he got it. wahahahahahahaha... but joan n lett say its too old fashion. well, who knows who have what kinda tastes? =)

2) night session, so called yumcha. thr's long story on this. keke

ok 1st, i kinda sneak out to meet up with u guys. lol. felt so guilty, yet my sis today revealed this secret, hahaha... asked me wat time i came bak yesterday in front of my parents. ishh..... but luckily din kena scold =)

so i spent a long time going out of the doors, trying to make the minimum sound attraction as i can. and went out to nic's car. there was 11 of us in wongkok leisure mall. nic, cally, vic, yancy, me, jo, bkf, vickie, vickie bf, joan n ky. =D

niceeee~ started crapping as we took our seat, lotsa fun n laughs.. n so we waited till 12am. n ta da~~ the waiter took the bday cake to us n we started singing birthday song to nic. n congratez to us, we managed to surprise him!! wahhahahaa..

after the 4 version of birthday song, we took photo, n i ter-knocked nic's hand n the cream he was holding got onto his face. =)

n we started the craziest war... running around the quite empty restaurant with screamings and shoutings. argh.. i seriously think im black listed. T-T the waiter actually stood aside n watched us doing the whole running thing. >.<

lastly, the major victims would be victor n ky, who kena the red cream on their shirt. wahhaahhahaa... sorry guys, i din intend to start it. =p

well it was fun. n nic said he was touched. so, plan succeed!!! wahahahaahaa...
too bad i din see him cry though. >.<

u know u love me, xoxo
~ jess ~

head start

tml will be the start of this new semester!!
im being both happy n unhappy. >.<

the happy thing is, i can meet up with my frens.
on another hand, i cannot sleep til 1pm anymore. sad case. most of the class starts at 8.30am. ish. n i still wanna rot!!! T-T

i wan my holidays back.. but have to wait till december. sob.

not sure whether the result r coming out tml or not. hope it does, dun feel like waiting n cant help being nervous again. my my... hav to deal with this. T-T

people, i just reload my phone. =D (after 3 weeks of being barred), but its oni rm10. hehehehe... so i'll use it wisely. =D

n im having 4 days classes per week. can foresee how tired will i be. T-T

i dunwanna wake up early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


back to college life x.x
~ jess ~

back to college *again*

finally, after 3 whole weeks of rotting, im finally back to college. argh, i dun think i've rot enough, i'd like to carry on rotting. =p (if i can, that is)

so there's orientation, 16 turned up, most of them are gurls, so not much to talk about. =p and then... played lotsa games~ it was FUN!! passing the GREEN BALL around, punishing who ever holds the ball when the music stops. thn goes to the 'body language translate to normal language' de game. the answers all went really far. XD lastly was stepping the balloons~~ oh tht was REAL fun!! wahahahhahaa..although i lost T-T

cleaned fayette house, unpack the textbooks, get them into the cupboard. n rot in fayette house doing ntg. went to 6th floor trying to sort out 'new divide' but was halfway through, and nic called me down for FRISBEE~~!!

FRISBEEEEEEEE!!! IS FUN!!! and tiring. hahaha. mr horng said 'frisbee is for DOGS' and he ended playing with us. tsk tsk tsk... eating own words. =p

learned a few skills from david, barehand and forehand passing, and some basic rules. this is the first time playing with western ppl, they sure are frenly~!! =] it kinda resembles ppl from the movies. =p hiak hiak.

well, looking forward to the new semester. hope everything goes well. =]

~ jess ~

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just realized something,
n though looking at it makes me abit sad,
but to my surprise,
it got alot better.

i believe i can do better.
so i'll hang on to it till im new.


~ jess ~

a visit to grandma

its saturday, n i was sleeping, mom woke me up, to go bak hometown n pay a visit to my sicked grandma. she entered the hospital.

reached melaka, went into pantai hospital with masks on, n found grandma's room. but she wasnt there. so we waited outside the room.

waited n waited.. n sudd i saw my cousin sister walking in, n a nurse pushing a wheel chair, on that wheel chair, sat an old lady. she looked familiar, so i took a 2nd glance at her, more familiar, at the 3rd glance, i recognize she's my grandma. n i nearly couldnt recognize her!! her hair.. was alot shorter n straighter, which made her look thinner. n the thing was that, she was expressionless.. mouth slight opened, head slightly held high n abit towards the right side. here eyes wasnt looking, its like... shes not looking, but staring into empty spaces. the look she gave really scared me, i signalled my sis beside me, she was looking and my cousin sis, thn i stand she followed, i called out to grandma oni my sis knows that it was grandma.

n to my relief, grandma still recognize us, she called our names without hesitations. but she didnt smile. =( n so she was quiet, unlike usual, asking how are we or so. maybe she's too tired.
she's still on the wheel chair, waiting for the nurse to clean the bed. n i looked at her from behind.. she looked tired, pale, not happy. n my mind came across a thought.. wat if she's going soon??? the mask i was wearing was making me breathing hot air, and i think thts the prob tht made my eyes went tearing up easily. so then i quickly went outta the room, stayed at the lounge to clear up thoughts.


later, i went bak in. she laid on the bed, talking bout my another grandmother, which also had a stroke, then she was saying who'll go first. =( that's really depressing.

here i pray that, grandma gets better soon. n she must get better.

sincerely,
yuhui

pasar malam walk with college buddies

yo guys~ been lazy to update blog, so here comes the record for friday.

~ 8pm ~
jess : hey, wanna go pasar malam?
nic : where?
jess : leisure mall.
nic : ok, go ask people.

DONE~

so after the many calls we've dialed, only vic cally nic me jojo n kai feng were to be free. so~~ here we come~~ nic left at 8.45pm, then turned up at my place around 10pm. @.@ tsk tsk.. i even managed to finish 2 episodes of Special A while waiting.

then we walked pasar malam, been rainin, so the road was wet, and the 'kain shelters' of the stalls are dripping raindrops all over, there's one scene where i was standing looking at the products, then a spot 3 steps away from me suddenly water fell off in great amount. relieved i wasnt standing there. phew~ =p

and so, mr nic kept buying FOODS while he was mumbling 'CONTROL!!' =) interesting right? then the foods went into vic's stomache =D (nic u must thank vic for helping u to clear the foods~~! =D)

n nic kept sayin cheras alot lenglui.. dunno where he came from wan.. sweat. at the starting of the 'journey', nic kept peeping at some gurl, then cally saw n said LOUDLY 'LENGLUI LEHH!!' hahhahaa, n the gurl looked at nic, wakakakkakaa.... nic was so embarrassed (though i dunno wat he's shy at) then kept zatting cally. poor cally... hehehhehe

after the walk, went to wongkok again, i think the waiter can rmb us liao.. since we;re always the ones who're laughing so loudly. @.@ sumo i always go there leh, i think im blacklisted lol.

abu n jojo joined us at wongkok, blablabla... chit chat chit chat, cally went off talking bout her journey AGAIN. and, we were busy eating n drinking ^^

next they went to my house, at 12am, my god.
jojo wanna take drama from me, nic they all wanna check out my house @.@

so they said my spikey is CUTE!! wahahaahhaa.. n nic is scared of my spikey, he put his leg up n hid himself at the other side of the sofa!! wahahahhahahahahahhahaha!!!!! jojo was not willing to touch him (i think its coz of the color =p), cally was not able to touch him (spikey kept growling at her XD)
abu wanted to touch but i said his white shirt will turn black n that knock his thought off XD.
n here comes the most-favored-by-spikey-person : VICTOR SIEW CHUN HOOI

i dunno y my dog liked him so much, he treated vic like my 2nd brother, n to my surprise, victor is not scared of my spikey!!! wakaakakaa.. but sorry for the scratches tht spikey put on ur arm. >.<

nx jojo n abu went bak early, n left the 3 fellas behind. guess wat did we do???
muekekekeke... u'll nvr guess it rite...
we played....
MONOPOLY!!!

played it for 2 hours, geng neh...
ps: im the winner!!! nic the runner-up, vic was supposed to win but his luck turned upside down at the end, n cally, the kind-hearted-business-gurl. hahahahhahaa

well, abit addicted in it, so guys, when wanna come n play again? XD

end of the day~
jess

un-freeze

oh my god!!! my blog is freeezing~~~ *shiver shiver*
n i am here to the rescue~~~ to unfreeze my lovely blog =D

come come, here i share my holiday life to all of my dearest readers. ^^

first of all, i found out tht i haven play piano after my exam... which is like..2 weeks ago or so, and... yesterday i went bak playing n i sucked!!! sniff sniff.. maybe my nails are too long but i dun feel like clipping it after it stayed so SHORT for like 6 MONTHS. so, i'll find a solution to play with LONG NAILS!! IDK!!! buaahahahahhaa..

second, i am addicted to anime and comics!!! oh my god!!! here i recommend VAMPPIRE KNIGHT!!! a very beautiful anime, all the characters r soo cute n nice!!!!!and and SPECIAL A!!! very funny plus the others mixed-contented anime. cant stop laffing at 3am last nite watching it. hehehee.. of coz i din laff out LOUD but VIBRATED =D

oh n introduced by joan, the creative yet disgusting cartoon - HAPPY TREE FAMILY!!! mr victor n mr nicholas were addicted to it last few days ^^ u can check it out in youtube. just type in the 'happy tree family' in the search bar~ ^^ think u might love it =D

next, the forever-haven-launched-mission, i wanna play guitar!!!!!!!!!!!! ish... waiting chee wei for the strings.. >.< hope thr'll be gud news ya =D

wat else am i missing.. hmmmm... oh.. i wanna ice skate badly... guys, wanna do it on friday? its the day for orientation, then maybe we can go for it after orientation? =D (crossing fingers for the newcomers!! =p)

and its raining these few days, which is a goooooood thing, since it can 'wash the sky' ^^

that's it for now~

till then,
~ jess ~

plans for holiday

sitting here, its already the end of the 1st week of my 3-weeks-holiday.
so, to make my holiday productive, here i am scheduling some productive events for my days.

1st week was gone by,
(fri-sun) trip to morib,
(mon) spending a shopping day with my jimui mabel(which spent me rm100 grrr),
(tue) cleaning the house
(wed) a whole day with my fellow kisiao-ans in singk session n steamboot
(farewell to jasmine n jason)
(thur)watching gossip girls and ID 'jing ying',
(fri) learnt to play poker face(which i succeeded!!! =D)

then next up would be,
(sat) yumcha with joanne n ian, then take family photo
(sun) brother's convocation in cyberjaya.
(mon) midvalley with college frens.

n tht would be it for now. =)


the things i wanna accomplish before class starts,
1) plan a decoration for the FH board (which i will most likely forget)
2) play a certain few songs tht i picked ( the climb, love story, viva la vida, just dance are in my list)
3) try to save money ( as if i can)
4) or i can try to earn money (which i will soon spend it)
5) read acc b4 class starts so i wont be a blur student again
6) go popular n do some shopping since i hav some vouchers.
7) buy a new collar for my spikey (the old one is too smelly n dirty)
8) must sell my old textbooks, which already piled up like a mountain (anyone wan 2nd hand buks?)
9) i wan the guitar's string back on (which will cost me alot >.<)
10) n i wanna learn guitar!!! (after i got the strings bak, tht is)

ta-da~!!!
end of story =D

~jess~

Love Story Meets Viva La Vida

been listening to this for a long long period of time. still love it as though its the first time i was listening to it. it is just too beautiful. brought me thinking alot, up n downs n alot more. this is was actually arranged by Jon Schmidt, dedicated to his 7 year old daughter. sweet. =) here i present to u, Love Story meets Viva La Vida~!!




brought to u by,
jess

farewell party

as planned, today we had an awesome afternoon session in neway(ss15).
the ki siao-ans is inclusive of me chels jojo abu jasmine jason cally nic vic jojoan ivan ilex lett yancy michelle. total of 15 ppl (hope tht i din miss out anyone >.<)

n it was a total blast off with the room filled with screamings n shoutings. ohh... i think most of us are having major sore throats already. XD it got high during oldies n hitz music. of course singing trade marked - poker face is a must. n it was fun!!! n everyone got crazy singing crazy frog. LOL. feel a lil stupid now but... anyway, not much ppl saw our lost-image-actions. XD jason hav a very nice voice, i think he can kao lui by singing love songs to his gf-wanna-be. hahahaha. thn nic kept throwing rolled tissue to ppl, n acting all innocent.. grrr, after the 3rd time he throw at me, oni i realise someone is throwing things at me n not the ceiling dropping stuff down. lol. of coz got my revenge. =D n oh, feel sorry for those who havta bear with our screamings, especially singing when you're gone, all high-pitched ppl sang, so... the result was kinda... err.. deafening. XD but it was fun screaming everything outta my lungs! hahahahhaha, i wanna go nx time!!! soon!! (asap after i got my pocket money =D)

after tht, we went steamboot at yuen's. mmm, drove chels' car over, n went to the 2nd floor n start our feast!! hahaha.. funny part with the grabbing of chicken wings. lol. ilex can be awarded the fastest-reaction people. =D blink of an eye n she's in front of the tray d. eceryone was surprised. hahahaha.(or maybe abu's jz too slow? =p)oh.. n due to the person nx to me, which is mr jason, he did the honour to make the whole table laff for the whole eating-session. salute him man... cannot eat properly with him sitting beside me..... luckily i din choke or anything, OR ELSE!! well now i noe how chels felt when she was with him, this is the day i first knew jason was this LAME n FUNNY!!! my god!! few times got my stomach-ache for laffing too hard. lesson learnt, nx time cannot sit beside jason tham!!

so then we had our photo session. oh n before tht, we did a 'yum seng' session too. hahahah.. at first we were told to vibrate instead of shouting out loud. so we started 'vibrating' by shaking the cup n hissing 'yum~~~~'... then the ppl from the nx table cannot bear with it n shouted out loud 'yum' for us!! hahahaha.. then we went off n shout like nobody's there. XD pity the customer to havta deal with our noisiness n disturbance. =p

jasmine n jason, here i wish both of u "one road smooth wind". n plz do take care when u're in US. bring a mask everywhere!!!! especially in the airport(since u're gonna spend a nite there) n enjoy ur new life in US!! it'll surely be FUN!!! =)
n we'll miss u. =]

call it a day,
~ jess ~

newly learned

first,

went through youtube, found out sumthing really fascinating. in United Kingdom, there;s this activity called street piano, which they locate over 30 pianos on random streets, n is opened for public to use. feel free to approach it n just play~ wat i saw was in London n Sydney. it is so so so awesome!!! the pianos are all painted up with colorful patterns, n there'll be a quote saying, "Play Me, I'm Yours" it is sooooooooooooooooooo tempting!! hahahaha.. how i wish there's this kinda things in Msia. oh well.. dream on gurl >.<

check this out, its anthony, a very talented boy with impressing skills. playing a street piano loacted in a mall. =)

title: chopin's wallts in E minor




second,

bro came bak today~ n wat we found out is tht~!!! HE HAS A GF!! hhahahaa, aalthough i've been suspecting him tht he has a gf a few months ago, but juz nvr asked him, coz he'll definately IGNORE my question. kekekee...

ok, how we found out is tht, he was wearing those kinda buddhist bracelet, to protect ppl one, made by threads one. get the pic? haha, n he usually dun wear it. =D n my parents started shooting questions towards this topic. hahaha, n he admitted!! XD i even went to his facebook acc n dig out the pic right away~!! think he'll curse me beneath his breathe, but hu cares!! wakakaka, quite attractive n pretty gurl~ hahahahahhaa... cant wait for her visit nx week!! muekekekeke...
n here, i congrate you, my dear bro~ hehehehehe, hav fun!! =D


done,
~ jess ~

10 things

thing no. 1 : i have 5 days left before the piano exam.. which is kinda getting on to my nerves d.. i had a dream last night, kind of a bad thing, quoted from jojo: bad dream must tell, gud dreams keep to urself. so here it is, i dreamt tht i was in the exam room, n the examiner is veli veli short guy, n he somehow looked like a elf from harry potters movie.. neh.. the elfs from bank. then i was like.. totally dunno how to play my songs, (coz they r not my reality songs) n i blur blur went to exam. the songs. i can hardly play.. walao the feeling sucks to the max, going to exam while i thought im prepared liao, dimzhi flip open the book, the songs i barely played b4.. thn the examinor told me to come exam later(n i was already in the room), he said 12pm, (it was around 8am by then) so i was so happy coz i got more time to prepare myself.. keep playing the songs.. but the song seems to change everytime i play it... holy.. coulddnt sleep well... been so so worried.. well now tht i've tell it out, my exam's gonna be smooth rite?? >.<


thing no.2 : i played a whole 2hours piano without stopping, n another 2 whole hour of practicing the aural test for the exam.. holy.. 4 hours gone. great. wrist pain-ing. n my tip of my nails are BLACK in color. =)thx to the lovely CLEAN piano. @.@


thing no.3 : my finals is a day after my piano exam. which.. i just finish half of the bio, n 0% of statistic. =) im thinking of rushing all of them on wed. izzit possible? n oh, statistic i can oni lost 3 marks to Grade A. lagi stress.


thing no. 4: my mom incredibly allowed me to go out with my frens for overnight in morib. wow~ i thought i was dreaming, that's y i dun dare to reconfirm. =p will wait for nx thur to reconfirm. hiak hiak.


thing no.5 : i wasnt planning to blog wan.. but sine ms jojo are so badly spamming, so here it is ms jojo tan ying rou. hope it entertains u. =]


thing no.6 : oh oh.. tml hav piano lessons, n i haven practiced my scales.. which my teacher will definately ask me to play, n which i totally suck at it. so ltr will be another 2 hours of scaless~~ weeeeeeee~


thing no.7 : i wanna eat junkfood so so badly!! i wanna eat mcd's breakfast, its pancake n the yummy burger!! i am sick of being sick, when will my flu go away from me? will my nose be stuffed like forever?? >.<


thing no.8 : social relation is going down down down. must let it go back up up up. which i will do after final.


thing no.9 : still thinking whether shud i take 5 subz nx sem... will i go stress like crazy?? coz i'll be working nx sem too.. can i balance the time? hmmmm...i wonder.


thing no.10: me really no likey tags... but jason i'll do it after finals ok? heheheh.. as a 'present' for u b4 u leave for US. =]


recorded,
~ jess ~

JERRY!!!

fell in love with jerry yan AGAIN!!!
this is not gud.... really not gud!! >.<
but he is sooooo HOT n CUTE!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

- jess -

my melody

practiced it everyday, but it sort of got worse. i just wanted to perfect it, but it never come true, kept slipping fingers, pressing wrong notes.. just why??

no more feeling and joy in it? i still do, deep inside, but i can sense that its fading.. further n further, unwanted to be seen. come back... dun lost yourself.

right, that's what im saying, come back...

but still, where's my confident?? playing it when i think its ugly.. n it gets more n more ugly.. till i throw it away with disgust. it aint suppose to be this way. i love it right? yes? no? im not sure anymore.

maybe i shouldn't think this much, maybe i should just close my eyes n play.. but when i listen, its really unsatisfying n frustrating. maybe im having high expectations, but what's wrong with that?? coz it makes me stress n tensed, so stop having high expectations, just play with ur will, ignore everything, just play with ur heart? yeah, maybe i'll do that.

she said i lost my standard, n i play worse each week, but i practiced even more!! why is it worse?? it shouldnt be that way. i put my hardwork on it. shouldnt it improve even a little bit?

unprepared, feel empty, nothing inside at all. how can i pass in this condition?? hate this.
august, please come faster.


jess

medicine

tonite got bak in touch with a senior that i haven talk to for nearly 2 years+. n incredibly, we managed to talk about lotsa things. n i dun remember being this close with him years ago. maybe yes but, well, i couldnt remember wat drfited us apart. busy life maybe? it just happened. n luckily i got bak in touch with him. his intention was to invite me to play badminton, n surprisingly he remembered tht i play badminton. guud. haha. of coz i accepted the invitation, nid to get myself heated up for sports again. =]

then dunno how the topic came to that i was feeling sick. ta da~ he asked me to see doctor, same reaction like every fren tht know im sick-ing. well then, i made gud excuse for not going to the doctor, saying i wanna build up my immune system, n since he's studying bio, he knows that well. but still lost to the debate tht i shud eat medicines. so it ended up him sending the medicines n strepsils over to my place at this hour of the day. was shocked that he really turned up at my doorsteps. hahaha.

im really thankful for his action. as in really REALLY thankful. kakaka. will intro u lenglui! promise!!


hates sore throat,
~ jess ~

sinned

there was this dog, started to come to our house yesterday, i assume it came in through the drain hole. then i tried to get close to it, but its eyes seemed empty n not willing to come closer. or worse, when i get close to it, it just growl at me. so i gave up n continue my things inside the house. thn my family got bak n feed the dog out of kindness. but it din really eat much though.

then this morning it was still behind the plants in my garden, thn evening it went out again. i tot it just went away, like some stray dogs. so i din quiet put it in my heart.

then after we had dinner outside n came bak an hour ago, we found it at the same spot again, behind the plants. hiding. thn my dad started to shoo it out of our house, coz we think tht it might carry some disease or kutu.

dad used a stick to threaten it so tht it would get scared n leave, but it started growling at us again. n resisted to move. so my dad jz beat it, n it started barking n squeaking allt he noise, it kinda look like some chiwawa, but its not. n when the dog started growling at us, spikey came out under the car and started barking n growling at the dog too. then after 1min of threatening, dad got tired n coz my sis kept screaming behind, dad got fired up n ask her to get in the house. i was oso irritated to all the screaming n barking n all, sumo i was sick n im half deaf, annoyed enuff rite? sumo spikey started attacking the dog, biting it n fighting. to not to let spikey get hurt, i jz ask my dad to spray water on the dog, coz i think dogs normally hate water. so my dad got a pipe n spray water at it, the idea worked, the dog got out within 2seconds. i was opening the gate, n saw him went out so i started to close the gate.

then i saw a car drove pass in front of my house making some banging noise, thn i thought i heard a squeak sound, i looked but there was ntg. so i tot it was coz by the bumper in fronta my house. then my mom beside me said, the dog got banged. i was stunned, n 60% not bliving her coz i checked the road moments ago. thn i moved to her place n looked, there, the dog lied in the middle of the road, motionless, not moving at all. n all i can do is.. stare at it.. i cannot digest the things i saw. really cannot. it was moving up n down minutes ago, n its lying there now? i was trying to cheat myself tht it would suddenly move n wake up n walk away. but no... after minutes, it just stayed there.. n it was the peak hour of cars passing, i saw it being ran over the wheels again.. i cannot describe how im feeling now.. i feel.. sorry, guilty, evil, dark, helpless, SINNED.

dad picked up the dog n buried it.. to avoid more cars to run over.

If.. and only if, i knew tht was going to happen, i'll just tell my dad to leave the dog to hide at the same spot. till it get bored n go away itself.

dog, im sorry. i am really really sorry. plz rest in peace.


guilt running all over me,
~ jess ~

no hamster

days ago, eugene sais tht he could give me his hansters after he finished his psychology experiment on it. n so, today he came by my college to pass me the hamsters, they r SO CUTE!!! well thx eugene~~ muekekeke

thn i brought it to bio class, since i cannot just leave the hamsters at a corner. n of course, thy instantly became a spotlight. frens gather around the cute little fellas n played with it, ask questions n blablabla. n now oni i noe alot of my frens actually have hamster-abusive characters. they bully the dear hamsters!! >.<

thn class started, whole class fell quiet for a moment and... squeak~~~ the sound of the spinning run-way of the hamsters started off.. n more thn half of the class turned their head to my direction!! jeezzz.. so fish.. told the hamsters to be quiet but they r not obedient, so i jz pluck off the spinning run way. n tada~ the hamsters was still running in it but it wont spin!! wakkakakakaa~ =p

sad thing is, my sis very the disagree for me to bear the hamsters. =( n so did my parents.. saying... "y bring bak OTHER animals when u're already IGNORING spikey?" T-T i did not ignore spikey!!! was juz a tiny lil insy bitty busy these days... T-T

WELL, GAVE THE HAMSTERS TO NICHOLAS, hope he'll take GOOD care of them!! grrrr.. i miss them T-T was a lil depressed when the hmasters r gone.. although i was their owner for only 3 hours. =(

here's the pic of those adorable hamsters.







~ jess ~

swing

due to sudden mood-come, i went to the park n played the swing, a thing tht i had done everyday when i was in primary skul. =] took my hp n headphone along with me.

played the songs n swung myself in the air.
first started off with the piano pieces songs, due to some fed-up-ness recently towards piano, i decided to try this way n c whether i could recall the happiness n excitement in piano, well.. it kinda worked. =]

enjoyed the peaceful song with my eyes closed,
beating the beats with my fingers,
nodding my head along with the rhythm,
wind brushes my skin,
hair follows the wind's direction, front n back n again,
satisfactions,
which was something long lost, and found, today.



enjoyment, sinking myself into melodies, without disturbance, just me n it.

~ jess ~

out for a day

first having this experience, going out with college frens in a no-class n activity day. =p went out with nic lett jojo abu chels int he first session, which is around 2pm in the afternoon. guess where we went?? to eat 'tong sui' when we're supposed to eat proper lunch. lol... coz dear lett n jojo were bising-ing to eat tong sui, so off we go~ keep stopping lett not to drink ice.. such a tough job. lol. then aftering taking a walk in leisure mall, we went to eat porridge, near my house. was awesome!! i super like the porridge there, so statisfying. =D lett n jojo liked it!! =p

next session was with nic lett vic ilex and yancy + her sis. went up to snowflake after the long ride in the car. @.@ ate the best sellers again just to get the chop. =p ate alot of ice again.. but it was tasty tough. =D
then wanted to go for a pool session, but its full.. so we went asia cafe n sit there to discuss our next destination. ended up nic n vic eating again. @.@ really salute... n nic eating the omelet with green chilli padi!!! wakakakakakkaka!!!! not long beans but chili padi all over it, n he still can manage to finish ALL!! he rocks!! hahahahah

then we went up to victor's house, nobody's home so we sit there as if its our own house. lol. n guess wat?? victor's house is SO SO CLEAN!!!!!! it really dun match his image. =p must be his mom doing the cleaning job. hehe. stuck in his room discussing every piece of his furniture, n he had lotsa medals!! oh my.. hahaha.. thn it was getting too heated up iside so we went down n had some movie session.. watch a very yeng the show(although din get to finish it) but still~ =D

for dinner we went to usj19 for 'dai chao' ate 5 diff plates of things. not bad la. =] n got laughed at my eating style again.. grrrrr.. next time dunwanna sit anywhere near nicholas chow liao... ruin my appetite.. eat oso cannot eat quietly. >.<

the ride back home, mm.. talked about quite alot of things.. bringing bak memories, asking each other how did we know each other, wat's the 1st impression, how will our future be? having quite some pillow-car-talk there. asking who'll earn the most money, will we still be tt close by then.. argh... sour T-T

well, all that i can say is, frens are forever!!
love all of u!! =D

~ jess ~

i miss prom

arghh.. prom was just 24hours ago n im damn missing it already!! >.<

i miss the times we had fun during our salsa practice. when we all mess each other up, laughing at the wrong steps we've made, shouting when we're arguing which step to go, we almost c each other everyday!! the time is 4pm to 7pm. (marked to be salsa) n it really did bond us up.

there are - june, the lovely coach, nicholas doing his chicken dance =p, joan having a hard time with her back, victor always remembering the steps perfectly, chels having a incredible memory for steps n also making ppl laugh everyday, robin who's always seeking a 'lovely argument', n horng my partner, very gud in twisting here n there and always teasing ppl in a 'good' way... i really really really miss all of it.

wat comes after that is, prom committee~~ it really feel good to work with all of u, though we had some hard times n pressures around us, still we had managed to get over it. working together with u guys are really great, for there are always ppl by ur side when u needed help. =)

n the day before prom, doing things together, setting up the ballroom.. sitting around on the floor for dinner tapao by justin, lol i felt real warm. now it makes sense that food tastes the best when there are people around .=)

im praying hard that there'll be another prom real soon, like nx year, n im not the prom committee, but having a role of a girl happily dressed up for prom, eat everything over there, sit down care freely n enjoy the performances. =]

still miss it, MORE!!!
jess

prom!!!

prom is finally over!!! yayy!!!! it was a great great night!!! =D

although we really had alot of hiccups during the whole event, but still, it ended up nice, emcee's are goood~~~ cynthia robin n joy~!! well done!! =D

ECX are AWESOME!!! their 2nd dance!! wow!!! >.< i'll try n get their performance videos!! (if i manage to find la =)

was nervous n stress for my performance, n kinda screw up but, its over~!! wohhohooho~
i'll try n upload the salsa performance video! =D

n last night the ballroom was full of lengzai n lenglui~~~ very the statisfied my eyes!! XD guys with blazers n smart looking. ladies with awe dresses n they are HOT!! hahahhahaa..

then the dance floor opens~~ here comes the couple-ish dancing~ sweeet~~~ =]
n i love the bus company!!! they rock!! went crazy in the dance floor.. hair all messed up, but i dun care!! wakkakakaka..

n finally, pictures!!

me after dressing up


me + victor


me + ilex


eugene + me


hyper rachel + jess


the rest i'll post it in my facebook~ =D
taking too long to upload the photos >.<


cheers,
jess

days before the prom

days before were so packed up with the preparations for prom.FYI, our prom is TONIGHT!! =D im excited!!! wakakakkaa.. wat will it be like??? i hope everything goes smoothly!! >.<

days ago, me nic vic latt n june went time square for the last confirmation of everything for the prom, thn settle everything. bought donute for lunch.



thn on 7th june, we had bbq session as a celebration for america's independence day!! haha. although ppl hu turned up are quite less, but still we had fun!! sang for the whole nite, eat eat and eat, talk n talk, havent been so relaxing for like weeks. >.< then after bbq, we went to visit jojoan around 10pm, coz she was having some 'sickness' (ter-sprained leg n back) hope she'll be alrite n DONT get hurt in dancing. >.<

well we have worked hard for this coming event, altough there had been some conflicts around, but we still manage to get through it. =] and this prom actually brought me closer with other fayette n sc members, which when we were still strangers to each other back then.

let's pray hard for tonite!!! *crossing fingers* >.<

lets rock the floor tonite!!!
~ jess ~

effect of lens..

im having red-eye thingy now... thanks to the lens.. T-T

wanna know y??

coz i cannot take out the damn lens.. ish... sumo putting fingers into my EYES!!! OMG!!! halfway pulling it out... but jz managed to touched them... they stick much to my eyes. =.= thn i hav to run downstairs, online, google for 'how to remove lens' >.<
n i saw how they 'pinched' out the lens.. OMG!!!!!! nid to hav much courage to do tht. T-T its like taking ur eyeball out.. arrghhh!!!

after 5min 'massaging' my eyeball... finally get the left eye de lens out. it is very.... well.. i dun feel comfortable. lol. nx on with the right eye jz seoconds thn its out.. T-T kong bu!!!

lens-phobia,
~ jess ~

contact lens!!

yay~!!! guess wat?? i just bought my FIRST pair of contact lens just now!!! hehehhee..
it cost me rm50... T-T im so broke... rm40 for the 1 pair of acuvue lens and rm10 for the solutionssss.. say bye bye to cash. >.<

then i tried to put them on lor... started with my left eye... n it wont go in. gek sei. n i spent 10min juz to get one in!! >.< but after i it was on, i feel weird, coz my eye sight was 1 way blur n 1 way clear. hahhaa, so i quickly put on the other one lor, this used up only 3min. =D im way way better thn chee wei. =p

but still blur with these lens coz i got 'san guang' >.<

wish me luck with these lens!! =D

~ jess ~

updates. =)

many things happened recently, meaningful yet lack of time to write them down. so here r the things that i've been through. =D


23th June
stayed back in college for a biology campaign, stayed till veli late... n the sky was dark already. nic was doing his board of thalassemia, i was wondering around =p
so....

i took pic wit the ballooonnssssssss. =D was scary.. afraid that it might burst when i when i lay on them. =p



then here with chels, a very special pic. =p




25th June

its the day before my dad's birthday, but since we're all busy on the exact date, we went for celebration today. went to vietnam restaurant in leisure mall. yummy!! =)

the dishes (though they're emptied) =p



family [2nd bro not here =( ]



then we went back home, n eat cake. =D

strawberry choco cake!! =D



my daddy n mommy~~




26th June

went to the sleep over in jojo's unit along with chels. =) din sleep at all.. broke my very first record. lol.

in the afternoon, went to the sports day field to set up the things. while waiting for the stuff to come, ta da~~!!

took pic with jojo~ =p






27th June

Sports Day!!!!! i was roasted under the big hot sun. >.< but overall was fun though. n thx to chee wei for being my helper. =D oh when i remove my socks, there was 2 diff colors on my leg. greatttt... @.@

after tht, followed abu jojo n chels n ilex to klang to hav bak kut teh. =) was yummy, maybe its coz tht i was hungry. =p lalala~


so that's all from my update le. =D

p/s : PROM IS COMING!!!! COMING FRIDAY!!!! =D hurry up n buy tic before the price goes up to rm90!!! =D


~ jess ~

=(

statistic's midterm is tml n i haven read a single word of it.
sob...
stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!

n my printer takda ink liao... cant even print the slides out!!!!
y is this happening to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

gonna spend the whole day studying. =(

~ jess ~

first overnight ever!!

welll... ehemmm... based on the sports day thingy that we have to do.. i have to finish things by late night and reach the field by early early. soo.... i stayed over at joj's unit in casa. =D meaning im not the sihamlala for the day!!! wakakkakakaka

then hor... im supposed to be sleeping to restore my long gone energy, since i got up early... NOT LIKE SOMEONE. (chels) n we ended up.... pillow talking. @.@ n i planned to pillow talk for ONE hour... but it ended up we talked for like 3-4hours lehh...

reasons:
1) the jojo veli talkative...
2) the chels lagi talk non stop.

things we did:
1) they bully my patrick. =(
2) they bully ME, as in hitting me all day long... new edition of sand bag @.@
3) drank jojo's home made soup. =D
4) talk talk talk talk talk n talk


n this is the first time im up till so late... oh od.. this is soooo UNHEALTHY!!! no good!!!! hope i wont faint later (sports day) >.<

gud day!!!

~ jess ~

tired

I'm tired... y is short sem so packed??? every college day i hav to go out at 7.30am n go bak at 7-10pm. its like 12hours spent in college things. everytime i got bak, rush for dinner n bath, thn do some urgent stuff n sleeeeep.

taking so many roles at a time, i can barely digest it.
- student for classes, recipient for works, committee in fayette, practices for a performace, praticing for my piano exam, having exams(that come so damn fast), and projects n campaign. im exhausted. and i know that im bad in time management. T-T

its like there's no energy left for me to do anything, cannot concentrate to study, n sis has confusing works to be done at home, which makes me cant practice piano coz its really NOISY.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! its stress.

its a mess.

n sad.

~ jess ~