✏ Note to self
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at this point who even reads this space anymore HAHAHHAA but I guess old blogs are really just for one’s own memories.
I just wanted to remind myself! That the secret to success is to try even harder and put in more effort when the going gets tough.
It’s not easy everyday. Sometimes I feel sooooo happy loved and in love but some days I feel nothing at all. And I’ve come to accept that it’s normal. Some days we really feel like friends and nothing more. But this is the dynamic we signed up for. This is the nature of our relationship that has allowed us to come this far. Sometimes I really don’t feel loved and appreciated and I start to get a lil unhappy abt it and worse so when I try to drop hints n they go unnoticed. I try to remember times you did nice things for me (yes there are such times) but I just discredit them in that frame of mind.
Now the tried and tested solution is for me to put in more. To invest more and to go out of my way to do something nice for u!! Cos that’ll garner some positive feedback from you even if you don’t like whatever it is. You’ll try your best to appreciate it and that’s enough for me!! Then I’ll rmb why I love u again and it’ll b all gucci.