damn lazy and kinda tired too, shall blog in point form hehheh.

1. hmm sprained my ankle ytd.. don't know what to feel. zoe also! D:


2. didn't tell my parents.. and they didn't notice! either i act really well or they're just oblivious..


3. first time i sat and watched today :O


4. half day today due to 9.1 msg *school pride*! though didn't feel like half day at all..


5. thenn ah, jar's surprise today!!! hehe she was touched yo touched~~! she cried :P so easy one leh she aiyo x)


6. ate and stuff.. admit my french toast was fail uhh cos i on the fire too big! D:


7. nominated for oai heh, together with like half the COALs people heh. 3C had 10! zai or what 8D


8. i like jar's book 8)


9. and yes i'm always tired why hmm. i'm just tired like this. ahhhhhhh


10. only one in class haven't handin compo whoopsie ><


11. ok imma bathe now bye

bye!

hi. so i deleted tha "First day of 2012." cos i didn't like how it turned out/sounded. heheh.

it's 1140 now. 20 minutes to the end of the first day of the year. 20 minutes to the end of any other day, actually. not gonna hope for anything more cos i don't feel ready to put in anymore. this is the feeling of freedom from committment yknow? of how nothing matters more than to live and let live. can i live like this forever? can i live for living? and be happy about it too. not going to make any new year's resolutions cos i know i'll just fail at all of them at the end anwz :P not gonna make promises to myself that i'll just end up breaking. but an interesting thing i read in a comic strip on lifestyle this morning; new year's resolutions are rarely fufilled but at least writing them down gives you a feel of what you need to change about yourself. or smth like that hehe. yada yada. so hmmm one resolution. general, vague but still largely applicable. not to make the same mistakes again. life's too short to make the same mistakes twice, afterall. i'll be this is one of the things i won't manage to accomplish at the end of the year (like every other new year resolution of mine..) but still, it'sa start :B and while i'm at it, to stop procrastinating too. haha but well probably can't stop procrastinating to settle on a time to think about how to stop procrastinating. hurhur.

hmm and i think i only start work around 3 on a daily basis. if my entire day's free and i have loads of work to do, that is. regardless yknow i tell ya. even if i wake upo at 8 some how i will manage to laze around until 11 then lunch and laze around and procrastinate somemore until 3 then officially start on a wee bit of work. and even then, my efficiency is a snail's crawl-ishly slow. i fail max man. but at night i do get more stuff accomplished, surprisingly or not surprisingly. maybe cos they're no distractions and all. but what distractions do i even have man o-o i just sit and stone during the day o,O so yesssss, this whole crap of a paragraph is my excuse for only completing my ss essay today. i am poopishly slow i admit. and there will be no more excuses for the work i will/will not be doing. was supposed to finish ss compo zuowen yyw tingli today. hahahaha 20% done and going strong. in the mean time, i'm up for a short nap.. just a few minutes.. zzz.

hahahaha amazing how i lapsed into narrative there x) and this is why, ladies and gentlemen, why i get lost in my mind sometimes. sometimes i think i do live in my own world like zothetall ahaha xD this is happier than that previous post yay :B hmmm as i have mentioned (and deleted) i'm in 3C :o kinda excited and all contrary to popular belief hahaha. 90% emotionless 9% excited 1% terrified. keep thinking today got sch alr hahaha. wonder if i'll be close to anyone.. but there's always my work plan to keep meh going. when all else fails, work. it'll be an absolutely mind-numbing experience, i promise you.

funny how i have these weird urges all the time. i mean like sudden wants to go out with people. sudden mood for work. the work mind was just there. now it's gone but i feel it coming back again. *pray may you accompany me throughout the night* rn i wanna melt into one of those naps-turned-hibernation things but i cannot do that *sternface*. there is no choice but to.. work.

or maybe a little nap won't kill eh? *wink* bye!

i don't like how this sounds too but definitely prefer it to the other post hurhur.