heheh i realise i super long haven't blog alr like wsndufvcbuivicu hehehe. k abit sian shall revive it. i think oonly boob will like bother to check luh!! hahaha.

hmm now gonna ct3 alr! sian much. plus i haven't study yet ohnoo. my study dates all damn fail one srsly heh. transport alr like 2 hrs. then go there talk and crap like 3 hrs. eat like 2 hrs. then study 1 hr? heh. but fun luh (: but ughhh science on thurs maths on friday guitar on thurs??! like kmn man. WHERE IS MY SENSE OF URGENCY?? haha i rmb i used to be able to type really really long posts about random crap. i wonder if i can still do it. nvm let's try eheh.

k so i had an awesome bday i guess :D! my teammates and clique damn nice man srsly :)) i love them alot alot hehehe. actually i knew they sure won't forget my birthday one but still after all that obviousness i still damn gullible go with their whole plan. first they wrote some meeting at 11 after community singing then azrin stall time distract me then they all got cake at hiding at the arena sports halls hahahaah ahh they damn sweet then later i still ask whether got the monitress meeting hahaha. k i'm damn gullible but i'm not acting i swearrr. imma be real. so damn funny then celine go smash the cake in my face leh!!! then we throw the cake around here and there then so fun lah :) but after that got speech and i screwed it up luh >< haiyoo. k so anw main point is i srsly love my team and my class. love x 10000000000000 heh.

ah i've had kinda many htht and stuffs these (few) days. my life's really changed alot recently. this year's been damn happening. so many things happened i guess? tho on the outside it's just any other year. and it probably is, too. to anyone else. but yea, i guess for me it's a learning and growing process (as mabel would say ahahah) that everyone will go through. so hehhh, here's to success in changing, becoming new and improved old lele. idk how but imma just try. i wanna be me again! everyone says i'm not me anymore. wait, i'm looking for me too. i'm sorry if i'd hurt you in the process of everything yea :( wait for lexuan to come back okie?? i know i won't be the same person again but i can always try. and ugh i don't want things enough. i need that feeling. and i realise if i blog too much i become emo so yea i shal not blog so much ahahahah. or maybe it's vice versa luh~ and hmm alot of things i don't cherish until i lose them yea?? but sometimes i don't have the feeling to.. and then i really regret when i lose them. so hai, what to do leh? i shall. take one step at the time. wait htht now ahahah <:

bye bloggy i managed to talk so long still! my crapping skills still here hee. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! I'M PROUD OF YOU DEAREST COUNTRY HEH.