Bismillah.
All praises to Allah for all the rizq He has given me.
Sedikit sangat syukur dalam hati ini, apakan lagi yang terzahir.
These few weeks, I have been tested with things, which I could say, led me to understand myself more. The road towards self-reflection;
On my career direction
On my working purpose
On my life purpose
I have been tested with what I currently have. How much that I am grateful with the things I have; my age, status, physicals, job, family, friends.
I came to a realization that marriage is not the only issue to be thought about. There are far more important ones out there, waiting for me to reach out to.
While we are too occupied with the worries of not finding our another half, we forgot to worry about others. Are not we too selfish? There are hunger, unemployment, natural disasters, wars, poverty happening right now.
While I keep on complaining about my job, and envying on what others' do, I forgot that there are many others who are envying on what I do, wishing to have what I have.
While I keep my mind occupied with other external bounties to be thank of, I forgot that He has been giving me health and complete set of functioning body and organs since my birth.
All in all, our usrah's liqa' today touched on the concept of rizq. He knows best. We might feel that it is unfair that some people get more while others get less. But, all this is up to Him. We do not deserve to question Him. All these things are His. We need to accept it, make full use of them, and ask Him to give what is best for us. He is indeed, As-Samee, The All-Hearing.
