Can you believe it? I went missing again. for more than a year! I was super dooper busy and still am if you wanna know. I really have no time to actually start blogging, but just suddenly I miss blogging, thus, iznillah.blogspot.com is alive once again.

Oh and btw, I have to run some errands. Update again later. Just pray that I'll come back.

Toodles.

I was missing again for almost 2 months. But here I am now, updating on stuffs. So where was I all these while? Basically I was busy with the school closure. I have to assist all my teachers for the preparations as they are still new to everything, and so I have to show and do everything. I am glad somehow that I get to preapre it as I miss doing it. Preparing the SLC stations, compiling of books and materials. These teachers are fortunate as there are no more loose papers. All are compiled into books. No worries, no late nights of loose papers lying around. I still do remember my very first time doing SLC. Me and another 2 partners of mine, stayed back in school till midnight just to stay up and do compiling. That freaking serious I tell you. Now, I worked smart, and my school is getting smarter ( Thank God!) and have more books instead of papers.

It is the June holiday now. Not doing much. Wanna start with The Urban Project and continue with The Bridal Project, but Sayang will be away for almost 3 weeks. He is going to Cambodia for some school related matters. I am going to miss him. And I do not know if I can actually survive my holidays without having him around. Luckily I have my lovable family and irritating brother to play along and be with.

I have to go for now. Shall update the soonest about anything and everything.

Things are just getting on my nerve. One mistake and everyone starts to talk about it. Don't tell me that's life. I know what life is, and it sucks. Like, seriously, you don't have to add on anything simply just to hype it up. Let bygones be bygones.

Is that too difficult to adhere? FML.

Good Morning Earthlings.

My weekend is simply awesome. "Seasons" from YTSS was a good one. Though there are some glitches and girls who never stopped talking, it is all good. I love the Concert Band and the last dance routine from the Chinese dance. Very inspiring and mystical. I love it. You deserved your Gold for Singapore Youth Festival.

And it was only yesterday that I realised, Cinnamon Melts tasted uber delicious. And McD actually do serve them? Goodness me. I am totally obsessed with their Mc Spicy Double that I don't even realised that there's this amazing Cinnamon Melts which really melt in your mouth. Super sedap and I want more. But, I have flabby arms that I need to work on. And my belly is really huge! I can't even hid it behind my dress. I look terrible in dresses nowadays. My arms are just simply saddening. I have to do something.

So much for Cinnamon Melts.

Good Afternoon.

Love is wonderful isn't it? I am enjoying this feeling as much as I can. And I simply can't stop falling in love. To Him and him. (points to Tek.) Not forgetting my family.

Yesterday, I was away from blogging. I had a really hard time. I felt like I'm a huge sore loser. And I just can't help it but to feel so demoralised, disheartened and felt totally down. It was the first time I felt that way and I just couldnt bring myself up. I was crying my heart out and my head was spinning around so bad. She was trying to coax me and convinced me to accept things or criticism positively. But, I also realised my mistakes and only today, I am accepting all the comments and feedback positively. I am just telling myself and will forever remind myself, never to trust anyone. No matter how nice or sweet that someone can be, never ever try to trust her, not even a pinch of trust. So I shall make it be that way. I truly didn't expect that those hurtful remarks come from her. I am glad that, I got to know this early, and I still have enough time for myself to amend things. I shall work hard and prove her wrong that I can do it. And that I am well-trained to run a centre.

Anyway, let us look on the bright side of my life. After that much crying and sobbing, I met Sayang after work to catch Clash of the Titans at Causeway Cineleisure. Somehow, I managed to guess correctly as to how Perseus managed to survive and kill the Kraken. If you caught Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief, then I guess you know what I mean as it is predictable. But still, I do love the movie. There's a little bit of humour added to it. I give 3 1/2 out of 5 popcorns.

I love you, Sayang. Thank you for last night. You want my roti john, still? (-_-)"

Good Afternoon, lovelies.

So far, my day is good. I had my breakfast in my office just now with a cup of Lipton tea. Accompanied me with the tea are some lemon creamed biscuits which I brought from home. I never had those for breakfast. Usually, I had a glass of carrot juice with 3 pieces of plain biscuits. But I decided to give a change to that breakfast style. This week is really happening. We went singing our hearts out twice! Friday night was at Ming's Garden Cash Studio. And they saw us again on Sunday, right after I went to Cik Mai's wedding reception. I was in Baju Kurung songket when I joined the rest of them. And so, we sang to our heart's content. In which right after the singing session that we had for 4 hours flat, our mighty friend, Sabiq, decided to grab a meal. The 4 of us headed down to The Forum MacD.

And that was when I bumped into Wan Kukuhead. Lesbo asked what's with the name, and only realised that I totally forgot his real name. But it's all good. I left a message on his wall at FB and he actually do recognised me. We exchange smiles by the way. After much talking and eating, we went on seperate ways. We took the cab home since it was past 11 when we left MacD. And we are very lucky for getting a Malay Uncle. Yesterday was the most cheapest ride ever from Orchard. And only yesterday that I realised, there are actually a shorter route from Orchard to Woodlands. Though Sayang is actually aware of this.

Anyway, Thank you Sabiq and Fee for that lovely evening spending times together. Thank you to both Asyikin and Hidayah for wanting to join us. And Thank you to you, Sayang, for always making my day with you very special. I love you.

Good Afternoon.

Yesterday was Good Friday. It was indeed a Good Friday for me too. I did house chores before I left to meet Sayang and Asyikin for a Kara-oke session. At first, Sayang can't make it, but after everything was settled, he asked me out. We sang our heart out. There was no such thing as "i-can't-sing-today" kinda thing. It was nice to meet Asyikin. Avery nice lady. If only Jay can tag along. But he chose to go to Cuppage instead at Hard Rock. Initially we wanted to join Fee and Sabiq, but due to unforeseen circumstances, Sayang had to cancel it. We went out very late after that.

Let me say this, I would like to say Congratulation to my one and only uncle, Busu and Cik Liza. They have a new baby girl. Reza is a big brother now. Raeesha was born on the 1st of April. I've yet to meet her, but her parents can expect doa from me. May Raeesha be a healthy baby girl and may she have speedy recovery from Jaundice. I am looking forward to my newest baby cousin. Another new 1 added to Haji Omar's Family.

And so, anyone can tell me, is it worth watching Clash of the Titans. I heard hat it is not worth the money watching it. Is it true? Coz I am all about the Greek Mythology you see, and nothing about them that can bore me to death. I need opinion people.

In the mean time, I am going to clock out soon. I am heading to Woodlands for tuition and in which after that, I am not sure what to do. The sky is very dark and I bet the Cullens are playing baseball right now.

Ohh, please don't rain on me.