Expectation

Put away any expectation.

Take this as an experience to learn about contentment.

Be contented in whatever state it is. :)

Take a leap

take a leap of faith at the backseat; let the uncertainty takes charge

I am tired of wanting to
make situations I want;
make people happy;
consider people's feelings;
plan ahead to avoid disappointment;
putting in efforts while people care less

now surprise me!

bubble burst

Does it mean the reality is -

bubbles exit in the air,

and they will burst in a timeframe?


And I ask -

why do bubbles exit in the first place,

when they know they will burst in a while?


Do you know -

if they gone burst,

they didn't exactly disappear immediately?


Can't you see -

the droplets linger here

and that's most hurting to the hearts?

My question is why do bubbles exit and why do they have to disappear?

Sorry

Sorry that I disappoint you once again.

Sometimes it's just me that you have to trust;

not the situation which I am in.

So please let us look on the bright side,

help me to stay positive,

and brings me blessings and favors.

why those eyes?

My Day

Thanks be to God who makes This Day

And makes me in his likeness

And He gives me many blessings

Be content I shall makes to be

For all He gives, He gives unto me

love-ly

Do you mean this is love-ly?

Found this description of the world "lovely" somewhere and I think it's pretty sharp :- 

"Lovely is mild yet vibrant; a melody, not a symphony. Lovely has grace but not quite elegance; elegance distances us from the subject, loveliness draws us in. Lovely is enjoyable. Lovely is pleasant. Lovely is nice. Lovely is a pretty face with an unmistakably chipped tooth. Lovely would not exist without love."

And it all sum up to my longing for you.  I do not desire a distance that is so near yet so far.  

I do not demand perfection for it keeps me trying to catch up.  I do not demand an orchestra that draw eyes for I only long for a simple original melody for you and me...

If you really mean it's love-ly, so let it be...

let's us be...

arrivederci

be my friend

Hey! love the night we spent...

the chit-chat, the music, and the spontaneous table-tennis game...

Be my friend and we should hang out more often...

Not restrict to movies alone...

We could do more things together...

And get to know each other better...



Oh! So I was just being paranoid by my over thinking...

Things are simple all I need is to ask...

Let's open up...

We have a deal...looking forward to it!

Night Date

Grant me the favour please I beg,

The sky will smile with great delight,

The stars come sparkle tease the night,

Enfold us with gentle wind kisses our skin,

Let our laughters sing on in our hearts,

A date that brings the night with fondness,

Sweet softness whispers and kisses

So may this date be its journey to begin...

sweet!

Just when I thought I have lose you...

Here comes sweet...

I hope this stays....forever...

God makes Beautiful

"Marriage: a flawed person married to a flawed person in a fallen world. With a faithful God.”–Paul Tripp

"the reason marriage is so painful, and yet so wonderful, is because it is a reflection of the Gospel, which is painful and wonderful at once.”

That’s real marriage—two sinners who can bear one another’s burdens & commit for the long haul no matter what happens. True love is ,despite how I acted, demonstrated the Gospel—because when we were totally undeserving, Christ died for us.

worthy

Wor·thy Definition: Deserving effort, attention, or respect.

Lord, I hear You.

As I kneed down at the pew this morning; I hear you answering my question.

I am worthy.

And I feel so close, having a relationship with You.

I hear You Lord.

Thank You for the much-needed affirmation.

A good start

A good start of the new year!

Embarking on a challenging and interesting role.

Lots of personal hurdles to overcome but I know I can do it cos God is with me.

Treat this as a lesson to cultivate humility, servanthood and maturity.

加油！

Memory

Sometimes, it's hard to shed off a memory, especially when it was used to be a part of the daily routine.

Gonna work harder on this.

Detoxifying

Detoxifying process starts today.

It was not what I thought the journey would be easy.

In fact, I am feeling the pains of letting go, filtering out the toxins and searching a deep sense of comfort.

Who says healing takes place over night?

Wish I could have someone to share this sacred journey with me now.

放下

今天我仿佛已经学会，

如何安然的放下。

向执着道别。

Felt a sense of peace and gratitude when I relished a situation without the need to control or manipulate the outcome I desired.

Being contented of what it was and how this turned out to be - a blessing.

I hope I am being instrumental in your life, opening up your horizon to see your beautiful self.

Happy Birthday!

"Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. For you never know who would love the person you hide"

失望

世上能让我们失望的事有很多。

但我们又能奈何？

今天不行，还有明天。

站起来，再出发去！

Dump the trash

A well start of a new year day when I opened my eyes in the morning, I heard chirping birds singing in the background.  Immediately, that brought a smile on my face.  And a good thought came to my mind - it's gonna be an awesome year!  Welcome 2013!

I love the serenity of the morning, cool fresh air and the singing of the chirping birds, always felt this combination like a symphony resonating a much-needed hope to begin (continue) to walk through the joys and tribulation of a brand new day.

In the transition of the New Year's eve to a New Year day, I cannot expect an immediate "transformation" (this would be so unrealistic), yet a sense of peace and calm subdued my being, readiness to accept the mistakes I had made, embraced forgiveness and healing, and finally moving forward to face what would be unfolding in days to come.

Ain't making a high-profile big-time "Happy New Year"; I ditched the unhappiness in 2012, and looking forward for a gracious new moments ahead :)

And what are my resolutions for the 2013?  I think what's crucial for me is to truly learn and practise to trust God fully for his plan for me; learn to pray for my petitions with the right intention; and faithfully learn to obey God for his promises and good intentions.


p.s. Today I finally threw away a pair of old shoes which had been causing me to stumble when I walked.

今天，终于把那双常常拌脚的旧鞋子给扔掉。