
I've been haitus.
Miss a little, missing a bit.
Life has been on a fast pace, work has been busy.
A last lap to complete next week and I can take a breather after which.
There have been surprises, well, life entails lots of unforeseen events.
I know I can never grasp this so tightly under my full control.
He's been here, suddenly so near to me in person.
I felt the touch, the warmth, the sweetness in you.
I've been searching, guessing, waiting and experimenting.
Yet it seems like a mystery goes so deep and profound.
I know you have had a think of this.
Has it been still thinking?
But the first victory, you are beginning to open up.
And that smile from the bottom of your heart, makes me melt.
I wish there comes a time that I can say "i love you"... with confidence...