27 December 2007
Embrace a good new year!
Soon, the chapter of 2007 will be closed in the next couple of days. Hmm...there's no point to feel nostalgic or sorry of what had or had not been accomplished in 2007. For me, I embrace every year it comes. 2007 has been great so far; friends come and friends leave; some friends have grown distant while some new friends have in stored. I'm much blessed to learn some useful lessons...
Hey 2008! I look forward to meeting you face to face; and be sure to give me a bear hug!
21 December 2007
What Christmas means to you?
I love the warmth and laughter shared, and the jokes that we played on one another. Running around catching the younger and active ones while the older ones playing their all-time favourite game--majong.
There's none that can substitute a family...it's so blessed.
14 December 2007
Rekindle that first love
Thanks, and do continue to guide me to rekindle the spark of that first love...
13 October 2007
Love you <3
You will be the first one in my mind whenever I long for a place to hide and rant my anger. You have been a home for me to be myself where I can reveal my innermost without disguise. You make me articulate when I am telling you everything that have been stored in my heart. You are so forgiving and accommodating, you never complain. But you do have a character as sometimes you do play tantrums on me...but you were never harsh...you are still so gentle to welcome me in many ways.
I can't figure out my life without you. Without you my self will not be complete as I may not be able to find my true self without your existence. I need you more than you think I need you. You have been living in my soul as I do feel you make me live...and live life fullest.
We have a thing together; we blend with each other so well...that till these days....I believe you are meant for me.
You mean much to me and so I beg you to continue to be. IwillAlwaysBe blog, I love you much and dearly. Thanks for being here with me always; taking up all my complains; and making me feel so great after storing all my unhappiness with you. Love you very, very, very much...*muacks*
09 October 2007
好久不见 or 不如不见?
Tell me should you stretch out your hands to give that friend a pat on the shoulder and followed by an embrace?
Will the both parties be overwhelmed with emotions that both will break down with tears? And hopefully there's be tears of joy??
Tell me how to avoid to make the situation awkward?
Tell me what will be ideal topics to talk about in order to avoid awkward silent?
Tell me should I be sharing all my encounters for the last 5 years with this friend? Or should I save the best for last???
Tell me should I dress my best, or just be casual self?
Tell me am I nuts about this whole thing?
04 October 2007
strange
When you absolutely have no clues...
Yeah, you will start asking why...
And the "whys" can get the better of you...
Wanted to be honest and search the truth...
But why am I waiting to ask...
When I know you wanted me to ask...
Strange, why both of us are only ready to face it now...
Have you thought it over...
Or was it an impromtu sentiment that arose...
You know the history had failed before...
And now where did you get the strength to try...
I'm not sure how I will face it...
Do I still have the faith of what I felt before...
You gotta make me believe...
You gotta help me to try...
Be strong cos you gonna help me to be one...
02 October 2007
Poetic
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn’t he danced his did.
Women and men(both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn’t they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain
children guessed(but only a few
and down they forgot as up they grew
autumn winter spring summer)
that noone loved him more by more
when by now and tree by leaf
she laughed his joy she cried his grief
bird by snow and stir by still
anyone’s any was all to her
someones married their everyones
laughed their cryings and did their dance
(sleep wake hoe and then)they
said their nevers and they slept their dream
stars rain sun moon
(and only the snow can begin to explain
how children are apt for forget to remember
with up so floating many bells down)
one day anyone died i guess
(and noone stooped to kiss his face)
busy folk buried them side by side
little by little and was by was
all by all and deep by deep
and more by more they dream their sleep
noone and anyone earth by april
wish by spirit and if by yes.
Women and men(both dong and ding)
summer autumn winter spring
reaped their sowing and went their came
sun moon stars rain
-- E. E. Cummings
01 October 2007
Lee Hom
29 September 2007
Cookie Mould
24 September 2007
On the light side...
Ya, it has to start from the mind...my life can't go on like this...sandwiching between rush hours and tight deadlines....I need to take all these on a lighter side...yeah! take things easy...
Yes! Yes! I'm slowing down...and I'll be on the right track....I'm putting on my gears to jog....and to cycle again....
Yes, stay healthy and get sporty!!! Saturday faster come!!!...
14 September 2007
When feeling betrays you...
Life is not supposed to be a passing time...No! No! I forbid myself to take LIFE with such irresponsible attitude. Life is supposed to be a living journey, shared moments with people and our loved ones and it is a growing process. It has to be progressing...No! No! I don't mean monetary rewards and social status. We ought to grow and self-actualise, at least be a more self-reliance person as time goes by. And NOT self-sufficient!!!
I pity those people who claimed that they are self-sufficient; who don't need anyone and anything. And being self-sufficient is a state of coward mentality. No one on this earth doesn't need anybody. As a matter of fact, everyone needs someone; anyone couldn't need no-one...read between the lines.
And self-reliance is a growing process; we learn to rely on our own when life puts us in trials and tests our patience; at this juncture, we profess our strength...and we learn to overcome the hurdle...and we grow and progress...
Being EMO...or emotional is not an inferior state of mind. Being able to feel what you felt and acknowledge what you felt is a glorious victory...The reason is simple...because we are humans and we take the rights of feeling HUMAN. But why do we hide our feelings and camoflague our innermost? Why stifle YOU?
Love oneself is noble...No! No! It's not selfish...it's definitely not narcassitic too. Loving oneself is opening avenue to love others. How do you embrace others if you don't even know how to embrace your own self? Do you love yourself enough...Have you love yourself lately? Love yourself deeply and you will not want to miss Love.
Strange...when love exists...forgiveness seems to follow...maybe both of them are friends...or allies who compliment each other. But I must say, they make a great pair...
Just a little thought of the night; when quietness sets in and my mind is at ease...but my heart is feeling something...nothing affectionate or what...but I'm so glad I'd been through the journey...and now embark on another route learning to make friend with the latter...
This life is such a detour...is exciting though...and be ready when paths are crossed...
08 September 2007
当年情
短短一讯问候,也短短的回复他。
不知道他的近况,也不知道他为何忽然来个简讯给我。
哎呀!以有几年没有连络了。这样来个简讯还真的会吓到我哩。
他还好吧?这简讯是什么一回事?别让我疑惑呀。想太多了吧?
我一切很好,别来搞乱我的生活,波动我的思绪。。。
放心。。。我的心坚定的很!
02 September 2007
Life
You could bet how hysterical I felt when I found donuts at my neighbourhood! Everyone! Listen! Toa Payoh Central has yummy and pretty donuts too...hey not only donuts...there are muffins too...Hahaha!...don't envy me...you just have to blame yourself for not staying even a bit near TPY... Staying in TPY is blessed!!!

Good music is you have faith it is when you buy the albums without even think, ponder or ask her around if your friends have gotton...These 2 albums spell s.u.b.s.t.a.n.c.e...Don't need me to elaborate more, Li Hom is definitely a talent with substance....and Soda Green...an uncontemporary promising band...this album is cool...Soda's music is unexceptionally original...yeah...the band has a "thing"...yeah a tantalising attitude....
And food, this has to be the subject for the purpose of a night out with friends. My cheesy macaroni is a killer, it arrives sizzling hot...moist with cheesy aroma...and my fave carbohydrate, macaroni...I can't resist to bite...my mates steal a bite even before I start.
This teriyaki snow fish takes the longest time to come to the table. Look at it, need me to explain more?...it is carefully and nicely decorated...It is superb....the sauce is magical...the snow fish is tender as though it will slip away from your mouth...I love the tartar mayonnaise...and the crispy nachos...
Don't be fool by this rather ordinary dish--Pasta. It can bite your tongue away...yeah it's passionately tossed with some spice. Definitely for the gutsy ones...The prawns are fresh....
Sometimes it's just not "kicky" enough for coffee alone...these 2 drinks blend with liquor...to give you the ultimate punch....Kahlua and Martini...adds into coffee...to give that a unique aftertaste...rather strong...yet you don't know you are getting high or sleepy...Well, afterall your mood decides...
29 August 2007
=(
Meanwhile, I'll walk each step with courage and stubbornness...
Give me strength...
25 August 2007
I am High!!!
18 August 2007
06 August 2007
3 Good Advice
One day, he told the boss, 'I want to go home now'. Boss agrees and said he will do according to their agreement. But, he has a suggestion. He said he has 3 good advices for him, but the man can only choose either the money or the advices. The boss let the man to consider. After 2 days, the man came back and he wanted the advice. The boss double confirms with the man, if he chose advice, he won't get his money. The man still chose the advice. So, the boss listed the following:
1. Never choose a short cut back home. It will endanger you.
2. Never be curious over anything mysteriously bad.
3. Never made assumption or decision when you are in hatred or suffering, because you will regret.
After that, the boss gave him 3 buns. 2 for the man to eat on the road, 1 to eat with his wife when home.
After 20 years, finally he is on the way home for his wife. Second day of the journey, he met a guy. The guy suggested a shorter route for him. The man is very excited as he is tired of the long journey. Then the next second he remembered the boss's advice. Never choose a short cut. So he moved on. Later, he found out that the guy was a con man. The shorter route was a trap.
Later that night, he checked in to a hotel and slept. Midnight, he was awaken by a loud scream. He was curious and got up want to go find out what happened. Then, he remembered his boss's second advice. Never be curious over anything mysteriously bad. So he stopped and got back to sleep. The next morning, the hotel owner asked the man, "did you hear a loud scream last night?" the man "yes" "isn't u curious?" "No" "you are the 1st person out here alive" the hotel owner explained to him that his son had mental problem, he screamed and attracted curious customer and later killed them and buried them. None live through...
So, the man continued his journey. One evening, he almost reached home. Saw his house on fire and his wife's figure in front of the house. Although it was quite dark, he could see, his wife was not alone. There was a man leaning on her neck. At that moment, he was so furious and crossed and hurt at heart that he felt like immediately run over and kill them. Again, before he could do it, he thought of the 3rd advice. Never made assumption or decision when you are in hatred or suffering, because you will regret. So, he waited till morning. Telling himself that he would return to his boss and work for him after he express to his wife that he had love her and be loyal to her all this while.... He went to the house and knock on the door. The wife recognized him and ran over and hugged him. He felt like pushing her away but he felt heartache. Then with tears, he said "I've been loyal all these years, but you betrayed me.... " The wife was shock and replied "what? I've never betrayed you and I've waited for you 20 years." The man "Then who was the man yesterday evening?" The wife "That's our son. The time when you left, I was pregnant. He is 20 years old now." The man went in house and hugged his son.
While the wife was cooking lunch, the man was telling his son about all his experience. Then when they all sat down to have meal, they started eating the last bun which the boss asked him to share with his wife. When he pealed open it, a stack of money laid inside. That's his hard earn money for these 20 years...
02 August 2007
Wedding by the beach
Well, this couple is lucky. The weather was fine on that day, and the sea breeze is unbearably breezy...
The theme is casual, fun and unconventional, that explained why the inconsistency used of flora arrangements and if you notice it, we used black color ribbons for decor....Bright up the place with ribbons, the effect is surprisingly fun!
Ribbons...gals best accessories...
Ditch away the tradition wedding cake...colorful small dainty cupcakes brighten up the mood...
We drew a heart on the beach...laid up with transparent jars filled with floating tea lights...a perfect romantic glow in the night
Goodie bags for the little ones...
The solemnisation will take place here...
Table centrepiece...01 August 2007
Joy!
Double joy today! I got an offer...though not what I've been hoping for....but still worth to ponder over...MUST REALLY THINK HARD!!!
YAY! I think some of you will be SO JEALOUS of me! I WON A PAIR OF PREMIERE SCREENING TICKETS TO JAY CHOU'S MOVIE--SECRET ON 6 Aug! Wow! Can't believe I'm one of the lucky winners! Haha....laugh till jaw drop...Paiseh...
29 July 2007
Happy Sunday
27 July 2007
Random
Scone tea set at Swiss Bake...love the scone!!
It have been raining days lately...wish the gloomy weather will go away soon...love the sun though!
Catches in a wind storm at ECP...hide under the pavilion in case being blown away by the wind...see the trees withstand the storm...
25 July 2007
Hot Hits
不能说的秘密 ..... 周杰伦
西界,杀手....... 林俊杰
再见............... 林宇中
离开地球表面 .... 五月天
私奔到月球......... 五月天,陈绮真
落叶归根...........王力宏
duet song (duno the song title)...王力宏, Selina
暗恋 ................. 洪俊扬 金沙
苏丽真............... 方大同
最爱 .................. 周惠
听袁惟仁弹吉他,说你爱我......S.H.E.
淘汰................... 陈奕迅
飘零燕................Twins
21 July 2007
操场。男孩。感动。
望了望周围,忽然间,脑海里浮现了一名男孩的影子。 想起在一年多前,每每我到操场跑步时,都会遇见一名男生。那是我好注意他哦,因为他实在好爱运动。最吸引我的地方就是他很集中的在做运动。看到他认真的太度, 自已也不知不觉地更卖力,更专心的做运动,也更起劲的跑完十个圈。哈哈!想到这里,心想今天会否遇见他。。。
热身完后,我就开始我的慢跑。这时心想为自己订下一个目瞟,是否还能象以往跑完十个圈。哎呀!毕竟有一年的十光没有跑步了,这样子,目瞟是否不合实际了? 那么我就跑完六圈吧! 真的,开始跑的时候,觉得好吃力,不知道自己为什么到这里受罪。跑着。。。跑着。。。我对自己说。。。喂!要加油,要超越自己。。。不能退缩。就这样,我一步一步的前进。这时我的呼吸和力气也逐渐舒畅了。。。不是吗?人生中总不能轻易放弃,更不能放弃自己的信念。
渐渐的,我快要迈向第六个圈的终点了。 就在这时刻, 那位男孩出现了! 我震憾了一下下, 心想你怎么在这时候会出现呢?我快要跑完六个圈,怎么办? 就在这时刻,脑里啸来了另一个声音对我说。。。继续跑啊!要超越自己啊! 这时,我前进了。我以他为目瞟,跟随地跑着。很佩服他的毅力和热诚,他总是散发出一股推动力,让人有一种生气勃勃的精神。
结果, 就这样我被他的启发下,跑完了十圈。很意外也很有成就感。原来自己还能跑完这个目瞟。从这小小的际遇,开启了我对人生的另一个领城——超越自己。 写着。。。写着。。。怎么自己把以上的际遇描述成类似一部偶像剧。。。哈哈!
深夜。。。
很喜欢在晚间欣赏好音乐。我听着电台广播,听到王立宏为自己的新传集“落叶归根”做介绍。改掉以往的前卫做风,这传集陈现了覆古和柔美的曲风,表露了王立宏的另一面,也发觉王立宏成长了。真的,听着。。。听着。。。发现这张传集里,王立宏做到超越了他自己以往的音乐,达到了另一个领城,有成熟美。 相信这张传集不仅收集了好歌也记载了一段成长的经历。。。我想是值得收集的。
被问到为怎么这张传集会有如此的变化?王立宏解释说他本身有阅读徐志摩的诗句和散文,吸收了不少文言文。也许就这样,创作里就有许多文言文的味道。
听到这里,我又想起在念书时的华文文学课,老师也有时常播放徐志摩的歌让我们领听。还记得两首旋侓优美的歌“偶然”和“歌”。徐志摩的文笔真的很美。当时在文学课的时候,我总会被一些美丽的诗句和散文感动。诗人作家的灵巧文笔总会不禁的牵动读者的思绪,让一片死海忽然泛起连漪。
听了这一段访问后,我钦辛自己有过一段做文学学生的生涯,有吸取过一些文言文,诗句和散文的灌溉。这仿佛经历过时代万千变化的玈程。更轿傲的是,我懂得如何被感动,也开始学习如何去感动别人。
也因此启发我用华文书笔来倾述我的这一段小心情。。。向华文文笔致敬。
18 July 2007
I do
Wedding thrilled me, cos I always thought it should always be a happy occasion...a day with blessings and laughters. So, I realise that I've high threshold of tolerance level when it comes to decorating a wedding event...cos I always tell myself and my partner...hey, is a wedding day...let's be happy. Yeah...wedding is a beautiful occasion...hope all people involved in this special day will make the day beautiful...This is the most beautiful gift for the couple...
17 July 2007
Go East
Haha...my friend is into Horoscope lately. I don't believe such thing but it's interesting to listen to her analysis...
Libra is the talk for today. Libra representing with 2 scales balancing...wanting to make a balance and harmony...However, as a Libra is so desperate to strike a balance...a Libra is usually quick to please and agree with you, and a Libra will only say what you wish to hear...Don't expect a Libra to tell you the truth...Although a Libra agrees with you totally, don't presume a Libra likes you...Hmmm...so we sum up...Don't take the words of a Libra...see their deeds and actions only...Don't presume a Libra has no foes...In essence, take Libra on a surface value of 50% ...the rest come from their hearts...
I hope you are entertained...
15 July 2007
Jacky Not Enough
A conversation with my friend...
#Before the concert...
Me: Don't know whether got guest performer hor?
Fren: He needs to have guest singer meh? He is 歌神 leh?
Me: Maybe mah...so that he can take the time to go change or go toilet leh...
#After the concert...
Fren: So no guest performer tonight...
Me: He needs meh? Couldn't get enough of Jacky leh...if got guest performer..waste time only...
Fren: Hey! that was my line earlier!!!
Me: @{^%$%^&*
The Year of Jacky Cheung World Tour 07
The audience seated, waiting patiently for the concert to begin...
Our front view, LCD Panel on our left...
Someone beside me is holding this neon signage...cool...
Jacky appears...his first song to charm the audience
Catch a snapshot of Jacky waving to us...oh man!
When Jacky appears after the enchor...the audience get high...and get wild!
Charismatic talented veteran artiste...
Last song...can't bear to let him go...
The Aftermath...
Thousands of light bulbs that shine on the stage...oh man! It's definitely hot to perform with these lights shine on you...
Wow! I think it'll be an honour and prideful moment for any artiste to perform on a grand stage like this...Jacky deserves this stage!
Jacky Mania
Wow! He aced it pridefully, he nailed every song so near perfect. Indeed, Jacky is a very respectful veteran singer. He delivered all to his audiences--his dance steps; the musical sketch; his hearty vocal... He rightfully earned every bit of applause and cheers through his substance-filled vocal and his professionalism. Oh Man! Everyone should at least go to one Jacky's concert to experience good music! You will find every penny SO WORTH IT!
I wish I could upload some pics here...but having problems to transfer the pics from my handphone to the computer...I'll try to upload some pics soon...
So glad to see Jacky's van drove passed us...and saw him waving to all his admirers...SO SWEET!
13 July 2007
11 July 2007
Musical Life
Oh man! I'm insane...just realised that I bought 3 CDs at one go...
2 CDs from Andy Hui; one cantopop album and the other a compilation of cantopop and mandarin hits;
How could I missed out his vocal, he's actually a talented and versatile singer, be it ballad, rock, R&B etc...he could do it so well...and his showmanship is superb...love his dance moves...a charismatic talent...
1 CD from S.H.E; the Play album...
I recalled some time ago I watched a variety show when this sugar-filled trio were challenged to showcase their singing and harmonising talents...they aced it beautifully...it was then I "see" this group differently...they are no sugar pies only...they can sing well too...


















