Randoms

ok lets see its been dead long since i blog again . have lots of things to do , and well life seems empty now .

ok lets see and start with a few question , wat the purpose of life for me right now ? wat is my destiny ? wat can i do for other ? who am i suppose to to see to hear to care ?

First wat will be your reply ? to really seek the best for one another , or is it jus who care and live a life of self pity ?

hahas so much question , yet do people really really seek them ? these question many has tried to find the answer , many gave up fast, some tried for a few times, some tried tried for a long time and few know them.

Tried to find the answer , am still trying , or mayb there is no need for it ?

hahas its time to find out wat is the basic and foundation in your life, where it should be, strengthen it.

Back into serious business of prayer.

Back again

Hi , back to blogging again, was very busy these few weeks , exams, meetings, minstry, CCAs. . . .
hmmm jus going to blog wat is going around this week,
hmm ok monday to friday was jus boring schwork and stuff , mayb except interview for cambodia community service trip on wednesday, Dancespot on thurs and movie on friday. Sat was cca debate event in sch , and scv after tt.
And today i finally had my hair cut !!!

Ok Harry potter movie was too to cut the long chase short, zz the movie skipped and changed so many parts , i would ecourage everyone to read the book instead of watching the movie.
ok life is really pretty much busy from now onwards , its time to buck up on my studies , zzzz
ok tests results are back
Mob f
Itab 54
accounting 77
econs 80
Stats 84
all are really bad result i would say, hahas below my expections , hahas but man should not expect much but rejoice in everything you get . Thank God for these result, for me to reflect, to remember, to have excellence and have balance in my life.

___________________A time to think _______________

ok well the most important thing would be service , hahas , its time to go back down to the basic of spiritual atmosphere,
ok personally i am lacking that , mayb i would say missing a trace of it, but i know i can build it back , i can keep intensifying it from now onwards, its time to move not only physically , mentally but spiritually , its time to start thinking wat i can do for others, wat God wants me to do , how to balance , which to do first , which to give it a miss.

there is so much your flesh wants to have, wat the devil wants you to do, to distract you , to make you keep using Grace as a rescue line.
Ok but i know right now wat i want, i am giving my all to God, hahas, every plan every choice, i remind myself to always first ask God, although you might still go with your own ways cos we arn't perfect, but we can always go on trying harder each time.

Ok its time to fight back , the devil was shaken and he is back to fight with us again , its time to pick up the sWORD of God and the Shield of faith , hahas it is time !!!!

All packed and schedued

ok , weekends was tiring too !!!!! , wat a drag. . . .
Went IT fair with KK , Trevor and Jun Yong, joined James for lunch at raffles.
After which we went to play Bball, nothing much happened today, just the old simple routine , but i know i am sowing a seed , whether it is Good Grounds or Bad Grounds , i will continue sowing, by the grace of God, things will happen !!!! if you get wat i mean.

hahas
This week was a blast, Yes on both ends , the Saddening and the Happiness, hahas,

First there was CADC CAMP !!!!! Whooooooo * CLAPS * !!!!!!!
Then there was Celebrity Weekend !!!!!!!!
F.I.R
F4
Tank
Many many others

~~~~Ok read on if you are a believer~~~~

Ok All was fun, all was exciting !!!!! whooo all Praises to God !!!!!!! . Life Transformation , in a radical way , is possible if the relationship with God comes from an experience.
A real and overwhelming experience where someone feels the love , the unconditional love which flows out from God.

ok now , the disappointing part, where's my experience, ahhhas , mayb i have experienced it , mayb not, mayb i have forgotten about it long ago ? hahas missed the times where i was on a mountain, where i smell the freshness of the air, where i see so clearly, But i know my paths leads to a valley of dry bones, a valley of comfort , a path where many many ppl took and stayed there. This path , yes, it passes the valley , but the end is not at the valley, its a higher mountain , a place where it means you are chosen. Many are called , but few are chosen.

LORD i will continue walking, hanging on with faith to do your will. I am no longer "I", no more granting of desires for me, but granting the desire of your heart, your will, I wanna take part in it, even if it is to be a Door keeper. I am your servent, one who will only belong to you. I dun want mixtures in our relationship, a pure love i will give to you. Where you throw me, I will go and gather, and adapt, like you thrown me so many time, but you pick me up everytime, each time mending and moulding me to become the person who will fullfill the plan you written for me.

Emotions. . . Obedience

Whooo back to blogging .

Ok packed schedue this comming 2 weeks,
Wed to Friday - CADC CAMP
Friday Night - SOS
Sat - Celebrity weekend scv !!!!
Sunday - BBall ?? and Hanging out with KK and trevor.

week 2
Monday - CADC Spring Cleaning
Tursday to Wednesday - SMART CAMP
Thurs- study
Friday- study , SOS
Sat - scv .
Sunday - REST !!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~REVELATIONS~~~~~~~~~~

Ok some things seems to bother me while surfing,
And rhema came !!!

Things of the heart,
Our Emotions Breakdowns, Our Failures, Our short commings, Everything that happens in our life or around us,
all seems to cause drastic impact in our mind , heart and the way you think
Looking back these one year.
My own emotions , thinkings , have always impacted me badly, shutting myself down in my own room. Giving many many wrong , negative , angry thoughts through my mind.
Do note that this is DANGEROUS , ahhas , all it do is just dragging you to depressions. again and again tourtures you to the extremes, in the end finding life meaningless. hahas

I never knew the trick to solving this is so simple, jus list them down, compile it , and send it to him who created this whole entire comos.
was jus looking at my cards where all my comforting verses in the bible are, i found the very first card where I obeyed him to write it down these cards,

John 14:1
"Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me"

hahas you got to know and know that God isn't just a religion every sat or friday in scv and cgm, he wants to take part in your everyday life , every situation you are in, every seconds he wants You to draw closer to him. The more "troubles" , the more means to humble and listen to him. Believe in him that he will use you more powerfully, where troubles comes and miracles happen, thats wat you should expect everyday. BE an overcomer !!!
WHooooooo Free !!!!!!!! Jus list, compile , and send !!!!!



Hmmm blogging at this time is insane, ahahas
Going morning prayer meeting liao,
Ta Das

Runaway From Home

Hahas , how current;y at Shao Liang Home !! Cool , with Shaun and Wen bin also

just finished BBQ ,now just tired , Hahas tt's all .tada.

WANTS to find back the relationship !!!!

Heyy hey , Back to blogging ,

Yesterday as an IMBA day , Done IDEA , Went for 2 cca's meeting . Shagged. . . .. . .
hahas but it all went well ^.^ at least i have A good rest of 2 x 1 and a half hours of sleep in the night ???? . . . . Finish the final ppt for IDEA at 12 midnight .
Well as for BBQ foods, chatted with Shao Liang on whos buying wat . hahas seems like it will be in the budget of 150 dollars !!!! YAY

Verse For that day Psalm 89:1 . Rem your month is used for Praising him.


well today was a really Tired day,
Finish IDEA ppt YAY * Claps * spent countless hours in it lol ,
overall i think the mark will be about the same as the others ,
Mr Ananthy Seemed like a Cool and generous guy in giving of marks ^.^
Well hes also my SMART cca teacher .

Ok Today really spent more than 100 Dollars in total . cool
ok After sch , went to buy a new mouse , the old one spolit last night while doing IDEA project ???? . . . just when i needed it most , the button Died. . . .


Ok i saw this Laptop Fan stand , hahas decided to treat my lappy wel since i am going to use it for 3 year ??? , Quite a cool fan for 29 dollars only ^.^







Hahas , puting my laptop over it , off the light , makes it Totallly COOL , My room seemed like a lan gaming shop lol !!!
Ok i am so going to take a slack now , ITAB done , whoooooooooooooooooo Finally REST for this week is starting soon !!!!. . . .

Btw there is ,
Chicken wing
Chicken breast
Prawns
Sotong
hotdogs
ALL this for BBQ food , there sould be rice too . hahas idk will worry about it tml . haha
Slacking now
BYES

All that really matters

SOS was a !blast!

All that ever should matters should be Him and Him only.
all your choices , lift it up to him , and in all ways acknowledge him , and he will guild you ^.^

Wonder now , how big the church can be if all of us gets the touch from God , imagine the amount of ppl we can influence !!!!

All that really matters is this relationship with him, the one which is everlasting , today and forever.

School ,
I haven't finish my IdEA project , Still got so so much to do !!!! Time to chiong ,
the other thing is , i got into SMART CCA , ok one thing good is tt i have another cca
one thing bad will be none of my friends got in . . . . . Anyways it will all work out well!!!!!!!
So much camps , so much meetings and outing , i need to plan and time management !!!!!!!
ok got to QT, my fav time .

Taking hold of this relationship for eterntiy.

@ITAB

ok this is borrrring , stupit ITAB !!!!!!!!!. . . . . . . . . . . .
So irrating , the teacher just wanna keep us till time up .

TEST FOR ITAB ZzZzZ
2 July(thurs) 12-2 pm T723

Looking forward to SOS !

Ok was just really bored and created this . hahas look out for more soon ^.^