Monday, May 30, 2011
Hello i am posting again! REVIVING MY BLOG(: ...for the third time! Nikki just left, she helped me change my blogskin. Nice right(:
I haven't been posting cos i've been really stressed lately, no time for alot of things. And i dunno what to post. It's kind of lame posting what goes on in my life. I mean why the hell would anyone wanna know you had kfc for lunch and watched a movie? So retarded right.
Today I looked at fishes in the pond for 45 minutes cuz i was bored.
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Why would you care about that man?
I did, by the way, it was the fish pond in school. hahahah. How interesting.
Had crazy camps over the weekend and tiring as hell 19s trials. Feel that my skills and runs are still there, but my fitness is really down. Probably cos i havent run in a long time cos of my ACL strain. This ACL strain has been giving me hell the past month. Well at least im glad that i can be back to playing netball again now(: just needa get my fitness up and running again! Hope i get to play NSL again next year still though(: Really great and fruitful experience. That shall be my target for next year!
Pretty pleased with this semester's results. Considering that this has been the hardest semester in terms of netball trainings and NSL, all the weekends completely burnt for 13 NSL games plus pre NSL matches, all the trainings twice a week at night till so late, i think im proud of myself for surviving haha(: I definitely thought i could have done better for physics though.
Time for some more goal setting in netball and academics soon, definitely. It's what drives me(:
Course I'm tired as hell but i'll always make it through cuz im STRONGGG like that! SO BUFF! HAHAH. just kidding. I really dont know what else to blog about already hahaha out of topics. Got loads of stuff on this coming week. Phew. Fear for my ACL!
I need to go pee now.
You smile, I smile, whoa.
5:37 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011
HEYYY YO!! HAHAH IM ON MY PHONE NOW AND DEB IS BESIDE ME DOING RANDOM STUFF WITH HER PHONE AND I LOVE MY NEW SEAT IN CLASS I CAN JUST OPEN THE WINDOW AND SHOUT AND SCREAM AT ANY INNOCENT PASSERBY. LIKE CYRUS. :D AND YEAR 4S ARE AWESOMEE SO WAS ORIENTATION PLUS CAMPFIRE, SCREAMED LIKE A CRAZY BITCH BUT IT WAS FUN AS HELL! AND MY FRINGE HAS GROWN OUT IT LOOKS NICE AND LONG NOW I LOVE IT BUT IM GONNA CHANGE IT SOON COS I CANT STICK WITH THE SAME HAIRSTYLE FOR MORE THAN A MONTH! AND ANYWAY IM REVIVING MY BLOG FOR A DAY COS FACEBOOK AND TUMBLR ARE GETTING SIAN. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY EVERYTHING COMES OUT IN CAPS THOUGH, ON MY PHONE. MY PHONE IS A STUBBORN BITCH!
You smile, I smile, whoa.
8:32 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I DONT WANT TO GO TO KOREA! It's like such a bad time to go and that's the period when I have alot of stuff on that i really, really do not wanna miss those stuff blearghhhhh sfidjhlfkasnkjfb.
boom boom boom, even brighter than the moon moon moon.
i think there's gonna be finally a full week of school netball trainings, and track trainings, and blaze agm, and study awards for 17s. BLEARGH I DONT WANT TO MISS ALL THAT BLOODY SHIT.
so pissed. i've been getting so pissed lately. wonder why. hah i was reading a few of my old posts. i feel like a retard lah why my posts so stupid de. nevermind, i guess in 3 years time when i read this time i'll be like shini you are dang retarded. nyah.
gotta make some decisions, gotta choose them right. :) D:HOW?!
ahhhh depressing i needa get sleeeeep. wish i could sleep the whole day. post next time bah.
what's so special of the fourth of july?
You smile, I smile, whoa.
9:58 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Heyho, i just decided to revive my blog cos i feel like blogging this hols. No links and no music this time though so damn hard to maintain.. I love tumblr((: But i hate the pictures at the side though for this blogskin looks damn ugly oh well what to do?
You smile, I smile, whoa.
12:32 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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well at least, im going out with baby tmr for dinner. love my cute awesomest baby.
You smile, I smile, whoa.
10:58 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
when i see all the others going up to higher age squads,
17s, 19s and 21s,
i start to wonder,
will i be that good then?
why do i feel so negative towards netball?
will my passion die out?
can i make it up there someday?
will i make it into 17s again next year?
will i be better then the rest?
it's really amazing to see all of them go up to all the elite age groups,
i wish i can be that good too,
i really do,
i want to be like them and wow everyone,
i want to be good enough when the time comes,
i really wonder f i can.
i want to cherish all the 17s trainings, i don't really want to miss any trainings at all. but i'll be missing ALL of them once enl starts. EVERY SINGLE ONE. cos the blaze national league matches clash with 17s trainings on every wednesday night. i keep telling myself, okay next year, next year i'll be in the team, next year i'll make it there. but i sometimes wonder, will i even make it into the squad next year? i don't know, i really dont. my main position, midcourt, wasn't it? but now school coach is telling me to play shooter, blaze coach is telling me to be prepared to play defence with my sis cos not enough defenders, and 17s coach just made WA my first position, not Center. i like playing WA, i do. but i think i can do as well as a C. i don't know, maybe i can't. it's okay.
17s training, probably one of the last ones i'm attending tomorrow night. my one and only goal is to learn as much as i can, take in as much experience as i can from national league, and give it my all next year. looking forward to tomorrow, finally :)
posts like this help me find my priorities again and straighten out my thoughts :)
i feel like a retard.
You smile, I smile, whoa.
9:37 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
HELLO TODAY WAS SO FUN BECAUSE WE WENT TO FLY KITE!
hahahhaha seriously.
met nikki fiona deb at marina bay mrt at 10am today!!! then bus down to marina barrage and the weather was freaking hot. fly kite ^^ bat kite ^^ lalalala walked around after that with no transport whatsoever in the freaking heat so we decided to call a cab and went to bugis. hahaha had lunch at 12plus then shopped abit i guess. had second lunch at 3plus at cheeky cafe. laughed like a mad woman. met up with one of my boyfriends! :D (PILLAR LA PILLAR LA) hahahah sunburnttt :) took like one million pictures but all on facebook and im too lazy to upload, but fiona uploaded on her blog so visit
www.effblimey.blogspot.com or
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=166805&id=764584285 for half of the album! still got the other half not uploaded yet cos facebook's a bitch.
rah. BYE!
You smile, I smile, whoa.
9:52 PM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
HELL OF A WEEK.
Here comes another.
//edit 6.40pm.
do you know what screwing up is?don't throw that phrase about just cos you got one question wrong.you don't know what screwing up really means.screwing up is worth crying over. screwing up makes everything fucked.screwing up my expectations,screwing up their expectations,screwing up left right centre.
You smile, I smile, whoa.
6:27 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
supp.
haiii i like exams, but dont really like them at the same time. i like them cos it means the end of the semester and i can relax and play netball all day long without worrying about quizzes or tests or homework. but then exams means 10 times the amount of mugging the week before and a very nerve wrecking week. haiiii. nevermind shini, jiayou! it'll all be worth it after 7th of may! hahah honestly, im most afraid for math :/ cos i didnt practice as much this year and there's a shitload to remember.
kay anyways, its that time of the year again near the exams and my life gets super screwed up so i need to bitch abit here so bear with me a bit kay? hahah actually, i dont need to ask, you dont have a choice.
i wish i can gtfo of nush and join some sai school so i dont need to care about studies and just play netball 24/7 and be a "full time netballer" like li ling HAHA. but i obviously cant cos my parents will come after me with a knife. and omg i got a new netball idol. 2 actually. i'm gonna be like them when i grow older!!!! hahaha. dont tell you who :P haiii shini. must. jiayou. in. 17s. CHERISH THIS! this year squad, next year TEAM. anyway, i really dont feel like studying anymore! hahahah damn. stupid netball make me so distracted. rah. i hate staying at home to mug. it sucks.
today i went for 2hours of jbcg duty with nic and debb. hahah retarded i only did one 20min tour then the rest of the time i mugged bio :D productive! hahah then i cabbed down to JE to watch nsl. eh the cab driver was damn weird, keep asking me stuff about myself. LOL. and he said i was a PROMISING YOUNG LADY cos he was asking me about my studies and netball. hahah i almost laughed out loud. oh well but he knocked 1 buck off the cab fare so i dont mind. nsl was super exciting! the 5th and 6th placing match was damn close! and 21s WON aididas sneakers BY 1 WOOOO! hahahah damn pro man seriously. then watched he 3rd and 4th placing match, nike against magic dolphins :D nike won but ah wells, i like the players in dolphins better! stupid xuan stupid chelle push push push until i look like some toot. hahah then i left after that to GO HOME AND STUDY. kns.
oh oh forgot to mention, last night there was blaze training! yay. rochelle shaoxuan shiyu kelyn alicia pe all came! hahaha i think me rochelle shaoxuan and alicia work damn well together on court :D looking forward to enl with them! anyway had friendly for training. blaze vs police. hahahah i thought its just their club name cool, but turn out they really all policewomen. no wonder they so old still damn fit and damn experienced sighhhh. hahah ah well, it was a good match :) (p.s. firefighters/navy/stuntwomen! :D)
ah well i think i've wasted alot of time slacking le. should go back to mathhhh. meh. cant wait to play netball like seriously. cant wait till uni!!! hahah okay random much. i want to jump and fly and catch the balll!! hahah kay shuddup shini.
goodluck everyone for the exams ONE MORE WEEK ONE MORE WEEK JUST ONE MORE WEEK! please fly by quickly!
You smile, I smile, whoa.
5:12 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
hello world~ i am blogging to relieve stress HAHA!
hope i dont flunk my exams this sem please please pleaseeeeeeeeeee :( mom says if i deprove alot she'll pull me out of 17s -.- yeah she said that last year in 14s also but HAH IT NEVER HAPPENED! i deproved and improved last year though! sem 1 is a bad semester, my CAP for sem 1 is always very bad. year 1 sem 1 was 4.18 then year 2 was 4.34. but year 1 sem 2 was 4.62 and year 2 was 4.7. SEE THE TREND!!!!!!! oh my gosh talking about trends, so many periodicity trends to remember.
anyways, i hate coming home early, on weekdays and on weekends. cos on weekdays i come home early means i will go sleep in my aircon room on my freaking cool bed. then i tell myself to sleep for just 1 hour maximum and i end up sleeping for 2 or 3 hours all the way till 6 and that's when i usually go for my run or do cardio training of some sort and by the time i come back at 6.30, i switch on my freaking beloved laptop and facebook. AND BLOG! hahahah. i want to change my skin to justin bieber! hahah okay nikki will kill me :( josh will facepalm me -_- but zw will be happy! NAHHHH JUST KIDDING HE'S NOT THAT GAYYY...YET.
i think zhengwei's getting more and more screwed up lah by the day, like seriously. look at his hair and his face. becoming some korean gay. not that i dont like koreans, i love my awesome korean gurl friend kimmy. but honestly, i think zw is starting to look more and more like the screwed up face guy in his class. well probably only a few people know which screwed up face guy im refering to but to protect the identity of screwed up face guy and to not hurt his feelings i shall not say his name :(
oh man where was i. oh so after facebook + blogging i go for dinner which is at 7. then i go back to the com and waste my time away on silly things like msn and facebook all the way till 8 and that's when i go bathe. mind you, i take like 30mins ++ to bathe HAHAHA! dunno what i do in there also. oh gosh talking about running, today's run was tiring! you should never ever ever wear normal bras to run, like seriously change to sports bra before exercising cos a normal bra restricts your lungs and breathing, REALLY. my lungs damn pain today okay. and i got a new sports braaaaaaaaaa hahahaha suckaas. yay so happy i'm gonna wear it tomorrow for training ahahahah. damn nice and comfortable okay!
boooo i went off topic again. okay from about 8.30 to 9pm onwards i'm usually back at my com, sometimes doing homework when the need arises and sometimes mugging but most of the time on facebook and msning. HAI THE SILLY THINGS I DO WITH MY COM. okay then usually i sleep at like 1 plus hahaha. that's why im so short. you know, the other day i went to google "how to grow taller" then the search results came out saying that it depends on your genes and puberty and shit and you cant really control it!! but then they also said sufficient sleep and a good posture helps growth!! hahahah so i immediately offed the com and went to sleep at like 11.30 that night and nowadays i sleep at 10plus close to 11 yay!!!!! HAH by the end of this year i bet i 180 already. :D
hahah and i hate going home early during weekends! means i have no life :( i want to go out with muh fwens tilll laaaaate at night cos it's just more fun at night hahah. like going out till 11plus at night to watch nsl on weekends YEAH. hahahah and rochelle chan lian my retarded twin!!!! i want to go bedok reservoir run again with you!!! hahaha i cant wait for blaze can play netball with shaoxuan and rochelle lian!! stupid rain. i hate the rain.wet weather makes blaze training get cancelled then everyone's not happy! and this week + next week lian cant come for training cos of her exams :((((( all the best though for your exams lianz! :) hehehehe i still have xuannnnnn.
omg man i think i have been talking crap for this whole post hahahah. i could go on like this for hours about all the random things. oh no. i should hit the books soon! SOON! should stop talking so much rubbish so close to the exams hahah later its karma or something then i get bad luck for my exams. wah shit talking rubbish again. silly silly. i've been LOL-ing while typing random bits of this post hahah. okay okay shuddup shini.
miss the times in National 14 & Under Squad 2009 but i'm looking forward to training with the National 17 & Under Squad 2010! hope i dont screw up too much this year hahah. hello to you too 17s '10.
You smile, I smile, whoa.
6:41 PM
