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♥28 June 2009
absolutely no mood to blog.
goodnight.

♥25 June 2009
good afternoon world.
feeling extremely moody.
having mixed feelings now.

Sister's hearing is tomorrow =="
i dont want ):

♥24 June 2009
hi world.
did nothing but prototype-d the whole day.


L4D-ed with Woman for like 5mins this morning.
initially i thought she was alone or had only like a friend :o
& i dont normally play VS in L4D =="
when i entered the game there was only like Woman & Leslie.
so i thought it was okay though i wasnt pleased with it alr, frankly.
then more people whom i suppose were her friends came pouring in.
& im like, you've so many friends so i dont see why i need to remain in the game.
& they seemed to know each other & all :o
i left rudely without saying bye even, couldnt tahan =="

just TD-ed with noob gab & resting now.

-edit

just L4D-ed with Woman.
& TD-ed with Gab & William.
am off to bed now, nights world!

♥23 June 2009
hello world.
woke up extremely early today idk why.
Woman didnt online the entire day.
i kinda miss her & miss talking to her.
feel so weird today. ergh =="

-edit

okay just played a game called Prototype :o
okayokay graphics :]


here they are :]

okay im off to bed soon.
really didnt talk to Woman today! =="
goodnight world!

♥22 June 2009
good morning blog.
woke up @ 8:40 this morning cos i was supposed to go gym.
but William had something on, so it was rescheduled.
i didnt want to go alone -.-

this was the email i got from Sister last night.
am extremely moody.


Sister, please please please nothing will happen okay.
& you'll be fine ):
i will take care of your two sisters, though your text there didnt say so.
i hope & pray & whatever that you'll be fine :]

-edit

just got back from dinner @ sushi tei :o
okay damn full.
nothing much to write about today, other than worrying for Sister.
didnt talk to Woman today, felt weird, felt upset.
thats about it. takecare world.
goodnight!

♥21 June 2009
hi world & good morning :]
Krys alr made me happy with this :o
haha she siao one.



okay Sis just dont go to jail ):
& please take care of yourself okay.
going to L4D with gab later to unlock his nub achievements jk.

fkn nub gab sleeping so i L4D-ed with Woman first.
played with Leslie & a two different strangers who filled the last slot.
one was fucking noob & the other was okay.
was afk for awhile @ first when Woman went to eat.
then saw a couple of lines of chats before i left the comp.
k whatever.

Sister is here today idk why. she didn't tell me she's coming =="
when she came into the room & saw me playing L4D.
she's like HEY I WANNA PLAYYYYY with that draggy tone of hers.
& god she's so funny ==" & noob :]
L4D just ended @ 2:20 & im going to play dota now.
Woman has to study so all the best to her.
dota-ed with nub Darryl already & feeling bored again LOL =="

just L4D-ed with fkn slow Gab.
am going to sleep soon, tired.
going to gym tomorrow.
goodnight in advance to all :]

♥20 June 2009
hello blog.
L4D-ed with Woman in the late morning.
then she went to study :o

& so i've only this picture for the day lmaos.
completed alot of L4D achievements :]
nothing much today except for chatting with Woman & CJ.



OKAY GOODNIGHT ALL :]

♥19 June 2009
hi world.
L4D-ed with Woman in the late morning.
& there was this fucking noob telling us what to do =="
so i killed him anyway :]

Woman's studying now & all the best to her :o
chatted with Sisters since Woman's busy :]


dumbo Qi was cursing @ Krys the whole time =="
Sister please dont go to jail ):
now Qi is yelling @ me like a retard.

& Woman's back from her mugging, like finally.
& she has lots more to go :/
all the best to her.

just finished L4D with Woman again.
talked to lawson & WF online!
& omfg they finally booked out!
brothers please take care inside ):

talking trash with William & Gab =="
& gab everything also act blur JK.


nvm used to Gab being retarded JK.

just L4D-ed with Woman, Gab & William. okay it was retarded.
everyone's accuracy @ exactly 40% & mine is 39%.
the game was rigged JK.
chatting with Binny on MSN now :o
talking to her about Sister ):
idk what to do. ergh.

should be sleeping soon :]
goodnight to everyone in advance!

♥18 June 2009
hi world.
was too tired to addon yesterday night =="
L4D-ed with Woman till late & then went straight to bed :o

went out today with CJ, gab & william.
okay it was fun & retarded.
but i wasnt happy, AT ALL =="
eating @ Carls JR & CJ keeps talking about Woman =="
GOD. at least gab & tessa's together.
but we're not even together so stop linking me & her.
whatever k idc if CJ sees this or not.
i know everyone cares for their friends.
its facts, CJ face it =="

thats about it.

-edit

Woman talked to me in the evening, quite alot.
idk what to reply her in most of the uh, chats :/
then suddenly she doesnt reply me ):
okay so i didnt disturb her.
went to L4D alone =="

whatever k. i doubt i'll signon Police anyway.
just WC3-ed with gab.
& am going to sleep now.

goodnight blog :]

♥17 June 2009
hello blog!
Krys Sister came over to my place last night.
she knew i was upset etc.
talked to her about alot of recent going-ons in my life.
& idk why its so stupid either =="

during the chat with her yesterday night, i felt that Sis changed alot! :/
her mentality, her views and all =="
her probability of going to jail changed her.
she actually talked me into giving Woman up.
idk how the fuck i could give Woman up in any case =="
so in the end, i cried till i fell asleep on her.
she said i kept whining & was being a total asshole.
i mean, im sad i cant give her up, could you dont run me down?
ANYWAY i am prepared to give Woman up alr :]
i'd rather be her close friend, than to have her hating me right.

Woman, just remember that i will ALWAYS be here for you! :]

didnt really talk to Woman this morning & afternoon.
its 9:35pm now & Krys just went home.
dota-ed with darryl in the afternoon for like 3 rounds.
then watched a movie with Krys on her imba laptop :o
idk what this is, some movie called "Wild Child".
spending time with her while she's not gone.
went out with Sis to have dinner.
she drove there, and fetched me back, and went home.
idk when i can see her again :/
i hope she doesnt go to jail ):

addon later!

♥16 June 2009
hi blog.
L4D-ed one round today with Woman & thats it.
she has to study & i wouldnt want her to flunk.
thats all for today.

spent the rest of my day unlocking achievements in L4D.


talked to CJ for the entire day telling myself that its over.
i am friends with Woman alr, for the rest of my life :]
& thats not going to change, i will stick to that.

should be going to the gym tomorrow so i've to rest early :/
we'll see how things go :o
goodnight all!

♥15 June 2009
hi world/blog/people.
went out with gab & darryl today :o
extremely stupid/hilarious/retarded -.-
was supposed to meet crystal today.
but as always she either had things to do or idk what the fuck else.
so i couldnt care less & remind her etc. whatever.

Woman sms-ed me saying she went out with Mr Leslie :o
& so how am i supposed to react to that hur.
am i supposed to go: WHAT THE FUCK WHY MANSZX?!
so no i did not do that :]
i've learnt that she isnt mine & even if she was, she has freedom :]
so why the fuck would i have to react to that HAHA.
though i was infact a little OMFG kinda thinking, idk why :o
ANYWAY i miss her, like fucking alot cos i didnt get to talk to her today.
hope she did enjoy herself today :]

moving on ..
went to cousin's house today to take a look @ her comp.
& so it was power supply burnt :o
idk how also, moreover it was w/o a graphic card.
think the comp .. its just old & it should be changed! -.-
aunt & uncle just left my place cos they came over to overlook repairs.
or not. they came here to chat & eat omfg :x

-edit @ 12:23am

L4D-ed with myself like some idk what siaopeh from IMH -.-
idk what to do without Woman :o

haha i admit i wouldnt say im completely not affected by it :/
Woman's elated today, & therefore im happy too, i guess. or not.
good night world.
I REALLY, REALLY THOUGHT OF WOMAN THE ENTIRE DAY!
:]
i miss the 5 days we went out straight.
i miss her the songs she sang.
i miss her voice.

i miss her.

i just got rejected, bye.
you've no idea how heartbroken i am.
if i had a gun right now, i would shoot my head, i swear.

♥14 June 2009
hi world! :]
dota-ed with nub daryl.
& me is world class zeus ok! :x
lunched prawn noodles bought from an idk-where stall -.-
tasted extremely weird zz.

gamed the entire day with Woman till 12:30am.
am quite tired alr! omg -.-
while dota-ing with Woman & her friend, Mr Leslie, i think :o
& i look @ their conversations. i feel so disheartened, so discouraged to chase Woman back.
i doubt i deserve her & they have more things to talk about than between me & her :o
am disappointed with myself.
very.
tsk idk how to put it.
i try really hard to think of shit to say but nothing recurs in the brain of mine! -.-
idk how ):
someone advice me aye.
i really cannot lose Woman.
going to sleep soon.
going out with darryl & gab tomorrow :o
goodnight all! :]

♥13 June 2009
hi world! :]
woke up @ 11:24am today, so early ):
but nevermind its good, because Woman msn-ed me @ 11:15 :]
FATE :x

L4D-ed with Woman for like 10minutes or so & she dc-ed ):
then not playing alr! :o

-edit

went to ahma's house @ 6 plus.
got super ultra bored after eating, so i fell asleep HAHA.
& its all about Woman! -.-
Woman is everything to me :]
& i only need her :]
its 12:20am alr! time passes damn fast.
got home from ahma's house @ 9:30pm or so :o
L4D-ed with Woman! :]
then gab, william & koge in another L4D room omfg.
v long never play with them alr :o

dota-ed once with Woman.
& its 2am now! am tired alr HAHA.
enjoyed today with Woman :]
Woman's all i ever want! <3
goodnight blog!

♥12 June 2009
hi world! :]
Woman's out ):
hehe, for the whole day, too!
am missing her & hopes she enjoys herself :]
i miss you!
just dota-ed with nub gab.
& am not doing anything now -.-

-edit

kayszx just got a haircut! :o
more cool now :]
better than super duper thick hair & it WAS so long!
went to thai express for dinner. it was so not nice :/
yay Woman's online! :]

dota-ed another two rounds, with nub darryl.
Woman left an offline message saying she might be sick.
am worried for her & hope she isnt sick! ):
didnt get a chance to really talk to her today.
take care Woman! :]
i miss Woman! ):
i <3
& I MISS MY BROTHERS WF & KM WHO'S IN ARMY ):
goodnight all!

♥11 June 2009
hi world! :]
didnt go out today, extremely bored.
plus super low on cash :x
gotta wait till next week ):
am meeting Woman later to pass her a worksheet :o

she should be @ X-Fire now.
hope she's fine & not thinking of unhappy events :]
miss her ):

-edit

met Woman @ HLM to pass her the worksheet.
& idk why got so qiao, met my cousin there :o
so i just said hi -.-
missed her smile, though its been only a day ):
ANYWAY she was extremely tired for she's out for 15 hours! ):
sent & walked Woman home, & it was extremely quiet.
i left her a few houses away from hers in case her mom/dad gets suspicious :o
though i wished it was :/
Woman IMY ):
take care & rest more this weekend & the coming week alright.
dont wanna say too much cos im sure you know what to do alr :]

goodnight blog!

♥10 June 2009
today's been boring, i guess.
woke up in the morning due to CJ's call -.-
gab came over around 11+ to take his HDD.
ate pizza hut & was fkn full.
went to SLS to collect earpiece & HDD converter.
headed for HLM @ 5:30.
was late for quite awhile, sorry Woman!
accompanied Woman to get her necessities.

went to Woman's place to restore data etcetc.
met her friend on the way :o
& omfg the cpu casing ultra hard to handle -.-
left Woman's place soon after everything was done.
was down, idk why -.- ( not because i saw the guy lol )
i didnt really show it but Woman knows! ergh -.-
& i didnt want to trouble Woman to walk me out but she insisted :o
so @ the main road i asked her to go home first, since she has work to do.
& as i looked @ her walk away.
i was so afraid she'd walk away from me.
y'know i cannot lose you. but i couldnt say right, y'know why :]
& so i waited for a taxi but no fucking cabs in sight, GOD! -.-
two 136's passed but i couldnt be bothered to board.
waited for dad to come & fetch me.
Woman sms'd saying her CD was stuck in the old cpu -.-
& i wanted to walk back in to help her.
but she's doing work so i guess, another time then.
am extracting .mpq files for her right now. she doesnt need the CD yet.
well, am hoping & praying for myself & hope what i get what i need :/

stoned @ home for 3 hours, doing nothing! -.-
couldnt eat dinner, didnt have the appetite to.
feeling extremely restless now -.-
& Woman can you rest more? ):

addon later!

♥9 June 2009
hello blog :]
enjoyed yesterday with Woman :D
went to SLS & assemble comp for her.
damn, Boss & the Manager of Corbel - Johnson was disturbing me omfg -.-
& it was the first time my face v big in SLS :o
i could take the comp home without making payment first :x
damn again, for getting slight cuts on my index finger & wrist -.-
really rusty, havent assembled comps in ages! god.
HAHA was ultra surprised & happy. & Woman's happy today, im glad.
carried the comp down to level1 & waited for Woman's dad.
left soon after.

k, so i set-up the comp & everything @ Woman's house :o
omfg ultra super duper hot -.-
& after everything was done, went to HLM's QiJi to eat.
actually i didnt really eat, just watched Woman eat :]
well more things did happen but am not going to say aye.

gotta go to Wheelock & SLS later!
goodnight all :]

-edit

hello blog. went to Wheelock & SLS today.
Wheelock to repair an iPod :o
& SLS to check price on a SHURE earpiece :]
went to Woman's place to transfer the last portion of movies! :D
& her friend was there too! damn ultra shy me.

yay Woman's at my place now, doing work :o
& im playing dota hehehehe :x
actually it means that im tempting her to play only! :]
& she can go home & play once she's done :D

-edit

just got home from dinner with Woman! :]
dined @ NewYork's! :D
fussed over the bill omfg.
she wouldnt let me pay! ):
so okay the next meal i treat aye, no fighting! :]
& i love today alotalot!
thank you Woman! :D

& i dont wanna throw the plaster ):

♥3 June 2009
hello world .
today went by extremely slow .
without her . & life sucks -.-

just did a quiz , was tagged by Germaine :o
21 names .

& everything's just about her .
seriously , just her will do .
& she isnt convinced that i like her :o
idk how to explain alr . i really dont .

i was told to remove the nick of mine i changed yesterday night .
though i jolly well know im not your boyf & shouldnt be using that nick .
i mean , its to tell myself i've chosen her & stick by her .
though she didnt say she wants , nor is she obliged to .
whether she likes me or not , thats another thing .
i changed it & was hoping she'd say something .
no .

she went offline in a snap :o
i was shattered , y'know .
though ya im your friend & you are mine .
you dont have to tell me anything you're doing .
its not your duty :o
but im extremely extremely sad aye .
y'dont know how much my heart hurts .
y'dont know how much you mean to me .
i dont even dare to sms you.

for fear i would irritate you with those messages .
but what else could i do ? :/
sighs after sighs .

i wont make it on my own .
i really need you .
please .

♥2 June 2009
hello world :]
dota'd one round early this morning before going out .
back from hougang plaza .
went to play billiard .
ultra tired !
god .

ZX sms'd me & thought she saw me @ idk where .
& i was accused of being mean to her -.-

add-on later !

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