♥You keep me going

hello world .
im tired . slept @ 4am yesterday .
went to gab's house @ 12am to take HDD .
Wendy's comp is dead & she needs movies :o
& so i needed the HDD . thats about it . ultra tired .

today went by too quickly .
should i be happy , or should i be sad ?
idk .

woke up this morning , went to Wendy's place .
lent her my laptop & set up everything etc .
was extremely sleeeeeeeepy throughout .
i found myself staring @ Wendy every few minutes .
like some perverted fker .
whatever la .
i have so much to say .
but i dont wanna say it at all .

ergh feeling shitty now -.-
really fucking shitty .
what should i do .

the way she looked .
the things she did .
idk , i misinterpreted every single thing .
i feel so stupid now , so fucking dumb .
how could i think like that ? :/
fuck fuck fuck -.-
fucking wishful thinking .

but im going to keep it going .
im going to wait .
and everything .

i hope you'll wait for me .
i loved today .

hello blog :o
went to alexandra today for braces followup .
then went to SLS with nub gab to get his OS .
cabbed home after that .
ergh , tired ! :o

add-on later ;D

HI BLOG .
today is just like any other days in my life .

i woke up this morning @ 11 due to some unwanted noise :o
later my mom called @ 1pm to tell me she fried an egg for me .
& so i went to check , & all i saw was ants -.-
so now she's home , making fucking alot of noise .
she didnt sms/call me earlier to tell me .
& so how the fuck am i supposed to know that she fried an egg -.-
for fuck's sake -.-

dota'd 2 rounds today , so boring .
kayszx am waiting for Kary to come online :]

add-on later :o
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talked to Julia , then realised that she's Denise's friend .
& because of that . she wouldnt wanna talk to me -.-
she initiated the break :o
but now its my fault .
it is now : you forced her to do so .
oooooooo so thats how it is :o
amazing-ness ! ergh .

kayszx fuck that . am glad then .
if blaming me would make her happier then so be it .
anyways , Daryyl agreed with whatever i said :o
thats good enough .

had been pissed the entire night -.-
Minny drew this ! :]
a fat mouse :o

thanks Mousey :o
feeling extremely restless now .
mind blank -.-
off to bed , nights everyone :o

hello blog .
feeling pretty delighted today .
havent been blogging due to laziness .
HAHA .

anyway , life has been pretty stagnant for me .
havent been doing much :/

idk if this is the turning point in my life .
i got to know a new friend :D
one is Kary .

talking to Kary is just damn great . HAHA .
she's ultra nice :o
+ v insane/hyper & whatever else one can think of .
the moment im online , i'd look for her :o
& when she isnt , i'd pray she come online .
HAHA shitszx man :o

anyway , been dota-ing heavily these 2 days .
i dont normally dota HEHE :x

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hi world :o
just got new songs from Ivy :D
HAHA . v nice yay :o
anyways . my dental was rescheduled to friday -.-
& its the day im going out . fk leys .

god , im damn sleepy :o
talking trash with WF , Gab , KM , CJ . fkn lame .
just finished talking to Kary :o
& its 3:20am now .

ERGH so nice to talk to her :(
kayszx im off to bed .

HI ALL ;o
kayszx today v boring -.-

anyways . morning ;o
server encountered java errors . had to repatch and all :(
troublesome ergh . HEHE .
anyway its done .

played game still 6pm or so .
went to grandma's house .
its 9:30 now & i just got home ;o
thats about it !

add-on later :D

its time to blog again .
idk why i should .

went to play billiard today .
came home exhausted -.-
was in a fkn bad mood .
Wendy asked to dota .
so i anything .

sorry for th fkn attitude in-game & msn .
you didnt have to remember my birthday .
no-one is obliged to .

ANYWAYS .
life's boring .
& stupid .
no matter how i look @ it .
it sucks .