i dont know if :O cuts it.
its a shocked face btw.
im blogging!
after 5th april i would never have thought theres gonna be another one thats says 23rd june.
oh wow oh wow oh wow,
ive got so many heartnotes to pen down i dont know where to start
(quoted from jacin lee's poem "the holocaust museum")
but yes,
a lot's been happening,
some shockin news,
some everyday gossips,
some thats gonna take your breath away.
im havent grown vertically,
im still the same old round me,
and im going back to singapore baby!
i cant wait!
and hopefully mon cherie's comin with me,
im so crossin my fingers he is.
:D :D :D
so so so,
im coming back!
i know its no biggie,
but im still excited for it!
i want a welcome back party with a banner that says "welcome back",
and when i enter the room everyone shouts "WELCOME BACK!!!!".
its gonna be a good three weeks of sitting back,
sun kissing on the beach, shopping, drinkin, lovin, the tiny little red dot.
(not forgetting perspiring cos its so damn hot)

EXAMS ENDED~
but it doesnt feel like it has,
must be because of all the summer work we have!
im no longer year 12,
im going to be year 13!
its unbelievable how its all going so quickly,
just a year ago,
i came to shanghai in the heat,
not knowing whats gonna happen to me in the two years.
its been pretty good this past one year,
i have a good life,
im eating a lot,
im shopping a lot,
i love my friends a lot,
(AGG forever, darlings)
i love mon cherie a lot <3
its been going pretty well,
im a lucky lucky girl,
compared to those in blood diamond.
yeah it does get rough sometimes,
it gets lonely,
it gets tough,
but its life aint it?
i consider myself lucky,
ive got everything i need.
(except a psp. i like the pink one jez has. altho i would much rather prefer red.)
but yeah, life's good,
cant complain much.

but shit,
we never got to do the thingy we were supposed to do jace!
the whole,
lets-go-round-the-table-and-tell-each-other-one-good-thing-bout-them thingy.
DAMMIT.
now sj's in korea, arlene's gonna be in hongkong,
grace is god knows where,
the rest of us going back to singapore at different times,
damn we shld have done it during lunch that day.

its 11.10pm,
i feel wasted.
i havent showered,
ive been in bed the whole day today.
the only time i got out of bed was open the door to collect the pizza i ordered,
and that was such a chore.
besides that ive been in bed watching gilmore girls and freedom writers.
its been such a tiring day.
i still feel wasted.

i miss mon cherie :(