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Sunday, May 29, 2011
Remember how it used to be... Moved to rememberhowitusedtobe.wordpress.com. Bye all. Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Regrets I regretted. I regret choosing poly. Not stressful but there's no fun in it at all. I regret not choosing JC. I prefer college lifestyle as compared to free style. I regret not learning musical instruments at a young age. I maybe pro in guitar/piano by now. I regret not training harder for bball. I may have a medal by now. I regret missing out bonding sessions with my friends. I may be more connected with them by now. I regret having r/s at young age. I may not be heartbroken by now. I regret not listening to the older generations. I may have a better life now. Regrets regrets regrets. What can you really do about it except playing them over and over again in your mind? I regretted alot of stuff but I couldn't do anything bout it. Some of the regrets ended up in good lessons to my life. But if only time could rewind, I would change all my regrets to reality. "yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mytery. Today is a gift, thts why they called it 'present'." Sunday, May 22, 2011
Reality strikes Since a long time ago, this blog has been a platform for me to express my feelings about certain things and how I feel at times. However I felt that sometimes some feelings you just could not express it out through words or any form of visual tools. Just read an article about a 18 yr old girl who committed suicide as she got her A lvl result which is not satisfying for her and she can't go to the uni she wanted. Becos of that, her dream was crushed. This incident just shows me how hard reality is. In this world there would be endless of people who hold high hopes about you and you are always under immense pressure to excel or whatsoever. This is one of the reasons I went to poly. Too much hopes on me going to JC and excel in it. I'm scared tht I couldnt handle the studies and end up retaining for one more yr. Thus I chose poly as there's lesser stress in it. But again, no matter which path one takes, if it doesn't lead to the dream destination, reality would strike you hard. Wa you gonna do when every effort you put in doesn't yield the equal Amt of return? Different ppl has different way of dealing with it. And the poor gal choses death. But death, only brings an end to your own suffering while starts a beginning of a suffering to your own family.. Doesn't worth it. No matter what, death isnt the solution. Tuesday, May 17, 2011
One episode of my life There's so many things going through my mind recently that I wanted to type all of them out. But I guess some of the things are so redundant to make any significance in my life. Met up with some of my old friends last weekends and it just struck me that the last time that I had an actual outing with them is like long long long time ago? Then again, I guess true friends do not care about the quantity of time spent together as compared to quality? I'm quite a lazy person who is too lazy to even ask someone out for a dinner or so. Hence I guess I'm quite disconnected with my friends:/ I'm just glad that there's still a few friends I still managed to talk to and keep contact with them! Anyway I want to go overseas. I really think I need to relax myself. The pace in this city is too fast that I can't catch my breath. A nice vacation would be nice.. But when? I guess I had to wait till the end of my exams.. . . . . . . . . Is there anytime that you type out a long msg and ended up deleting it? There's ALOT of times tht I experienced it. Be it an apology msg or an angry msg.. Been there, done that. Sometimes it just very hard to show your true emotions to the other party. Becos you wont know how they react. I think I will keep more things to myself and vent it out when I'm playing basketball.. Basketball is my source of venting emotions. I just need a getaway ASAP. And I mean it. P.S. Once you walk out of my life, the door shuts behind you. Monday, May 9, 2011
Love?   Happy Mother's Day. Thanks for giving birth to me after enduring 9 months of pain and raising me up without wanting anything in return. I will always remember this unselfish love from you. Of course, credits for my dad to produce his army of commandos to chong sua. But I will thank him another day. I love you, mum<3 And of cos my Gan Ma, who helped to raise me up and buying toys for me since young and nvr ask for anything in return. I love you too<3 It's been quite awhile since the five of us sat down to have a supper and TCSS. Everybody is busy with their schoolwork and projects that there is hardly a time for us to gather and catch up. I really appreciate the time we chat and laugh madly even we know it's 2.30am. I like this. It just makes me feel connected with this bunch of bros and feel like I'm not alone. I like how we joked about each other at times but doesn't mean it and care for each other whenever any is in need. Seriously, it's better to have a bunch of good bros than have one whole army of fake friends who worship you when you're at top and abandon you when you're at the bottom. Anyway, Just a food for thought: Going out/chatting with an opposite sex=having crush on him/her? Nah. Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Time waits for nobody.  Hello. School just reopened and I was quite busy with tutorials and lectures. I miss attachment so much! Anyway, I went to USS last saturday. It was so cool! It's my first time going to USS and everything seems so fascinating to me. When you step into USS, you will be overwhelmed by the awesomeness of that place! There's alot of attractions in th but my favorite is those roller coaster ride! 4D shrek movie is cool too! back to roller coaster xD there is quite a few roller coaster in there. There is the enchanted airway(which is a rather small roller coaster, which is quite fun but doesn't really make my heart beat faster. And there's one indoor roller coaster! It's call revenge of the mummy I think? Basically it's an indoor roller coaster where it's quite pitch dark and the main attraction of this roller coaster is you won't know when you are going down, turning or even going backwards! One of my fav:D this ride makes my heart beat 2x faster!! And there is the Battle Galaticia(I think it's spelled like that). The cylon roller coaster is the one that your legs are suspended and there's quite a few 360 degree turns. This is cool but I think the scary part is the steep slope before it turn 360 degree. Makes my heart beat 2x fAster too! The ultimate fav of mine is the human roller coaster. There's no 360 degree turn but the roller coaster went super fast and the lane it went are so steep! Its so scary that I closed my eyes for a second. makes my heart beat 3x faster !! Overall, USS was so fun that it deserved a second visit from me! O ya, Vincent going to NS on this coming thurs. This just remind me that every one of us is going to grow up, moving on to the next phase of our lives. Some of us going NS now while others are going uni in few mths time. Seriously, time is going fast and it doesn't wait for anyone. Once your youth is gone, it's gone forever. I guess that nobody wants to grow up but it will come eventually. Honestly I dun like growing up. It would just mean more responsibility and more stress from worklife. How I wish we can be like small kids and all we do is eat play sleep. But I guess ultimately we needs to face it and get prepared for it !! Omg this is a super long post. Too much to handle le! Thts all then. Ciao! Sunday, April 17, 2011
Eww.  I'm disgusted for several reasons. Firstly, the Manchester derby for FA Cup semi final had ended. Man City won ugly. No no. Man U deserved to lose as they were totally off form in this match. So disappointed. And so disgusted by the lack of sportmanship by Man City players. I hope they lose in the final. Ha. *Man City hater 4eva* Another reason is that i'm sick. I keep having the feeling that there's food stuck in my throat but i could vomit it out or swallow it back. Ewww. Medication doesnt seem to help~ Lastly, I'm totally disgusted by how fast people could change. How fast feelings would fade. Why someone can dump one person and get with another in a short period of time. So idiotic. No matter its a guy or gal, the fact that dumping one for the other is not a good thing to do. Watching Bulls v Pacers now. I hope Bulls doesnt disappoint me today~ |