Summer 2015

My summers for the past two years were those good days that most people hope for.....

Summer 2015. Well, this one is totally different. In fact, we don't have summer here, or more specifically we have summer for 365 days. (Oh hi Sweats, nice to meet you)

Spending time to study (or perhaps more on playing games) is everything I could do.

How much I miss those days, travelling around, experiencing the cultures and meeting new people. 

This is really a deep 'Ouch, that hurts' thingy.

Turning Point

"Hello auntie/uncle, saya pelajar perubatan yang belajar nak jadi doktor dari Penang Medical College. Boleh tanya sikit soalan tak?"

Ok i gotta admit that the sikit is totally not SIKIT at all. =/
But if we dont say like that, how willing are they to talk to us? haha

Basically that sentence has become my slogan nowadays.
Im using it everyday to start the session with a patient to "assist my learning". lol

Sometimes, it literally means everyday.
We have to go to hospital even during weekends. (well there goes my holidays)
Even if there are weekends holidays, I prefer to stay at home not doing anything just to relax myself.

Anyway, to be honest I'm getting lazy to type nowadays.
Just because I have so many tutorials and case write-ups to type, writing a blog has progressively feeling like a burden for me.

But to the future me reading this, appreciate what am I doing now for everything you own! #peace


四十三章 25/4/2015

游子。忆

中五毕业后，就开始了游子的生活。
家，对我来说，有时觉得是多么地遥不可及。

重温那时光，
一：国名服务。
时长： 两个月。
这段回忆，十分感慨，十分开心。
在这里，接触了不少新的人事物。
因为这，我明白了，如果你低头于恶势力，后果只会更严重。
因为这，我跟一位仁兄起了冲突，为了朋友，为了自己。
成功把团队里所有的人团结起来。
认识了可说是人生中的第一群马来朋友。
也认识了人生中第一群来自别州的朋友。
更重要的是，与她的一切回忆。

再接着，
二： MATRIKS
时长：一个月
怀着迷茫的心情，踏进了这遥远的地方：马六甲。
这里，印象中都是很旧很肮胀的地方。
还有，好热。
全马第一间，什么都比人“老”了。
那时告诉自己要咬紧牙关，坚持下去。
不管多恶劣的情况，为了前途，忍吧。
见证了很多种族歧视，真的好多。
不管什么事，依然以他们优先。
明白了，我的国家马来西亚，这八个字真正地定义。
所以决定争取发言的机会，竞选成为了副宿舍长。
为了分数，努力争取加入篮球校队。
人生地不熟，那种感觉，那种无助，我依然记得。
最好的回忆莫过于认识了另外一群的朋友。
临走前，他们送了我一份礼物。
好喜欢，可是不翼而飞，好可惜。

然后，
三：INTEC
时长：两年。
终于，好幸运地获得了大多数学生都梦寐以求的奖学金。
再度去到了一个遥远的地方。
至少，这次有些已认识的朋友，没那么迷茫吧。
但同样的是，让我更看清这国家到底如何运作。
可庆幸的是，认识了“不一样”的马来朋友。
让我知道，我从小到大的想法是错的。
不管是哪种族，都有好人和坏人。
那时，周末坚持回家，因为很想家，很想她。
两天的假期，星期五晚上到达，星期日一早又得回了。
历时六小时，甚至十小时的车程，历历在目，难熬。
那时心里依然是想着：坚持，努力，为了未来。
依然庆幸，认识了好多好多的朋友。

四：UCD
时长：两年半
短暂的假期里每天只想着A-LEVEL的成绩，
有没有得飞就看它了。
苍天眷顾，成功了。
开心，兴奋，是必然的。
但当时的心情，忧虑才是最突出的吧。
忧虑，我能做到吗？
忧虑，我会失败吧？
忧虑，前景布满了厌恶，看不清，摸不着。
在这，学了好多，看了好多。

今天，
我完成了UCD两年半的课程。
我，终于要回家了。
这种心情，不知如何形容。
我，漂流了快五年了。

从十八岁的我，
一直漂啊漂，
转眼间，
二十三了。
这五年的历练，这五年的不定，
冒险，一关一关地闯过。

很庆幸我能回到那起点。
曾经多么遥不可及的地方。
那，属于一切的原点。
那，属于游子的梦想。




四十二章

Med Ball 2014

One week to exam. woooooo! it's so near that im gonna die!

ANYWAY, just came back from Med Ball aka Medicine Course Ball? u know what it means =P
this year is our last year studying here.
this also means that it's the last chance to join this kind of event.
besides, i guess it's my first ever formal ball in life.
hashtag once in a life time experience.

it was a freaking 70 euro (almost RM300) to join.
oh well, i guess it's the experience that counts.
a lot of friends pulled out in the end.
giving loads of reasons for not going it.
some even bullshit to me buying KFC and wine, celebrating at home.
saying how stupid to go Med Ball.
oh please, just assume I didn't invite you to go together.

anyway, thanks to everyone who attended together.
hope everybody had fun!
i did!
thank you!
this will definitely be one of the best moments in life.



四十一章 29/11/2014

Semester 1 Winter 2014/2015 Examination

Okay thing is getting serious now.

Final exam is coming soon.

I guess it's the time again for everyone to study the shit out of their ass.

Exam is hard, life is sad.

So much materials to study, so little time to spend.

Soon, you will hear me whining on Facebook about how ridiculous the exam is.

People always regret studying at the last minute and make promise not to repeat it again.

In fact, less than 10% of those can actually make it 

(maybe more than that? but, why can't I be one of them? T.T )

The cycle repeats: last minute studying, "promise" (or whatever u call that as), last minute again.... 

Goes on and on.
That's the life of a student.

Okay, recently there is another batch of students graduating. 

OKAYYYYYY... Congrats!

And wait, I still have 3 years?

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKAYYYYYYYYYY ~~~~~
Study. Okay. Exam. Okay~~~

第四十章    8/11/2014

生日快乐

千言万语，不必言语。

有好多话想说，也知道好多话不需要去说。

只想祝福。

致我生命中最特别的她，
生日快乐！ =)




第三十九章   23/10/2014

Confusion

there was an emergency happened yesterday right in front of me.
okay, not that kind of car accident stuff.
a random guy had shoulder joint dislocation during gym session.
he walked pass my friend and I, asking for help while holding his shoulder.
we got no idea what could we do.
ended up running to reception and telling the staffs.

hmm... third year medical students.
what could we do if i ever meet that kind of situation again?
the answer is NOTHING, literally nothing.
long way to become a real doctor which can actually help someone.
a long, long way.
to be honest, i dont know any shits.
knowledges are limited.
what else to say about practical skills?

arghhh screw this.
 


第三十八章    14/10/2014