rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, February 12, 2015
-11:42 AM
My blog has been dead for years now and I discovered something about myself while I read through some of the older posts. And that is that I am a person who does not scan through what I wrote. My English is totally "Chui" and sometimes I don't even understand myself.
But ever since I've been in A*STAR and that I am with a judgemental and skeptical husband, I've learnt that it is better to read through things before posting. Someday, someone might see the low standard and uses it against you.
I am different person now from the last time I've posted. More mature and handle more responsibilities perhaps. I am a mother of a 8+ month girl who is the most adorable thing ever. Yes, I will never think that kids will be that cute until I have one myself.
My spiritual life is stagnant and yes I should do sth about it. But the next step is always the hardest to achieve.
Many things changes within this few years, lots of people got married and my bestie is next. Yijie had a daughter and is going to have a son soon, Rebec just gave birth to Josiah and Sarah and Huilin are going to deliver this year.
Anyway, I am super random and I decided that I should go back to work.
Maybe I will write a letter to my future self soon. Maybe.
Oh last thing, iphone is the best thing ever. Its organised, and you wont find weird weird file when you sync it with your com. I am also using ipad and macbook even though i've opened my macbook once only since the time I bought it. I am simply too busy. TOOOOOOOOO BUSY... its not an understatement.
Monday, September 19, 2011
-11:15 AM
First time using my new phone to post... I realise HTC can do lots iPhone can't do and I thank God that i'be gotten a HTC instead of a iphone... For instance, iPhone can't blog, can't edit dropbox, etc
I an having gastritis, didn't work for 2 days cause including today... Was a little uncomfortable on sat and sun already.. feel really bloated and keep vomitting out bubbles
Anyway... Yiwen is back tml, so hope everything will be fine
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
-10:08 AM
Toh Yi has been sold yesterday at 8.30am. The keys have officially been pass to the new china owner who are moving in straight away.
I will miss the house. Anyway, I grew up there.
Super tired now. Dad, Mum and Kor is at my place lately.
They have bought another house near mine but is still under renovation.
Today after my parents went for breakfast, mum brew milo for me and yu. And because of that, yu is late. Or prob is today's train problem.
But whatever it is, yu mentioned that actually he did not need to have a cup of milo everyday.
It is not that I want but I thought thats my mom's way of showing that she loves me.
Felt a little sad cause yu surely sees it but he doesn feel it. prob.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
-10:23 PM
I felt so bliss
With my sisters giving me a hens,
with Yuhang trying so much to abstain from what he felt might make him love me less (Club).
With everything that comes along the way.
Nice~ Sweet issnt it.
I drove my family to dinner and i thought thats really nice=)) I love driving.. haha
My body clock timing is off again=(
Friday, May 06, 2011
-2:28 PM
OMG... Super stress over everything now.
Sick, drowsy doesnt help in anything.
Thursday, May 05, 2011
-9:33 AM
Haix..
Getting more stress everyday.
White hair is growing.
I am even thinking whether I will be smiling from my heart on the actual day.
Sometimes i ask myself.
Am I ready to be a bride?
Am I ready to be someone's wife?
It seems so scary.
really so scary.
this is like a next part of life and I am doubting if I will enjoy it.
Monday, March 21, 2011
-2:51 PM
Totally no mood to work today.
Too busy lately.
Busy with accompany my parents find a house, busy with accompanying yuhang.
Busy with this, busy with that.
Wedding = On hold
time left: 2 mths.
Arhhhh..
I cant believe it.
The worse is I am down with sickness. Felt like I am floating...
