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![]() ![]() jasmine.t i am nonsensical, violent, cranky, temperamental, stubborn and lazy. i adore/enjoy beautiful scenery, floral prints, blingblings, photography, supermarkets, ktving, cute stuff, ikea/daiso, blood and gore flicks, gossiping, online shopping and traveling. i ♥ me, myself and i. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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I'm very unhappy, do you know?
Saturday, September 22, 2012
It's so difficult to communicate with all of you because you all judged me differently. I'm always labelled as the most notorious and rebellious one among my cousins/sibling. Even those younger than me have more freedom.
I don't like this house I'm currently staying. You all blamed me for staying out late everyday after work, travelled way too much and always have programs during weekends, that I'm lacking of rest and time for my studies. But do you all know the reason behind all these? Did you all ask? I know you'll definitely say all of you are very concerned for me, but in a wrong way. I felt. You all only pick all my wrongdoings without asking what's my reason behind it. I hate this home that I even felt like running away numerous time but then again I told myself that this is my home, not hers. I'm not detesting her but it's just different living habits and characters. Always have conflict yet neither of us speaks out. This is so suffering. I don't know when will all this end.
Miss you like crazy :(
Friday, September 7, 2012
I've so much to complain, but no one to talk to. I wanna grumble so much whenever I reach home after work or school, but now I dread going the place that doesn't even look like a home to me. It has became a place where things were placed everywhere, every single corner of the house, laundries hanging all over the place, looks more like an abandoned unit with creepy spiders and all sorts of pest crawling around. Can't stand it. Don't feel comfortable at all!
Friends and colleagues says I look super shagged recently, don't know if it's because of the tanned, or I'm lacking of nutrients. I used to drink a lot of double boiled soup and bird's nest in the past, but now I have none. Nobody's gonna prepare yummy soup and dishes for me anymore. 妈咪,我好想你啊! :( I seriously hate/detest/dislike people who doesn't have the least respect for others. I always say this "When you don't respect others, you don't deserve to be respected." because I believe respect is the basic mutual behavior each must have. When you have none, you'll receive none. It's the same!
Why did you leave without me? I wanna be with you.
Sunday, September 2, 2012
After enduring 9 months of nonsense, I finally made the first move. Living with someone whose character and living habits totally different from you, is seriously damm suffering. I swear!
I'm too used to live in a peaceful and clean environment, so when I had no choice but to live with someone who lives unhygienic-ally, I'll freak out and gets frustrated easily. Tell me who doesn't? Or is it just me? How can someone throw their used sanitary pad in the bedroom bin when the rubbish chute is just beside the toilet? How can someone dig their nose without using any tissue, by digging and flicking it up in the air? (For your info, I found few dried bogey on my new sofa? Dammit!) When you perspire, how many pieces of tissue do you take? At most 2? But that person took like 5 or more? Hello, we're talking about environment friendly now. I don't care how much you perspire, but I mind how much you're wasting my money! I can't stand people who doesn't have the habit to turn off the lights after using or putting things back in place. Especially electricity bill keeps increasing and when I'm paying for it! 1 switch = 4 light bulbs, that person on 2 switches = 8 light bulbs + 2 kitchen + 1 toilet + 4 balcony + 2 dining = 17 lights! Wth is that? Can you believe it? When watching TV, the person beside you keeps talking non stop. You could barely hear from the TV. Worse, that person kept telling you what's gonna happen next. When you're studying, that person peeps over and ask stupid questions "What are you studying? What is this? What is that? Why why why?". When you doze off while watching TV, immediately that person hush and wakes you up. At times, I almost scolded "shut the f up" because I'm already damm exhausted yet you don't even let me rest for few minutes. Irritating to the max! Tell me about it. Arghh I can't stand it. I wanna chase that person out of my house, but I can't. School's starting in a week's time. It seems like my holiday just started and now, I'm going back to mugging mode. Didn't really do well last semester, got to buck up this time. If I had a choice, I wouldn't have gone through this route. Meddling studies and work at the same time seriously drains out my entire energy. Weeks ago, I decided to pack my study table and it's finally visible now. Hahaha! Now all I'm left with, are the huge stacks of clothes on my chair. How to study without a chair right? Gotta get it cleared by next weekend (hopefully)!
Twenty-fifth birthday on the twenty-fifth
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Twenty-five years ago, on this day, was probably your most painful yet joyous day. It's the day you gave birth to me :) Heartaches whenever I reminded myself that you won't be able to celebrate this day together with me anymore. But I know I'm not forgotten. Maybe you're seated right beside me now, watching me tear as I type. Or maybe you slept beside me last night, hugging and watching me as I tossed and turned before I finally fall asleep. Wherever you are, I just want to say, you're the best gift from God. I love you and I miss you, forever, till we meet again.
Missing you all always...
Monday, March 5, 2012
Months passed, and I finally got the courage to blog. It's been almost 6
months since i last updated (the one dated on 11 Nov was only published few
seconds before this).
Many things happened and I was too devastated to blog about anything. Though I went on 2 overseas trips with my friends (supposed to be 3) during this period, none of them was enjoyable. Each time I come back from a trip, I'll receive a bad news. It all happened so coincidentally that I myself couldn't believe it. Life's been tough for me and my family. I lost 3 loved ones within a few months, especially the one whom I always rely on, my dearest mommy. Up till today, I still can't believe that she's gone forever. I always wonder; did she go for a long business trip somewhere far far away? Why isn't she back yet? But all I can do is constantly reminding myself that 'No matter what, they're at a better place with God now'. It took me lots of courage to write this cause I fear to recap what happened, especially that very last few moments with her. She told me that she couldn't bear to leave us and gave both my sister and I a kiss on our hands. That kiss will never be forgotten. Mommy, we miss you. Life's threatening, life is short. Treasure whatever/whoever you have, or you'll regret forever.
Helplessly...
Friday, November 11, 2011
While everyone is looking forward to 11.11.11 to make their biggest wish, I had a shock of my life.
Mommy fell while she was walking to the toilet, lying there helplessly. I had to limp as fast as i could to her room despite the serious sprain on my ankle few days ago that I wasn't able to walk at all! Dearest mommy, you have to be strong. God is watching over you, both of us. You must have faith in Him. Trust Him, and everything will be back to normal soon. You'll be able to eat what you like, do what you like and travel wherever you want. Please stay strong.
Say a little prayer...
Sunday, October 16, 2011
September ended unexpectedly. October begun depressingly.
It's mid October now, and I'm glad we finally receive a joyous news :) Be strong and think positively. We can do it!
ENDURE? MY FOOT!
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Sometimes I seriously feel that I'm working with a bunch of nuisance. It's either me being too demanding at work, or they simply enjoy pissing me off. And it's always the same people! Hypocrites. If you have a problem with me, talk to me straight? Don't try to step onto my tail, then hide under your superior's armpit when I start yelling.
After arguing with that mad woman upstairs, the temporary staff pissed me off by wiping the wheel of her chair in the middle of the walk way during office hours when she can't even finish her work. It's okay if she wants to wipe the wheels, none of my business anyway. But why choose to wipe at such a weird spot? The walk way is narrow enough yet she chose to wipe the damn wheels there. Goodness! She even forbids everyone to step into her "territory" with their shoes on. Wtf? You're just a temp replacing our colleague who is on maternity leave. Ohh please!
I FEEL SHOOOOO GOOD!!
Monday, June 27, 2011
Never in my life have I felt so SHIOK after doing something disrespectful.
The more you ask for something, the more you won't get it. You earn for it, you don't ask for it. Get it?
My air-con leaked again!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Since I can't sleep without air-con, I had no choice but to sleep in my sister's room :( Her pillow damm smelly, bed damm hard, room damm messy and her room doesn't have any radio/music. I can't stand it when the room is too quiet. For your info, I sleep with my radio on throughout the whole night.
Just came back from Adam Cheng & Liza Wang's concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. ![]() You must be wondering why on earth would I attend such concerts. I went because my aunt couldn't make it, so she pass her tickets to me. It just feels so different from the concerts we "youngsters" attend. Usually when a concert is about to start, the audiences will start screaming, blow whistles, switch on their light sticks, etc. Right? Last night, I was the only one who did all of the above though we're seated at the first category which supposed to be the "highest and nosiest" category. Damm maluating! For your info, I'm not a fan of them though I know most of their songs. My whole family loves to sing, so I listen/sing most oldies since young.
Mommy's birthday dinner at ☼ Sun With Moon ☪
Friday, June 24, 2011
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I'm a big fan of Chawanmushi and I always think that Sushi Tei serves the best Chawanmushi amongst all Japanese Restaurants I've been to. Not anymore! Sun With Moon Chawanmushi taste 1000000X nicer than Sushi Tei's. I had 2 servings of Chawanmushi and I still want more, but I was too full :( Any other recommendations? Please tell me!
买东西,吃东西~ 香港,我们来了!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
![]() I never fail to take similar shots whenever I travel. I love to capture the wing of the airplane this way; fluffy clouds and a little bit of sun at the back. So nice! ![]() That's us queuing up for the Crystal Cabin Cable Car. ![]() Check out the queue for standard cable cars at NgongPing. Luckily we're smart enough to get the 1-way Crystal Cabin and 1-way Standard Cabin tickets, else we'll end up like them! ![]() ![]() All time favorite 豆花 ❤ ![]() ![]() What's with the super long queue? ![]() That's my curious/sampat sister joining the queue. Bth her! ![]() Ooohh.. free honeydew beancurd! ![]() Typical shot of Hongkong streets ![]() Mango Pomelo with Mango Sorbet ![]() Sis and my favorite ❤ ![]() ![]()
The arrival of little Kesler
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Kingkong Godma ❤ You
Bangkok (15-18 April)
Thursday, June 2, 2011
The girls wanted to go for a short getaway and budget trip, so we decided on Bangkok. Since it's our first trip together, we're all quite excited. Been counting down daily since February. It's a pity that Sherry couldn't make it due to work commitment (which we later found out that she's actually pregnant, that's why she couldn't travel). Omg~ Congrats my dearest girl. Another rabbit baby coming up!
Since Ash and I work together in the same department, we had a hard time persuading/begging our superior to approve our leave. Okay lah, a little bit too exaggerating on that "begging" part but still...! Since I'm quite familiar with Bangkok, I planned the whole itinerary :) By the way, I'll be going Bangkok again this September with my meinus. Omg! I can be a thai PR soon. Kup kup kup! Day one: ![]() ![]() ![]() That's us queuing up before boarding the plane. Grinning ear to ear :D As usual, we took the Airport Rail-Link when we arrived Suvarnabhumi Airport. We chose ARL instead of cab because a cab to the city cost at least 700Baht but the ARL only cost 15Baht each (total 75Baht for 5 pax). And the total journey only takes about 30mins. Cheap and fast right? Moreover our hotel is just 5 to 10 minutes walk from the train station. How convenient! The 10 minutes walk to our hotel was quite stressful because we arrived during the Songkran Festival (Water Festival). We were so worried we'll get drenched before we could even reach our hotel but the people there were very nice. They saw us with luggage, so they didn't really attack us. Partly also because we walk through those stores selling clothes. Hahaha! After checking in Budacco Hotel, our hotel manager gave each of us a water gun as a souvenir. We couldn't stop laughing because the water gun is smaller than our palm! How are we supposed to defend ourselves with such a tiny "weapon"? Alamak~ I forgot to take photo of it, and I've got no idea where did I ![]() ![]() Our first meal at MBK Pizza Hut *Slurps* Didn't really take any photos after this because everyone look damn shagged + everywhere was having water battles! We wanted to buy water guns (those turbo ones) and head to Khaosarn for some fun but we're all too tired. Accompanied them to Erawan Shrine followed by Chinatown for dinner before heading back to somewhere near our hotel for massage. Day two: ![]() Only bad thing about my hotel is the breakfast! We have to eat the same thing everyday because that's what they provide EVERYDAY. I ate this during my previous Bangkok trip last September, now I'm having the same thing and I reckon I'll be eating the same thing again when I'm back this September :( We had a full day shopping marathon at Platinum Fashion Mall, Central World Plaza and Chatuchak Market. Therefore not much photos taken. Basically, there wasn't many photos taken during the entire trip because we chionged for food and retail therapy! Who cares about posing for the camera? Chey! ![]() Our lunch at Fuji Japanese Restaurant, Platinum Fashion Mall. Not as fantastic as those I ate at Japan. Duhs! ![]() Coconut ice cream from Chatuchak Market. This is the only reason why I love going to Bangkok. Hahahahas! ![]() ![]() And our night ended at Baiyoke Sky Bar followed by daily massage nearby our hotel. I so wanna go there again this September. Superb view! Day three: Returned Chatuchak Market for second round of shopping today. The weather was insanely hot! Sun was scorching directly on us at 38 degree celsius. Total madness! Was hoping to get tanned by the end of the day, but failed! My skin too thick i think? ![]() ![]() ![]() All of us couldn't take the heat any longer so we took a cab to Siam Paragon for air-conditioned shopping and donuts! Krispy kreme, it is. Damm delicious! Melts in the mouth. OMG I'm salivating already. ![]() While walking to the taxi stand, we spotted a double rainbow on the waterfall. So nice! ![]() I had my virgin massage at Health Land Spa (Sathorn). OMG 2hours is not enough! I want 20hours of massage there. It was so good that I fell asleep till i drooled. Hahahaha shiOk~ Somboon Seafood Restaurant for dinner followed by Khaosarn Night Market. Day four: Last minute shopping at MBK before heading to airport in the evening. Home sweet home.
Perhaps your good intentions are just an act of sympathy
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Universal Studio Singapore, again again!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Few weeks after I went USS, they announced the launch of Battlestar Galatica. USS for the fourth time now. Total madness! Well, at least i went four times with four different group of people. Hahaha!
It was an impromptu decision cause WN messaged me at 3AM saying that ZS has free tickets to USS. Was thinking that since there's discount, just go lor but NO! ZS decided to use his voucher on his next visit when we're at the ticket booth. Kns to the max! There supposedly have 7 people going but when we meet, Dan and his GF said they cannot make it. WN came and sneakily left after breakfast cause he wasn't feeling well. Faint! Nevertheless, the four of us went and I'm glad we did :) Something happened during the Flying Canopy ride, I think I was way too excited till my safety belt came off during the ride. I don't know how I did it, but thank God the bar was tight enough :( That expression on my face when I realized the safety belt came off was damm classic. Laugh die ZMNs! Battlestar Galatica was DAMM SHIOK ♥ I bought the super unglamorous photo of myself screaming and laughing during the ride. Very unsightly okay? Hahahaha. The 2 guys are so useless! They surrendered immediately after trying the Human roller coaster ride and proceeded to the musical shows themselves. While ZMNs and I continued with the Cyclon roller coaster. Brave girls, lousy guys! Boo~
Singapore Airlines having promotion now!!
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Yupyups! Tickets to HongKong booked :)
Just returned from Bangkok less than a week ago and I'm flying again next month. Shopping, shopping & more shopping. Food, food & more food. AWESOME! It's also mommy's birthday sponsored trip by her 2 lovely daughters *Grins* - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Our long awaited trip
Friday, April 15, 2011
Good morning! I'm currently at the airport waiting for another 3 monkeys arrive. We're supposed to be at the airport by 4.30AM but because we made a deal due to our frequent late habit, whoever reaches after 4AM has to treat everyone macdonald breakfast. So being the most kiasu person in the whole universe, SY and I left our house at 3.30AM and reached at 3.45AM! However their car was just behind our taxi, so nobody was late. We're too early actually. Hahahaha!
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The arrival of my baby cousin, Germaine ♥
Saturday, April 9, 2011
![]() Hello hello people! I'm currently at KK hospital to see my new born baby cousin. She shares the same birth date as my third aunt (8th April). How coincident! Look, she's sleeping comfortably in my arms now :) She was crying loudly when we arrived cause she's hungry but stopped immediately after i carried and coaxed her. such a darling! - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
if you think you know me well enough, think again.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
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