My name is Sarah,
that's something everybody knws, i guess so, at least

Got back horrendous prelims results,
sorry mrs kuek, mrs liew, helen, my mum, dad, dog, God, MYSELF
hais, this is really getting crappy, my results are like all 6s
where all those nerds are talking about A1s and A2s,
we're here talking about D7s and C6s, this suck, srsly
So i guess i should really mug now, mug like crazy.

The word is REFRAIN,
since i brought this upon myself, and i can't really go anywhere after prelims for first 3 wks,
but i guess, as they said, think on the bright side, O's is more impt
I should study study study,
God, give me the determination and strength pretty, pretty pls
I'll prove all of you wrong, watch me :D
Study hard everybody, i'll be back, but only at the end of all my O'Level papers
going to practice self-isolation to mug and swallow my facts now
9:30 pm, 27 Sept 2007

Tag Replies
Adeline: Looks like jobs are staring at us now, esp with my horrendous prelim exam results, okay nvm, think on the bright side, there's still the last mile.

Jan: Don't be sad darling, you can tell me if you want to say anything, things will be solved when God thinks it should be, believe me, everything will fall right into place esp at those times when you least expect them too. Cheer up, nehneh <3

Jo: Study hard girl, our chem is like crap, but at least i passed my bio, though it doesn't mean that i nw have a place in jc from start jan to end jan, but nvm i guess, as long as we mug, we'll have a nice right place for us for the next few years to come, whether 2 or 3 :)

Mingshan: MAID! Haha, okay, we're really very mean. Haha, yep, my blogger that day had a little screw-up, that's why it's a little weird arnd the columns and rows, anyway, keep studying and mugging, you're so freaking smart la, your chem, etc. Make me sink in self-pity and sorrow, haha, yep, anw, more of the morning walks, hope kahyee can come join us on some days too, though she's all the way in isolation at the art rm, (: Haha, love you darling.

I thank you God, for answering all my prayers,
i'll continue to work hard, so as not to disappoint you :)
every person is special, in my life especially
To: all those sn friends who have made a difference in my life
whether big or small, good or bad, happy or sad, i thank you all for making that difference
and changing my life and my perspective of those things and people arnd me

personal tags

Adeline: My dearest auntie (: Thanks for always being there, and standing by me all the time, leaving a little tiny corner in your heart for me :D Leave a day for me after O's, i'll make sure that our friendship lasts as long as it possibly can. Talk to you soon, nehneh, you're ever so-sweet. I miss those times where we still had the time to talk and chat about crap, plus a little dose of gossip to our online msn convos, awaiting those enjoyment again <3

Christy: Whether you like it or not, you're stuck as my friend and my beloved SA, right? :) Haha, must study hard, and don't get affected by those people that are horrid and mean okay, you'll have a super-duper bright future, then you can show me what you really are made of :D Haha, love you, my dear

Cheryl: You adeline's good friend, that's ever so cheerful and happy (: Thanks for always cheering me up and making my days when the sky is dark and i'm down, greatly appreciated :D

Clovie: In my opinion, you're always the calmest person, that will always think of the consequences before you do things, thank you so much, for standing there when i needed some form of reassurance :)

Jolene: Thanks dear, for cheering me up and having cheery and touching convos with me on msn that gives me much more hope for a brighter and totally new tomorrow :)

Geraldine: Geri, Geri dear, study hard and hard and harder okay, mug well :D You can do it! Believe me :D And, CAN YOU SENSE MY PRESENCE? Haha, i hope you still can :)

Yuai: Hello, Sec3Faith sitting partner for 1/2 a year (: thanks for that chocolate-gummy thing at the end of our sitting days, haha, those times have been enjoyed :)

Pauline: Study hard, girl! Sry still for missing your call after you missed mine, didn't do it on purpose okayyyyy, haha, do well for art as well. Though my art sucked, and still sucks, and i don't get the hang of drawing and painting, but at least, i can see that you got the pretty potential to do damn well in it, the merlion was amazing, srsly :D Love you, nice having you sitting nxt to me for the prelim exam papers :D And 'CUTIE' & 'BEAUTEX' tissue :)

Jenny: Those times in huahui, in class. Although we had a lot of problems, troubles and misunderstandings in the past, esp last year, but at least, right now, everything is cleared up and good :D At least, this friendship between the few of us have lasted well and have left with a good and light note. I knw my sentence structure and English sort of sucks here now, but forgive me :D

Zoe: Hello, Zoe darling, who always wants hugs and says i'm some RABBIT character from BAMBI or something right, haha, i refuse to admit that i look like it okayyyyy <3 style="font-style: italic;">Mingshan: MAID! Haha, okay i'm so mean, haha, don't always gang up with janice and kahyee to suan me okay. I have feelings too, don't hurt mine ma :& I'll be really sad yknw, haha. And carry on our lame-doings (taken from word, wrong-doings), and taking the wrong MRT, and only noticing it at Toa Payoh :D Love you, Sarah.

Jiayun: My Sec1 super-duper good friend, i'll never forget you dear, srsly. The times where i was Sec1 were the most 'blur' times, where we stood by each other, where i depended on you to give me the nxt direction in class. Playing and pranking, doing stupid,d dumb and lame tricks, switching off the OHP while throwing something at the dustbin, all those cold wars between us, it all lasted well, and have a great end. Tell your mum, our friendship, though not as strong as before, is still great and running. Continue to always msg each other even after we get into our different paths of life okay? :D Love you, Sarah.

Rachel: ARE YOU FREE ON ''XXX"? Haha, you say that's the qsn i always ask you right, haha, see my sincerity okayyyyy. Haha, love you, all those esplanade trips, booking reading and meeting rooms, finding no where to go, candy floss, food-searching, etc :D I'll take those memories with me in my future, laughing and enjoying them everytime i remember it :) Love you, Sarah.

Yingteng: My good good friend with Jaclyn in 2 Truth '05. IPW proj with wangling and natalie and coco :) Although after we went to different classes, many problems started to surface in our friendship, but at least it's all over :D Thanks so much, for all that you've went through with me, those sufferings, those crying sessions with coco in the room, and our ' ren xin xian e ', if you still rmber. Those times. Love you, Sarah.

Janice: I think you're my miracle man, girl. Never once expected that our friendship could be saved, all those horrible things erased. But after all those crappy things that happened, i believe our friendship is now stronger and no longer as it was last time :D Things will never repeat themselves, as i (or we?) will never allow it to ever happen agn. Love you, Sarah.

Vinnie: You're my another buddy miracle. Thanks for always accepting how i was, and not refusing to be there when you needed me. Thanks for always standing there, like a sturdy tree? Haha, smart girl, that can sleep and score well in the end, loves to play my marble game. Love you, Sarah.

Jiawei: Hello, 'neighbour'. Haha! You're so funny sometimes. And that 'ba na ge xie zi na guo lai' incident will always be stuck in my brain, all those fun and nice memories and experiences :) Thanks so much for fulfilling my life with so many great memories that i can bring along with me when i start my new journey :D Love you, Sarah.

Anges: You're also a miracle, girl. After so many years, from pri school till now, playing and talking behind our Pri 5 Chinese ke ben with Robot, haha, those were the fun times. The horrible but yet memorable experience with IPW Proj, MASTER CHEFS. Haha, Love you, Sarah.

Samantha: Haha, those few years, and those problems in life. Don't worry, i'll always be there for you, when you need someone to talk to, evn in those wee hours and unearthly times, i'll be there, for you to complain, vent, anything. Take care of yourself, fan shi kan kai dian, ren ye hui kai xin hen duo (:

Chuwen: Thanks for all those pretty and memorable times that we had tgther since '06 :D Those experiences, though some not very nice, have also allowed me to be a much better and experienced person in life that i was before i knew you. Those MACBETHS times, the doctor, mistress, concubine, wife, son, etc. Thanks darling, Love you, Sarah.

Sandra: Those times where we spent sitting nxt to each other at the back of the class, enjoying ourselves. I apologize for putting you into those times where you felt left out by us, hope the forgiveness have been given to me. Times have been hard, but i will still treasure you as the person who calls me PU, who always takes the initiative in friendship matters, for accepting me all along. I hope that at least, at the last day of school, when we're done with that last O' Level Paper, or even when we come back to take our results, i'll hear that last voice of yours, calling me what others do not. That i'll have the chance to have a minute to return to those times where i enjoyed every single moment of my life, just a minute will do, i promise, but it'll be fine if you don't want to, people have freedom, don't they. That hug really meant a lot to me. Chuwen said you were the one who always wanted to let the matter go, i thank you for that, srsly. Love you, Sarah.

Natalie: The meepok and Icekimo were fabulous and memorable, and i will take them with me forever and ever, where we enjoyed our ice cream, with the FBTs and sat outside to motivate ourselves to study. I don't hope for much, just for you to rmber all those happy times, and till the end, i never wanted you to do badly or not well, srsly, believing in it or not is your choice, but that's my confession. Love you, Sarah.

Those people who have stood by me all the while: A HUGE BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU :)

Times have gone past, what we're facing now, is a whole new world, a whole new road to start journeying again :) May God bless all those above and everyone else, and Best Wishes to all of you in attaining success and accomplishing your dreams and goals in life.

Today's day of recollection really brought back some thoughts to me.
Sorry to those i have ever hurt,
and a big Thank You for those who have enriched my lives (:

p.s if you don't find your name above, it still means you're impt to me, just remind me, and i'll make sure yours will appear here

i simply love my life now
it's not like last time anymore
i can celebrate when i want to
say whatever i want
and do whatever i like
DOUBLE (:

prelims are finally over, now it's just the last mile left
the BIG O'S :(
okay, i shouldn't be happy about this, and i'm not
so it's okay, i'm kinda scared for the results but nvm,
what will come will come anw right?
yep, so i'll just wait and see, for fate to arrive

watched ratatouille at GV and went out with anges, janice, mingshan
and it was so damn great, 5 STARS
and the adverts before the movie were so damn good
especially all those disney shows!
'Enchanted' especially, all those disney fairytales (:
haha, i'll have to spend lots of money, because everytime
the movie commercial comes out, i tell mingshan
that 'we must watch that tgther okay'
haha and her reply is 'yes' (:
seems like we've got to be rich
went to paragon, but didn't buy my eraser in the end, cause
it cost $3, but there was no refill, means everytime you finish one,
you've got to buy another whole new one, which will cost another $3,
so we guessed it wasn't worth it, and forgot about it, thanks janice,
for helping me save money
haha, then went to orange julius and ate hotdog and juice
ORANGE JULIUS ORANGE PINEAPPLE JUICE ROCKS, srsly
it's so damn good, and their food is also so so so nice (:
then we sat there for 1/2 hr talking and chatting and solving the tuition stuff
with mrs liew

Journey off home, janice took the other way to Tanjong Pagar
wheareas me and mingshan went to take the full round to marina bay,
before going back to yck,
But, haha, this is bloody hilarious,
we decided to go back to j8 to buy the pretty pretty pouch before going back,
and after buying it, we went to take the wrong mrt that stopped right
as we walked down the stairs, and didn't notice all the way till we reached
Toa Payoh, which is 2 stops away from Bishan, going past Braddell
so hilarious, and we laughed at ourselves non-stop (:
but we had a really fun time
I love you guys, for being there for me, and going through all those high and fun times,
esp for prawns, haha, i love this, and janice, you didn't piss me off,
i'm used to it with you and ky alr (: Good preparation, haha, you 3 nehnehs

i just woke up
after a night's of beautiful sleep
this is so pretty, my life
got to study for emaths, and start bio
haha, i guess i just trusted too much
believed in something that didn't even exist
living in denial all the while (:
but nevermind, i'll just start life anew, all over again
start studying bio, and do my work, study hard for chem
my sciences are like -.-
haha, so i'll go work harder (:
yknw seriously, i forgot what i wanted to blog about,
haha, so nvm, i'm impressed with anges, by the way that she doesn't
get affected so easily, haha, high EQ girl.

I LOVE adeline!
haha, just thought of that (:
love you, darling
your posts are so inspirational and motivating sometimes,
i love you :D

I LOVE EVERYBODY, UNDER THE SUN (:

Sarah loves me, yes i knw
For it's janice tells me so.

that phrase just sweetens the day and pumps up the mood
Haha, on that winter night, Jo brings comfort and charcoal
(: I love you so much, you're so sweeet, you can become my candy
or lollipop, or chocolate, or maybe ice cream?
Haha, i simply love her and i'll state the time, date & day for every post
so it'll be pretty, nice, meaningful and memorial
For some very nice reason, like i'm not a physics student,
i don't have to go to school tmr, as well as the day after
isn't that something worth being joyful and all-smiley about?
i seriously think so

emaths P2 was seriously okay,
better than i thought, much better,
taken that i just glanced (or browsed?) through the emaths TYS revision notes
haha, God was with me, but it sort of means that 'Loci & Simple Constructions'
will come out on fri, which is really giving me much time to study, because
i neither take physics nor pgeog/clit
ehist paper was also okay, though it didn't seem to good at the start,
but the extra 10mins, which i didn't deserve really helped,
it was kinda not very nice, taking into consideration that i, personally
didn't deserve that 10mins, cause i didn't really start on the 2nd qsn yet,
and the fact that the source was from a White or Red didn't really have time
to sink into me before mrs tan informed us on the mistake.
As seen, i'm brushing up my pretty English,
good luck to me, and all those arnd me, for your remaining 1/2 papers
Hope you guys do well, study hard, and play hard too (:

Lastly, 4:56PM 18 Sept 2007 Tues
Weather, is bright and sunny and hot, perfect for studying,
as well as sleeping (:
I LOVE JO!

I got to admit, bio paper was kinda horrendous
and horrific, partly okay, i accept, that i didn't study much
so yea, God protected me for the MCQs and i sort of ran
out of luck for the P2, cause it was kind of -.-
the heart, the egg stains and the veins and arteries
haha, i seriously hope i will pass with a C5 or something not so bad
(: So, God be with me, looks like i'll have to mug out hard for the
ehist and emath P2 tmr, to sort of make up for this bleah-ey paper
that i one quarter screwed. My essay qsn worth ten marks is like
about the length of this post, for all three qsns, which is 30 bloody marks!
But nevermind, "what's done cannot be undone", quoted by LM (:
so i shall mug hard and harder (:
and not disappoint those who have hope & faith in me
Love you sweethearts, mug hard

okay, so i got through 1 entire week of prelims
and on friday, anges and i acted as though prelims were all over
we ran about the school, went to school library until it closed for lunch
and then pondered for a damn long time on where our next station would be
went to amk lib in the end (:
studied a little of bio, did 1 chapter of history, the one on KMT and CCP fighting
and i realised that yijia is so damn good at it, cause i didn't knw a lot of info
so i had to keep asking her (:
and we waited so long for our chicken leg, which we munched up in 1/4 the time we
waited for it, but it was really nicceeeeeeeeeeeee
went up to study and play with vinnie, anges, jiawei and yijia
learning how to fold aeroplanes and giving fans to jiawei, vinnie and yijia
ranging from their heights (:
It was so damn fun, i swear
and now i'm back here, mugging hard for bio
continue on the momentum, everyone (:
We'll all do well

See you on Nov20