Sunday, April 16, 2006,12:59
Shucks!
now playing : 曹格- superwoman
2day is a book-in day.. super early somemore.. 1945.. wtf.. i hate book in dayz.. stupids.. makes me feel as if i shd either nvr have booked-out or tt i shd nvr have to book in.. crappy.. e CV relieve shd nvr come in e way it is now.. e mix of military wif cv life is too weird for me to take.. hard to adjuz myself every week or so to switch frm "army men" mode to "teenage civilian" mode.. esp if u have 2 spend e last day of book out preparin 4 book in.. sianz. speaking of which. still havent iron my smartest 4.. tmr gt parade again.. some SWI inspection.. wad on earth's tt?! plz dun make me stone on chevron's sq like tt time during OC inspection when he took (out) his time to (honourably) inspect each n every1 of our bearing n spoke to every trainee. by e end of his inspection my arms were totally numb, wif blood stuck at e veins of my lower arm even though i was constantly wiggling my fingers n could hardly move for the "sedia".. i mean.. he was inspecting 4 platoon size of trainee.. nt to mention an entire platoon minus size of perm stuff.
SISpec is erm.. a better change than bmtc in some aspects.. yet totally cmi in others.. 2 factors y i say so.. 1) trainees. in bmt.. there were ppl of ocs material (n lots of em in whiskey 4) then oso ppl who's att made em 100% commanders-cant-be. n of course.. e half-f*s like me. ppl who cant care wad'll result frm their life in bmt.. ppl who juz wanna do wad their told then let e rest take its course. there were times when i juz realli didnt give a damn.. n nvr realli put my best to it.. like during shellscrape n firetrench digging (e large amt of flemgn in me was a small part of.. but nvr totally y i wasnt fully myself) where i think i disappointed much of me section mates.. then oso times where i was juz out there to give in my 110%.. like during fire movement (oso durin field-camp, when e bloody flemgn n cough was a big fat prob) i enjoyed every part of it wif my grp of my buddy n jim n ultimately wif my section.. e cheong suah which onli our section did.. e fco n e thunderflashes (muahaha) n fighting alongside e ppl whom were so damn gd during bmt. here in SISpec? hell lot more variety of ppl.. some 4eva toking bout crossing over.. some juz too kb.. some blur-cocks.. n e minority who spoils e soup.. those who are so wayang n cao keng i can sense tt aura of (lets juz call it) needa-be-bashed-up-ness frm bunks away. these ppl juz dun give a damn bout others.. until they see e instructors tt is.. wayang kings. these ppl realli make me feel i shdn't be in sispec.. am i realli onli gd enuf to be of e same lvl wif em? i noe i nt kilat larz.. oso dun needa subj me to treatment wif tis kinda ppl rite? if so.. i'd rather be a private than be a serg associated wif tis kinda ppl who spoil e name of e spec.. of course.. there're still ppl like me who're as half-f* as ever.. n thankfully nearly all in my section are like tt.. ppl who complain all day long.. kb bout other sections.. but at e end of e day gets e job done (cuz we are pro @ sucking-thumb). haha.. tok bout section integrity.
2) e premier skool (as pwo3 puts it). 5 bslc coy.. 2 lecture rooms. amazing isnt it. thankfully warrant teo was kind enuf to book e warrant off lect room, else my nagex course will surely end in disaster. 5 bslc coy.. 1 nite fighting equip set to let us have e understanding of it during our nite ops lecture. if i cant launch a proper nite attk.. dun blame me. 7 slc coy.. onli 2+ coy worth of SAR.. how to learn tt weapon properly u tell me? ppl knock here knock there e factory zeroed weapon oso bobo liaoz larz.
i wanna build a team.. 1 capable of boringly soaking up e pressure @ e back.. yet able to move e ball arnd smoothly n beautifully.. 1 made up of individual talents.. yet able to operate as a team.. 1 stylish enuf to make cruyff's oranjes stand in awe.. yet able to depoly counter more efficiently than benitez' pool (we're nt boring k.. juz effective @ counter) 1 built arnd a center of play.. yet making him fade into e play of each other team members.. 1 built for all sorts of playing methods.. yet fits perfectly into my tactic of choice. 1 whose def will make e italian drool.. 1 whose midfield has enuf talent to make barca, argen n brazil fantasize.. 1 whose forwards command respect even frm brazil n england.. 1 whose stylish play make holland, brazil n arsenal look like boys.. 1 whose commitment to teamplay make greece n S.Korea pale in comparison.. 1 team of perfectiontis book out has been xpensive, tiring n xciting. book out thurs nite cheong home change then go nite cycling wif chok, wenfoo n yong sheng liaoz.. as if agr n section movement wif our pc (codenamed mad dog frm his prev unit) wasnt bad enuf. east coast to changi village in 1hr or so.. when last time w/ others we did in wad? 2-3hr? makan.. hit stretch of road pass changi prison museum.. then come to intersection of PIE n some other major e-way.. stranded rite in e mid grass patch w no pavement visible on any road nearby, cept e way we came. in e end cheong to side there.. get across barrier.. bash 50cm across some thick growth thew our bikes 2m off a cement cliff, then ourselves following, n finally reaching civilisation by walking down a slope. crazy us. stopped by at tamp for a break. hit bedok.. stopped for e famous minced meat noodles.. decided to go either town or ecp.. hit joo chiat.. 4 curious, horny bastards went riding thru looking arnd.. call it curiousity cuz onli chok have been thru tt area b4.. hit marine parade.. break n bought poker cards.. hit ecp n off to some card games b4 e 3 of em KO-ed n i rode down to bedok jetty. stoned a while, then myself KO-ed for a while too.. haha. ko-ed at home.. until evening yw n ky said go out (was my plan at 1st. but then they didnt say yesh so i went to zZz more) makan liaoz follow em to recce (cuz onli i pro enuf to nagi.. hah) walk walk walk.. hollan a bit.. hollan-ed a bit more.. n we hit entrance to ecp.. took 400, reached marina bay mrt n off i went to join foo n gang 4 overnite dota.. play break play break.. lolx.. i realised i actually aint tt lousy.. juz quite new. 2nd nite of book out n i still aint sleeping at home. lolx. end up 0930 went dental appointment to get my tooh filled then concuss at home til dinner time. overall.. think i spent 100+ bucks withing those 2 days.. bloody ex.. but then next week i bet i wld hardly even have time to spend e $$$.
use e flanks! rush across e line.. gun down e opponents.. raid e center!! send in e main cavalry.. support fire frm e long shots!! bombard e daylite out of their defences!! make em run!!incoherent!! but makes perfect sense to me. shagged cannot think bah. haha. tis week's gna be tiring.. tmr gypsy 1 liaoz.. then gypsy 2 tis week oso.. by next week wanderer complete.. section training oso in full swing le.. gonna be proning, hi-kneeling, hugging e ground so much more often le.. nite training oso coming in in large amts.. wonder how tired i'll be next book out.. doesnt help tt tis sat gt nite training till late.. then aft tt i gt cdt duty somemore.. means wun needa book out til sun morn liaoz.. maybe even no book out.. haha. til next time then.
9weeks of BMT (my Golf platoon's self created army song, originating frm ideas in my section. sang to e tune of 12 days of x'mas)
on e 1st week of BMT my oc gave to me.. a chao ah gua as my buddy!!
on e 2nd week of BMT my oc gave to me.. 2 gortex boots, n a chao ah gua as my buddy!!
on e 3rd week of BMT my oc gave to me.. 3 tent pins, 2 gortex boots, n a chao ah gua as my buddy!!
on e 4th week of BMT my oc gave to me.. 4 camo cream, 3 tent pins, 2 gortex boots, n a chao ah gua as my buddy!!
on e 5th week of BMT my oc gave to me.. 5 no. 4s!! 4 camo cream, 3 tent pins, 2 gortex boots, n a chao ah gua as my buddy!!
on e 6th wk of BMT my oc gave to me.. 6 urinals .. (blah blah)
on e 7th wk of BMT my oc gave to me.. 7 cubicles.. (blah blah)
on e 8th wk of BMT my oc gave to me.. 8 shower heads.. (blah blah)
on e 9th wk of BMT my oc gave to me.. P...O...P!!!(blah blah)