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Friday, December 31, 2004,21:34

Hrm.. long time no post.. haha.. well so shall update on New Year's Eve being stuck at home.. juz had AdJam comp on 28th thru to 29th.. was a fine exp.. Great fun journeying round S'pore doing some of the stuffs so typical of ODACs.. haha.. n i completed my 2nd rockwall.. haha.. cos it was so darn easy larz.. though the fear alwayz remained there.. haha.. e bouldering was even worse.. might as well change e name to walking on tiles.. bleahx.. well did kayaking n cycling n of course trekking larz.. saw a few familiar faces.. like Shunyi thru e entire comp n Shihong when we were kayaking at Kallang there.. speaking of kayaking.. our kayaking realli CMI 1 lehz.. hrm.. next year muz bia kayaking le larz.. haha.. n so ends my adventure 4 e past few dayz.. e past mths n e past year.. haiz.. new year le.. a mix of thots.. e past year.. haiz.. seems to b a mixture of blessing n disaster.. a mixture o happiness n joy.. juz as we are bout to bit farewell 2 2004, a disaster of n EQ resulting in tsunamis has to hit......
juz as most of us would no doubt sigh at the relief of no longer having to see Saddam running free, Osama has to pop out of seemingly nowhere to threaten ppl then dissappear into thin air again......
As wif us seeing Aust putting in their best effort to help e disaster striken Asia, US n UK pledge so great an amt of money yet juz a puny % of their state treasuries......
N while Everton FC, not even ranked as one of the rich clubs n in fact barely feeding its players, set up a fund to help put wif the area hit by the tsunamis, we see other top flight clubs pledging £50,000 each, like come on larz.. Man U pay Keane much more that tt per week lorx......
Of course, look at Kaka, a football superstar in e making helpng in all aspects of charity, n if onli tt bitchy billionare of no-other-use-other-than-to-be-an-icon Beckham can pledge juz 1 week of his pay along wif his current team mates both at e club n nation level, wad a better world tt would have made......
As wif our homeland, where we are able to be reliefed tt SARS in no longer a major threat to us now, the H5N2 or zit H5N1 virus strikes fear amongst us......
And the mother of all ironies.. e mass murderer himself capturing one of his fellow kind then using it as a trophy on an election year to get himself re-elected.. none other than our dear Bush..
wad can i say.. perhaps e weather 2day reflects e passing year.. though there's sunshine thru e land, there's a drizzle to dampen wadeava good mood u're in.. 2004 is a weird year indeed.. so look 4ward 2 2oo5 we shall.. n all hear.. Go Do Ur Hmwrk larz.. haha.. 2 days more onli.. no more slack le larz.. haha.. so Happy New Year All n cyaz round soon

Thursday, December 23, 2004,23:23

2 blogs in 2 consecutive dayz.. woahz! haha.. amazing!! nyway realli seems like i've too much time to spare.. esp now tt my attachment has ended le.. haha.. no more boring office work stoning in front of the comp trying to figure out how to write the prog code.. hurray.. man tis short span of 10 days really made me reconsider my carrer options.. haha.. teaching suddenly seems so much more interesting.. other than going thru the same stuffs yearly.. u get to meet more kinda ppl.. n intereact wif em.. which is most impt.. cos a life devoid of human touch is devoid of interesting things.. at least so i think.. haha.. hum hum.. seems like my time is gonna be wasted on such random thoughts anyway.. haha.. which reminds me.. HOMEEEEEEEE.. but tt can wait.. i'm not gonna mention tt cursed word n spoil e festive moods.. haha.. erm.. but aft the celeb seasons.. hrm.. any1 finsih those damn stacks of stuffs yet? *hints hints* haha..

LOVE
Messenger of light frm the angel;
Omen of sadness frm the devil.

Constructor of e beautiful happiness;
Destructor of e peaceful lives.

A caring touch to removes void in lives;
An evil power to tear down strong personalities.

sometimes i'm juz so confused wad tt simple term us human call luv can do.. some juz seem to bask in its glory.. but i happened to see it break down 1 of my friens juz recently.. maybe The Ruler frm Above has decided it'll 4ever be a mystery to me...

Wednesday, December 22, 2004,22:21

Finally bothered to blog.. cos i've recovered most of the stuffs tt i had b4 i reformatted the com.. haha.. excuses excuses.. anyway the hols are coming to a close le.. so's the year.. i seriously needa reconsider wad i've done tis year.. all the time seemed juz to disappear b4 me.. i'm one year older w/o any real memory of wad had happened to me.. guess i'm still living in the past.. living in the way of the ancients.. AnywaY.. smth terrible is up.. yupz.. u guess it.. H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K.!! betta known as he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned.. the mere mention of tt terrible monster juz leaves me in shivers.. i juz cant imagine myself finishing off the homework tt i was suppose to have completed thru the entire hols in a short span of.. wad.. 1week?! die.. haha.. but lucky got bAb as a reliable source of answers.. haha.. n i managed to do tt lil amount of work 2day cos i pon attachment.. haha.. stayed wif the few of em in kap n did some maths.. i repeat.. SOME.. argh!! haha.. end o the year.. celebration season.. so perhaps i shd juz burn all my work in a bonfire.. haha.. n its time 4 reflection le.. sort out the priorities of my pathetic life.. learn not wad i've done rite but wad i've done wrong (bet tts hell lotsa stuffs).. bail my ass outta any form of political circles (at least try).. pray (to whoever it may concern.. haha) tt he'll find reinforcement 4 me n allow me to take 'leave' frm tis sick place now.. n yar..
happy hol's
.. or wadever's left of it.. o yar.. 1 last thing.. plz V.A.N.D.A.L.I.S.E!!==================>

Friday, December 03, 2004,12:36

haha.. noticed smth different around here? look carefully.. spotted it yet? no?! then search more carefully.. yeah.. i'm 17!! one year older le.. haha.. juz one more year to being able to make more legal decisions.. but oso one year nearer to having to heave my unfit body thru ns.. haiz.. havent been training.. n my body now is like so unfit due to all the eating n the holiday season isnt even here yet!! eeks.. die die die.. muz train more more MORE!! hehe.. sides tt.. 2day was mainly an uneventful day cos its not in my family to celebrate bdays.. haiz.. morning was some reflection session.. the year past.. haiz.. the year coming.. even more haiz.. then got so sick of staying at home tt i went out to walk.. yar.. juz WALK.. nth else.. haiz.. like a lost kid wondering in the streets liddat.. wait.. more like lost GUY now.. haha.. anyway walk walk walk until i reached j8.. not tt far larz.. then rain!! of all things have to rain.. so took bus to suntec.. heard from aud tt she doing some cip 4 the standard-chartered marathon.. so went there see see.. saw andy n shiyun there.. i think i spotted christine oso.. haha.. well.. i juz hope next week's cip aint as boring as wad i saw 2day.. well.. then i wandered round suntec aimlessly.. b4 i finally decided to do smth amazing/eccentric.. i decided to walk from suntec home!! n i made it all the way lorx.. haha.. come to think of it its truly mad but hell.. at least i had smth to do 4 a change.. walk walk walk.. think think think.. all sort of random thots struck me.. but somehow they seem connected in some freaking weird way tt onli i can figure out.. n i reached home after juz a short 2hours!! or maybe tts long but hell.. its amusing how i managed to do tt after.. erm.. a highly unfit lifestyle these days.. n boi has the s'pore skyline changed.. haiz.. guess its juz the course of nature/technology.. enuf of my crapping.. found tis song stuck somewhere in my media library.. kinda connects wif me.. perhaps its my song..

The Ramus:"In The Shadows"
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting