To sum up my day yesterday,
1) I gained weight fats bulging out everywhere.
2) I felt like a princess cause..........
3) I got something from the people I hang out with yesterday.
4) True enough I felt like a spoilt brat, mama spent 70 bucksaroos on me just in one day. That's.... a lot.
5) I didn't get my Vans nuuuuuuuuuuu. But i'm satisfied with the sneakers I got. So pretty too thou it looks a bit guy-ish.
6) I got an Adidas hot pink waterbottle!!! Hahaha hope it will not be lost. My recent waterbottle that I just bought a month ago, I only used it for bloody 2 weeks which later I found out that it's lost again. Depressin' much.
7) Got myself three books! Cecilia Ahern's Thanks for the memories, The book of tomorrow and the Gift! And Nicholas Sparks Nights in Rodanthe.

I have yet to practice all my NCO pieces later. And also choose the parts that I want to play. It's going to be one crazy week next week going over to Newton every single day, waking up at 6am, going for a camp that starts at 8am and ends at 6pm. Not going to complain, because I think i'm going to have so much funnnnn!!!!

And Mr Teo, I, Fareha Hassan, CAN'T. WAIT. TO. SLAP. YOUR. DAMN. FACE.

P/s. I hope hope hope that aba would top up my prepaid tomorrow pls pls pls.

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Breathe

Thank God there's Elijah or else Mama and I have no idea where to get Vans! She's getting for me today(or tomorrow) thou! See she's so nice, she knows that I want to use it for NCO camp so she's buying it for me!

Other than that, the whole of this week and the next, I supposed i'm packed with all the band stuff. Which is..... fun but really hectic! Well I'm okay with anything that keeps me occupied, rather than hogging on the computer 24/7 which is not fun at all.

My schedule this week sucks too. Monday right after bridging, went down to CCAB with my bandmates to get my NCO camp shirt. I made the wrong choice taking the small size hahah but it fits me perfectly. We have no shit about where we're heading to and eventually got lost somewhere until we decided to cab all the way down to the place. It turned out to be much more further than what I expected! That morning was supposed that I have sectionals with the other schools BMs but nobody told me about it so I didn't go!

Tuesday was band. Wednesday was Pre-camp again. Initially Chong was supposed to go too but he didn't in the end so I went alone............... I was actually having two minds about going okay serious because I hate the awkwardness around the rest of the percussionists. But it was good, really! I made friends with the other three percussionsts. Not what I expected but yeah. Camp ended at 6 and I reached home at 8pm. I was stuck in the bus for 2 whole hours. Not fun at all. I had all the recently added songs on my phone on repeat and now i'm already sick of them.

Thursday which was yesterday was crazy. Took the train all the way to Clementi with Nick and Justin for master class at YST hall. It was also good and enriching hahaha! Well, it ended in two hours............ and we had lunch, all the way back to Pasir Ris for band. Nothing much, just working on the new piece that we're going to play during Regent's exchange.

Macs right after band was so funny!

Cheryl: Are you a PK(porn king)?
Jih howe: No, I'm a PE. Porn Emperor.
Junhong and I started laughing.
Junhong: I'm a PG(Porn God).... and you're a GOP(Goddess of Porn)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Joke of the day. Bet you guys don't get it just like Cheryl! But it was a good laugh! Shishuan bb send me home afterthat! So shuweeeet HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I can't wait for next week! Going to Newton and back to Pasir Ris and from Pasir Ris back to Newton for 5 consequetive days sounds a little bit crazy no? But oh well. That's what going to happen next week! And not only that, a lot of FUN too!

Alright Ciao!

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AL. says:

21:41:17

I so understand you.

I say:

21:41:41

HAHAHAHA YEA LAH

THEY LOOK LIKE BFGF LAH PLS

AL. says:

21:42:05

-.-

she's not that pretty.

I say:

21:42:20

AM I PRETTIER

OOPS

hahahahahahah

What frustrates you most, when the person you like takes a picture with a girl

Sarimbun

Hohoho I am finally back from camp! I look like a terrorist above hehe!

Anyway, I never took a picture of myself during camp and neither did I have a group photo with the class!

Camp was, I should say................... fun? It could have been better if there's unity in the class. We did bond ourselves thou'. But it wasn't a lot. And it's pathetic how only 23 of my classmates went for this camp! Hahahaha I enjoyed myself thoroughly no kidding.

I realised my greatest fear is: HEIGHTS.

Like omg, I missed abseiling, and broken bridge just because of that. I refused to overcome my fear no matter how hard my friends tried persuading me it was going to be alright going down and motivating me with his name so that I would go. How the instructor told me more than 10 times that everything's safe and that I should remain calm, not look down and not let my mind take control of everything............

I was still so stubborn.

I made the Insructors pissed off i know. And I cried like a baby upstairs! Sigh! They were like, "Come on kakak, everybody is waiting. If you don't want to go now, you are going to waste everybody's time." The zip-line instructor got so pissed that he pushed me off the platform. I locked my body so hard when I fly down. My heart was about to drop ok serious.

I felt so horrible that my other friends could do it and I can't. I can't even abseil down. I really admire the rest of the girls who were very brave. I suck. As always. But i am going to overcome this stupid fear of mine one day.... and I should. I must. I can and I will!

The best was kayaking!!!! Had so much fun with Vernette! "Left Vernette Left.... Right Vernette right....." Haikal and Imran were the two dumbos who decided to capsized on purpose! And because of that, Haikal lost his spectacles HAHAHAHA. Alysha totally got Intstructor Hafiz's heart break because he had to chase her kayak everywhere! Team-building games after that and I got a cut at the right hand midfingz now all thanks to the wooden plank that dropped on my finger.................

Night time was the blind man's trail hahahaha it was damn epic. We were all blindfolded. And I was right at the front, we had to put our hands on each other's shoulders. Instructor Hafiz made us walk here and there and everywhere it was really crazy!!!!! Everyone was like complaining about how retarded it was. He even made us run! And he told us he had a good laugh while watching us looking so freaking retarded! Idiot.....

That's the first day! Second day was also good. Started off with Mud-slide!!!!! It was beyond awesome HAHAHA. Everybody went for second round. Then had rock climbing, was also dissapointing.... meh. Same goes for broken bridge which I didn't even tried.

And Imran just decide to be so freaking lame.

Me: Imran, you're such a saddist
Imran: I'm not sad.
Me: I said you are a saddist. I didn't say that you were sad.
Imran: I'm not a sad + a dentist.
Me: wtf?!?!?!?!

Had The Great Sarimbun Expedition after that. Tiring as hell ok walked here and there...... and in the end we went into the wrong direction so we ended up walking one whole big round again. Instructor Hafiz was laughing at us after we found out GRRRR we totally gave up after that!

And Instructor Faris is damn hot!!!!!!!! Haha psh.

Campfire was also fun! That's the best campfire I've ever had in all the camps I've been to! Love all the instructors. You'll never get these kind of instructors anymore! They're so nice and awesome. And my group was really loud for the cheers. I wasn't expecting that coming from my group but we did it well!

That was all I guess? I really enjoyed myself! I never thought I would miss it once I leave the place but I am now!

If we were a movie

But, I don't want to give up.

With all my heart

I secretly dance to this when I listen to it really ok not lying. The start of the song is so.... lively and the oboe solo is like boy meets girl and fall in love. OK WHAT CRAP AM I TALKING..... but true whuttttt. I love the trumpets here too(Y)(Y)(Y)


I'm still hoping we could play this as a band. Really. And I'd be on the drums!!! Don't worry I think I improved a lot on this one alr haha! I remember how my eyes were like @.@ when I was playing this and Mrs Chua saying..."Fareha how come you play, when you hit the bass drum, it gets further and futher away from you?" HAHAHA she was trying to say I used a lot of force on the bass drum LOL. I was nervous and it was my first time on the drumset for the whole entire song.

Anyway, this reminds me too much of the times I had in band last year. Somehow reminds me of Daniel, Jeslyn and Weixuan.... we were so close towards the end of the year. Reminds me of the Gala Dinner with my awesome alumnis!!! Missed that bunch of percussionists so much! That was one of my happiest days ever with the band.

Remember how retarded it was to take the escalators up to the second level of that Suntec Convention Center Hahaha and Trumpeters carrying their trumpet cases in one hand! Looked like a mini suitcase you bring to work with their striking blue blazers and tie on! Anyway... our band uniform has always been so striking. Even the yellow banana one hehe. OH AND ME CARRYING THE BASSOON CASE... I FELT LIKE A KID. A 6-YEAR OLD.

And last but not least, I miss both my wonderful motherly and fatherly conductors, Mr and Mrs Chua:-(



My only wish was that our band is much stronger and we have stronger percussionists to play this for SYF someday. I remember how I had goosebumps when Anglican came down to our band for exchange last year and played this. Their percussionists were.... FANTASTIC.


Till then, I would never fail to work together with the rest so that we could be better than what we are now. One day, with the help of Mr Lim and the rest of the instructors, with the support of the teachers, alumnis and the rest... HSCCB will get back it's Gold.

From last year's SYF, I've learned... not to disappoint anyone anymore. Even yourself. To satisfy yourself, you have to work hard. Because there's no use crying over spilt milk.

"You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love."
— Nicholas Sparks(The Notebook)

Bring me close to you

I don't care mama, you have to get me this!!!! But I doubt they sell it in SG! But it's so pretty can :-( Look at the pink and babyblue oshhhh!

Anyway, so good to hear from Hakim that Alysha's promoting to Sec4NA next year! Alhamdulillah... YAY Lysha, I know you think that I was not at all worried about you but really, I was very worried 'bout you inside ok no kidding! I am just not good at expressing myself in reality you should know that! At least now I know I have somebody to go crazy with in class next year right! *-* My only advice is for you to really study hard next year okay? You know how it was a total mess in studies for you this year and I'm sure you won't want that to happen again ♥ ♥ ♥

Today wasn't productive at all for me. So much for exercising hahaha where the hell did my sister go??? Sucks to be me cos' I got my period today like whuttttt.......... camp will not be good like this.

Oh well what got me really :-O :-O :-O was when my Mom's friend thought that I'm my sister who's engaged! Like WTF?!?!?!

"Eh the blue colour one is the engaged one is it????"

I was like NO SHIT!!! My sister literally laughed at me okay sucks. It's either I look like i'm already 25 or I just look like my sister.... STILL. sigh.......

newbie^-^

I swear to God that it feels so weird after exams, like there's nothing to do already. My week went really boring. Everything is so.... deadly. There's really nothing else to do in school now besides

1) Practicing scorpion on Tammy's hair
2) Watching music videos on Mr Najib's laptop
3) being in the class with only 18 of my classmates since the other 3/4 decides to have a personal pon holiday. And i meant skipping school.
4) Going in and out of the library enjoying the air-con.
5) Getting results that are..... 50/50? half dissapointing, half impressive. but more to the dissapointing side. Contradicting much.
6) Listening to my friends bragging about their good/bad results but more to bragging about bad results. i am one of them \m/

I am very dissapointed with my PoA marks okay. I failed by 2 and the half marks, and the paper totally scared me lor. How did I even managed to fail that paper.... God. Sucks to be me. In guilt because I left question 5 and 6 blank. Like hello, I could have gotten like 10 marks (okay maybe out of 10, 3 or 4) for that. And hence I would have passed already if I do it! Problem is, I forgot the format.... But if I wasn't so careless on the rest of the questions, I could have even gotten marks also right.

Lesson learnt: not to ever leave any blanks on any questions during exams.

Anyway, no use talking about the past things that we can't rewind or whatshit.

Just look on the bright side..... TRY HARDER NEXT TIME. That would be nice.

So... school's ending in a week or two and camp's this coming Thursday. I'm not excited or neither am I even looking forward to it but i'm ready to face all the crazy challenges there. Crossed fingers I hope I don't get my period :X

Time passes soooo bloody fast, it's already coming to the end of school. I think in a few weeks(that doesn't feel like 'a few weeks'), it would already be the NCO camp week! HAHAHA why boy you better remember what I owe you. And in case if you had forgotten, a tight slap to test if your ears will turn deaf :-D.

No idea yet when band resumes. Mdm Zaibon have not contacted me yet! I'm hoping for it to be soon around this week because I.... cannot wait for band despite not practicing enough for scales and etudes. I miss the rest of my band members okay no kidding!

I guess I should end here.....

Ciao.

P E A C E | O U T

P.S. I got a feeling that I'm going to neglect and put you at the corner again, Pashmina Elloise. But that doesn't mean I will never write to you again. I will, but not a lot anymore... I think?