Sunday, September 27, 2009
All I want to do is to love you with all my heart and soul.~thinking of you~ 11:22 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
为什么每次想你就感到心酸为什么在一起时总是没话题
为什么我常常为你带来不幸
为什么我还是那么地喜欢你
~thinking of you~ 1:59 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
I love you. I still do. And still waiting for a miracle to happen.Sometimes I fantasize a love story between us, sweet and surreal. But when I come back to reality, I see the impossibility of it all, and my heart aches terribly.
Sometimes I imagine myself on my deathbed, with you beside me. We hold hands, and then I fall asleep forever. An ending I would prefer, really. To have you for my last hours, and no more yearning there after.
~thinking of you~ 12:04 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I admire you because you can do things that I cannot do. You can tolerate a co-player that keeps covering you; you sound so well and blend into the band when i can't and I didn't notice; you can forge strong bonds and create so much fun wherelse my social skills are lacking; you live your life to the fullest but mine is so empty. But then again what's the point of leading such an enriched life when u're not in it? Everyday I wonder if I'm doing my best to fulfil my purpose. That maybe there is something I can do. But I don't know what. I know that I've not earned the worthiness. I don't know. I don't know. I'm in a mess. I feel so much for you but I don't know what to do with it.~thinking of you~ 12:13 AM
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I love you. I really do. I commit to myself that my sole purpose in life is to bring you as much happiness as possible, and that everything that I do should be a means to this end. Growing our relationship is one of them, but there is no more fate and we are so different. It seems like a tall task to make any significant progress at all. I fear that there is little I can do.~thinking of you~ 1:30 AM
Monday, August 4, 2008
It's bidding time again! and sch's starting soon =/ I always thought bidding is so last minute, cos it continues until after lecture starts .. some more u must 走一步看一步, cos u'll only know how many vacancies are available after the previous round has ended (as it varies depending on the outcome of the previous round). Furthermore, u won't know how popular the module will be, or if u'll get to bid in the round that u expect to be able to bid. So it's always a continuous search for the next best alternative and comparing of different module combinations (due to timetable clashes). It's also about strategizing. Take the module when their own majors are unlikely to take, or spotting an unusually high number of vacancies from past bidding results. These are clear cues for an alpha attack on that ultra-expensive module! =) Know which one I'm talking about yet? Anyway, here's some nice pics I took from genting:
~thinking of you~ 12:21 PM
用一生的光阴，盼望能于你共度欢笑与悲哀。
~thinking of you~ 1:34 AM