Sunday, April 22, 2007

an abstract from ting's blog...

saw this on ting's friendster blog... titled.. if a girl cried bcos of u...
very interesting.. i decided to list out those i agree... for full entry... pls refer to her blog.. *if you dont know, then hm... tOo bad, s0rie... cant post the link here for i have yet to get her permission... hehez*

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

When she cry right in front of you ,
When she cry bcos of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she'sfeeling?

Think.
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcos she wants sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt, n agony havebecome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on what u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Cos one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

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hm... a note by ting which i totally agree *no wonder we had the same answer for the test*

ting: "sAw tHiS bUlleTin, tOtaLLy aGrEEd w iT. bUt pLs gUys, mAke sUrE u nOe wAt u rEallY wAn b4 hOldiN hEr bK. n sTop hUrtiN hEr aGaiN. dUn LeT hEr fEEl hElpLeSS & LoNeLy. 一次又一次的伤害只会让女生觉得疲惫。tAt's wHeN giRls wiLL fEEl nUmB aBt pAiN & 4GottEn hOw 2 sHeD a TeaR 4 yA. wHeN tAT dAy cOmE, 你也无需挽留了。cOz iT's tOO lAte."

make sure u know what u really want before holding her back. if u love some1, its not just holding on to her and saying "i love u" or "sorrie" when things happens... 有一天,她也会觉得疲惫不堪的。。。走到那一天时,真的就无需挽留了。。。

to ting: girl, 真得很想说。。。Great minds think alike... i tink we really got alot in common in terms of 爱情观点... 不愧是好姐妹!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

updates...

this is my 3rd post for today... well, lets do some updates for myself... and i shall end this post with a test...

met up with papa on monday at 630pm... but we both were early... or rather i was early cos i knew he wld be early... wanted to buy the MayDay concert tixs... in the end, we decided not to buy cos the seats left are of limited choice and we didnt want to buy for the sake of going... we wanted to njoy the concert. anw, we went for dinner.. was supposed to go home for soup. *i promised my mum already* so we settled for a light dinner... went to swensens... had a chicken mushroOm pizza and a celebrity brownie... now i understand y vanilla icecream always goes with chocolatey cakes such as brownies....
caught up with papa for a while til abt 730pm before we parted... i shoPped in PS for a while though dear is already waiting for me at the entrance... thot of getting sthg for rachel's bdae...
met up with dear, acc him to light dinner at yakun's. my 1st time there... then send him back home... haha.

hm.. its the feeling again... u know, i love to have quality time to myself and my family.. but recently i realise im hardly home.. or when im home, im inside my roOm...
i njoyed the conversation with vel and mum last nite... though short but its quality time with family.. i njoy every of those moments... recently these moments have become shorter and shorter and less frequent... but i'll still treasure every chance i have...
next, its lesser and lesser time to myself... usually its schOol or boyfriend... so i decided.. from today onwards... i shall spare more quality time with myself and my family.

went to schoOl yest... hand up the 4218 report and revise with siew chern and tianyao. hanqian was in schoOl too.. he came to submit the report as well.. then stayed with us for a while before making a move to catch movie with his gf... met dear after that... we lost sthg, went back to find alone... i cld find it... gave up, went home. vel suggested to go lOok for it again... this time we brought torchlights... still no avail.. gave up finally... thot of waking up in the morning to go find.. but i decided it wld be silly... cos i didnt know the exact location where that thing dropped...

wanted to go schOol today.. in the end.. i decided to stay home and revise... i hope i will be productive.... =D

lastly to end this entry... a test for everyone...

许多恋人在谈恋爱时,往往会不由自主地陷入忠于自我或为爱牺牲的拔河战中。该如何体贴对方,又不至于失去自我呢?

问题:如果你必须选择一项艺术工作,你会从下面四项中选择哪一项呢?
A. 雕刻家
B. 画家
C. 摄影家
D. 作家

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A. 雕刻家
自私指数60分
你谈恋爱时,不甘受对方操纵,比较喜欢自己掌握主宰全。爱人如果能配合你的想象,你们就能相安无事。在这种情况下,你也会是个不错的爱人。反过来说,如果对方有差距,你的不安感会发作,这段感情就很难走下去了。

B. 画家
自私指数80分
用自我中心来形容你再恰当不过了。你向来只为自己而活,爱人想要改变你简直是天方夜谭。这种独断独行、完全不为对方设想的作风,会让对方爱你爱得非常辛苦,若不改进,恐怕情路悔恨坎坷哟!

C. 摄影家
自私指数20分
你喜欢爱情中互动的感觉,只要对方给你快乐,你会不吝惜的回报。你喜欢默默观察对方的需求,再以特别的方式给予惊喜。由你这样的爱人,对方能不觉得贴心吗?

D. 作家
自私指数40分
有没有获得对方的真感情,是你最在乎的。你讨厌自私的人,所以会尽可能对方着想。其实你不自私,是因为不要别人对你自私,所以还不算是完全无私吧。

测试准吗?
hm... 对我来说。。。挺准的。 我的选择是 C. 摄影家。我就是个这样的人。。。 你呢?

heartwarming memories...

50 things you ought to know if you were born in the 1970s/1980s

1. You grew up watching He-man, Captain Planet, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too..
*yupz, my fav was Captain Planet.. i used to memorise how to sing the song... haha*

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.
*opPs, i didnt brush my teeth after eating wor... my time not 流行... haha*

3. You know what SBC stands for.
*how cld i forget, Singapore Broadcasting Centre... haha*

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.
*yupz, i rem i wld sometimes scrimp and save to buy the milk... i love the chocolate milk!

5. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.
*i guess mobile phones was a coOl thing cos i had a pager in Sec schoOl... haha*

6. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats aremade of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed..
*yah, so were Trans-island buses... now known as SMRT*

7. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.
*my time is already the yellow colored one... hm... but i rem the bus ride only 35cents...*

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.
*yah, always asking for Donation during Children's Day... humph*

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.
*i know Acai the constable... but vinny...没什么印象。。。*

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.
*haha, tink my first ride was in the underground part... so i didnt do that i guess...*

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.
*hm.. i was a 'stay-at-home' girl til primary 5 or 6... dont think tickets are so still so cheap then...*

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.
*yupz, barbie dolls and masak-masak... used to play with sOph...*

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street .
*nope.. i dont watch them... haha... i only know coOkie monster, ernie and big Bird!*

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week. Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.
*i get sick of that.. i longed to buy the 20cents Mamee...heez*

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.
*not a cartoon watcher when i was young...*

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers .
*yupz, read them before... but wasnt a faithful reader....*

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.
*is it, i didnt know*

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.
*?? i guess we used all these terms like nobody's business...? i love those days... carefree!*

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.
*nope, i guess by my time already quite gOod quality*

21. CDIS were your bestfriend.
*hm... dont tink so wor...*

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16bit colours walking about trying to teach you maths.
*hm... cant rem le...*

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.
*hm... i dont sling them anymore since upper primary*

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.
*i guess so... *

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...
*my sisters' times*

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.
*yah... but i hate science... such a bother*

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks?
*yeah.. i rem them*

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.
*this is angelia's and benjamin's time*

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.
*yah... i miss those days... can some1 offer me gifts for Childrens' Day and National Day...?*

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.
*shake head*

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.
*yah..*

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.
*yah, exactly... i can think of Mr Menon.. haha, though he doesnt teach Science... but he does English, PE and Health Ed?*

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.
*so off-beat.. i didnt do that... wet wet lor...*

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.
*yah.. so goOd...*

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.
*i love doing that... so i dont find a chore*

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.
*yah.. tink so...*

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.
*hm.. cant really recall how he lOoked like.. tink my time was the late Mr Ong Teng Cheong le..*

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.
*hm.. only in Kindergarden... not anymore in primary sChoOl.. but i always pray the cute guy wld hold my hands.. haha*

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.
*in lower primary i guess?*

s41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.
*in primary scHOol?*

42. Autograph books were loaded with "BestWishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".
*true... i still have my primary schoOl autograph bOok...and sec scHool's perhaps*

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"
*yah.. teachers' pets*

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.
*yah.. my class had 41 or 42 i guess...*

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.
*cant really rem...*

50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.
*hm.. luckily, i wasnt so stupid... *

a corn story to share....

A student asks a teacher: What is love?

The teacher said: in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the field, go thru first row,he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field,he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.
So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.


The student asked: What is marriage then?
The teacher said: In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfied, and came back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage.

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what ifs...

i was wondering, what if this boy picks up a corn and found a bigger corn for the 1st time round when he entered the paddy field...?
irony manz...

Monday, April 16, 2007

interesting stuff... just for today...

hm.. let's start today's entry with a quote i saw somewhere... so not sure who to credit cos i dont know the author...
"A Pessimist is one who makes difficulties of his opportunities and an Optimist is one who makes opportunities of his difficulties."

then was gg thru my emails from the past... saw this...

--Smile at a stranger.
--Look a child in the eye, and tell them how great they are.
--Listen to someone's heart.
--Learn something new, then teach it to someone else.
--Tell someone you're thinking of them.
--Hug a loved one.
--Don't hold a grudge.
--Don't be afraid to say "i'm sorry".
--Stand up for what you believe in.
--Make a promise and keep it.
--Call someone, for no reason than just to say "Hi".
--Smell the rain, feel the breeze, listen to the wind and enjoy the sun!


i tink i did once blog about bitchology.. but not sure if i blogged the same thing... here's something to share about it...

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.
B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

some quotes...

QUOTES

Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity.
- Albert Einstein

The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts>working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get into the office.
- Robert Frost

The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it.
- Franklin P. Jones

We must believe in luck. For how else can we explain the success of those we don't like?
- Jean Cocturan

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.
- Darrin Weinberg

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

Help a man when he is in trouble and he will remember you when he is in trouble again.

Complex problems have simple, easy to understand wrong answers.

It is not exactly cheating, I prefer to consider it creative problem solving.

Whoever said money can't buy happiness, didn't know where to shop.

Alcohol doesn't solve any problems , but then again, neither does milk.

Most people are only alive because it is illegal to shoot them. Forgive your enemies but remember their names.

The number of people watching you is directly proportional to the stupidity of your action.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

projects finally over...

finally, all my projects presentation ended on friday! but still have some loose ends to tie up, like for fyp.. not sure if i nidta do online submission of the thesis, for ccn2 and 4218, still hafta upload the peer appraisal. then for 4218, i had volunteered to compile the report... thats the least i cld do...
hm.. meanwhile, i decided to just let myself 2 n half days off... which was fri nite, yest and today... im gonna start on my revision tml.. for ccn2 and also start job search, as well as tying up all those loose ends tml...
went to yuqiang's bdae bbq on fri nite with dear.. so gOod, there's a swing at the place... that's the 1st place i headed to... reminded me of the primary scHOol days where me, yingwen, kaixian and yilin wld hang out after schOol, the playgrd behind the church.. swinging as high as we cld... indeed, many things happened there.. i guess i was a naughty girl to start with... was nv a guai guai kind...
yest, 14 of April, finally, the first time i can slp til late in the morning and go on a date with dear.
since the start of march, we didnt really have much time to go for a date... so yest, we went for lunch after meeting peishan to pass her the birkies, then caught a movie after a game of billiard... i tink my skills improved by a tiny weeny little bit... but he was shocked cos he didnt expect that red ball and subsequently the colored ball wld go in... i not tai-ko hor... i did aim... anw, i won the game cos... anw, got snOoked a few times lor... i wana brush up my skills... and beat dear using my own skills one day.. haha...
meeting papa tml evening... gg to go sistic to buy tixs for MayDay concert... this month super broke.. cos bought the birkies... MayDay concert.. n just bought sthg from espirit...
just planned my shOpPing list.. long time didnt shop le.. nidta buy jeans, go rebonding... and grad trip..? i guess no money for that le.. haiz...

gona go for tuition later and then meet dear... prob gg to bugis to the kwan im thong there to pray cos recently he's not in luck i guess... might have met with sthg dirty and he's temper... but he's still hesitating cos he under 耶稣 kor-kor one...

ting, just read ur blog entry for the day u met joy at sun plaza... hm.. sorrie, wasnt able to meet you all that day... lets meet up next time k. =)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

useless...

today isnt a goOd day...
had the german semestertest 2... i knew i wasnt gg to do well when i saw the paper... its damn difficult... i did revise but...
anw, must apologise to tt some1 i was doing proj with this evening... *though im not sure if u'll get to read this* im s0rrie...我失态了。。。
i guess the trigger came when cat talked to me abt the fyp and seeing my sup's email + recallin my fyp was a failure to begin with + i wasnt of any help to you... i was supposed to do my part.. in the end... all in all... i cldnt help it....but... broke down... i feel so useless...
i guess im weak...a weakling...真的好难过。。。不想活了。。。

as for my best bf, s0rrie to wake u up in the middle of ur slp... u are right man! 有你这个朋友真好!

Monday, April 02, 2007

my apologies...

gg to skip the morning lecture today... but will be gg to schOol after this entry.
submission of thesis is finally over but i will still nidta continue my simulation runs and prob add in watever i can...

yupz.. weekend wasnt tOo gOod for me... or perhaps saturday wasnt a gOod one..
first, my apologies to ty. i didnt mean it... will explain to u personally...
then to my best boy friend, sorry, caused u to worry and get u into unnecessary trouble... will fill u in what happen next time.
finally, to dear, thanks and sorry.

okie... 收拾好心情。。。准备开始奋战了。。。