un-concentrated...

sitting at the top floor of EA block.. blogging..
just awhile ago, was still at the OS lecture..
at where i was sitting, i cldnt really concentrate but its better than sitting directly behind the talkative girls...
y i cldnt concentrate...? cos there is this guy, very much 'lye seng' lookalike..
sitting beside me..
found him very lOokalike ls when i 1st saw him... but still i tink ls is much more gOod lOoking than that loOkalike is...
then ziyang msged me regarding the internship thingy.. haha.. in the end, we both ended up applying for the same company.. wonder if we will be working together.. i hope we can.. cos at least with him ard, got pple to help.. hehez

its raining now.. kinda missed my gOod old days in denmark.. not that i missed the place.. just that i cant stand singapore's fast pace.. anywhere wld be gOod..

对新加坡， 我可说是又爱又恨啊！ 喜欢她的地方环境， 12小时的日月分明。。。
讨厌的是她的步伐及生活节奏快，总让我在后面追赶着。。。

so coincidence...

today's my official free day, ironically, its my unofficial school day..
arranged to go for my last followup appt for my hand this afternoon..
and before that, met up with haojie for lunch at novena square.. gave me quite informative updates abt pple that i know... as usual, he is 混-ing around with my so-called 小妹妹s。。 *just kidding*
saw mark lee, irene ang and felicia chin at the mall as well.. seems to be shooting some variety show there...

after lunch, headed straight for clinic B1A for 'check-in' then proceeded to the x-ray dept for xray-ing my hand...
near the entrance, there was this couple coming towards my direction.. they seems to be involved in a motorbike accident and the guy's leg is badly injured.. the girl had bruises & cuts on her knees... they were also there for xray...
reminded me of the story haojie told me over lunch.. so pple, pls be really careful when on the roads.. its not just yourself but the other road-users as well...

went back to the clinic after the xray was done.. saw a ex-yjcian there.. *either from my batch or one year my junior* wondering if he recognised if i was also from yj..
then after a while, saw that couple again... then they disappear from my sight...
waited for a long while before i finally saw the doc...

went to make payment, me and that yjcian left the clinic almost at the same time, if not together.. then we toOk different trains..
coincidentally, the couple was behind me after i made my payment.. fancy seeing them so many times...

went back to school for the 3001 presentation.. then came home after it ended... at the train station... unexpectedly, i saw tat yjcian again.. then i recalled that he actually lives in my area as well.. this time he is with his gf.. so 'qiao' lor..

the da vinci code

after reading the mag distributed by the campus crusade pple, and hear abt the upcoming da vinci's code movie, it once again, roused my interest in reading the book..
once, my brother borrowed the book from his fren, and after he finished reading, i borrowed it to read... but sadly, i didnt managed to even read up to the tenth page *cos the english was tOo chim liao* and i return it to the owner cos he/she wants it back i guess.. and i wasnt progressing anw..
so i got rachel to help me buy the bOok *got it today*.. will probably get down to reading after the exams..
its a thick boOk, i hope i can finish it..
anw, yah, i know im abit slow, when this bOOk was first introduced and became the talk of the town, i didnt bother to have any interest and when now, this has faded, then i got interested....

后悔了。。。

kinda having second thots abt gg for the taiwan internship thingy..
finally, today i got down to real thinking and realised things aint easy as it seems...
1st is father.. and 2nd is the financial part.. and lastly, i thot afterall, it wld be better to stay in singapore, thou i really want to go overseas again...
i haven talk to dad yet but i know he's gona to strongly object it..
i have no turning back.. no choice.. cos now no time to seek for self internship.. and most vacancies wld have been taken up.. i hate it..
but i know i have to act fast and speak to dad.. cos the internship thingy starts in early may... no time left.. i cant imagine wat will happen...
i dont want to break his heart again.. 他已经让我放纵一次。。。让我到丹麦去了。。我不能再那么自私。。。
caught in the middle.. can anyone offer me a local internship...
好郁闷啊！

我想。。。

this week is another tough week, with report deadlines, projects and tests coming up. to top it, there are still the neverending programming labs and tutorials...

life's in a mess.. i just hope for some time to sort thru the pics, upload them, send those i want to the photoshop to develop them. and also some personal time for socialising..update my blOg.. do some volunteering, cross-stitching and stuff lidat.. in essence, thats time to myself.. i know this is a luxury.. and im desperate for that..

thanks to those who always ask me out.. w/o u all keep asking me out, despite most of the times it was rejection, i will become a no life person...

angelia n ben is gg china also.. haha..
i miss the chinese frens in dtu, though we arent that close but i do miss the way they tOok care of me, look after me as if im the lil' sister despite we all are foreigners to that country...
in singapore, i absolutely and totally cannot..



sianz/aNniE

more than i expected...

in emotional distress today.. really regretted not dropping OS with 'w' grade...
the workload is heavier than i thot to be, than i thot i can handle..
this week is lab5 liao..i m still at lab3..
worst, got an assignment, need to form group but im still 'floating'... die..
then came today.. got an 'F' for my tut....
shit...

talk to him today, gave me the re-affirmation that i shld go overseas...

was dl-ing my ee2010 webcast.. but the net connection kept breaking off.. tried to call the singnet pple.. only to hear "all our technical support officers are still engaged..." d*mn it!... frustrated manz...

for dont know how many mths... i havent been visit his blog... anw, wow.. isnt it amazing.. leaving on 2 different continents, time zones... connected thru the web yet everything seems so far.. my life in denmark.. 感觉事过境迁似的。。。如此的遥远。。。
as usual, his posts are 令人费解, also led me to wonder y vivian made that remark... just like me, ps and jb... but i decided not to pursue it any further since it doesnt really bother me that much, im just curious thats all...

i need a break...

have been wanting to get a softcase for my lappie.. finally got the chance to go simlim and buy one..
anw, there wasnt much to choose from cos by the time i got there, the shops are abt to close liao.. so i just walk into the shop and buy it..
anw, just realise my fujitsu casing is abit spoilt *sObz soObzz*...

anw, just read the mail from the local VIP company i applied for... but hongtai also told me the taiwan thingy okie liao.. so im caught in a dilemma.. help.. shld i stay or go.. haiz...

y m i caught in between cos...
i wana go overseas do VIP but this local company is quite gOod also..
but this local one is not confirm..
anw, i think the local one wont want me also.. if they looked at my transcript and/or after the interview.. haha....
so i tink there wont be any cause of worry...
the problem is, shld i just reject them now or... wait til they reject me..
but if i reject them now, will it reflect very badly on me...

bUrNt again...

as much as i dread it, i still went for the EE3208 lab today..
but what surprised me was, while there are pple who are damn fast pace, there are still other pple who were at the same pace as me..kekez. *hOosh, what a relieve man~ at least im not that slow...*

earn some new acquaintance friends and new knowledge on how to implement the hardware, the keypad and the ADC7820..

again, became what i call the factory girl, did soldering and again, burnt my hair with the iron.. didnt have my hairband with me.. somemore the thing so small, need to go near and see.. ended up cutting my hair in the lab.. one thot i was cutting wires doing wire wrapping, haha...

went to the OSLab as well.. got the long overdued lab3ex1 compiled but still have segmentation fault or infinite lOops.. *diOnkz*

anw, finally S/U cs2106 and decided to apply for hall.. once in a undergrad lifetime experience.. hehez.