Wednesday, October 10, 2007
AGES AND AGES SINCE I UPLOADED!woohoo!alright.NEW UPDATES.1)passed business law and imec,failed macro2)studied for macro supp paper3)passed macro!(:4)went to bangkok to shop5)bought a lot a lot a lot of things6)slacked7)met the usuals to chill and hangout8)met up with ke si ding9)mum finally bought me a new ipod10)gave my old ipod to my cousin(dave complained)11)dad's giving me cash as a reward!12)not gonna put tv in my room for the time being due to inconvenience13)(happiest thing ever!)BOOKED MY TRIP TO TAIWAN!14)gonna go to taiwan with aunties and cousins15)gonna spend christmas in taiwan16)hope to meet sherlyn in taiwan(see you there babe!)17)highlighted my hair18)looking forward to spending 8 whole days in taiwan!TA-DAH!DONE!(:
a star fell from the sky;
12:26 am
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
life is so fragile.why some people just treat their lives as if it's nothing?there are no problems you cant solve.seek for help my dearest greatgrandfather.why do you have to do that?i seriously pity you.when i was told you died,i was sad.really.you were my only greatgrandfather alive and i do not understand where did you find the courage to plunge to your death from 8 floors.i bet the people who bullied you will not be able to sleep for their entire life.you were so jovious,so healthy.are you upset cos your life partner and your son left you first?are you upset cos you are living with outsiders?even before we find the answers,you ended your life.do you know by jumping down from that high,your skull cracked and your brain was damaged?do you know you broke your arm?i'll go and visit you soon.meanwhile,rest in peace and you'll be remembered by me always.210807
a star fell from the sky;
3:24 pm
Monday, August 20, 2007
i have not started studying and paper's in a week's time.gonna miss school tmr cos i think the imec teacher will just talk crap and not give tips so no point.presentation was fine.i think i did fine except that i spoke too fast cos there wasnt enough time.anyway,went shopping with the parents today.went to beach road to have toast and coffee then headed off to shop.bought a polo tee from ashworth and papa bought two.bought nail file and hair clip too.there wasnt anything much except for a few watches that caught my eye.went to great world to dine at jack's place.the steak was superb.was reading seventeen that day and saw an article that featured three girls who were born with a silver spoon.maybe diamond.they're like 2 years older than me and the things they buy arent zara and topshop but they indulge in convertibles and chanel.WTH.天没理arh!grrr.
a star fell from the sky;
2:36 am
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
okay.past one week.what have i been doing?erm..shopping with christie jane, out with sherlyn, watched secret, watched rush hour 3, yeah.and ate manhattan fish market, some chinese restaurant, secret recipe, far east chicken rice, macs, coffee bean, marche and i cant remember already.anyway,i passed both my econs test papers!super happy and mum said i may get a change of my ipod to ipod video totally free!!yeah!went shopping yesterday too but there was nothing in my mind to buy except cuticle oil so that's my only purchase.cabbed down to farrer road's macs today to eat and talk then went to watch rush hour 3.kinda nice but short.maybe gonna meet jane tmr again.hopefully lah.i'm fucking pissed at some people.they think they're so great.so might as well just do everything on your own and stop asking me to do it!so the next task i'm not going to bother.i'm only completing my part and the rest it's up to you all since you said i didnt contribute.who the hell do you think you are?one moment you said you're not bothered and there you are doing it behind my back and afraid to let me know.i chose to trust you in the past and this is what i get.fuck off you bitch!things are alright now and i'm glad it's over.really.but will things ever be the same again?should i let myself trust you again?
a star fell from the sky;
12:51 am
Sunday, August 05, 2007
i finally had a happy day after school reopened.met up with rah at great world on friday for dinner.we went to crystal jade for dinner then had ice-cream.then we saw a whole group of ex-stc people.weiqi,karen,meiyi,stacy,feifei,katrina and winnie.katrina and winnie just came back from canada then meiyi,stacy,rah,fei and weiqi were trying to destress from A's.we walked into tcc and wanted to have some drinks and talk and we saw celina working inside.it was totally like stc reunion!we spoke bout lots of stuff and had lots of laughter.i never had so much fun for so long already.anyways,went to meet christie today at woodlands.pon-ded school to met her,ate junk food,shopped and stuff.gonna meet her on wednesday for more more shopping as there's no school but firstly,study for macro test on tuesday!
a star fell from the sky;
2:27 am
Friday, July 27, 2007
i feel so FUCKING stupid!i dont know why on earth am i concerned?after today,it's really useless.and it's really over.i always say i cant be bothered all the time but i actually am.but what can i do?there's really nothing i can do.sometimes when i want to speak up, my lips refuse to expel from each other.my lips are glued together.and that's when i think whether is it worth hurting myself?so i'd rather watch and listen quietly and not do anything that would hurt myself.i had enough of all these crap and they are interrupting my life. it really hurts when you're not there.really.
a star fell from the sky;
12:13 am
Sunday, July 15, 2007
sick for the past two days.christie jane went to queue for donuts on thursday and she bought a box for me too.went to meet her in the late afternoon to collect my yummy donuts and to chill with her.it has been a long time since we spoke so much.then wasnt feeling very good on friday and at the same time overslept so i missed school again.sigh.business law somemore.appeared in school today to find the whole class so empty.yeah.gonna meet rah tmr to hang out.and i miss sherlyn.have not seen her since march lah.i dont really care anymore.i just realised i have other friends and if you think you have other better friends, then jolly well find them when you need help.i will still help you if you need help but since you're only nice to me when you need help,then please find other people who'll willingly help you cos it's not fair to me.i'm meant to be a friend,not a helper okay?i'm starting to fade out and anything else does not matter anymore.i cant be bothered to ask and tell anymore.i'm really tired.i'm trying really hard but it's not working.
a star fell from the sky;
2:34 am
